Naruto Fan Fiction / Naruto Shippuden Fan Fiction ❯ The Never Played Symphonies ❯ Such Pretty Eyes ( Chapter 21 )
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The Never Played Symphonies
Chapter 21: Such Pretty Eyes
Sasuke winced for what felt like the dozenth
time. The med-nins in the Akatsuki compound had been trying to
piece him together ever since he had gotten back. Back to the
Organization...back with Itachi...back with Naruto. His stomach
rolled, and he felt like he might throw up again. He had been sick
for days now. He didn't know if it was stress, or guilt, or maybe
it was the fact that his face had taken on an almost sickly scab
like quality to it. The burns were much worse than either him or
Itachi realized. Not that his brother was realizing much of
anything since he had gotten back. He looked over next to him,
fingertips trailing slowly over the sleeping form of his fearless
niisan. He hadn't woken up in two weeks. Not since…. He shook
his head, trying to dispel the memories. How could he let any of
this happen?
Once the ointment was spread over his slowly
healing face, Sasuke dismissed the med-nins from their room, laying
down next to Itachi as he watched that calm expression. How could
he look so peaceful sleeping there like that, after they had just
gone through so much? He grabbed Itachi's hand, squeezing it with
no response. “You need to wake up.” He said, laying on
that shoulder. “They'll replace you if you don't wake up
Itachi.” He whispered in his ear. “Please...I'm
sorry.” It was pathetic, to beg and apologize after what had
happened between them. After what Itachi had forced him to
do.
“He can't hear you.” The voice from
the doorway was always enough to cause a stark inhale from his
lungs. He wasn't used to hearing it. He wasn't used to the
knowledge of why he was hearing it.
“Sasori-sensei.” Sasuke
acknowledged, eyes still on Itachi's face. “I can't take it
anymore.” He turned to look at the puppet master. Very. Much.
Awake. “We have to wake him. Leader is getting restless.
People are starting to ask questions.”
Sasori rolled his eyes at the younger Uchiha,
and Sasuke couldn't help but frown at his master's disapproval.
“If we wake him now, he'll die.” Sasori assured him.
“Not to say that that isn't something I look forward to on a
daily basis.” The redhead promised him, his voice still
having that scratchy quality it had developed from months and
months of sleep.
“Save it Sasori-Sensei. I know exactly
how you feel about my brother.” He got out of the bed,
knowing what Sasori was here for. “You're the one that put
him in this state after all.” That wasn't exactly true, was
it? “How many times do I have to tell you? I don't know how
the necklace works. He's the one that triggered it the last time. I
don't have the Mangekyo.” He said for what felt like the
thousandth time.
Sasori looked over the sleeping Uchiha, and
Sasuke stepped protectively in front as he could see the absolute
hatred in his eyes. “There's a way to fix that you
know.” Sasori promised him. “We can take his eyes. He
won't miss them.”
“Like hell.” Sasuke hissed,
grabbing a kunai from the back of his shorts. “Get.
Back.” He growled, sharingan lighting up his eyes. “You
aren't going to touch him again. I told you I'd help with the
necklace, and you'd wake him up. That's the
agreement.”
“It is.” Sasori agreed. “You
aren't doing a very good job. But I think I have just the solution.
You just need...the right motivation.” The puppet master
promised. “You haven't been to see him, have you?” He
asked slowly, Sasuke shivering at just what Sasori was implying.
“Not since you delivered him to his cell.” Flashes
sparked in Sasuke's mind, and the nausea came back full force.
“Come Sasuke, let's go see the Kyuubi. Perhaps he'll be
willing to help you save your brother.”
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Sasuke struggled with the dobe on his back,
Naruto heavier than he remembered as he ran through the trees. He
was struggling trying to catch up with Itachi. How had his brother
carried him all the way to Konoha like this? His face wasn't near
as damaged as Itachi's own body was, and the stress of the burns
alone had him about to pass out. “Naruto…” He
whispered to his friend. “You've been eating way too much
ramen.” He grumbled, sandal almost slipping on a branch as he
tried to follow Itachi as he cut to the side. “Slow down
asshole!” He yelled after him, the other refusing to even
acknowledge his existence as he actually sped up through the trees.
So...still mad then. Mad didn't even begin to really describe
Itachi right now though. He would more say
furious...livid...murderous. All directed at Sasuke.
What did it matter? Sasuke didn't deserve
anything besides Itachi's disdain. He had failed at every last task
he had set out to accomplish. The Hokage thought he was a traitor,
and now so did Naruto. He hadn't protected him. He hadn't chosen
the pure friendship of the spunky blond over his cold and
calculating brother. He hadn't chosen the Village Hidden in the
Leaf over the Akatsuki. He hadn't chosen to be good. Itachi was
right. He liked this. He liked this life. Who was he even kidding
by pretending to be good...a hero for Konoha? He had Itachi's blood
running in his veins, didn't he? He had his genetics...and the
genetics of a sadistic murdering sociopath didn't really bode well
for you as a person or your future ambitions.
“Itachi!” He tried calling again.
They had been running for half the day, his chakra completely
exhausted on using it to just remain upright. “I can't. I
need to rest.” He knew how pathetic he sounded, could feel
the disdain radiating off the trees.
