Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Love ❯ no ( Chapter 8 )
[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]
By: queenhinata 
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 05.05.2007 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.6K | Visits: 297 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Naruto Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst / Romance / Drama | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 05.05.2007 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.6K | Visits: 297 | Status: Completed
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto.
--Normal POV--
Everyone was quiet at first. Which is strange since Naruto and Sakura usually are talking. I didn't have the courage to look behind me because they could be doing some inappropriate things. For some reason, Kakashi seemed happy. When we were about 2 miles from Konoha, then we sped up. Gaara kinda had trouble keeping up because of his gourd. Finally someone said something.
“So sensei, how long will it take to get to Kusa?” Sakura asked.
“Hmm..I guess about 3 days.” Kakashi said. Silence took over again. I decided to beg Sasuke.
“Please...please..Sasuke. I want to know her name.” I whined. His face twisted into a scowl.
“When I say I no its no. End of subject.” He said. I nodded. I'll figure it out sooner or later. I think Hanabi and Gaara knows anyway. I decided to change the subject.
“I wonder why Kakashi reads those sick books.” I stated.
“Its because he's 30 years old and doesn't have a lover.” Sasuke said.
“Are you guys talking about me? I feel so loved.” Kakashi said and stopped sprinting. Sakura and Naruto didn't notice that everyone stopped. So they rammed into Sasuke and me. Gaara stood there, glaring at Sasuke. Who I was currently on top of. I blushed and slowly started to get up. But fell back down because Sakura pushed me.
“What are you planning to do with my Sasuke-kun!” Sakura yelled. She reached for me ,but was stopped by Gaara's sand.
“Don't touch Hinata. And its you and Naruto's fault. Next time watch where you are going and shut your mouth.” Gaara said in a low and serious voice. Sakura kept nodding her head repeatedly. Naruto slowly got up from the ground and grabbed Sakura's shoulders. She stood there stiff, only moving her head. Gaara helped me up and Sasuke got up on his own.
“Thank you.” I said to Gaara. He nodded. Kakashi giggled. A creepy giggle. He's enjoying this. It was his fault that we all fell. Naruto kept shaking Sakura. She wouldn't move. So we left her and continued on our way. I started to smile. 'The thought of Sakura getting killed is funny and pleasant to my brain.' I started grinning like a maniac. Then I noticed that the guys were staring at me.
“What are you looking at?!” I said a little too loud. Naruto jumped.
“Hehehe...um...nothing?” He stammered. Something must be wrong with me.
“Sorry.” Kakashi and Sasuke muttered. Gaara grunted. We were sprinting for 20 minutes. Out of nowhere, Sakura appeared on Sasuke's back.
“Why did you leave me, Sasuke-kun?” She asked. He pushed her off. Sakura fell on her ass. I laughed. They gave me a strange look. I turned my head.
“Leave me alone and go play with your boy toy, Naruto.” Sasuke said. Sakura pouted. I looked down at her. 'She still won't decide. The little....' Sakura got up and walked to Naruto. She gave him a long kiss. Naruto's cheeks turned pink and Sakura smirked at me. 'Its like she wants me to be jealous. I have to admit. I am slightly jealous.'
“Sakura.....” Naruto said dreamily. I frowned. Its like he wants to fuck her at this very moment. My frown deepened. Sakura looked at me with a smile on her ugly face. It annoys me how she has Naruto, but wants Sasuke at the same time. 'Well she can't have him. He's mine!' I blushed. The thought of making Sasuke mines is appealing. But friends are suppose to be just friends. Right?
Drip. Drop. Drip. Drop. Drip....Drop.
“Shit.” Gaara muttered. Rain was hitting him on the head. He tried to cover himself, but his sand was getting moist. I looked around in my bag and found a umbrella. I placed it over our heads.
“Thank you.” He said. I smiled. We walked for about an hour, Then it started thundering.
“Lets stop and rest.” Kakashi instructed.
“Ooo lets go to that cave over there!” Naruto exclaimed and pointed in a direction northwest of me. Sakura giggled and kissed Naruto again. A goofy grin appeared on his face. 'The same grin he used to give me.' I sighed.
