Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Hurting From The Inside Out (EDITED) ❯ What Means The Most ( Chapter 4 )

Hurting From The Inside Out

Chapter 4

What Means The Most

Sasuke felt himself being picked up in strong arms. He buried his face in his brother's shoulder feeling the blush forming on his cheeks. He was pretty sure where he wanted this to be heading. He just didn't know how to initiate it. He had missed his brother so much. Had missed the hard warm body that was carrying his. The harsh caresses that made him cry out. The way that mouth would not leave an inch of his skin unmarked. He felt a stirring in the pit of his stomach and his cock starting to harden. His embarrassment grew with each step the S-class ninja took.

His brother bent down and he felt the mattress underneath him as he was placed on top of it. He looked up at Itachi with question gleaming in his dark eyes. Itachi smiled softly at him as if in reassurance. Warm fingers were ran lightly along his lips almost longingly. He let them part, his tongue peaking out.

Sasuke let his tongue lap at one of the pads of the older boy's fingers. He felt the other's body go tense and the slight part of the lips told him that he was having an affect on Itachi. He got a little more confidence and took the pointer finger into his mouth, sucking lightly watching his brother's reaction. His niisan eyes darkened and he could feel the lust pouring off his brother's body in thick waves almost to the point that they suffocated him.

Itachi's heart stopped for a split second then sped up frantically. He stared at the luscious mouth that sucked so sweetly on his strong fingers, imagining that those lips were wrapped eagerly around his now achingly hard cock. He groaned as the mouth let up on his finger and the tongue ran in the crevice of his pointer and middle finger. His control over his desire was slowly slipping.

“Sasuke you need to stop this. I didn't come here for that.” He breathed out fighting the urge to cover that lithe body with his own.

Sasuke backed away and looked up at him with big dark innocent eyes. He knew Itachi was restraining himself and he knew why but Sasuke couldn't seem to bring his desire for his niisan under control. He needed to be near Itachi almost desperately. He felt starved for the other body and he felt that if they didn't do this, he would lose him. Sasuke couldn't let that happen. He had to get Itachi to stay with him.

“What if this is what I want.” Sasuke's voice was fragile and a little shaky as he forced the words out.

He could feel a light blush starting to form across the bridge of his nose and his moist lips shined with saliva in the moonlight. Itachi couldn't stop the moan that left his throat as the words washed over him making his restraint waver on it's foundation. His body heating up to an almost unbearable temperature. He wanted to be with his brother too. This time without the violence. He wanted to be able to express with his body what he couldn't say in words.

“Sasuke you don't know what you're saying. You`ve had a long day and you are probably extremely tired.” He hissed out, not mad at the boy, just trying to control his lust.

He didn't know if he would be able to contain himself and not hurt his brother again, but god his otouto looked so damn sexy. Staring at him with so much innocence and desire, just like a starved sex kitten that hadn't gotten the attention he need for the week. Itachi couldn't seem to tear his eyes away from the glossy lips and his dick was demanding some kind of attention. He had to swallow hard and look away from Sasuke.

“I know exactly what I'm saying aniki and I want you or should I say your hard cock buried deep inside my warm body.”

“Fuck.”

His restraint shattered and he grabbed a fist full of the spikes, kissing his brother with all the pent up hunger he had stored up in the last week watching over his little brother from a distance. Damn the boy, for looking so goddamn innocent as the dirtiest words came out of that sweet tasting mouth of his. Now Itachi didn't know if he could contain his lust enough not to hurt his fragile brother. His slid his tongue out demanding entrance into that delicious little mouth.

Sasuke opened his mouth immediately with a deep long moan. Sparks flew between the two bodies as the fire ignited consume them. Sasuke let his body go lax in the older man's arms. He clenched the front of the fishnet shirt pulling his niisan closer to his body in an almost desperate need for some kind of human contact. He slide his tongue over the other one and started to ground himself against his aniki. He didn't understand how something so wrong could feel so good but he needed some kind of relief or he was going to go insane.