Itachi slowed finally, turning around to reveal
the deep red hateful eyes of the sharingan, all directed on him.
“Do you have any idea the mess that is following just behind
us?” He asked. “Do you know what Konoha would send to
keep their precious Kyuubi safe?” He hissed, appearing in
front of him to shove him hard. Sasuke stumbled and fell out of the
trees, barely able to turn his body to take the brunt of the fall
and protect Naruto. His body groaned out the pain, Sasuke struggled
to sit up and check on his friend. Itachi jumped down as well, no
sympathy in his body as he lashed out, kicking Sasuke hard
underneath the chin. “Who are you?” He growled.
“Is this really the pathetic specimen I've been bedding?
You've lost whatever semblance of mind you once had Sasuke. Ever
since Sai. Is jealousy really affecting you this much? Do you have
that little of control over yourself?” He asked, grabbing
Sasuke's cloak as he lifted him with one arm. “We're both
injured, and there's a Kyuubi sleeping within that body on the
ground, and you want to stop for a snack break?” He hissed to
him. “Think.” He demanded.
Sasuke spat the blood out of his mouth from the
kick, turning dark eyes up to his brother. “That's some
speech niisan.” He hissed, eyes flooding to the red of the
sharingan. He could see the steam coming off of Itachi's blood with
it. “I'm not an idiot. I know Naruto will wake up soon. I
know the ANBU are on our heels.” He said, forcing his voice
to withhold any sort of tremble. “We deserve worse, don't
we?” He asked. “You're right Aniki. I love it. I love
the death...and the treachery...and you most of all…”
He hesitated, refusing to give Itachi the satisfaction of saying he
loved him. “I would be ecstatic to be beholden to any whim
you or the Organization might have.” He promised. “But
not him. Not Naruto.” He didn't realize he had made the
decision until it came pouring out of his mouth. “If they
come and take me away as a traitor to Konoha, at least I'll know I
didn't betray `him'” He stressed, one arm wrapped
protectively around Naruto. “I'd sooner
die.”
Itachi exhaled slowly. “Don't do
this.” He said, and Sasuke glared as he almost
sounded...annoyed.
“I don't want to fight you.” Sasuke
murmured. “But I will.” Honestly, he knew he paled in
comparison to Itachi's strength, but right now his brother was
injured. Right now...He might have a shot.
“As if I actually believe you
would.” His brother growled, looking around to examine that
they were still alone. His eyes traveled through the trees, down to
Naruto, and finally up to Sasuke's face. “I don't have time
for this. Get up. We'll argue more about this back at
headquarters.” More like Itachi would fuck some sense into
him back at headquarters.
“I won't.” Sasuke held fast.
“I'm taking him back to Konoha...with or without your
blessing.” Sasuke watched him. “You're right. I've lost
my mind Itachi. I lost it the moment I saw Sai between your legs
and realized that everything I had felt for you, this entire
fantasy of us being together, was all a lie. I was never anything
to you. Just another body to fuck. Just the narcissistic vanity
that comes from only wanting to fuck your copies.”
Itachi watched him for a moment, obviously
taking in what Sasuke had said. “My Otouto...What makes you
think I would ever compare someone as pathetic as you are to a copy
of me?” He asked, stepping closer and yanking on Sasuke's
shirt. “Get. Up. Now.” He growled.
“I'd sooner bite off my own
tongue.” Sasuke hissed spitefully, grunting as he was slapped
hard across his injured face. The sting of it was
jarring.
“Get. Up.” Sasuke froze at that
tone, eyes to the ground as cold fury bled through that voice.
“Get up and fight me then. If you're so stupid to throw away
the future I have built for you. To throw away everything I have
given you...then I'll give you what you `think' you want. I assure
you though Otouto, it isn't what you desire. This `thing' between
us, it has clouded your judgements.” He said. “The
Akatsuki will rule the world someday, and you have a place in that.
With me.” He stressed, and beneath the anger and the hatred,
Sasuke could almost imagine a tone of desperation. What was he
doing? Was he really about to fight Itachi?
Sasuke looked down at Naruto, the Kyuubi
sleeping dotefully on the floor. He'd wake up soon, and how could
Sasuke honestly ever look him in the eyes again if he didn't.
“I almost slept with him you know.” He confessed,
feeling the temperature in the air drop several degrees with his
admission. “First day as a Genin...I kissed him...accidently
of course. The dobe fell into my mouth.” He mused, fingers
sifting through Naruto's hair. “Me and Naruto...we could have
been, but then there was you.” He shifted his gaze up to
Itachi. “There was always you.”
“Forgive me if I'm not in the mood for
your sentiments Sasuke.” Itachi growled back, and Sasuke
slowly got to his feet, willing his body to produce enough chakra
for chidori as his feet began to spark.
“My sentiments?” Sasuke asked him
then. “That's all there is between us Aniki. `My' sentiments.
You'd be just as happy with that replacement bitch. Naruto was
`never' a replacement of you. He was the exact opposite of
you.”
“He'll be dead soon.” Itachi said,
making it a promise. “And you won't remember ever having
feelings for him.”
