Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ bad luck ❯ first day ( Chapter 1 )
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By: immadisaster 
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama / Comedy | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 04.28.2007 | Pages: 3 | Words: 4.1K | Visits: 499 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Drama / Comedy | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 04.28.2007 | Pages: 3 | Words: 4.1K | Visits: 499 | Status: Work In Progress
DISCLAIMER: I sadly do not own Naruto or any of its characters. If I did it would be Yaoi and Naruto would be Sasuke’s sex slave XD
WARNINGS: language, future boyxboy love, drug use and lemons ^^
Ok this is my very fist fanfic, actually this is my first story EVER written…. Other than school book reports, so don’t be me to me. Im only 16 and has no experience in writing, so sorry if I make spelling/grammar mistakes. PLEASE READ MY STORY *begs* im actually pretty proud of myself. a lot of this chapter is dialogue.. Sorry
please review okie :]]
Love, what is love??
I heard it’s a deep feeling for another
A feeling of being secured
A feeling that makes you forget about loneliness
A feeling that you can only receive from another person
What dose it feel like to be in love??
I wouldn’t know
I thought my mom loved me
But dose love make you make you give in to drugs??
Dose love leave you with 3 scars on both cheeks??
Dose love make you go insane to the point where the person tires to kill you??
Dose love make you commit suicide and leave your only son by all himself with nowhere to go ??
What is love??
I wouldn’t know
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(Normal POV)
Naruto gazed intently out his apartment window, wondering what he had done to deserve such unfavorable luck. Yes it was true, Naruto Uzumaki seemed to be a bad luck magnet, and because of that he doesn’t have many friends….come to think of it, the only people he could actually call his friends were his school Psychiatrists, Kakashi and his best friend Shikamaru, who was probably just to lazy to notice the blondes misfortune. But still through out all his troubles he’s kept a positive attitude, believing and hoping that someday his bad luck will take form of good luck.
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“ ;AHHH!! Why did this have to happen today?!!?” the blonde yelled while he scurried in his one room apartment frantically searching for a clean shirt.
Today was his first day of high school as a junior, and he wanted to make a good impression. Last year hadn’t gone to well for the blue eyed blonde, lets just say that whenever people passed him in the halls they’d call him names such as akuun or fukitsu and crossed their fingers so that his bad luck wouldn’t rub off on them. But this year was a new year and he desperately wanted to get rid of his unwanted reputation and maybe make new friends in the process. But like always his plan didn’t go exactly how he wanted it. He hadn’t had the slightest clue as to why his alarm clock decided not to go off this morning, or why it is he had completely forgotten where he had placed his only shirt that doesn’t have either irremovable food stains or rips on it. I mean how hard is it to find one wearable shirt in an apartment (if u can even call it that) that you probably cant even fit a queen size bed in. Naruto’s apartment was indeed small, but it had everything he needed to survive. The owner of the building agreed to let Naruto stay there for free and also gave him 30 bucks a week for food. She was a good friend of Naruto’s father and agreed to let him stay for the time being. Naruto is just grateful that he has a roof over his head, even if it dose leak when it rains.
“I have to hurry…. Shikamaru is gonna be here any second and that bastard wont wait for me” the blonde said to himself, only to hear a honk followed by a loud yell the second he said it.
“Naruto!! Hurry your ass up…were gonna be late!” the lazy teen yelled out his car window. Naruto let out a loud sigh and began to scramble towards the window only to trip on his sleeping bag, (AKA his bed) causing him to bite his lip.
“fuck…that hurt” Naruto murmured while he stood up and wiped the drop of blood of his lip with his left hand. The blonde opened his window and poked his head out.
“ill be there in a sec. DON’T GO! STAY!” he yelled out his apartment window, pointing a finger at his friend as if he trying to teach him a new trick. Naruto pulled his head out the window. His blues eyes once again began scanning his apartment for a clean shirt, and still not succeeding.
“Ahhh screw it!” he said while grabbing a light orange shirt off the ground that had a little, but noticeable ketchup stain on it from two days ago.
‘soo much for trying to make a good impression’ he thought while he quickly put his shirt on and grabbed his orange backpack and ran out the door to Shikamaru’s car.(more like a box with wheels)
“geez finally, what the hell took you so long??” Shikamaru questioned, while Naruto opened the door and sat next to his lazy and inpatient friend. Shikamaru turned on the car and headed towards Konoha high.
