Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Hot Sand ❯ Fixing What is Damaged ( Chapter 12 )

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Hot Sand

by thatreevesgirl

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Authors Note: So I'm wondering why in the heck my media miner account is missing a chapter, and I finally realize which it is…THIS ONE!!! Oi…Silly me posted wrong. Hope none of you were too confused. Great….grrrrr.

 

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Chapter XX: Fixing What is Damaged

 

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Kakashi lounged in the dark blue overstuffed chair in his apartment, finally taking the time to read the book that he had bought the day before. Usually the copy-nin couldn't wait to get started reading anything by his favorite author, but he had been far too distracted the last few days to get started on the latest addition to Jiraiya's current series. As much as he wanted to focus on the book in his hands, the jonin could do little but be distracted by the person who had come to visit him earlier in the day and was still in the copy-nin's small apartment. Kakashi would read a couple of sentences and then glance up to catch a glimpse of Sasuke, who was still fast asleep on the couch with a classified ANBU scroll draped across his chest. Kakashi didn't know whether to grumble or be happy that he had such a visitor in his home. Thoughts of Sakura plagued him…it was starting all over again.

 

Sasuke snorted as he woke and wiped a small trail of drool from the corner of his mouth. “Dammit, I fell asleep,” he grumbled aloud as he returned to reading the scroll.

 

“You know all of that stuff, you obviously need some rest, so why don't you get some sleep?” Kakashi told the young man who was already starting to nod off again.

 

“Hn, I'm not tired,” Sasuke murmured, but his droopy eyes betrayed him and the Uchiha rubbed them furiously to try and force the sleepiness away.

 

Kakashi sighed and put his book down. After standing up Kakashi wandered over to where Sasuke was lying and put his hands on his hips and gave the raven-haired man a frustrated look before leaning down and hoisting him up and over his shoulder. It really looked awkward for the thirty-six year old to have a twenty-two year old man slung over his shoulder. Sasuke was easily as tall as Kakashi and built almost the same as the copy-nin, so it was difficult when the Uchiha started struggling.

 

“What in the hell, Kakashi?” Sasuke shrieked, but strong arms locked him in place as Kakashi drug the man into his bedroom and flung him on the bed.

 

“Sleep,” Kakashi ordered.

 

“I have to study,” Sasuke objected.

 

“No, you have to get some rest. You haven't ever tested for this position, but I have. I know that you need your sleep. You have to be alert…more so than any other test you've taken before. So you are going to shut those tired ebony eyes of yours and get some rest or I'll knock your ass unconscious.”

 

Kakashi watched as Sasuke weighed his options. Yes, Sasuke could probably take Kakashi on, but not without injury and he was exhausted and well prepared for the exam.

 

“Fine, but I'm going home. I'll sleep there.”

 

“Whatever,” Kakashi told the man in his bed, walking back into the living room.

 

Sasuke stood up and headed for the door, realizing that Kakashi was trailing him as he left.

 

“What are you doing?” Sasuke asked as he left the apartment, the copy-nin on his heels after locking the door.

 

“I'm coming with you, making sure that you actually sleep instead of sneaking off to study more,” Kakashi replied.

 

“No you aren't.”

 

Kakashi's eye flashed confusion and then sighed. “You weren't going to sleep, were you?”

 

No answer came and Kakashi grabbed Sasuke's arm and drug the Uchiha back inside his own apartment. Sasuke would have pushed his teacher away, but Kakashi's elderly neighbor was in the hallway eyeing them cautiously and the young man didn't want to cause a scene. Inside Sasuke swatted away Kakashi's hand and glared at him with furious eyes.

 

“I'm going to bed. You are too…you can take the couch or you can join me. I don't care which, but you aren't leaving,” Kakashi said while stripping away his vest and shirt. Sasuke was going to argue until Kakashi also removed his pants and was left in only his boxers as he strolled into his bedroom. Kakashi pulled the comforter down on the bed and plopped on the edge before crawling inside. Sasuke was watching from the bedroom doorway as the silver-haired man prepared to sleep.

 

Sasuke would have taken the couch, but a nearly-naked Kakashi was a very hypnotizing and tempting site, especially when Sasuke saw him drape his mask on the corner of the nightstand. Sasuke's hands reached for his own jonin vest, nervously divesting himself of the bulky clothing. Next, Sasuke pulled off his own shirt and pants, and his underwear did little to camouflage the growing arousal that was tenting the light material. Sasuke quietly moved to the other side of Kakashi's bed and crawled inside, frustrated when he realized that the other man was already snoring lightly.