“For anyone but you?” Sasuke asked,
reading between the lines as they circled each other in the
clearing. “Your jealousy has taken everything from me. It
took my family, my friends, my teacher...and all that's left is
you, isn't that right niisan?” He asked Itachi, wanting him
to admit how fucked up he really was. Itachi said nothing, and
really, how fucked up was that?
“So what now Sasuke? You show me how big
and strong you've gotten?” Itachi mocked him, chakra starting
to flow around the air. “Come at me Otouto...I dare
you.” He hissed.
Sasuke's heart was pounding as he knew it was
now or never. Hadn't he always wanted revenge? Hadn't he always
wanted to fight Itachi? “I'm stronger than you
realize.” He assured him.
“Oh...dear brother...you really
aren't.” Itachi said slowly, and in the next instant he had
disappeared. Sasuke watched the forest, sharingan eyes scanning to
try to see him. How was Itachi this fast? He was injured. He was so
hurt he could hardly stand. How could anyone ever be this… He
wasn't allowed to finish his thought as a palm slammed into his
back, sending him flying through the air and towards a tree. He
never hit it, however, because Itachi appeared back in front of
him, hand hitting him from the other side and slamming him into the
tree.
Itachi grabbed him by his spikes as he hit,
slamming him over and over into the ground. “Fight me
Sasuke...show me all those clever tricks Sasori taught you.”
He slammed him into the ground again. “Show me!” Sasuke
screamed with the pain of it, flipping as he kicked with the
chidori, managing to at least get Itachi off of him as he got to
his feet. He wiped at his arms, skin peppered with pieces of the
broken tree.
Sasuke ran at him then, round house kicking at
Itachi, grunting as it was blocked and they went into a pattern.
They flew through the woods as they fought with each other,
blocking and kicking. Itachi was toying with him, Sasuke knew that
much, but he was too angry to do anything else but try to smash his
face in. “I hate you!” He yelled. “You took away
my life! You turned me into a monster!”
“Shut up Sasuke!” Itachi hissed,
grabbing him then as he spun in a cyclone, sending the younger
Uchiha soaring through the air before slamming him all the way down
into the dirt. “I am not what made you. I saved you.”
He hissed at him, using Sasuke's chidori in his own palms, sizzling
the flesh of Sasuke's back as the younger screamed. “Do you
think you live in a world where you are the only one that has
suffered? That bringing you here...convincing them to let you stay
was easy? Do you have a single notion of what I had to do for you?
All because you asked it of me. All because you asked to come
here.” He growled as he fried him, and Sasuke was in too much
pain to reply. He managed to get out of the hold, running this time
as he limped his way through the trees. He came up short as Itachi
appeared in front of him then, pure fear on his face as he was
grabbed. “You thought you'd fight me because you managed to
hurt me? Because I let you hurt me!? You know nothing
Sasuke.” Itachi growled, his eyes beginning to swirl as his
necklace glowed, and Sasuke knew what that meant. Knew that Itachi
was in no way bluffing this time.
“Aniki don't.” He begged him then,
shutting his eyes tight as he tried to push at that face. How
stupid was he to challenge Itachi? How stupid was he to make him
this angry? Itachi had warned him. He had warned him over and over
again. “Please….Please…” He begged,
remembering being locked in that world. He couldn't, not again.
“I'll do anything...I will…” He promised, surging
forward, trying to get him to stop as he pressed their lips
together. He kissed Itachi as his entire body shook with fear and
shame. For a moment it seemed like it would work. For a moment it
almost seemed like Itachi was responding, like he couldn't help but
respond to his kiss, then he was backhanded down onto the
ground.
“Are you delusional right now?”
Itachi asked him, and Sasuke looked up, entire body screaming at
him as he looked up towards his brother. Itachi was every ounce the
murderous killer that had been in the Uchiha village that night.
“My ability to stomach you enough to bed you is usually
present, but now...I really wish Sai had won out in that
squabble.” He leaned down, grabbing Sasuke. “And I mean
that Otouto...from the bottom of my heart.” He whispered,
eyes swirling and Sasuke was locked into them. The world suddenly
bled to red. “Let's teach you a lesson, shall we? Should it
be a few weeks long, or maybe years?” He asked as the world
turned to blood and pain. Sasuke was screaming already from it as
he felt knives slash through his flesh, tearing, digging. He didn't
know how long it lasted. Seconds? Years? It all came to an end
though with a flash. Sasuke spurted back into his own mind in a
jarring rip that caused his brain as much pain as all the other
injuries put together. He turned bleary eyes towards Itachi, slowly
focusing in on how they were cloudy and white, turning blue. That
face was pale and blank, jaw open and slack. He looked
dead.
“Itachi?” Sasuke asked, reaching
out to touch his face. It was cold to the touch.
“Aniki?” He asked, hands coming to shake those
shoulders. “Aniki...Aniki what's wrong!?” He asked,
panicking with worry, not seeming to at all realize his own level
of concern was coming right after being tortured. “what's
wrong...what's…” He froze as he saw it then, the long
pointed needle stuck into the back of Itachi's neck, an electric
blue liquid dripping down it and into his neck. Sasuke reached to
grab it out, palm almost closing around it.
“I wouldn't.” A voice said from
within the trees, and Sasuke's heart stopped as he heard it. His
eyes slowly rose up to eye someone he never thought he'd see
again.