“Touch me please.” Tearing his lips from the other, he begged shamelessly not caring about his pride.

He just wanted his brother to make him feel hot and wild, to feel the love he had been craving so long. Itachi was panting above him. His lips glossed over by Sasuke's saliva, which seemed to turn Sasuke on even more by the sight. He was panting profusely by this point.

“But I don't want to hurt you again.” He whispered to Sasuke, still unsure of himself.

“I'm fine, aniki. I'm fully healed. Take me anyway you want me.” Those words were Itachi's undoing.

He kissed his baby brother with an intensity that he didn't quite understand but the pleasure overcoming his body and taking over his thoughts were so incredible that he didn't want to question it. Not waiting for any further invitation he moved himself over the smaller body, all the while licking at the inside of the hot mouth that held him captive by the sweetness that was only Sasuke.

He ran his hands along his brother's chest tugging lightly at the pert little nipples that begged for his touch. Sasuke arched his back, gave a small cry into the darkness of his room. Itachi laid kisses along his jaw line and sliding down to his neck almost in appreciation of the cries that were released from his otouto. The older man latched on to Sasuke's neck sucking furiously. Sasuke was his now no one else was every going to touch him and he was going to make sure of that.

Sasuke slid his arms around his brother's neck pulling him closer as he tilted his head to the side giving the ninja better access to his neck. He had never felt anything as good as Itachi's mouth latched to his flesh. He never wanted it to end. He could die right now and would have been the happiest boy ever.

“Itachi…. Oh god aniki…. It feels so good.” He panted out.

Itachi's left leg was in between his own and he rubbed his weeping cock against his brother's clothed leg. He needed some kind of relief and soon or he felt like his was going to die. He was near tears from the intensity of his arousal. Not because it hurt, it was more of the intensity of the pleasure. His brother let up on his neck moving those incredible lips up to his ear.

“I've marked you, now you belong to me.” Sasuke turned his head so that their eyes met.

“I've always belonged to you Aniki. You just never knew it” He whispered softly through slightly panting parted lips.

“That's right. Mine.” Itachi snapped possessively and claimed Sasuke's lips again with bruising force.

Sasuke opened gladly, knowing the kiss was the only way that Itachi could express his emotions and feelings. That thought made him participate with great enthusiasm. His brother's hand snaked around his erection and he tore his mouth away letting a scream fill his room as pants followed from so much pleasure that was raking through his body. It felt amazing and Itachi knew just how much pressure to apply at the right spots just to make him cry out. Then he would lay off the pressure and replace it with gentle strokes just to hear Sasuke whimper in pleasure. Itachi was just down right fucking amazing when it came to getting positive reactions from Sasuke.

Itachi latched on to a nipple, nibbling and sucking harshly on it. His free hand slid to the other one to pinch at it just as he bit into the other one. Sasuke's back arched as he found his release, screaming his brother name. His seed covering Itachi's hand and his lower stomach. He laid there panting with his mouth slightly open. He was completely boneless against the mattress his eyes closed in lethargic bliss. He didn't remember ever cumming that hard.

His whole body humming with the intensity of his orgasm. He couldn't believe he could ever feel like this. That his brother could make him feel this good. He slowly let his eyes flutter open and he looked at his brother with so much love. His brother was in the process of licking his seed off the hand that had jacked him off and Sasuke let a moan express the sexiness of that action. His flaccid cock twitching as if in warning of growing hard again.

Itachi stared at him in awe. He had never seen his brother look so content but the look in his younger brother's eyes made his heart ache. He reach up running his fingers along the porcelain cheek then sliding down to the slightly swollen lips. Sasuke tilted his head into the touch almost purring out in bliss at his brother's loving touches.

Itachi had done this to Sasuke, he had made the boy look so delectable. So relaxed and beautiful. It made him feel almost envious, yet so fucking possessive, he almost couldn't think straight.. He laid down next to his young brother and turning the face to his placing a light loving kiss on those slightly parted lips. The young ninja moaned and turned to fully to him.