 

Kakashi could slumber anywhere and sleep always seemed to take him instantly, especially when he napped in the warm sun instead of training. Sasuke was jealous of this because he always found himself overwhelmed with thoughts barraging his brain. Memories would flood to his mind and bother him, reminding him of things that Sasuke tried so hard to forget.

 

The Uchiha would have let things go in order to attempt sleep, but his length was throbbing as he perused the sleeping man in the bed next to him. Sasuke swallowed hard and scooted toward his teacher, closed his eyes, and leaned down to kiss Kakashi lightly. As Sasuke pulled away he was met with a lusty gaze from Kakashi who grinned up at him.

 

“Need something to help you sleep?” Kakashi asked. As much as Sasuke's presence made him a bit uneasy, because spending time with one another seemed to make things between them grow progressively more serious, Kakashi couldn't help but like fooling around with Sasuke. The older man didn't wait for an answer, because he noticed the erection that the Uchiha was sporting. Licking his lips eagerly Kakashi's hand reached over and tugged the member free of its fabric confines.

 

Sasuke's eyes flew shut and he moaned and began thrusting into Kakashi's hand. Firmly fisting the flesh to complete hardness, Kakashi felt himself steadily growing more aroused. His lover was so eager and easy to work up, and that was a major turn on for the older man.

 

So far Sasuke came early all three times Kakashi had been with him. It didn't really matter much since Kakashi had been in control and he just brought the young man to orgasm twice instead of once, but Sasuke alluded to wanting top as well. Kakashi informed Sasuke when he could make it through one of their sessions and make him come first, then Sasuke could be on top. Experience and just general sexual prowess on Kakashi's part promised that the young man would be playing uke for quite awhile still. The one thing that could be said about Sasuke…he was definitely easy to please, this was obvious from the plethora of sounds escaping the young man's mouth. Kakashi pulled Sasuke close and silenced him with warm, moist lips and a tongue that was thrust inside the Uchiha.

 

Sasuke's hands shoved the covers aside and his fingers made their way into Kakashi's underwear, hesitantly testing the length with a cautious tug as they began mutual masturbating each other. The Uchiha hadn't tried this during any of his previous encounters with Kakashi in the last two days…it was his first time stroking another man.

 

Kakashi growled and used the hand that wasn't wrapped around Sasuke's cock to move over and firmly grip one that was gingerly wrapped around his manhood. “Like this,” he coaxed Sasuke into a quick, strong pumping action.

 

“I'm a man, I know how it goes,” Sasuke hissed.

 

“Then you do a piss poor job of jacking yourself off,” Kakashi murmured as he appreciated the new vigorous pace that Sasuke was fisting him.

 

“I just…I've never…” Sasuke tried, before just letting it go with an irritable huff.

 

“Less talking, more fucking,” Kakashi retorted at the man making excuses. A hand flew to Sasuke's neck and attempted to guide the young man's head to Kakashi's crotch. There was a significant amount of resistance from Sasuke, making Kakashi even pissier than he already was. He was really getting fed up with his homosexually inexperienced partner, especially since anything even remotely gay Sasuke immediately shied away from. He had refused to do anything oral the last time they screwed as well.

 

“Would you please just go down on me? I'm done playing these childish games, I want your lips around me in the next thirty seconds or I'm jacking myself off and going to sleep,” Kakashi said in an exasperated voice.

 

Sasuke eyed Kakashi's crotch warily before slowly moving down to the bulbous, weeping head of Kakashi's dick, giving it a tentative lick and shying away from the bitter taste of the precum. Sasuke's face wrinkled into a disgusted expression, not at all liking the flavor of Kakashi.

 

“You've never tasted cum before?” Kakashi asked with a chuckle. He had gone from annoyed to amused at the picture of innocence between his legs.

 

“No, I've never tasted it,” Sasuke snapped as he moved in to try again, despite the disdain for the taste that was still plaguing his mouth.

 

“Not even your own?” Kakashi wondered.

 

“That is just disgusting, why would I want to do that?” Sasuke growled.

 

“Curiosity makes one do funny things, now are you going to hover there all day or are you going to get to work?” Kakashi watched as Sasuke eyed the pulsating flesh before sucking the head into his mouth again. Ever so lightly Sasuke ran his tongue on places that he himself loved getting attention, but didn't realize how gentle he was being.

 

“And I thought you were supposed to be a genius,” Kakashi muttered. “Suck harder, Uchiha.”