“What did you do to him?” He asked
Sasori lowly, more of that blue liquid flowing into Itachi.
“What is it!?” He couldn't let it go in anymore. He
covered his hand with his cloak as he ripped the needle out,
throwing it away and watching as the liquid touched the ground and
started to hiss out like acid. He didn't ask why Sasori was awake,
or why he was here...those questions could come later. “Is he
dying?”
“No.” Sasori said dispassionately,
jumping down from the trees. “Not yet anyways.” He
walked over to the Uchihas, and Sasuke grabbed Itachi in the same
protective way he had just been holding Naruto. “It's a
paralytic agent. One of the strongest. He won't wake up without the
antidote. When I awoke and realized I'd been asleep for over a
year, I found the poison fitting. Let him suffer at least some of
what he instilled in me.”
Sasuke backed them up, not knowing what to
think of this, of Sasori being back. He was barely hanging on by a
thread, and he couldn't fight him right now. “Sasori-sensei,
what happened at the Village of Sound…” He tried, but
was interrupted.
“I know it wasn't you.” Sasori
assured him, voice a sharp dagger. “I recognize Itachi's
handy work anywhere. Though, not to say I'm not a little
disappointed in you Sasuke. Over a year, and you're still riding
his coat tales? Still letting a psychopath who would kill one of
his teammates masquerade in this Organization?” Sasori huffed
as he eyed Sasuke's ring. “Congratulations on the membership
by the way, always knew you had it in you.” He
mocked.
“I didn't know he was going to do
it.” Sasuke promised him, holding his brother tight.
“He gets crazy sometimes, but I wouldn't have worn the
necklace if I knew. I care about you Sasori...you're like a brother
to me.”
Sasori let out a laugh. “I don't think
that's a very good analogy Sasuke.”
Sasuke shook his head. “Itachi was never
like a brother to me. You might think what we do is sick...and
wrong...and you're probably right, but he's never been that to
me.” He kissed the top of Itachi's head. “He's
everything to me...I couldn't turn him in. I've loved him since I
was five Sasori. I couldn't turn him in! He's killed everyone in my
life, but he left you alive. He did that much.”
“I'm sure it was out of the kindness of
his cold dead heart.” Sasori mocked, and Sasuke pulled out a
kunai as the puppet master got closer. “Going to fight me
now, Sasuke?”
“If you try to kill him I will.”
Sasuke assured his shakily. Hadn't this just been about Naruto? He
hated himself for this. He hated the fact that Naruto's danger
meant nothing when it came to the probability of somebody taking
Itachi away from him. It was strange how things could change in
just minutes.
“Heroics were never your thing
Sasuke...Stick to what you're good at. I'm not going to kill
him.” He said slowly. “We don't kill our own members,
even if they try to kill us. The punishment is death.” He
leaned down to eye Sasuke, and the Uchiha gripped the kunai harder.
“How does it work? The stone?” He motioned to the
necklace around Itachi's throat. “When they made you get the
entire stone, I never once imagined what power just a sliver of it
could entail. I control puppets, but he controlled you. He
controlled you as if he were you...just as easy as opening his
eyes. I've never seen that kind of power.”
“Itachi is the only one that knows how to
use it.” Sasuke tried. “He mastered the stone. I don't
even know why the Organization wants it. He's the only one that can
benefit from it. I doubt Leader wants to give anyone that much
power, let alone my brother.”
“That's not entirely true, though is
it?” Sasori asked, standing up and circling the two Uchiha's.
“You have the same blood. You have the same clan.” The
Akatsuki member stopped in front of Sasuke again. “You're
going to find out how it works. We're going to go back with Itachi
and Naruto, and you're going to pretend that all of this went
exactly according to plan. You captured the Kyuubi, and Itachi
collapsed from exhaustion. When I woke up Deidara informed me of a
few things, including what happened when my favorite Uchiha got
crispy fried. Wish I could have seen it.”
Sasuke's mouth quirked a little at that.
“Yeah...I took the chidori and focused it inwards. After you
taught me how to focus the chakra, it wasn't that
hard.”
“I'm proud of you Sasuke.” Sasori
said, and Sasuke honestly thought he sounded sincere. “You've
come a long way. Despite what happened between us, you've always
been my favorite student.” He explained. “That being
said...I do want to know how the necklace works, and if I don't
find out how, I might not decide to be so forgiving, for either of
you.”
“If I agree...will Naruto and Itachi be
safe?” He asked him slowly. “Even if I'm not? I'm the
one that stabbed you Sasori...my hands.” Why was he
protecting Itachi? Sasori already knew the truth.
“When are you going to stop making
excuses for the fact that he's a psychopath?” Sasori asked
him, mirroring his thoughts. “When are you going to realize
that this thing between the two of you will end up killing
you?” He asked him slowly, and Sasuke flinched. He was bloody
from head to foot, face burnt and swollen, entire body bruised,
mind screaming in pain, and he'd still die for Itachi.
“He wouldn't kill me.” He tried.
“He hurts me, and I hurt him, but we don't kill each
other.”
“Yet.” Sasori assured him.
“Now get up. Pick which one you want to carry home.”
Sasuke looked from Itachi in his lap, to Naruto across the forest
floor, and then back at Sasori.
