Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Am I worth anything? ❯ suicide ( Chapter 2 )

Naruto woke to see wires running from his body. Loud beeps coming from a large machine in the corner monitoring his heart beat. A snore came from a different corner, looking around, Naruto saw a man. Sitting in a chair fast asleep was Iruka Umino.

“Iruka-sensei?”

“Huh what? Oh Naruto you're finally awake. You shouldn't be so reckless in a fight, but i'm glad you didn't die. The medics were afraid you were going to die of chakra exhaustion.”

Naruto groaned. “Hey sensei could you be quiet I have a really big headache.” He flopped back on his pillows rubbing his head. “ Are Sasuke and Sakura back?” he asked.

“Nope, Kakashi said he was going to stay there for a month so he can help Sasuke with his sharingan.” Naruto closed his eyes against the wave of pain and loneliness. Why am I always the one who holds back and gets hurt? I hate that, I am better than Sakura but I don't even get one compliment.

Iruka stood and stretched. “Well now that you're awake I think I will head home and take a nice nap.”

After Iruka left Naruto sat wondering what he had to offer to the Konoha's ninja/ he really wasn't all that important, he didn't have a bloodline limit. He was superfluous, useless, and unnecessary. Pulling a kunai out of his pocket, he doubted he would be missed. There was a pad of paper on the table next to his bed. Naruto grabbed it and began writing a note.

Dear everyone,

By the time you read this I will be dead. I don't think I will be missed that much, after all you will have your precious Sasuke Uchiha and his sharingan. I just wish I could have had someone to care about me. At least you wont have to worry about the Kyuubi. The only comfort is that when I am in heaven I will finally meet my parents. Enjoy life with out me.

Naruto Uzumaki.

Placing the paper on the table Naruto picked up the kunai and put it gently to his wrist. Blood spurted as he added pressure. After a few minutes, Naruto fell back against the stark white pillows, his pale face blending in. he closed his eyes and whispered “good bye Iruka-sensei. I'm sorry i'm going to make you cry.”