Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Betrayal ❯ Feelings of worthlessness ( Chapter 2 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Disclaimer: I do Not own Naruto.
A/N: The material in the fic is not suitable for those under 17 years of age.
Betrayal ch 2
Naruto's POV
How could he do this to me? I trusted him so much only to have him step on my emotions. It was as if he didn't acknowledge the fact that i honestly cared about him. Didn't he understand i would do anything for him? Yet he strips me of my innocence. I still can't get those dark ebony eyes out of my mind, the way they twinkled with delight as I squirmed uncorfortably underneath him. Every time i opened my mouth to scream he took advantage of that using it as an invintation to ravage my mouth with his own. I sighed with relief as i stepped into the shower letting the scolding hot water soothe my battered body. Trying so desperately to push what had happened hours before in the back of my mind. There was no use, those eyes continued to haunt me. This was not the Sasuke i knew, he would have never put me in such a situation. Feeling more calm and relaxed i turned the water off and stepped out of the shower, grabbing a towel to wrap around my waist. I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed. I looked like shit. I opened the bathroom door flicking the light off on my way out. Looking around my apartment i felt a small smirk creep onto my lips. I am such a slob i thought to myself. Ignoring the mess i dragged myself into my room, slipping on a comfortable pair of pajamas.
"Naruto?"
Startled i spun around glaring at my visitor wondering how she managed to get into my apartment. Had i not locked the door? Was i so caught up in my own self that i hadn't noticed the door shut?
"Sakura." i mumbled "how'd you get in here?"
She looked at me her green eyes glistening with unshed tears. She pulled me into a tight embrace. running her fingers through my wet hair.
"I know what he did to you, and i just want you to know that you don't deserve that, noone deserves to be treated how he treated you." she whispered
I looked away from her ashamed. I felt so weak because i couldn't fight him. I couldn't keep myself out of harms way once again. Mainly because i love him so much. Lowering my head i tried to hide the tears rolling down my cheeks, and tried to muffle the sobs escaping my throat. I feel so weak, so useless, so worthless.
Sakura's POV
I couldn't handle seeing Naruto like this. It just wasn't like him at all. I felt like a knife had been stuck through my heart when i heard his muffled sobs and saw those tears glistening down his tan skin. I tightened my embrace, hoping it made him feel as if i needed him. In reality i did need him, who else would cheer me up? I ran my fingers through his wet blonde locks, feeling the front of my shirt becoming soaked in his tears. Normally i would pitch a fit, but at this point i knew he needed me, the comfort i had to give hopefully would bring him out of this state of mind.
"It's okay" I cooed "You're not worthless."
He looked at me those big blue eyes of his widened in astonishment. The look on his face seemed to ask me how i knew he wasn't worthless.
I just smiled warmly at him
"Because you're the future Hokage, you show so much determination that's how i know you're not worthless. If you were you wouldn't be a shinobi now would you?"
He smiled at me chuckling
"See i got you to smile!" I exclaimed causing him to actually laugh
He put his arms around me squeezing me.
"Thank you." he whispered
A/N: Sorry it's been awhile but here's the second chapter FINALLY. please RR