“tch…don’t even get me started. First my stupid alarm clock decided not to go off, then I found out I didn’t have any food left for breakfast, and no more money to buy it, then-” the blonde went on but all Shikamaru heard after that was ‘blah blah blah’ . The lazy teen just nodded acting like he was listening to every word his blonde friend was saying.
“then finally I just gave up and grabbed this shirt” Naruto turned over to look at Shikamaru who was still nodding. Naruto crossed his arms and frowned.
“you weren’t listening to me were you??” the blonde asked, while Shikamaru was still just nodding. Some how Shikamaru had a way of blocking out all noise when ever he wanted to, it was like some kind of superpower, but not a very good one….that is, for Naruto.
“SHIKA!!” he yelled causing the lazy teen to swerve almost running into a pole in front of their school.
“god dammit Naruto what!! You almost made me crash” he said pulling up to their school parking-lot.
“that’s what you get for not listening to me” the blonde pouted. He muttered things under his breath like “lazy ass bastard“ and “you call your self a friend??” Shikamaru just shook his head at the blondes insults. The car stop and the two friends stepped out of the car.
“well here we are. Im surprised that im not nervous…Im actually excided. I have a chance to prove that im not a loser, and maybe Sakura will finally start to like me” the blonde happily said while placing his hands on his hips and grew a cheesy grin on his face. Shikamaru walked up and stood next to the blonde placing his hand on Naruto’s shoulder.
“yaa……keep dreaming” Shikamaru said teasingly in Naruto’s ear. Naruto’s head turned fast and tried to glare at his friend but failed miserably.
“Ohhh…. And by the way…..your shirts in-side-out” with that said, he removed his hand and walk off with a smirk on his face.
“bastard!! Why didn’t you tell me before??” the blonde yelled while fixing his shirt, not really caring that he was stripping in public. Naruto ran to catch up to his friend.
“you know that wearing your t-shirt in-side-out is bad luck… and all I need is more bad luck” he murmured. Shikamaru raised an eyebrow at the blonde’s statement.
“you and your stupid superstitions. You actually believe in the crap??”
“ya..its true!!!” the blonde said rather loudly which made a few people stare.
“okay, one time I spilt salt and guess what?”
“you had to clean it up?… or wait no!! you got attacked by giant man-eating flies ” Shikamaru said sarcastically. Naruto, not really in the joking mood, punched Shikamaru on the arm.
“no smartass… my arm broke for no reason. And another time I walked under a ladder and that day I got food poisoning… and I don’t even remember eating that day. Ohh and also I get really sick every Friday the 13th , Coincidence?? Uhh I think not!” he stated while the two friends walked into their homeroom class.
“geez.. your soo troublesome…. if your that paranoid then get a good luck charm or something” Shikamaru said while rolling his brown eyes.
“I had a rabbits foot…but it got stolen” the blonde frowned, and once again Shikamaru rolled his eyes.
“well anyways…did you pack me a lunch today??”
“ya...hope you like tuna” Naruto nodded and went to go find a seat, only to find his face flat on the ground and the class bursting into laughter. The blondes cheeks blushed in embarrassment…. He just wanted to find a hole and stay there for the rest of his life! Naruto lifted his head to see what bastard pushed him, it wasn’t a surprise when he saw the pale eyes from none other than Neji Hyuga staring down at him with a evil looking smirk on his face. Neji was what you’d call a bully, pervert, complete asshole! Him and his “crew” walked around acting like they owned the fucking school, and no one dared to prove them wrong…. well everyone but Naruto. He stood up, brushed the dust and dirt off his cloths and unexpectedly threw his fist at Neji, only to find out that he was too slow and received and punch to his stomach instead. By now all the teens in the class that were in their seats, were now standing up circling the fight, screaming in excitement, it was a surprise that no teachers ran in the class room to see what all the noise was about. Naruto was kneeling on the ground with his arms wrapped around his stomach trying to recover from the blow. Just as the pale eyed teen was about to throw another punch, a certain voice stopped him. A voice that send shivers up Neji’s spine.
“Hyuga quit it” the voice said, a voice with such a cold tone, a voice that can only belong to one certain person, and that person is Sasuke Uchiha. There was only one person who could make Neji Hyuga shit his pants and make him cry home to his mommy, and that person was Sasuke. Sasuke has a reputation for being a cold-hearted jerk who doesn’t give a shit about anything but himself. He has soo many secrets and only a few good friends know the one he had been hiding for years…which is that he’s gay, even his guardian (kakashi) doesn’t know that he’s attracted to guys.