Sasuke wrapped his arms around Itachi's neck and slowly deepened the kiss. Itachi opened to him and their tongues met halfway, sliding over each others, making them both gasp loudly as that familiar electricity lit their bodies making them hum pleasurably.

Sasuke broke the kiss and nuzzled against his niisan's warm body. He smiled against that chest and made a purring sound deep in his throat. Itachi clenched his teeth hard and forced his body to stay under control although that sound slid down his spin in the most delicious way.

“What about you aniki? You haven't came yet.” Sasuke asked tiredly.

“I'm okay. This is enough for me.”

Sasuke made a soft sound and then he was fast asleep in his brother's strong protective arms. Itachi stared down at the boy with a small rare smile on his lips. He knew he needed to get up and go away from here before he got caught, but he told himself he would in a bit. He didn't want to give this up yet. He knew once he left Sasuke's side, he wouldn't be able to see the boy for a very long time and just the thought of leaving made him feel sick. Instead, he pulled the boy closer and stared up at the ceiling, losing himself in his thoughts.

It was about two hours later when he decided it was time for him to leave. He had spent way too much time as it was watching his brother sleep peacefully in his arms, but he was already pushing his luck. He moved slowly trying to get out of the boy's arms and moving off the bed so as not to wake his tired brother.

A sudden hard grip grabbed his arm tightly. He looked down at his brother, staring at him with those big dark eyes almost pleadingly. Itachi leaned forward and kissed the boy, lingering as the pain of separation was starting to set in. He really didn't want to leave his brother at all. He wanted to stay close to Sasuke so that he could watch over him and protect him, but their destinies had already been chosen for them and it wasn't this.

“Please don't leave me yet aniki. You still need to take me.” He whispered against the older boy's lips.

Itachi collapsed half on the bed and half on the boy. He kissed Sasuke with a growing passion. Tongues battling as the urgency kicked in both knowing that the time to part was near. He still didn't want to take the boy in fear of hurting him again, but he really wanted the intimacy. No, he really needed the intimacy. He decided then that he was going to let his younger brother fuck him. If he had been thinking clearly he wouldn't have ever allowed it but something between them was keeping him from acting rationally. Plus, his brother was still tender from what he had done to him earlier.

He had always been on top when it came to having sex with men, but something deep inside him wanted to give this to his brother. To show his brother that he really did love him with all his heart. He thrust his tongue deep into his otouto lapping up all the passion his brother had to give. He slid his hand down gripping the boy's half-hard cock bring his brother to full mass easily.

He rolled over on the bed pulling the young ninja on top of him. He grabbed that delicious ass in both hands and started to ground their erections together with hard thrusts. He moaned loudly as Sasuke tore his mouth away panting heavily against his mouth.

“Sasuke I want you to take me.” Itachi panted out as the thrusting became almost violently.

Sasuke looked at him startled. His brother was pulling his leg, he had to be. There would be no chance in hell that Itachi Uchiha would give up that kind of control. There was no way his brother would let Sasuke fuck him into the mattress.

“Are you serious?” He whispered looking down at his flushed companion.

“Yes. I wanted you to be my first.” Itachi panted out his eyes blazing with lustful emotions.

Sasuke kissed his brother with all the passion he could muster to show his brother how much he loved him and how honored he felt that his niisan wanted this from him. Wanted him to be the first to ever having him in such a way. He was almost nervous that he wouldn't bring Itachi to completion and just disappoint his niisan but he was going to try.

“Ok.” He said softly as he slowly started to pull the fishnet off his brother's tone chest.

The older man lifted his body and arms to help his brother. Sasuke stared down at the flawless flesh wondering if he was drooling. His brother was gorgeous, like a rare jewel. There wasn't a scar on the pale skin. He kissed his brother's collarbone as his fingers flicked at the nipples. His eyes closing as he enjoyed the feel of the stronger body under his.

