Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Black Rose and Orange Flame ❯ Lies ( Chapter 2 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Black Rose and Orange Flame
Hello new part already! I'm good I know ^_~
((Anything like this will be me speaking))
=inner thoughts=
\\lyrics\\
~*~ flashback~*~
And of course “speech”
**Warning** This fic will contain the follow: Yaoi, Smut, Angst and Self harm (cutting) also... some OOC characters...
Disclaimer: Naruto and characters do not belong to me! (Psh I can't even draw more then stick figures you think I could draw characters as nice as them? ... not even in my dreams...)
Also!!! This chapter starts at the same time chapter one did but we are now following Sasuke instead of Naruto (Just thought I would make that clear) I know that this chapter kinda skips around... and I apologize in advance for that... its Sasuke's mind not mine....
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Part 2
Lies
Sasuke was in the middle of his usual brooding after a mission. =It was a decent mission at least, not some stupid babysitting job like the last 5. = Sasuke's shirt was ripped in a few different places and he had a piece of cloth wrapped around his upper arm, but nothing major. Sasuke turned his head to the side and locked eyes with Naruto, there was something about those eyes =I could stare into them for a lifetime. = But right as Sasuke thought this Naruto turned his head, breaking the contact. Sasuke had to stop the pout forming on his face. He noticed Naruto tell Kakashi something and then start walking off, he barely notice Sakura asking him if he would like to go get lunch together. As usual he glared at her and walked away.
Sasuke was thinking back to the mission, the events replaying in his mind. ((YES YOU GUESSED IT, FLASHBACK TIME AGAIN!))
~*~ Somehow team 7 had ended up in the middle of the territory of some giant birds. Now at first Sasuke though nothing of these stupid creatures, he figured a few needles in the wings would stop them. Of course he was disproved when the bird knocked the needles from the air with a gust of its wing. Sasuke dodged a slice from one of the bird's claws, but he was just a few seconds to slow and his right arm was cut. It wasn't a bad cut, he could still use his arm and once he stopped the bleeding it would be ok, until the tingle kicked in alerting Sasuke that the talons of the birds were covered in a layer of poison. Right as Sasuke dodged another bird he turned to his left to see Naruto, he was stabbing his kunai into the chest of one of the birds. Sasuke also noticed the third bird flying towards Naruto's back, that's when he screamed for Naruto to move. ~*~
It wasn't as if Sasuke had jumped in front of Naruto to save him, he simply told a teammate to watch his back, and he was just looking out for his team. =That's a lie; I know why I yelled at Naruto to move. I didn't want him hurt, or worse, dead. = Sasuke turned the corner heading towards the park. He use to always come here when he was sad or feeling alone. One time he even sat on the bench and cried the whole night, he remembered this little girl, his age at the time, walked up to him and asked him why his eyes looked so sad and hurt. The look he was sure he saw in Naruto's eyes three nights ago.
~*~It was raining, Sasuke was walking down the dirt path towards the lake Naruto had asked him to meet at. Sasuke wasn't sure what Naruto needed to tell him that was so urgent, but he wasn't looking forward to this meeting. It was more because he was afraid he would ravage Naruto's body if he had to stare at it wet from the rain. Sasuke was now 10 minutes late and he was sure Naruto was wondering if he was even going to show up. Sasuke was already becoming uncomfortable in his pants from that thought alone. He slowed down so he could get control of his body. When he had made it too the lake he saw Naruto standing there looking rather impatient.
“What did you want dobe?” He didn't mean for it to sound mean, he just wanted this to be over so he could go home and fantasize about kissing those lips, running his hair through the blonde hair that was now drooping from the rain that had collected in it. Sasuke noted the rain drop rolling down the whisker marks on Naruto's face and had to resist the urge to lick it off. He couldn't stand he very long...
“I need to tell you someth-" Sasuke interrupted him.
“I figured that much out what did you want to tell me?” Sasuke was becoming impatient; he shoved his hands in his pockets and stared at Naruto.
“What did you want dobe?” He didn't mean for it to sound mean, he just wanted this to be over so he could go home and fantasize about kissing those lips, running his hair through the blonde hair that was now drooping from the rain that had collected in it. Sasuke noted the rain drop rolling down the whisker marks on Naruto's face and had to resist the urge to lick it off. He couldn't stand he very long...
“I need to tell you someth-" Sasuke interrupted him.
“I figured that much out what did you want to tell me?” Sasuke was becoming impatient; he shoved his hands in his pockets and stared at Naruto.
“Right... well... Sasuke I love you, I have for awhile now and I couldn't hold it in any longer.”