“I don't think I can.” He said.
“I don't even think I can stand.” He promised him, and
he knew his coup d'etat was over. He wasn't saving anyone like
this. He would have to try to help Naruto later.
“Sasuke.” Sasori chided.
“Stop it. You know better. You're a lot stronger than you're
acting.” He assured him. “Now, which one do you want to
carry?” Sasuke's hands clenched protectively around his
brother at those words, and Sasori nodded. “I'll carry the
Kyuubi. Don't worry, I won't hurt him. Sasuke you do have some
terrible attachments.” He said, heading over to grab Naruto.
He didn't even look back as he ran off to see that Sasuke would
follow him.
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Sasuke stood outside the door that led to the
cells, looking over to Sasori. “I can't.” He said. He
was a coward. He was the bottom of someone's shoe. He couldn't do
it though. He couldn't walk into that room and look Naruto in the
eye. He couldn't tell him that he had sold him down the
river.
“Go in there, and I'll consider waking
Itachi up. Depending on if you learn anything.” Sasori
assured him, shoving him hard through the door. “Go make nice
with your friend.”
He fell through the door, stumbling down the
concrete hallway that led to their prison cells, swallowing audibly
as he wanted to run. He wanted to run and hide, but Itachi needed
him. Sasori didn't have to wake him up. He didn't have to keep
their secret. He wouldn't for very much longer unless he could
figure out this necklace. He had no idea what he thought Naruto
could do about the situation. It's not as though the dobe could
suddenly make him be able to use his eyes as good as
Itachi.
Sasuke rounded the corner, letting out an
exhale as he saw the blond. Naruto was slumped in the cell, head
hanging between his legs. What had he thought when he had woken up
in here all alone? What did they tell him about why he was here?
Did he know what the Akatsuki were planning for him and the other
Jinchuuriki? What part did he think Sasuke had to play?
“Naruto.” Sasuke said slowly, speaking to him for the
first time in well over a year.
Naruto's head snapped up so violently he was
sure he got whiplash, staring with those wide blue eyes at him.
“Sasuke!?” He said, jumping up quickly, ever the
excited bundle of energy he had known from the past. “I knew
I didn't imagine you! What are you doing here? Why are you with
these people!? Did they capture you too!?”
Sasuke's mind swam with the questions, and for
some reason just hearing that voice caused his mouth to twitch up.
He bit it back down though, the half smile buried under buckets of
guilt. “No Naruto, they didn't capture me.” He said
slowly. “Do you remember I told you I had to go somewhere?
Somewhere far away, and I would be gone a long time?” Sasuke
was garbed in khakis and a black fishnet shirt, noticing how
Naruto's own clothes had changed to black with hardly any orange.
They had both changed so much. “I've been gone longer than I
thought.”
“What about Hinata?” Naruto asked
slowly, obviously digesting what Sasuke had said. “People say
you killed her. How could you do something like that!?” That
old wound ripped open and bled, soaking the guilt in his heart even
more. He remembered the way Hinata looked at Naruto. How would she
feel to die by the same person who ended up killing her
love?
“That was an accident….”
Sasuke whispered ashamedly. How many “accidents” had he
had since then? “I didn't mean to kill her. I screwed up
Naruto...I should never have left Konoha.” He admitted,
knowing it was the case. What good had come from any of this? His
eyes stung as he watched that unforgiving face. “I'm such an
idiot.”
Naruto watched him for a moment, arms crossing
over his chest. “Am I supposed to feel sorry for you right
now? You killed one of your own Sasuke! You're a member of the
Akatsuki, which is the very people you once told me you hated the
most!”
“You don't think I know that?”
Sasuke asked. “I know what I am, but I tried Naruto! I tried
for so long to be good.” Sasuke got closer to the cage.
“You don't understand…I…” He dare not say
what his mission was. You never knew who was listening. “You
just don't understand.” He couldn't tell him, but he couldn't
stand Naruto looking at him like that. “I had to get near
Itachi. I had to know the truth about what happened with my
clan.”
“He killed every member in cold blood and
made you watch...funny how that mystery is already solved.”
Naruto bit back coldly, chakra beginning to whirl around him.
“You're here for Itachi?” Naruto
asked, finally coming to a realization. “You left us...you
left `me' for your murderous disgusting brother?” He slammed
up against the bars, drawing Sasuke back. “Did you set me up?
Did you bring me here? You and Sai? Or was that even
real?”
“That was Itachi.” Sasuke admitted,
eyes downcast. “But Sai is a traitor.” What harm was
telling Naruto now? “He's been working with Akatsuki for
years. He's been working and fucking around with my brother.”
He couldn't keep the absolute loathing for that cretin out of his
voice. “You don't have to worry about him though...he's
dying. I cooked him from the inside out.”
“You must feel so proud of
yourself.” Naruto growled. “You cook people and stab
people now. I'm glad you've found your niche in the world.”
He hissed.
“Do you even know what the word niche
means?” Sasuke asked him. He felt dead inside, and yet was
still used to ridiculing the blond.
“Yes Sasuke...I know what the word means.
I also know what the word psychopath means...or maybe we should
just change that word to Uchiha.” He said, and Sasuke lunged
forward, grabbing the same bars Naruto was.