“Thats not such a good idea....but we'll do it anyway.” Kakashi said. Naruto skipped to the cave. Everyone else cautiously followed him.
“First Naruto we're going to take a walk.” Sakura said while playing with his hair,
“Huh?” Naruto said. Very clueless. She wants to have fun with him.
“Dobe. She wants to have sex.” Sasuke said annoyed. Naruto's lip formed into a 'O'.
“Um k....bye!” Naruto said and pulled Sakura out of the cave. She was giggling. I sat down and stared at the spot Naruto previously was standing at. A sigh slipped out my mouth. All three of them looked at me.
“What? You guys are starting to scare me. Every moment your staring at me.” I said, slightly embarrassed that those words came out. No one spoke. I pulled my sleeping bag out and fixed it up.
“Good night.” I said and went to sleep.
--Dream--
'Guess what, Hinata?!' Sakura yelled. Todays my first day back from my two year mission. So I wonder what Sakura has to say. I watched her jump up and down.
'What, Sakura?' I asked.
'I'm married. Isn't that SO wonderful. I'm so happy. Plus I'm 8 months pregnant.' She said.
'Naruto must be very happy.' I said. I was so wrong.
'Naruto?! Why the fuck would I be pregnant with his baby? Sasuke is way better in bed.' I clutched my heart. I think it just cracked. I started hyperventilating. I can't breath. I fell to my knees. No. No! He's mines. He loves me. Why would he go to Sakura? Sakura loves Naruto. What about Naruto? What about me? This is so not happening. Its some kind of joke. Sasuke is my best friend. I thought he loved me. I thought he wanted to be my lover. I kind wanted to be his girlfriend. I was going to tell him but...then I had a mission. A mission that sent me to many different villages. There were many handsome men. But I knew in my heart. I loved Sasuke and I would never cheat. Never. Sasuke stopped loving me. He left me for that heifer. He abandoned me. I need him. How could he do this?
'Whats wrong?' Sakura asked. I didn't answer. I still can't breath. My heart. It hurts so bad. Now my brain is going crazy. Everything feels like its shutting down. Blood isn't flowing. I stopped moving. Then my body changed. As soon as I saw him. He looks as hot as ever. His hair is longer. He looked down at me. Sasuke grabbed my waist-length hair. He jerked my head up.
'Hinata.' He breathed. My body started functioning again. But my heart still is broken. I don't even think its working.
'Sasuke.' I cried.
'I don't want you. I love Sakura now. You are nothing to me.' He said sternly. Sakura smiled, she stood behind. Tears started streaming down my face.
'Goodbye.' Sasuke said. He showed no emotions. They started to leave.
'NO!' I screamed. Sasuke kept walking. Sakura stopped.
'Here. Use this. Then no one will have to see your ugly face again.' She said and handed me razor. Then they both were out of my sight. She wants me to cut my wrists. I sat there and started at the razor. I fiddled with it. I should do it. No. Yes. No. Yes. I silently argued with myself. No. I should at least visit Neji. I did. Even though tears were still falling down and I could barely move. I limped towards the Hyuga neighborhood. On my way, I heard moans. I heard the name Neji being called. I followed the noises to Naruto's apartment. I opened the door. I walked towards the noise. It was Neji. Naruto was on him. They were making love. I ran out of there.
Even Naruto and Neji have someone. They have each other. Sasuke doesn't want me. I don't want to live anymore. I pulled the razor out of my pocket. I slowly scraped it against my left arm. Ouch. I held my breath and slice through the main vein on the arm. 'Fuck.' I hissed. Blood started to spurt out. I weakly sliced my other arm. Shit. Both veins were exposed. I laid my head against the tree. Blood oozing out. My arms don't hurt that much. Yeah right. I'm fucking lying. I started to think about Sakura, Neji, Sasuke, and Naruto. Sasuke makes mad the most. Just imagining him. I started to slice my arms more. Thinking about him. Haha. I laughed thinking of Sasuke getting stabbed. I'll see him in hell. The flames will bathe us. Hahahaha.......
--Dream Over--
“Holy fucking cows.” I said and then covered my mouth.