The Hyuga looked towards the voice only to see Sasuke leaning against the door way with his hands in his pockets (like always).The Uchiha was indeed a beautiful creature, he stands tall and has a skinny figure but a nice built. His most striking feature are his eyes, his beautiful dark eyes that almost looks as if their black. His hair matched the color of his eyes, and style it in a way that only he could pull off. And lastly, his creamy pale skin which looks gorgeous against his dark eyes and hair. Most would say he’s perfect…. No flaws what so ever. All the girls gasped when they saw Sasuke saying things like “Sasuke your soo cute” or “Sasuke I love you!!”. but all Sasuke did was ignore them as if they didn’t exist. Naruto didn’t know what Sasuke’s problem was, I mean he always has girls drooling over him, but yet has never actually seen him with a girlfriend and every time a girl asks him out he simply says “no” or “not interested” and walks away. Sasuke really was a bastard sometimes, Naruto would kill to have all the attention Sasuke has.
Neji had a hold of Naruto’s shirt with one hand and his other hand in the form of a fist near Naruto’s face.
‘why is he standing up for this loser?’ Neji thought while his fist clenched tighter.
“S-Sasuke…” he said, almost pissing in his pants when he received a murderous glare from the Uchiha.
“let go of him…the teacher will be here any minute and you DON’T want to get in trouble now do you??” Sasuke’s voice was cold and treating. Naruto, still on the floor, had his eyes locked on Sasuke… he was confused.
Sasuke and Naruto weren’t what you call “friends”. Naruto and Sasuke did have a past together though…they were best friends once, until 7th grade, when Sasuke got popular. At first Naruto was okay about it, until Sasuke started to completely ignore him and told him he had moved on and there was no point in staying friends, saying that he’s made better ones. Naruto still hasn’t forgiven him, he broke his heart, he was the blonde’s good luck charm, he always seem to have good fortune when he was around Sasuke and when he left, so did his luck. But he didn’t befriended Sasuke cause he seemed to bring good luck, he befriended him cause they were similar. They both knew the same pain, they both were parentless, left behind to rot, but Naruto didn’t care… as long as he had Sasuke as his friend he would be happy and nothing else matterd at the time. He thought Sasuke felt the same…but then he left, left him alone, left him even when Naruto cried for him to stay. But now- ‘W-why is he helping me??’ Naruto thought and looked back at the Hyuga who seemed to be as confused as the blonde.
“I said let go”
“F-fine” Neji said letting go of Naruto’s shirt.
“you got lucky this time Uzumaki… but you wont next time” Neji growled and then sat in a desk in the back of the room. Naruto, still a little shocked at Sasuke’s kindness, and unfazed by Neji’s threat, stood up and wiped the dust and dirt off his shirt once more before reluctantly sitting in the desk next to Sasuke.
“errrr…thanks, for what you did….it was really nice of you ” he murmured, itching the back of his head nervously. Sasuke glared at him for a minute, then turned his head to look straight in front of him.
“whatever ” he replied as the teacher, Jiraiya, walked in. Jiraiya is rather odd looking, he has long flowing white hair and two long red lines tattooed on his face, he looked pretty old, Naruto guessed that he was around 63. Everyone was quite familiar with this teacher, probably because he was a famous writer…porn writer that is. As Jiraiya went on to explain what plans and expectations he has for the semester, Sasuke just stared at the blonde sitting next to him. He didn’t really know why he was staring for so long. ‘Look away idiot you don’t wanna blow your cover do you??’ his mind screamed, but as much as he wanted to look away his body wouldn’t let him. It was only until Naruto turned his head slightly to glanced at him, that he quickly snapped his head in the teachers direction. ‘shit….did he see me looking at him?? Dam it, whats wrong with me?? if he finds out I have a crus-” his thoughts were interrupted when he heard the teacher call Naruto up to his desk.
“Naruto, kakashi wants to see you in his office right away” the white haired man said. Naruto nodded and left the classroom, thanking the heavens for giving him an excuse to get out of that class, I mean who the hell wants to spend a whole hour sitting there listening about what there gonna do that semester, there gonna find out sooner or later so why waste time??
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Naruto stood in front of a door that read “Kakashi Hatake: School Psychiatrists”. Naruto took a deep breath and knocked, he opened the door slowly when he heard a kind voice say “come in”.
“Ahhh Naruto…sit down” he said pointing to the chair in front of his desk. Kakashi has been Naruto Psychiatrist since the end of 7th grade. Naruto sees him as a father, even though he is his ex-best friends guardian, if he has a problem Kakashi is the first person he goes to. Naruto sat down at watched as Kakashi adjusted his mask that covered half is face.