“Shut your mouth Dobe! Don't talk about
my clan like that!” He snapped at him. “At least I
fucking have a family!” They glared daggers at each other
through the bars. “I didn't come here to fight with you
Naruto!” Why did he come here? “I came here to make
sure you were alright.”
“Oh I'm peachy!” Naruto assured
him. “My cell is very comfortable, almost no
rats.”
Sasuke shook his head. “You'll be wishing
for rats before long. You can get awful hungry in that cell.”
He promised him, remembering his own time.
“You were in here?” Naruto asked
him, looking around the cell. “For how
long?”
“A long time.” Sasuke whispered.
“For the first six months I was here almost, I slept right
where you were just sitting.” He spilled his soul to Naruto.
“And then I got in.”
“After you killed Hinata?” Naruto
growled, teeth starting to sharpen.
“No.” Sasuke said, eyebrows
knitting. “After I killed Orochimaru.” He said,
remembering that horrible day. Finding out about his and Itachi's
past...almost getting raped...fun times.
“You're lying. We would have heard if he
were dead.” Naruto growled at him.
Sasuke shook his head. “I'm not
lying.” He held up his ringed hand, the Akatsuki ring shining
on it. “I imagine Kabuto is doing a fair job at hiding the
death. Some even say he can bring people back to life. “ He
said in a creepy voice, his mouth quirking again as he watched
Naruto shudder. God he missed his friend. “I can't begin to
explain any of this to you Dobe, but believe me when I say I had
good intentions.”
“Those are always the worst kind.”
Naruto hissed back at him. “How could you do this to us
Sasuke? To me? We spent the night together, and you run off to
betray me? Was I that bad?”
“No Naruto.” Sasuke said honestly,
remembering their night together. “You weren't bad. I think
about it all the time.” He said, getting closer to the bars
than was probably necessary. “I think about you...and how you
made me laugh....” He reached out, fingertips touching
Naruto's face for just an instant, and he could feel the chakra on
his skin.
“You're such a liar.” Naruto said,
yanking back. “You've always lied to me.” He frowned at
him. “You're just like Itachi, you know that? You did the
exact same thing as your brother!” Sasuke flinched as if
struck. If only Naruto knew the half of it.
“I'll bring you some food.” Sasuke
said, staring at the floor. “And some water for a
bath…” His cock twitched as he remembered his own bath
in that cell. His mind flashed, picturing Naruto in his
place...with him behind him, pressed into the bars. “I have
to go.” He said breathlessly, not knowing what the fuck was
happening to him as he rushed out of the room. Never noticing the
necklace's faint glow as he did.
The door to the cells slammed behind him as he
raced down the hallway, fighting the rolling nausea threatening to
crawl up his throat. He tried to push away the look Naruto had
given him, and the anger in his voice. It wasn't every day you were
forced to face down your source of betrayal. Naruto would never
forgive him. Even if he somehow managed to get him out of this
place, he had still killed Hinata. He had still chosen Itachi over
his village. He was a traitor. Sasuke paused right outside their
room, not knowing if he could bare to see Itachi comatose right
now. The strange thing was, he knew he wrong earlier. He knew
Naruto would forgive him, that was just the kind of idiotically
moral person he was. The thing that made that the hardest was that
Sasuke in no way deserved such atonement. He deserved ridicule and
spite. He was the boy that had gotten his clan murdered because his
brother was jealous. He was the chunin that left on a secret
mission, and ended up finding a home. He was scum.
Sasuke pushed into his room, immediately
freezing when he saw Itachi was very much not alone. Sasori sat
bored by the bed, feet propped up onto it as he glanced over at
Sasuke. He slowly nodded a greeting. That wasn't what had caused
Sasuke to freeze though, he was used to Sasori being in here. No,
it was the other body currently inhabiting the room, perched like a
deadly pixie right on top of his brother. A kunai was poised right
underneath Itachi's closed eye.
“Deidara…” He said, holding
his hands up slowly. “Put down the kunai...what the fuck are
you doing?” He should have anticipated this. He should have
known that when Sasori woke up, and he didn't see hide nor hare of
his boisterous partner, that the blond was fuming somewhere.
Deidara had warned him countless times just what he would do to him
if he discovered what had really happened with Sasori. His Sensei
had no doubt told him what had happened in the Village of Sound.
“Listen...you don't understand. Itachi didn't do
anything.” He said calmly, used to lying about his brother's
sins. He had been doing it all his life. “I did it. If you
want to blame someone, blame me.” He tried, talking like he
was placating a child. He began to sweat as he noticed the clay
snake around Itachi's neck. “Please…”
“Please what Sparky?” Deidara asked
him, digging the kunai softly into the thin flesh underneath the
eye. “You would take the blame for this? After all we've been
through together?” The normal psychotic playfulness had ebbed
out of the blond's voice. “Sasori told me what happened. He
told me not to blame you...isn't that sweet, un?” He asked
him. He went to stab, and Sasuke jumped forward, not hearing the
pathetic noise he made.
“Don't hurt him.” He said, voice
desperate as he watched the clay snake tighten. How many heads had
he seen Deidara explode with his “toys”? “He
didn't kill Sasori. He could have. He didn't. He knows the
rules.”