 

Sasuke rolled his eyes and tried to comply as Kakashi grabbed one of Sasuke's hands and placed it at the base of his cock, showing him to stroke at the same time. Sasuke would have complained at the impatience of the older man, but his mouth was currently preoccupied.

 

“If I didn't know any better, I'd think you didn't know what a good blow-job was,” Kakashi said as he watched and felt Sasuke grow steadily better at his ministrations. “Do what you enjoy…and I like it hard. If you go too far I'll let you know.”

 

Sasuke listened and increased the suction, trying his best to imitate the experiences that he'd received from others. Pulling his mouth off of Kakashi, the younger man licked up the underside of the flesh, paying careful attention to the places that were most sensitive on any man. When Kakashi started panting and groaning he knew he was getting it right. Returning the head into his mouth, Sasuke gave a hard suck that made the hips beneath his attentions buck upward. Kakashi's hands wove into the silken, raven strands of Sasuke's hair and guided him further down, making Sasuke come back up coughing and sputtering a bit. After regaining his composure and swallowing, Sasuke was once again pushed down and impaled by the length that was starting to fuck his mouth.

 

Pulling off of Kakashi and glaring, Sasuke snarled at his partner, “Quit humping my face.”

 

Kakashi grinned, “I'll give you one minute, if you can get me off in that amount of time I'll let you have top.”

 

Kakashi had never seen a man claim his cock so fast in his life. Giving Kakashi exactly the type of blow-job he wanted, Sasuke began sucking for all he was worth and not even caring when he gagged a bit as the flesh in his mouth flew too far back. He wanted top more than his partner could have imagined. Keeping an eye on the wall clock and watching the seconds tick by as best he could, Sasuke reached fifteen seconds when Kakashi felt the orgasm start to build. Despite efforts to think of something other than sex Kakashi was losing the battle. Sasuke was determined to make his partner spill his seed and worked with a ferocity that he'd never shown in their couplings before. In his head Kakashi was counting down in single digits…9…8…7…

 

Sasuke hummed over the head and sucked hard on the slit…

 

6…5…4…

 

…an overly zealous tug accompanied the suction that attempted to milk Kakashi of his semen…

 

3…2…

 

Kakashi couldn't hold it, and a spray of warmth rushed into the Uchiha's mouth, making the copy-nin growl at the knowledge that he had just reached completion within the time allowance and was going to be the lucky guy on the bottom tonight. Kakashi couldn't be too mad though, because it had felt damn good and it was hilarious watching poor Sasuke sputtering and trying to spit the sperm from his mouth, completely grossed out by the liquid that he had engulfed. One very sexy strand provocatively dripped from the corner of Sasuke's mouth until the young man unknowingly wiped it away.

 

“That tastes like shit,” Sasuke winced and spat again.

 

“You get used to it,” Kakashi told his lover while panting and recovering from his orgasm. “Some of us even like it.”

 

“I will never like that,” Sasuke replied, condemning the taste of semen to his `least favorite flavors of all time' list.

 

“You would be surprised…I hated it at first too, now there are days I crave it.” Kakashi gave Sasuke a sultry glance before sexily whispering, “How do you want me?”

 

Sasuke didn't give Kakashi verbal orders, only a hard shove to Kakashi's chest that pushed the man down on his back as Sasuke moved in between his lover's legs.

 

“Hold on there, you get the pleasure of using this. Prep me good or you don't get top again for awhile,” Kakashi warned as he threw a bottle of lube at Sasuke.

 

“What happened to liking it rough old man?” Sasuke badgered.

 

“I like it hard, not painful and dry,” Kakashi informed Sasuke. “And I haven't played uke in a couple of years, so I'll need it.”

 

Sasuke's lips curled into a sinister grin as he rolled Kakashi onto his stomach and pulled the man up onto all fours. Before beginning preparations to Kakashi, Sasuke rubbed the well-sculpted ass that made his own arousal throb, using his palm to give it a good hard smack that left a red hand imprint. Sasuke realized Kakashi liked that a lot as the older man whimpered in the sexiest of ways, causing Sasuke to repeat the action to elicit more of those delightful sounds.

 

Coating his fingers generously Sasuke pushed the first into Kakashi cautiously, loving the tight heat that sucked the digit in further. Sasuke moved the finger in and out of Kakashi using a deliberate yet brisk pace, searching for the spot that would make Kakashi scream.

 

“Fuck, Sasuke...get on with it,” Kakashi bellyached. “I want more in me. Now.”

 

Sasuke complied and another finger entered his lover and then another, moving quickly and stretching him.