“Well I wanted to talk to you about your progress over the summer…. Did you take all your meds??” the grey haired man ask. Naruto developed a frown and look at his feet nervously.
“errrmm…. No” Naruto said shyly, knowing that Kakashi wouldn’t be to happy to hear that he had stop the only thing helping him from spiraling down into a deep depression that could end in Naruto cutting himself or worse…. Taking his own life. Kakashi was about to scream “WHY THE HELL NOT!!” but before he could Naruto began to speak again.
“only because the lady that usually gives me my meds had the week off….. And I cant get them from someone else because they‘ll make me pay or they’ll find out that the lady is giving my meds free of charge”.
“WHAT!! Naruto, how long has it been since you last took your meds??” the grey haired man said. Naruto could tell that Kakashi was now in fatherly mode, by the look of concern in his face, and anxiety in the tone of his voice. Kakashi really did care for Naruto, not in a perverted way, more like how a father cares for his son.
“geez relax. Its only been like 3 days, and she‘ll be back in 4 days….plus, I don’t even think I need to be on any medication anyways, im fine” Naruto said, trying to clam Kakashi down. But deep down inside Naruto knew he needed to be on his meds. Last time he stopped them he ended up skipping 3 days of school just sitting in a corner in his apartment, feeling that he didn’t belong in this world, thinking he was worthless. He hated feeling that way, he hated feeling like he served no purpose, he started to think if anyone would even miss him if he died…would they even care???
NO!!
He didn’t want to even think about that. He promised himself that he would NEVER stoop down to her level, by taking his own life. (IMMADISASTER: ok just soo you know im gonna go into detail about Naruto’s past later on in the story) There’s no way in hell he would give her what she’s wants, he’s stronger than that. Kakashi sighed and slumped down in his chair. He looked at Naruto and began to speak after what seemed like hours of silence.
“okay Naruto, starting today I wanna see you at least once a week….that’s mandatory” he said sternly
“but if you ever have a problem and need to talk about it, feel free to stop by my office anytime.. Got it??” he questioned, staring Naruto down as if he committed a crime. Kakashi knows that Naruto isn’t the one to freely admit or show when he’s having problems. Naruto tends to hide his feelings which builds up to the point where he eventually has an emotional breakdown. Naruto is like a mime… he acts out all these emotions like happiness and boldness, but none of them are real, its just an act so no one would see the real him, the him who isn’t happy about the way his life turned out and thinks cutting himself is the only way to take his pain away , the him who is a coward and runs away from his past instead of facing it, the him that desperately just wants someone to care and accept him for who he is and nothing else. Naruto stood up and nodded.
“alright…thanks… old man” he said. A smirk slipped on his face, Naruto knew that Kakashi was insecure when it came to people calling him old. I mean he dose look a little on the old side, uhhm grey hair, but really he was in his early 30’s…. 34 to be exact.
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After his meeting with Kakashi his day went surprisingly well, except that he gained another stain on his shirt when he spilt his milk during lunch, but he expected worse. Naruto and Shikamaru met after school at his car. The ride back to Naruto’s apartment was surprisingly silent, which made Shikamaru worry….Naruto was never quiet….NEVER. It was only after 5 minutes of driving that Shikamaru decided to break the awkward silence.
“sooo how was your first day?” he murmured. Naruto was a little bit shocked that Shikamaru was the one to break the silence, usually the lazy teen just sat there and listened to what the blonde had to say….and half the time he didn’t even listen. Naruto looked at his friend who had his eyes fixed on the road and spoke.
“it was surprisingly good… minus almost getting my ass kicked, I still cant figure out why that bastard helped me” he murmured. Shikamaru shrugged and thought of a reason.
“ maybe the mans finally ready to come out of the closet, I mean he is like your knight in shiny armor, I surprised you didn’t kiss him” he murmured and let out a chuckle. Even though he wasn’t looking at the blonde… he could see Naruto in the corner of his eye, trying to glare but once again failing miserably, he looked more like he was pouting. He just wasn’t born with the gift to glare, not like Sasuke was.
“WHAT!!” he exclaimed, his lazy friend just kept giggling.
“Ok first, ewwww. And second im not gay and neither is he. Even is I was there’s no way in hell that I’d go with Sasuke” Naruto put his head down and looked at the ground. He continued to speak, but this time lowered his voice almost to a whisper, but loud enough for Shikamaru to hear.
“not after what he’s done to me”
The car suddenly stopped, which made Naruto fall forward a little bit, hitting his head on his knees.
