Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Breaking the Habit ❯ Chapter 12: And say what I don’t mean ( Chapter 12 )

Title: Breaking the Habit
Author: DeityOfDeath
Archive: Yes please...
Pairings: Naruto/Sasuke, Naruto/Itachi
Category: Drama, romance, slash, yaoi, Smut, Mpreg
rating: NC-17/R
Spoilers: Most likely.
Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Rape, Non-con, Mpreg, Angst SPOILERS!!!!!!

Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Naruto or its chars. They are property of major companies.

 

Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction! Enjoy and please review!

 

The chapter titles are lyrics from the song "Breaking the Habit" by Linkin Park.

 

Mid January - Naruto is raped
Early-mid February - Naruto is back in Konoha, Sasuke makes a move.
mid/late February - Naruto learns of his pregnacy
March - Naruto moves out of his apartment
April - 4mths along, picked house.
May — 5mths along, Itachi appears. Sasuke and Naruto make amends.
June — 6mths along, Sasuke and others on a mission.
July — 7 mths, still no sign of Sasuke.
Mid July — Naruto still trying to face Sasuke intimately, Some secret plots are coming out….

August - 8mths along and has moved into a house built on Uchiha land with Sasuke. Still no sex with Sasuke.

Late August - Labor has started and Sasuke is on a mission

 

Breaking the Habit

 

 

Chapter 12: And say what I don't mean

 

 

I found the pain nearly unbearable around midnight as I found lying on my side useless, and a few other recommended labor positions just as uncomfortable. I was tired and sweaty and sore and pretty irritable and worried, I was really worried. I humored Ba-chan and stood with her assistance and walked the garden in sandals hoping to ease the pain. She wanted the labor to progress and I was hoping it wouldn't until Sasuke arrived.

 

When it got to be too much I found myself escorted to a chair in my kitchen. I sat there through two contractions and once again found myself restless as the pains intensified and grew closer. Sakura insisted I turn around in the chair and this helped ease my back pains and even more so when I found her usually brutal hands carefully easing away my pain as she massaged my shoulders and back. We did that until half past one and then the unthinkable happened, the pains grew more intense and more frequent. I found myself gasping for breathe. I went from the chair in my kitchen to pacing the house and finally squatting on my futon, my dignity gone along with my pants as I felt the pressure intensify in my lower body.

 

“I want Sasuke…”

 

I knew it sounded like whining but in this moment that's all I wanted. I wanted him and he wasn't here. I felt a cold rag wipe my brow and cheeks which were hot and covered in sweat and tears, tears of pain, exertion and frustration.

 

“Would you like some ice chips,” I heard Sakura ask from beside me.

 

I nodded and opened my mouth as she used a spoon to scoop a small bite into my mouth. I let it melt in my mouth relishing in its cold texture until it was gone. I opened my mouth and felt another spoonful enter. I chewed this time, desperate to quench my thirst which had been ignored thanks to the pain wracking my body.

 

I felt a hand on my backside and flinched, it hurt to be touched, and everything felt sore and stretched but not stretched enough to allow the pressure to pass.

 

“I'm just checking your progress Naruto,” Ba-chan replied behind me as fingers made the pressure more uncomfortable and more noticeable with their presence.

 

“A little longer, you're almost there.”

 

“My legs hurt,” I said as I fell onto my knees.

 

“If you stay vertical it helps speed things up. You can stay on your hands and knees if you want. Do whatever feels the best.”

 

I followed Ba-chan's advice and felt the constant pressure but the pain lessened and it gave my upper legs and thighs a moments respite.

 

I had lost all dignity the moment the pain got worse and now I just didn't care. Any who had something to say would have a melon shoved up their ass and I would sit and watch as they pushed it back out. I was finally cranky enough to enjoy someone else's pain.

 

I couldn't tell what time it was or whether night had turned to day as time became focused on the next gut wrenching pain and the break in-between them. I felt Ba-chan's hands on my body again for only a moment before she removed them.

 

“Good job gaki, you can push when your contractions begin again.”

 

I stayed on my knee's waiting and resting, taking a break as I waited for the next intense pain which seemed to take its time in arriving. I could feel my legs trembling with the effort of supporting my weight but I ignored it and took deep steadying breaths as I felt pressure once again build as a contraction began and I bore into it in the hopes of being done sometime in the near future. With my first push I felt some of the pressure just stop as a gush of fluid burst forth and ran down the back of my thighs and legs.

 

“I was wondering when your waters would break,” I heard Ba-chan comment from behind me.

 

I concentrated on that pressure and the tightness and pain in my body and pushed until it stopped as quickly as it came. The pressure continued building as I felt my entrance straining and stretching.

 

“What in the hell is going on in here!? Where's Naruto?”

 

I heard that all too familiar baritone call out and I lifted my head and turned to find what direction it had come from as another pain descended on me. I couldn't help but cry out in pain as I was stretched beyond further feeling flesh stretch and tear as something large forced its way out of my body.

 

“NARUTO!?”

 

I heard the door slide open and concentrated on breathing and pushing until I felt those callus roughened hands on mine.

 

“Sasuke….you're here…,” I panted out as one contraction left off and another started.

 

That pressure built until there was nothing. It was as if a bubble had popped in my body and I felt flesh and body slide from my abused body in a slippery mess which continued to drip from my body. The metallic smell told me there was blood but I didn't care it was over.

 

I was helped into a lounging position on a dry spot on the futon with mounds of pillows to support my back. I sat there feeling out of sorts until a shrill wail filled the room and echoed in the once quiet room.

 

I looked straight ahead and watched as Sakura took a towel to the pinkening child in her arms, trying to wash goo and blood from his shivering body. Yes, his. Definitely a boy, his sex not yet covered.

 

“He's quite handsome Naruto,” I heard Ba-chan say beside me as she wiped my legs and thighs with a wet warm rag.

 

I held out my arms and reached for him as Sakura approached with him, a white blanket now wrapped around his naked body. His crying quieted some but his small reddened hands were fisted and shook with his anger at having been expelled from his comfortable home.

 

I held him close and noted all his facial characteristics. He had the Uchiha eyes, almond shaped with the long and fluttering ebony lashes to match the tufts of ebony hair atop his head. His nose was all mine and so were his chubby cheeks although his were whiskerless thankfully. This child would have a hard enough life without carrying my curse.

 

He opened his eyes as he fussed showing pale blue before he shut them once again. My eyes, he had my eyes.

 

“He's got your eyes,” I heard Sasuke say from beside me.

 

I nodded and cleared my throat which had become choked by tears, “Yes and the Uchiha hair and eye shape.”

 

I felt something pass from my body and watched as Ba-chan wrapped a sheet up below my legs and stood up leaving the room with it. I assumed it was most likely the after birth.

 

I stared down at my son and wondered what I should name him.

 

“Kizuna,” I heard Sasuke whisper as he looked down at our son.

 

“Kizuna; bonds?”

 

“Umhmm…he is the bond between you and Itachi as well as the one that brought us together. He is our bond, our Kizuna.”

 

“Kizuna…,” I said as I brought him against as I was handed a warm bottle from Sakura.

 

I brought it to his lips with no reaction at first so I gently rubbed his lips with the nipple until a small droplet of milk slid past his lips causing him to smack his lips with hunger. I slid the nipple past his lips and he latched on taking in his first meal.

 

My son, our son, Kizuna.

 

To Be Continued…..

 

Not bad, not long either but at least its an update. I'll probably take a break from this one and start on the next fic people keep emailing me about. I'm going in alphabetical order so next is Cape of Storms my HP fic.

 

So wish me luck I'll return soon.

 

Kat