“You are so damn sexy, Itachi.” Sasuke panted out against his brother's chest as he left nowhere untouched.

How long had he wanted to touch his brother like this. Wanted to make his brother squirm under him with pleasure. It had to be ever since he had started to understand just want pleasure entailed. He had always imagined being intimate with Itachi but was too disgusted with himself to even admit. Now that he was here with Itachi like this he couldn't deny that he wanted this so very badly.

“Do you have lube?” Itachi moaned as warm soft fingers brushed against his nipples. Intense pleasure went straight to his cock making it twitch with impatience. “The pants Sasuke.” Sasuke didn't hesitate.

He was practically tearing the clothing off his brother to get to the hardness underneath. His mouth was practically watering to get to taste his niisan's erection. He wanted to know if the older Uchiha tasted as good there as the rest of him did.

“No, but you could use that talented mouth of yours to lube me up.” Sasuke said with a seductive purr as he stroked his brother's dripping cock painfully slow. “Turn over.” He ordered softly.

Itachi glared at him, but did as he was asked. He buried his face in the pillow his body tense. He was starting to have second thoughts about his brother doing this to him especially when the younger ninja spread his ass cheeks. He had never imagined himself on bottom and told himself that he would never let anyone best him in that way but here he was.

He was about to say something but then something wet and hot touched his asshole. He jumped from both the pleasure and the surprise of the move. His brother didn't push his tongue in. Sasuke just lathered the area with saliva until Itachi's body started to relax underneath him. Then he slowly pushed in only to retreat. He continued doing that going deeper each time.

Itachi was baffled by the boy's actions to say the least but he slowly started to relax as pleasure started to fill him with an animalistic need. Where had his innocent baby brother learned to do this? It made him almost angry at the thought of him doing this to anyone else beside himself. Sasuke was his and his alone. No one else was ever going to be with Sasuke like this. If he found out other wise, he would kill them.

He was panting and moaning as his brother pushed his tongue in further with each thrust. God, but it just felt so good. Maybe it wasn't going to be so bad to hand the control over to his brother. He didn't have to do anything but sit back and enjoy the feel.

“Oh god, Sasuke it feels so amazing.” He gritted out through clenched teeth.

Suddenly fingers were next to his lips and took them in his mouth getting them as wet as he could. The moan that left the ninja behind him made him hotter and horny so he sucked harder. Sasuke popped his fingers out of that mouth made of sin and moved them to Itachi's entrance slowly slipping a finger in. Itachi tensed instantly. Sasuke moved up his brother's body placing his face next to the man's ear.

“Relax for me, niisan. Let me in.”

Itachi hated feeling so weak and having his brother have to calm him like a skittish pet but he forced his body to relax. The finger slipped in easily and started to moving inside. He was about to tense up again until it brushed against something inside him making him see white as a feeling so intense washed over him lighting his body like a match. He cried out as his body started shaking.

Sasuke took that as a good sign and slipped a second finger into his niisan. His older brother was just too sexy for his own good. His cock twitched with impatiently but he held his own desire in check and waited for the man to adjust. He slowly scissoring his fingers apart while looking for that spot he knew would make the older ninja feel so hot. He knew he found it when his brother cried out a second time and started moving with his fingers.

He let another slip in and saw Itachi cringe but he kept on with the steady pace. Itachi turned his head to the side and watched his younger brother from the corner of his eye. Sasuke's face was drawn in harsh lines as the boy concentrated on making him feel good. He did feel good, every time those fingers brushed over his prostate he found himself moaning and moving toward the source of pleasure looking for more of that sensation.

“Now, Sasuke.” Sasuke moaned loudly licking his brother's lower back while slipping his fingers out.

“Turn around.” He said in a deep husky voice, harsh from the lust.

Itachi did as he said and he moved up his brother's body until his cock was lined with that hot sinful mouth of the man under him. He stared down at Itachi's slightly flushed face and swallowed hard, his nervousness coming back to the surface. He was really going to do this. He was really going to take Itachi.