“arhh.. What the!! Shik-” he began to say until he looked at what his friend was staring at.
He froze
There was a fire. It wasn’t just any fire, it was a fire eating up a whole building, and it wasn’t just any building, it was Naruto’s apartment building…… his home.
WARNINGS: language, future boyxboy love, drug use and lemons ^^
Ok this is my very fist fanfic, actually this is my first story EVER written…. Other than school book reports, so don’t be me to me. Im only 16 and has no experience in writing, so sorry if I make spelling/grammar mistakes. PLEASE READ MY STORY *begs* im actually pretty proud of myself. a lot of this chapter is dialogue.. Sorry
please review okie :]]
Chapter 1
(Naruto POV)Love, what is love??
I heard it’s a deep feeling for another
A feeling of being secured
A feeling that makes you forget about loneliness
A feeling that you can only receive from another person
What dose it feel like to be in love??
I wouldn’t know
I thought my mom loved me
But dose love make you make you give in to drugs??
Dose love leave you with 3 scars on both cheeks??
Dose love make you go insane to the point where the person tires to kill you??
Dose love make you commit suicide and leave your only son by all himself with nowhere to go ??
What is love??
I wouldn’t know
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(Normal POV)
Naruto gazed intently out his apartment window, wondering what he had done to deserve such unfavorable luck. Yes it was true, Naruto Uzumaki seemed to be a bad luck magnet, and because of that he doesn’t have many friends….come to think of it, the only people he could actually call his friends were his school Psychiatrists, Kakashi and his best friend Shikamaru, who was probably just to lazy to notice the blondes misfortune. But still through out all his troubles he’s kept a positive attitude, believing and hoping that someday his bad luck will take form of good luck.
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“ ;AHHH!! Why did this have to happen today?!!?” the blonde yelled while he scurried in his one room apartment frantically searching for a clean shirt.
Today was his first day of high school as a junior, and he wanted to make a good impression. Last year hadn’t gone to well for the blue eyed blonde, lets just say that whenever people passed him in the halls they’d call him names such as akuun or fukitsu and crossed their fingers so that his bad luck wouldn’t rub off on them. But this year was a new year and he desperately wanted to get rid of his unwanted reputation and maybe make new friends in the process. But like always his plan didn’t go exactly how he wanted it. He hadn’t had the slightest clue as to why his alarm clock decided not to go off this morning, or why it is he had completely forgotten where he had placed his only shirt that doesn’t have either irremovable food stains or rips on it. I mean how hard is it to find one wearable shirt in an apartment (if u can even call it that) that you probably cant even fit a queen size bed in. Naruto’s apartment was indeed small, but it had everything he needed to survive. The owner of the building agreed to let Naruto stay there for free and also gave him 30 bucks a week for food. She was a good friend of Naruto’s father and agreed to let him stay for the time being. Naruto is just grateful that he has a roof over his head, even if it dose leak when it rains.
“I have to hurry…. Shikamaru is gonna be here any second and that bastard wont wait for me” the blonde said to himself, only to hear a honk followed by a loud yell the second he said it.
“Naruto!! Hurry your ass up…were gonna be late!” the lazy teen yelled out his car window. Naruto let out a loud sigh and began to scramble towards the window only to trip on his sleeping bag, (AKA his bed) causing him to bite his lip.
“fuck…that hurt” Naruto murmured while he stood up and wiped the drop of blood of his lip with his left hand. The blonde opened his window and poked his head out.
“ill be there in a sec. DON’T GO! STAY!” he yelled out his apartment window, pointing a finger at his friend as if he trying to teach him a new trick. Naruto pulled his head out the window. His blues eyes once again began scanning his apartment for a clean shirt, and still not succeeding.
“Ahhh screw it!” he said while grabbing a light orange shirt off the ground that had a little, but noticeable ketchup stain on it from two days ago.
‘soo much for trying to make a good impression’ he thought while he quickly put his shirt on and grabbed his orange backpack and ran out the door to Shikamaru’s car.(more like a box with wheels)
“geez finally, what the hell took you so long??” Shikamaru questioned, while Naruto opened the door and sat next to his lazy and inpatient friend. Shikamaru turned on the car and headed towards Konoha high.
“tch…don’t even get me started. First my stupid alarm clock decided not to go off, then I found out I didn’t have any food left for breakfast, and no more money to buy it, then-” the blonde went on but all Shikamaru heard after that was ‘blah blah blah’ . The lazy teen just nodded acting like he was listening to every word his blonde friend was saying.