Sasuke looked at Naruto wide eyed. He was stunned to hear those words come from Naruto's mouth. The words he has been wishing he could tell his blonde kitsune, and here he was standing in the rain not able to tell him the same back.
“I don't feel the same dobe.” =No wait that isn't how I feel! Why did I say that! Baka just show him your true feeling! = Sasuke was having an internal fight with himself when he registered the words Naruto had just uttered.
“Don't worry Sasuke I will leave you alone so you can continue your life as it was before, I hope you find someone to love and are happy with them.”
Sasuke looked at Naruto wide eyed. He was stunned to hear those words come from Naruto's mouth. The words he has been wishing he could tell his blonde kitsune, and here he was standing in the rain not able to tell him the same back.
“I don't feel the same dobe.” =No wait that isn't how I feel! Why did I say that! Baka just show him your true feeling! = Sasuke was having an internal fight with himself when he registered the words Naruto had just uttered.
“Don't worry Sasuke I will leave you alone so you can continue your life as it was before, I hope you find someone to love and are happy with them.”
Sasuke looked up to see Naruto walking away, he wanted to chase after the boy, wrap his arms around his waist. Something other then starring at his back as he walked away! ~*~
Sasuke needed to go talk to Naruto, that night he had actually gone home to his empty house and cried. How could he have been stupid enough to hurt the one person he cared for? At first Sasuke blamed it on the fact he was afraid Itachi would hurt Naruto. But he knew that wasn't the reason, he knew Naruto could stand up for himself, as much as he hated to admit it. No, the real reason was he was afraid of being hurt again; afraid Naruto would leave him like everyone else had.
As Sasuke was sitting on the bench in the park, a single tear rolled down his cheek. He really needed to talk to Naruto; he needed to feel the boy's skin against his. He needed to taste the blonde's skin, rememorize every inch of his tanned body. Sasuke needed to tell Naruto the truth, not some half-ass lie.
Sasuke stood up from the bench making his way towards his kitsune's house. Once Sasuke got there he notice there were no lights on inside, but he knocked anyways. No answer, =Now is a good time as any to put my ninja's skills to use. = So, he listened through the door for any sounds. Sasuke heard the faint mummer of the radio, and then he heard the distant sound of metal against a counter top. This was soon followed by the sound of skin being torn and blood dripping onto the floor. Sasuke grabbed the handle of the door, it was unlocked. =Why the hell didn't I check that before? =
When Sasuke walked inside the sight he saw made him sick to his stomach, Naruto was sitting on the counter blood pooling around his legs. There were gashes on both or Naruto's legs as well as his wrist. Sasuke ran up to Naruto as he started to fall to the side, the last thing Naruto said was his name.
Sasuke picked Naruto up, leaving the knife on the counter top, he ran out of the door towards the Hokage tower. By the time he got there he was covered in Naruto's blood and the tanned kitsune was now pale. He kicked the large wooden doors open, being careful not to move the body in his arms too much. He rushed Naruto over to Tsunade who paled as soon as she saw the boy. She usher Sasuke over to the couch in an adjoined room, telling him to lie the boy down carefully. She began closing the wounds with her medical ninja techniques immediately.
Sasuke collapsed onto the floor beside the still body; he couldn't believe what he was seeing. Why would the blue eyed smiling boy he loved do something like this to himself? Sasuke's emotionless mask was crumbling as his eyes filled with tears. He was holding onto the blonde's hand resting his head on the side of the couch when Tsunade finished.
“Sasuke can you tell me what happened?” She was upset by what she was seeing and she needed to know what exactly happened to the blonde.
“No, when I found him he had a knife in his hand and he looked like this.” Sasuke was staring at Naruto's face he leaned down and whispered in Naruto's ear
“Why would you do this Naruto? I love you dobe, so you can never do this again.”
Tsunade left the two boys alone, Sasuke lay down on the couch curling the unconscious blonde to his chest and sleep took over.
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Hope you enjoyed!
To my reviewers:
Raphael Argai Thanatos: Yes Naru is being dramatic... that's why I warned that they may be a little OOC ...he has to be or the story would be -blah-
Kero-chan: I know its cliché... but the damn bunnies wouldn't leave me alone -_- And please don't hunt me down! Don't hunt Ukes it's not nice...
Bianca: I notice that it was short there as well.... but I am going to give you more detail on this chapter ^_^
Vampchic: I hope some of your answers are found in this chapter!
Silverfox and Natty: Thank you and don't worry... I don't plan on abandoning this story any time soon.
Anyone else who I forgot gomen!