Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Breaking the Habit ❯ Chapter 11: I don’t know why I instigate ( Chapter 11 )

Title: Breaking the Habit
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Naruto/Sasuke, Naruto/Itachi
Category: Drama, romance, slash, yaoi, Smut, Mpreg
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Rape, Non-con, Mpreg, Angst SPOILERS!!!!!!

Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Naruto or its chars. They are property of major companies.

 

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

 

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Breaking the Habit" by Linkin Park.

 

Mid January - Naruto is raped
Early-mid February - Naruto is back in Konoha, Sasuke makes a move.
mid/late February - Naruto learns of his pregnacy
March - Naruto moves out of his apartment
April - 4mths along, picked house.
May — 5mths along, Itachi appears. Sasuke and Naruto make amends.
June — 6mths along, Sasuke and others on a mission.
July — 7 mths, still no sign of Sasuke.
Mid July — Naruto still trying to face Sasuke intimately, Some secret plots are coming out….

August - 8mths along and has moved into a house built on Uchiha land with Sasuke. Still no sex with Sasuke.

 

 

 

Breaking the Habit

 

 

Chapter 11: I don't know why I instigate

 

 

Sometimes time seems to crawl or creep slower than a desert tortoise or a snail with no where to be and other times it seems to rush by faster than water headed over a fall or wind blowing by, its feel just a memory in passing.

 

This pregnancy was a lot like both. Time slowed to a crawl those first few months as I found out what ailed me and then others discovered why I had been gaining weight and now that I was overly large and “fit to burst” as Ten Ten often said it seemed as though time were zooming uncontrollably fast. I was more than excited to have this child out of me and when but now a fear gripped my thoughts and plagued my dreams. I often lied about how I was feeling and what I was thinking so that I wouldn't worry anyone but inside I was panicking.

 

Today was no exception. I awoke with pains centered around my back and lower abdominal muscles which would have alarmed me had they not been so erratic and oddly spaced out. I went about my day normally except I spent more time in the bath than usual, as I found a reprieve from the pain in the soothing warm water and the smell of lavender which was a nice gift from Sakura.

 

I dressed in a loosened hakama set that Tsunade-baba had purchased for me when I had started complaining about my pants and shirts no longer fitting or feeling comfortable. I had received a few odd gifts here and there as of late; mostly because I had said no to a baby shower or anything close in idea. I have received a few plush animals for the baby as well as blanket sets a rocking chair from Iruka Sensei and a revised “The Joy of Gay Sex” from Kakashi Sensei. I received many small sets of clothes and clothe diapers from the others among bottles and other baby needs such as baby powder and rattles.

 

I was more than ready physically for this baby and needs wise we were more than prepared I just wasn't prepared mentally and emotionally for it yet.

 

I spent the day silently assessing my pains and any movement the gaki made. Afternoon came quickly and with it I found myself with visitors.

 

“Hey, Naruto, how are you feeling today?”

 

I smiled at Sakura from my spot on the pile of cushions Sasuke had put against the wall in what we called our basking room. We often ate our meals here because you could see the backyard perfectly along with the sky whether it was blue with white fluffy clouds or black with sparkling prismatic stars.

 

“A little achy but good.”

 

She gave me an assessing look, one that only a doctor could give as she made her way over to me. She knelt in front of me and placed her hands on my stomach and watched my face for a few moments and as a pain hit I knew I made a grimace and I felt her hands roam over my overly large stomach.

 

“Your definitely have contractions, small but noticeable. How long is Sasuke supposed to be away?”

 

I sighed and rubbed my stomach around her hands, “He said he should be back by tomorrow morning.”

 

I watched her chew on her bottom lip before sighing, “I'd like to spend the night tonight, I'm pretty sure your labor is starting. I'd like to be close just in case.”

 

I nodded and sighed as the pain ended and she removed her hands, “I don't mind, I think I'd feel more comfortable with you here.”

 

“Are you sure you want a home birth? I'd rather have you where there are more guards.”

 

I nodded and rubbed my stomach, “Yes, I'd rather not be where everyone and their friends can hear and see me. It's probably safer here because I still have my own personal anbu guards.”