“What a nice guy, yeah?” Deidara
mocked. “Tell me Sparky, if he were in my situation, and
Sasori had put you
to sleep for almost a year, how do you think
Itachi Uchiha would handle it?” He asked scornfully, digging
the kunai in as a droplet of blood rolled down Itachi's cheek. It
was honestly the closest Sasuke had even come to seeing his brother
cry.
“And not have to listen to me whine at
him for a whole year?” Sasuke asked jokingly, voice choked
and shaking. “He'd probably throw you a party.
Sasori scoffed in disgust, legs crossed in
front of him. “The opinion you have of yourself is astounding
Sasuke.” He murmured. “I'll tell you. If the situation
were reversed, and someone hurt `you' Itachi would lose his mind.
He'd kill everyone he had to until the blood pounding in his ears
subsided.” He mused, looking bored at his protege, and Sasuke
scoffed.
“I don't think you know Itachi.”
Sasuke assured him, taking another step closer, as if he were
trying to tame Deidara with his movements.
“You're the one that doesn't know him,
yeah?” Deidara asked. “You're the only one who doesn't
see how he looks at…” Sasori interrupted.
“Dei...enough!” The redhead
snapped. “It isn't our place to explain to young Sasuke what
he's missing.”
Missing? What the hell were they talking about?
“What are you doing here? I went into the cell? I talked to
Naruto...the necklace didn't do anything!” He
tried.
Sasori made a noise in his throat. “Ah.
The necklace. I know how it works now. Thank you so much for that
demonstration.” He thanked his protege. “It was most
informative.”
Sasuke looked confused, staring at his Master.
“What are you talking about? Nothing happened.” He
glanced as Deidara continued to dig. “Stop doing that!”
Sasuke's heart was pounding by this time, worried. Not so much for
the pain, Itachi could handle the pain, but the humiliation he knew
he couldn't handle. Itachi was proud, and Deidara able to do this
to him with him powerless to stop it...he could never let him find
out.
Deidara laughed at Sasuke's obvious discomfort.
“Don't worry...we're only going to take the one.”
Sasuke's eyes widened, comprehending just what he was
saying.
“What do you want with his eye?” He
asked slowly, goose flesh pimpling along his arms as he knew if
they wanted to do this there was nothing him or Itachi could do to
stop it. He looked towards his Master, Sasori still calm. “I
thought you didn't want revenge? I thought you weren't
petty?” He tried.
Deidara laughed. “He isn't. He was going to
leave the two of you completely alone. I talked him into a little
fun, yeah?” The blond winked, laughing. “Teach Itachi
that he doesn't get to take away people I care about because he
gets a little jealous.” He hissed, the snake tightening on
Itachi's neck.
“I saw something in that cell. That
necklace...those stones will never work for me. They're trained for
Uchiha eyes. I want to know how the stone works. He will never
teach me, and strangely enough, I find myself knowing a person who
needs an eye.”
Deidara winked at him again. “Isn't that
sweet Sparky?” He asked. “It's our anniversary...or at
least it was five months ago when he was still mostly dead,
un.” Deidara mused, stray hand ghosting over his missing eye.
“Uchiha eyes...the power of the Sharingan. Looks like Itachi
can't be so high and mighty anymore. You can though...you'll have
two and the rest of us will only have the one,
yeah?”
“He'll. Kill. You.” Sasuke
stressed, not as a threat, but more as a worry. Despite everything,
he had actually come to care for these two. “If you do this
he will kill you. He will seek revenge. He will destroy this
Organization!” Sasuke yelled desperately. All Itachi cared
about were those eyes. Such pretty eyes….He shuddered as he
remembered Sai's words, his voice as he compared them. “Take
mine!” He blurted without thinking. “Take one of my
eyes instead!” A cold calculating dread ran through him at
his offer. Fear was masking heroism and protection of Itachi. His
eyes....they were the main source of his power. They were what made
him an Uchiha. They were the only thing that made Itachi
acknowledge him at all. Why in the hell had he made that offer?
After everything Itachi had just put him through, what did it say
that he was willing to sacrifice himself in a second?
Deidara actually looked surprised, and Sasori
frowned in disgust. “You'd give up one of your eyes for your
brother?” The puppet master asked, voice riddled with
disapproval. “Have I taught you nothing, Sasuke? Did you
learn nothing out in the forest?”
“I learned.” Sasuke whispered.
“I know exactly what Itachi is, but he's mine...and I won't
let you hurt him.” He said with a little more confidence.
“You need to work the stone...you two want to go through with
this...Fine. But you use my eye to do it, and you `never' tell
Leader about what Itachi did to you.” He said, listing off
his demands. “And this feud between the two of you is
over.” He hissed. “I'll make sure he knows that, and he
doesn't seek revenge for this.” He promised him. “My
pound of flesh will settle this. Is that agreed?”
“Sparky!” Deidara teased him.
“You'll give one of your pretty red eyes? I've always wanted
Uchiha eyes. They can see so much more when the world goes
bang.” He said sadistically.
“Very well.” Sasori said, sounding
too indignant to argue. “If this is the mistake you truly
wish to make for him.”