 

“Enough,” Kakashi ordered, tired of the fingers that felt far too good, but Sasuke would feel better. The older jonin would never admit it to the younger man, but as much as Kakashi really did try to stay in control, he was glad when Sasuke made him come. It was a little fantasy of the copy-nin's to be filled by the last of the Uchihas. Sasuke was one of the most attractive and sexy men that Kakashi had ever known…young, virile, and strong…the finest specimen of the male species currently residing in Konoha in Kakashi's opinion.

 

Sasuke didn't want to take Kakashi from this position, he wanted him on his back…the way they had started. Pulling the man's hips until he complied, Sasuke was very pleased as he noted the flushed expression on Kakashi's face.

 

“Just to let you know, I want you to stop bossing me around. I'm the one in control, so let me do this my way.”

 

Sasuke's face spelled out the forewarning to the man below him. Kakashi wasn't sure what any of it was about until he realized that Sasuke wasn't going to give him the kind of sex he wanted…but maybe it was the kind that he needed.

 

Sasuke watched as the silver-haired man winced and prepared himself to take in the younger man. Sasuke positioned himself between the copy-nin's legs and slowly pushed forward into the depths of Kakashi. Arching his back and leaning down toward his partner, Sasuke drew Kakashi into a slow, molten kiss…one that spoke of things to come.

 

The unease in Kakashi's belly as Sasuke filled the kiss with much fervor and passion grew more pronounced as the moment continued. Sasuke wasn't going to fuck him, no…that stupid bastard was planning on making love instead. One could argue that there was no difference between the two…because sex was just sex, but Kakashi knew better.

 

Kakashi fucked Sakura…hell, he fucked half of Konoha after Iruka died. There had only been one person in his entire life that he had allow himself to make love to or receive that type of sex from, and that person was long gone. Kakashi whimpered as he tried to find some way to escape the situation. It had grown far too intense for him.

 

Sasuke gripped his partner's wriggling hips, because he had expected this type of reaction from Kakashi. Sasuke wasn't ready to give up on the older man yet…there was one thing that Naruto had taught the young Uchiha well, and that is that you don't give up on a person just because they push you away.

 

Breaking the kiss that had all but stopped on Kakashi's end, words that were unusually harsh flew from the older man's lips, “Get the fuck out of me right now, Uchiha. We are done.”

 

“No we aren't,” Sasuke replied, replacing his mouth on Kakashi's and quickly received a retaliatory bite from the copy-nin causing Sasuke to withdraw and suck on the bleeding lip

 

“Out! Now!”

 

The shouts were accompanied by two hands shoving Sasuke's chest away, trying to gain enough leverage on the situation to remove the young man physically from him. Kakashi's face was filled with anger as Sasuke fought back, not releasing him at all.

 

“Stop it Kakashi,” Sasuke growled.

 

“I want you out of me and out of my apartment, immediately!”

 

Sasuke saw the anger seething from the older man and could feel it in the harsh hands that were ripping into abdomen and chest, trying to cause enough pain to make the Uchiha retreat. Sasuke had wanted to give something to Kakashi…something that he knew the man needed…something that Sasuke needed as well. The whole thing was blowing up in his face, much to Sasuke's dismay.

 

At this point there was no continuing, because Sasuke knew that Kakashi was finished and any more attempts would be nothing better than raping the man that he'd cared about his entire life. This was Hatake Kakashi, Sasuke's teacher and mentor…the only one other than Naruto that the Uchiha could honestly say that he trusted his life with, and Kakashi was broken just like Sasuke had been. He had hoped that the two of them could fix whatever had been wounded within them, because what could be better than two people who are damned to be damaged trying to heal one another?

 

Sasuke sighed.

 

Kakashi continued to half-heartedly struggle until Sasuke pulled out and got off of the bed, looking for the remnants of his clothing before quietly telling the other man sorry and leaving the apartment, not witnessing the breakdown that ensued after the door was shut and Kakashi was left alone.

 

The next day the genius Uchiha Sasuke failed the ANBU captain test.

 

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END OF CHAPTER

 

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A/N's: And you thought it was going to be all roses and petunias from here on out…fooled ya, didn't I? I won't tell you anything, but there are some plot twists coming up…some that involve our favorite brooding Uchiha. If you stick with me through the drama I promise that the ending will make up for it. Really, it will.

 

 

Thank you notes will be in Sunday's (Nov. 12th's) update (yes this is another extra update…I'm addicted to writing KakaSasu and had to do more before then).