 

She sighed and ruffled her short hair, “I guess. I have to make my rounds at the hospital but I'll be back by tonight. Sai is outside and as soon as Iruka Sensei is done at the school he'll be by. He said he has to finalize class seating for next week.”

 

She stood and stretched, “I'll be back with supplies.”

 

With that she stepped outside and disappeared around the corner. I sat there and watched the clouds float by in the pale blue sky while cicada's chirped and sang in the muggy late August weather. I fell asleep against the wall on my throne of pillows. I don't know how long I slept, only that I awoke to a sharp pain followed by my stomach once again cramping and an aching need to use the bathroom.

 

I struggled to stand after the pain lessened and made my way to the bathroom. Once in the bathroom I sat to pee which made more sense than standing and took a lot less effort I might add, no matter how un-manly it seemed. Why do I feel the need to defend myself on this? Stupid gender rules….

 

As I sat there a deep and intense pain centered in stomach followed by the tightening on the outside and when it finished I found myself gasping for air. I felt a moisture gathering and dripping from my anal cavity and reached for the toilet tissue. I wiped and upon inspection found blood, almost pink in parts. What had the book said about this?

 

I stared at the bloody tissue and then it occurred to me. Bloody show! This was the Bloody show. I wasn't sure whether I should be excited or weary. The book had said that Braxton hicks contractions were common and that the bloody show could happen anytime near the end which meant I could still have another week if not longer of carrying around baby weight.

 

I shrugged and flushed the tissue along with the rest of my waste and stood up, readjusting my clothes. The pains continued sporadically through out the afternoon and into the evening. When Sakura returned I was walking the garden with my hands on my lower back to help ease some of the grinding pain.

 

“Still in pain I see.”

 

I let out a deep breath as I answered and continued walking the garden, “The book says that it could be Braxton hicks and I'd prefer to do as it suggests for labor, so far it seems to be helping some. I saw some blood earlier but once again book says it could be another week before anything happens.”

 

Sakura looked up at the roof and called out.

 

“Sai, how often would you say he's been having pains?”

 

I watched as he landed in front of her in my continued pacing.

 

“I'd say about every five to ten minutes, he just started supporting his back half an hour ago.”

 

“Thanks Sai. See Naruto, so far everything is leaning towards labor. I know you'd rather not hear that until Sasuke returns but you've got to face facts. This baby is coming. It could be short or long. It's all up to your body and the baby. How long have you had pressure in your lower body?”

 

I stopped pacing and rubbed my stomach absentmindedly as I thought about it.

 

“Since Monday and today's….”

 

“Friday,” Sai cut in.

 

“Yeah…so four days give or take.”

 

“That means the baby's in position. We'll play it by ear for now, just let me know how you're feeling and what you want to do.”

 

I nodded and looked up at the colorful scene the setting sun made and felt another pain take over my body.

 

“I want Sasuke,” I mumbled to myself.

 

With that the night only continued to spiral downward. I found myself out of sorts when Iruka - Sensei arrived with Kakashi in tow. I had little strength to concentrate on them as the pain worsened. Their conversation became background noise as I pushed myself up from my kneeling position and made my way to my bedroom. I made my way to the fluffly down filled futon Sasuke had ordered for me and lay down on my side grabbing his pillow which was saturated with his scent. I closed my eyes and focused on his scent only to be startled when I felt a hand on my back massaging softly.

 

“It's okay, just relax.”

 

“Thanks, Ba-chan…”

 

I closed my eyes and allowed her hands to take away the stinging back pain that came with each contraction.

 

“Is Sasuke, back yet?”

 

“Not yet, it's only ten, we have hours to go before he's scheduled to return, but knowing him he'll pull his usually overachiever certificate and get home early.”

 

I smiled and nodded, “I'd like him to be here.”

 

“Me too gaki, me too.”

 

 

To Be Continued……

 

Sorry guys, been busy and this years Otakon took a lot out of me, and I'm also working on my own story in the hopes of getting it published.

 

So here's a chapter and hopefully one tomorrow.

 

Kat