“It is.” Sasuke said with shaky
confidence. “You'll wake him up?” He watched as Sasori
pulled out a bottle, clearly the antidote. “You can...after.
If he comes after me for this Sasuke, I'll take more than your eye.
I won't want to, but I won't die for you again.”
Sasuke clenched, not realizing how much he had
missed this level of support. How good it felt to have someone back
here that really cared about him. “I won't let him hurt you
again.” He said, meaning every word.
Deidara scoffed. “How touching, you two
are adorable, yeah? But lets get on with this.” He looked
over at Sasuke. “Sorry Sparky, but this is going to
hurt.” He said, grinning as Sasuke's eyes flooded with the
sharingan.
Sasuke looked in fear at the sadistic smile
covering the blond's face, fighting a little as Sasori grabbed his
arms from behind. “What are you doing!?” He asked,
trying to fight as Deidara walked closer.
“I hate Itachi.” The blond started.
“So I was very content to slash his eye out of the
socket...but you're my kid Sasuke.” He held his hands
dramatically to his heart. “My love child with my one and
only.” The mouths on his hands grinned at his joke.
“Strangely enough...I don't really want to hurt
you…Much.” He said, grinning wickedly as hundreds of
tiny clay spiders began crawling down the sleeve of his cloak.
Sasuke struggled as they covered him, crawling up his face, before
slipping deep underneath his left eye. The scream was the only
thing he heard piercing out of his mouth, before everything
cascaded sharply into pain and blackness.
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Sasuke wound back his arm, bringing his hand
down hard. He slapped across the cool white flesh of Itachi's face.
The sound crackled off the room, the force of the slap jarring up
and down the Uchiha's arm. Sasori had given him the antidote after
it was done, folding it into Sasuke's hand as he sat emotionless in
the hospital bed. The surgery to repair his eye had given him a
week recovery. He let Itachi stew a week more in his own filth just
out of spite alone. But today he had gotten the courage, more like
anger, to come in here and force the blue liquid down that pretty
throat.
“Wake the fuck up asshole!” The
younger Uchiha hissed. He was garbed in a short hospital robe,
bandages covering half his face and eye still, wrapped through his
spikes. He was straddling Itachi's waist, knees digging into the
Uchiha's shoulders to keep him trapped. He could feel Itachi's
consciousness, the feeling somehow resounding in the necklace
Sasuke still wore. “I know you're awake.” He leaned
down, mouth on Itachi's ear. “Open your eyes.” He said
`eyes' with such resounding hatred that he shocked even
himself.
Itachi did slowly, those dark eyes immediately
scanning the room. He took in his surroundings, before landing on
Sasuke himself. Sasuke watched the almost puzzled look on his face
at the bandages, as if the patch over his eye could be mistaken as
anything else in the world. “Morning Aniki.” He purred,
digging his knees hard into those shoulders. “How are you
feeling?” He mocked.
“What happened?” Itachi croaked,
his voice scratchy from lack of use. “What happened to your
eye?” Had he not been so angry, Sasuke might have almost said
his brother sounded concerned.
“Oh that?” Sasuke asked. “It
was eaten out of my head.” He said mockingly, digging his
knees in harder. “I need you to listen very carefully, dear
brother, “ He mocked in the same way Itachi always did.
“We need to discuss a few things.” Itachi watched him,
sharingan flooding into his eyes. Sasuke sneered at that.
“You've been sleeping for over a month now. You were poisoned
by Sasori.” He grinned as he watched Itachi's eyes narrow.
“Yeah...he's awake...and he got the drop on you. You're
getting lazy in your old age Niisan.” Sasuke mocked.
“He could have killed you. He didn't...because he's a better
person than you.” Sasuke assured him. “But everyone has
a price. I had to choose between carrying you to safety, or
rescuing Naruto...and so I brought my only friend to this Hell
hole, and I threw him in the same cell you fucked me with soap
in...and I betrayed my village for the very final time to keep you
safe.” He hissed. “I chose you. I chose the bastard who
beat the shit out of me, fucked someone else, and tried to burn my
face off.” He wanted to slap him again. He didn't...Itachi's
patience wouldn't last forever. “He wouldn't give me the
antidote without a price...him or Deidara.” Sasuke explained.
“He wanted your eye...I gave him mine instead.” He told
him this with such weighted hatred it shocked even him. “I
gave him my eye Itachi!” He yelled, the other laying
emotionless beneath him as he screamed.
“I will `always' protect you, even when I
fucking hate you.” Sasuke hissed. “You will not seek
revenge, and you will not hurt any of friends again Itachi.”
He said icily. “You will `play' nice.” He hissed
through clenched teeth. “You will `not' touch me until I can
stand your touch again, but you will `not' touch anyone else
either. If I ever find out you had someone like Sai again, I'll cut
your fucking balls off.” Sasuke dug his knees in again,
causing Itachi to wince. “I bought and paid for you!”
He said with finality. “You are mine.” His eye flooded
red to match Itachi's as they stared into each other. “You.
Will. Obey.” Sasuke whispered then, meaning every word he had
spoken. He got off Itachi, the Uchiha uncharacteristically not
saying a word back in defense as the younger left the room,
slamming the door behind him. He hated Itachi...and loved him...and
whatever this was between them was going to kill them
both.
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