Itachi didn't wait for him to say anything. He quickly swallowed his brother to the hilt, sucking hard on that throbbing cock, moaning around it in greediness. Sasuke gripped the sheets above his head and the boy's body was shaking. He felt powerful being able to make his baby brother to a weak mess. The feeling in his own stomach was getting stronger and more intense and he knew they had waited long enough. He let the boy's dick slide from his mouth and he placed one more lingering lick on the tip catching the precum that was starting to gather there again.

“Now Sasuke I can't wait any longer.” He moaned out pushing on his brother's lean hips.

Sasuke moved like a hungry man, starved for something. Placing himself in between the older ninja's legs and propping them up on his shoulders. His left hand grabbed his cock and placed it at the opening rubbing the tip back and forth against his brother until he moaned, then he slowly started to sink inside.

He gasped loudly as he got the tip in and the walls closed around him like a vice. He choked on his own saliva and gritted his teeth in a desperate effort to stay still. The man below him was panting furiously with a pained expression, teeth clenched as he tried to cope with the pain.

“Aniki, you've got to relax.” Sasuke almost snapped.

Itachi knew he was right, but it hurt so bad. It felt like he was being split in two and he was starting to doubt he would be able to do this. Sasuke stayed completely still above him and he could tell it was taking his otouto great effort. He looked up into that face that had grown so much more beautiful then when he was younger. Then he was adorable, now he was gorgeous. He was doing this for Sasuke he just had to remember that as he slowly relaxed his muscles.

Sasuke felt his brother relax and took a deep breath then gave a firm push sinking into the hilt before his brother could tense up again. They both let out a cry in unison. Sasuke's was because it was so hot and tight that he almost came right then. Itachi's was because it hurt so fucking bad he had to squeeze his eyes shut and take deep breaths trying to get his body to relax again. Itachi felt tears start to slide down his cheeks and he wondered if he was going to die in embarrassment. He never cried, ever so he couldn't even begin to explain why he was now.

He felt something warm and wet trailing up his cheek and he opened his eyes to see Sasuke licking away his tears. He choked on the sob, feeling like a fool for showing so much weakness. His brother looked at him with loving concern that he decided that this was the one person he could get away with showing weakness.

“Are you ok, aniki? We can stop if its too much.” Sasuke's voice was harsh from using so much control not to just slam in and out of him.

He let his purple tip hands grab the young boy's head and brought their lips together in a kiss that expressed all his love and need to be close to his little ninja. All the emotions he didn't know how to form into words. His tongue mapping out every inch of that moist mouth.

“No, I'm ok. Go ahead Sasuke. I want this.” Itachi ordered in a low voice.

With the reassurance out of the way, Sasuke pulled out slowly and slid back in. Itachi kept his body as relaxed as he could even though the pain was intense. His brother kept a slow pace for him watching his face the whole time. The pain was starting to ease as the seconds passed and he was starting to feel that familiar build in his stomach.

Sasuke shifted a little as he pulled out of him only to slide back in, hitting the spot inside him that made him see white behind his eyes, sending a spiral of pleasure of pleasure through him making his body arch up into his brother and a harsh cry left his lips. He pushed his hips into his otouto wanting to feel that delicious sensation again.

“Harder Sasuke.” Itachi growled out on a pant.

Sasuke smiled and obliged stepping up the rhythm to a slightly faster, harder pace and Itachi followed with enthusiasm. Sasuke slide his hand down the strong body under him grabbing his brother's hard cock and pumped it in time with his now hard, fast thrusts. Sweat was dripping off both of their bodies as the passion was reaching the peak fast.

Itachi's fingers were digging into his shoulders hard, giving him a overpowering sense of dominance. He wanted to make his brother cum and scream his name. With that goal in mind he stepped up the notch, working his thumb on the top of his brother's weeping cock smearing the precum along the thickness as his thrusts in and out were unrelenting,

The S-class ninja's breath hitched up to a heavy pant as he was moaning every time his prostate was hit. The feeling hit a peak and he was cumming hard all over himself and his younger brother's hand.