“then finally I just gave up and grabbed this shirt” Naruto turned over to look at Shikamaru who was still nodding. Naruto crossed his arms and frowned.
“you weren’t listening to me were you??” the blonde asked, while Shikamaru was still just nodding. Some how Shikamaru had a way of blocking out all noise when ever he wanted to, it was like some kind of superpower, but not a very good one….that is, for Naruto.
“SHIKA!!” he yelled causing the lazy teen to swerve almost running into a pole in front of their school.
“god dammit Naruto what!! You almost made me crash” he said pulling up to their school parking-lot.
“that’s what you get for not listening to me” the blonde pouted. He muttered things under his breath like “lazy ass bastard“ and “you call your self a friend??” Shikamaru just shook his head at the blondes insults. The car stop and the two friends stepped out of the car.
“well here we are. Im surprised that im not nervous…Im actually excided. I have a chance to prove that im not a loser, and maybe Sakura will finally start to like me” the blonde happily said while placing his hands on his hips and grew a cheesy grin on his face. Shikamaru walked up and stood next to the blonde placing his hand on Naruto’s shoulder.
“yaa……keep dreaming” Shikamaru said teasingly in Naruto’s ear. Naruto’s head turned fast and tried to glare at his friend but failed miserably.
“Ohhh…. And by the way…..your shirts in-side-out” with that said, he removed his hand and walk off with a smirk on his face.
“bastard!! Why didn’t you tell me before??” the blonde yelled while fixing his shirt, not really caring that he was stripping in public. Naruto ran to catch up to his friend.
“you know that wearing your t-shirt in-side-out is bad luck… and all I need is more bad luck” he murmured. Shikamaru raised an eyebrow at the blonde’s statement.
“you and your stupid superstitions. You actually believe in the crap??”
“ya..its true!!!” the blonde said rather loudly which made a few people stare.
“okay, one time I spilt salt and guess what?”
“you had to clean it up?… or wait no!! you got attacked by giant man-eating flies ” Shikamaru said sarcastically. Naruto, not really in the joking mood, punched Shikamaru on the arm.
“no smartass… my arm broke for no reason. And another time I walked under a ladder and that day I got food poisoning… and I don’t even remember eating that day. Ohh and also I get really sick every Friday the 13th , Coincidence?? Uhh I think not!” he stated while the two friends walked into their homeroom class.
“geez.. your soo troublesome…. if your that paranoid then get a good luck charm or something” Shikamaru said while rolling his brown eyes.
“I had a rabbits foot…but it got stolen” the blonde frowned, and once again Shikamaru rolled his eyes.
“well anyways…did you pack me a lunch today??”
“ya...hope you like tuna” Naruto nodded and went to go find a seat, only to find his face flat on the ground and the class bursting into laughter. The blondes cheeks blushed in embarrassment…. He just wanted to find a hole and stay there for the rest of his life! Naruto lifted his head to see what bastard pushed him, it wasn’t a surprise when he saw the pale eyes from none other than Neji Hyuga staring down at him with a evil looking smirk on his face. Neji was what you’d call a bully, pervert, complete asshole! Him and his “crew” walked around acting like they owned the fucking school, and no one dared to prove them wrong…. well everyone but Naruto. He stood up, brushed the dust and dirt off his cloths and unexpectedly threw his fist at Neji, only to find out that he was too slow and received and punch to his stomach instead. By now all the teens in the class that were in their seats, were now standing up circling the fight, screaming in excitement, it was a surprise that no teachers ran in the class room to see what all the noise was about. Naruto was kneeling on the ground with his arms wrapped around his stomach trying to recover from the blow. Just as the pale eyed teen was about to throw another punch, a certain voice stopped him. A voice that send shivers up Neji’s spine.
“Hyuga quit it” the voice said, a voice with such a cold tone, a voice that can only belong to one certain person, and that person is Sasuke Uchiha. There was only one person who could make Neji Hyuga shit his pants and make him cry home to his mommy, and that person was Sasuke. Sasuke has a reputation for being a cold-hearted jerk who doesn’t give a shit about anything but himself. He has soo many secrets and only a few good friends know the one he had been hiding for years…which is that he’s gay, even his guardian (kakashi) doesn’t know that he’s attracted to guys.