“Oh god Sasuke.” He groaned out, back arched, eyes closed and it was the most beautiful thing Sasuke had every seen in his life putting himself over the edge.

He came just as hard as Itachi as his niisan's ass muscle clamped down tightly on his cock, milking his orgasm for all that it had. His cum filling his brother's ass and leaking out around his cock making Sasuke shiver at the feel of it.

Sasuke collapsed on top of his brother out of breath and exhausted. The only thing that was seen or heard was the two brother's panting and still bodies laying on the bed in a blissful relaxation. Sasuke rolled off his brother and curled around the man's side. Itachi wrapped him up in strong arms and they laid there content just to be together.

After what seemed to be a eternity, Itachi moved to get up and started to clean himself off. He moved around the room gathering his clothes and dressing himself. Sasuke watched him, the pain starting to seep into his heart and soul. His brother was leaving him again and he'd be alone just like he had been the last couple of years. He sat up in an almost panic. He couldn't let this happen again. He had to stop him now.

“Don't leave me aniki, please. Not now.”

Itachi looked up from making sure his fishnet shirt was on right and Sasuke could see the pain his was feeling reflected in the same dark eyes just like his own. That gave him some hope. Maybe, just maybe Itachi would stay. Sasuke tried his pouting technique that had always worked when they were kids.

“I can't stay here Sasuke, you know that.” Itachi answered his voice filled with regret.

Sasuke felt like his heart was being ripped from his chest. He knew he was crying but he just didn't care. He was losing the love of his life, his older brother and he was going to be alone again. He got up throwing himself into his older brother's arms. Itachi caught him readily and held him tightly. He fought back his own tears. He wasn't going to cry twice in one night. He was stronger then that. He had to be stronger that. For himself and Sasuke.

“Take me with you then. Just don't leave me alone again. I need you in my life Itachi. Don`t do this to me again.”

The young boy's sobs were tearing at his soul and he couldn't bear it. He didn't want to hurt his brother anymore. He had already done enough damage to him. He didn't want to do anymore but he knew there was no way he'd be able to grant his brother's wish. Leader-sama would have a fit if he brought Sasuke back to the Akatsuki base with him.

“Fuck Sasuke I'd take you with me in a second but the leader would most likely kill you on the spot and I can't bare the thought of losing you. I want to know your safe. Please understand Sasuke I can't do this for you.” He held Sasuke a little bit longer letting each sob kill him a little more inside each time. Slowly unclasped his brother's arms from around him. Holding the boy away from him, he looked deep into his otouto`s face. “You have to stay here with the people who care about you. Please understand and be strong….. for me.” Itachi moved away and slipped his sandals on.

He moved to the window and slide it opened. He refused to look back as he slide out into the still night. He could hear his young brother's sobs following behind him but he continued on his way even if it was the hardest thing he had ever done in his life. He knew if he did he would do something stupid and stay. As soon as he was out into the forest away from Sasuke he let the tears fall and let his soul weep for the one person he ever loved.

 

 

The End

 

Kitty- Sweet, rewritten and better then what I had. I was so disgusted with how weak I made Itachi seem in this. I almost barfed and then bagged it and took it offline. But I stopped myself. I tried to reconcile the awful damage I did to our poor Itachi and made it so it was a little more Itachi-like… I hope. Any way tell me what you think and I will love you forever.

 

THE SEQUEL TO THIS STORY IS HAD ENOUGH. I MAY BE REWRITING THAT ONE IF IT WAS AS HORRIBLE AS THIS ONE, BUT THAT IS THE SEQUEL SO TAKE A PEEK. MAYBE YOU ALL CAN INFORM ME AND LET ME KNOW IF I NEED TO REWRITE THAT ONE. LOL!