The Hyuga looked towards the voice only to see Sasuke leaning against the door way with his hands in his pockets (like always).The Uchiha was indeed a beautiful creature, he stands tall and has a skinny figure but a nice built. His most striking feature are his eyes, his beautiful dark eyes that almost looks as if their black. His hair matched the color of his eyes, and style it in a way that only he could pull off. And lastly, his creamy pale skin which looks gorgeous against his dark eyes and hair. Most would say he’s perfect…. No flaws what so ever. All the girls gasped when they saw Sasuke saying things like “Sasuke your soo cute” or “Sasuke I love you!!”. but all Sasuke did was ignore them as if they didn’t exist. Naruto didn’t know what Sasuke’s problem was, I mean he always has girls drooling over him, but yet has never actually seen him with a girlfriend and every time a girl asks him out he simply says “no” or “not interested” and walks away. Sasuke really was a bastard sometimes, Naruto would kill to have all the attention Sasuke has.
Neji had a hold of Naruto’s shirt with one hand and his other hand in the form of a fist near Naruto’s face.
‘why is he standing up for this loser?’ Neji thought while his fist clenched tighter.
“S-Sasuke…” he said, almost pissing in his pants when he received a murderous glare from the Uchiha.
“let go of him…the teacher will be here any minute and you DON’T want to get in trouble now do you??” Sasuke’s voice was cold and treating. Naruto, still on the floor, had his eyes locked on Sasuke… he was confused.
Sasuke and Naruto weren’t what you call “friends”. Naruto and Sasuke did have a past together though…they were best friends once, until 7th grade, when Sasuke got popular. At first Naruto was okay about it, until Sasuke started to completely ignore him and told him he had moved on and there was no point in staying friends, saying that he’s made better ones. Naruto still hasn’t forgiven him, he broke his heart, he was the blonde’s good luck charm, he always seem to have good fortune when he was around Sasuke and when he left, so did his luck. But he didn’t befriended Sasuke cause he seemed to bring good luck, he befriended him cause they were similar. They both knew the same pain, they both were parentless, left behind to rot, but Naruto didn’t care… as long as he had Sasuke as his friend he would be happy and nothing else matterd at the time. He thought Sasuke felt the same…but then he left, left him alone, left him even when Naruto cried for him to stay. But now- ‘W-why is he helping me??’ Naruto thought and looked back at the Hyuga who seemed to be as confused as the blonde.
“I said let go”
“F-fine” Neji said letting go of Naruto’s shirt.
“you got lucky this time Uzumaki… but you wont next time” Neji growled and then sat in a desk in the back of the room. Naruto, still a little shocked at Sasuke’s kindness, and unfazed by Neji’s threat, stood up and wiped the dust and dirt off his shirt once more before reluctantly sitting in the desk next to Sasuke.
“errrr…thanks, for what you did….it was really nice of you ” he murmured, itching the back of his head nervously. Sasuke glared at him for a minute, then turned his head to look straight in front of him.
“whatever ” he replied as the teacher, Jiraiya, walked in. Jiraiya is rather odd looking, he has long flowing white hair and two long red lines tattooed on his face, he looked pretty old, Naruto guessed that he was around 63. Everyone was quite familiar with this teacher, probably because he was a famous writer…porn writer that is. As Jiraiya went on to explain what plans and expectations he has for the semester, Sasuke just stared at the blonde sitting next to him. He didn’t really know why he was staring for so long. ‘Look away idiot you don’t wanna blow your cover do you??’ his mind screamed, but as much as he wanted to look away his body wouldn’t let him. It was only until Naruto turned his head slightly to glanced at him, that he quickly snapped his head in the teachers direction. ‘shit….did he see me looking at him?? Dam it, whats wrong with me?? if he finds out I have a crus-” his thoughts were interrupted when he heard the teacher call Naruto up to his desk.
“Naruto, kakashi wants to see you in his office right away” the white haired man said. Naruto nodded and left the classroom, thanking the heavens for giving him an excuse to get out of that class, I mean who the hell wants to spend a whole hour sitting there listening about what there gonna do that semester, there gonna find out sooner or later so why waste time??
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Naruto stood in front of a door that read “Kakashi Hatake: School Psychiatrists”. Naruto took a deep breath and knocked, he opened the door slowly when he heard a kind voice say “come in”.
“Ahhh Naruto…sit down” he said pointing to the chair in front of his desk. Kakashi has been Naruto Psychiatrist since the end of 7th grade. Naruto sees him as a father, even though he is his ex-best friends guardian, if he has a problem Kakashi is the first person he goes to. Naruto sat down at watched as Kakashi adjusted his mask that covered half is face.
“Well I wanted to talk to you about your progress over the summer…. Did you take all your meds??” the grey haired man ask. Naruto developed a frown and look at his feet nervously.
“errrmm…. No” Naruto said shyly, knowing that Kakashi wouldn’t be to happy to hear that he had stop the only thing helping him from spiraling down into a deep depression that could end in Naruto cutting himself or worse…. Taking his own life. Kakashi was about to scream “WHY THE HELL NOT!!” but before he could Naruto began to speak again.
“only because the lady that usually gives me my meds had the week off….. And I cant get them from someone else because they‘ll make me pay or they’ll find out that the lady is giving my meds free of charge”.
“WHAT!! Naruto, how long has it been since you last took your meds??” the grey haired man said. Naruto could tell that Kakashi was now in fatherly mode, by the look of concern in his face, and anxiety in the tone of his voice. Kakashi really did care for Naruto, not in a perverted way, more like how a father cares for his son.
“geez relax. Its only been like 3 days, and she‘ll be back in 4 days….plus, I don’t even think I need to be on any medication anyways, im fine” Naruto said, trying to clam Kakashi down. But deep down inside Naruto knew he needed to be on his meds. Last time he stopped them he ended up skipping 3 days of school just sitting in a corner in his apartment, feeling that he didn’t belong in this world, thinking he was worthless. He hated feeling that way, he hated feeling like he served no purpose, he started to think if anyone would even miss him if he died…would they even care???
NO!!
He didn’t want to even think about that. He promised himself that he would NEVER stoop down to her level, by taking his own life. (IMMADISASTER: ok just soo you know im gonna go into detail about Naruto’s past later on in the story) There’s no way in hell he would give her what she’s wants, he’s stronger than that. Kakashi sighed and slumped down in his chair. He looked at Naruto and began to speak after what seemed like hours of silence.
“okay Naruto, starting today I wanna see you at least once a week….that’s mandatory” he said sternly
“but if you ever have a problem and need to talk about it, feel free to stop by my office anytime.. Got it??” he questioned, staring Naruto down as if he committed a crime. Kakashi knows that Naruto isn’t the one to freely admit or show when he’s having problems. Naruto tends to hide his feelings which builds up to the point where he eventually has an emotional breakdown. Naruto is like a mime… he acts out all these emotions like happiness and boldness, but none of them are real, its just an act so no one would see the real him, the him who isn’t happy about the way his life turned out and thinks cutting himself is the only way to take his pain away , the him who is a coward and runs away from his past instead of facing it, the him that desperately just wants someone to care and accept him for who he is and nothing else. Naruto stood up and nodded.
“alright…thanks… old man” he said. A smirk slipped on his face, Naruto knew that Kakashi was insecure when it came to people calling him old. I mean he dose look a little on the old side, uhhm grey hair, but really he was in his early 30’s…. 34 to be exact.
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After his meeting with Kakashi his day went surprisingly well, except that he gained another stain on his shirt when he spilt his milk during lunch, but he expected worse. Naruto and Shikamaru met after school at his car. The ride back to Naruto’s apartment was surprisingly silent, which made Shikamaru worry….Naruto was never quiet….NEVER. It was only after 5 minutes of driving that Shikamaru decided to break the awkward silence.
“sooo how was your first day?” he murmured. Naruto was a little bit shocked that Shikamaru was the one to break the silence, usually the lazy teen just sat there and listened to what the blonde had to say….and half the time he didn’t even listen. Naruto looked at his friend who had his eyes fixed on the road and spoke.
“it was surprisingly good… minus almost getting my ass kicked, I still cant figure out why that bastard helped me” he murmured. Shikamaru shrugged and thought of a reason.
“ maybe the mans finally ready to come out of the closet, I mean he is like your knight in shiny armor, I surprised you didn’t kiss him” he murmured and let out a chuckle. Even though he wasn’t looking at the blonde… he could see Naruto in the corner of his eye, trying to glare but once again failing miserably, he looked more like he was pouting. He just wasn’t born with the gift to glare, not like Sasuke was.
“WHAT!!” he exclaimed, his lazy friend just kept giggling.
“Ok first, ewwww. And second im not gay and neither is he. Even is I was there’s no way in hell that I’d go with Sasuke” Naruto put his head down and looked at the ground. He continued to speak, but this time lowered his voice almost to a whisper, but loud enough for Shikamaru to hear.
“not after what he’s done to me”
The car suddenly stopped, which made Naruto fall forward a little bit, hitting his head on his knees.
“arhh.. What the!! Shik-” he began to say until he looked at what his friend was staring at.
He froze
There was a fire. It wasn’t just any fire, it was a fire eating up a whole building, and it wasn’t just any building, it was Naruto’s apartment building…… his home.