--Normal POV--
Everyone was quiet at first. Which is strange since Naruto and Sakura usually are talking. I didn't have the courage to look behind me because they could be doing some inappropriate things. For some reason, Kakashi seemed happy. When we were about 2 miles from Konoha, then we sped up. Gaara kinda had trouble keeping up because of his gourd. Finally someone said something.
“So sensei, how long will it take to get to Kusa?” Sakura asked.
“Hmm..I guess about 3 days.” Kakashi said. Silence took over again. I decided to beg Sasuke.
“Please...please..Sasuke. I want to know her name.” I whined. His face twisted into a scowl.
“When I say I no its no. End of subject.” He said. I nodded. I'll figure it out sooner or later. I think Hanabi and Gaara knows anyway. I decided to change the subject.
“I wonder why Kakashi reads those sick books.” I stated.
“Its because he's 30 years old and doesn't have a lover.” Sasuke said.
“Are you guys talking about me? I feel so loved.” Kakashi said and stopped sprinting. Sakura and Naruto didn't notice that everyone stopped. So they rammed into Sasuke and me. Gaara stood there, glaring at Sasuke. Who I was currently on top of. I blushed and slowly started to get up. But fell back down because Sakura pushed me.
“What are you planning to do with my Sasuke-kun!” Sakura yelled. She reached for me ,but was stopped by Gaara's sand.
“Don't touch Hinata. And its you and Naruto's fault. Next time watch where you are going and shut your mouth.” Gaara said in a low and serious voice. Sakura kept nodding her head repeatedly. Naruto slowly got up from the ground and grabbed Sakura's shoulders. She stood there stiff, only moving her head. Gaara helped me up and Sasuke got up on his own.
“Thank you.” I said to Gaara. He nodded. Kakashi giggled. A creepy giggle. He's enjoying this. It was his fault that we all fell. Naruto kept shaking Sakura. She wouldn't move. So we left her and continued on our way. I started to smile. 'The thought of Sakura getting killed is funny and pleasant to my brain.' I started grinning like a maniac. Then I noticed that the guys were staring at me.
“What are you looking at?!” I said a little too loud. Naruto jumped.
“Hehehe...um...nothing?” He stammered. Something must be wrong with me.
“Sorry.” Kakashi and Sasuke muttered. Gaara grunted. We were sprinting for 20 minutes. Out of nowhere, Sakura appeared on Sasuke's back.
“Why did you leave me, Sasuke-kun?” She asked. He pushed her off. Sakura fell on her ass. I laughed. They gave me a strange look. I turned my head.
“Leave me alone and go play with your boy toy, Naruto.” Sasuke said. Sakura pouted. I looked down at her. 'She still won't decide. The little....' Sakura got up and walked to Naruto. She gave him a long kiss. Naruto's cheeks turned pink and Sakura smirked at me. 'Its like she wants me to be jealous. I have to admit. I am slightly jealous.'
“Sakura.....” Naruto said dreamily. I frowned. Its like he wants to fuck her at this very moment. My frown deepened. Sakura looked at me with a smile on her ugly face. It annoys me how she has Naruto, but wants Sasuke at the same time. 'Well she can't have him. He's mine!' I blushed. The thought of making Sasuke mines is appealing. But friends are suppose to be just friends. Right?
Drip. Drop. Drip. Drop. Drip....Drop.
“Shit.” Gaara muttered. Rain was hitting him on the head. He tried to cover himself, but his sand was getting moist. I looked around in my bag and found a umbrella. I placed it over our heads.
“Thank you.” He said. I smiled. We walked for about an hour, Then it started thundering.
“Lets stop and rest.” Kakashi instructed.
“Ooo lets go to that cave over there!” Naruto exclaimed and pointed in a direction northwest of me. Sakura giggled and kissed Naruto again. A goofy grin appeared on his face. 'The same grin he used to give me.' I sighed.
“Thats not such a good idea....but we'll do it anyway.” Kakashi said. Naruto skipped to the cave. Everyone else cautiously followed him.
“First Naruto we're going to take a walk.” Sakura said while playing with his hair,
“Huh?” Naruto said. Very clueless. She wants to have fun with him.
“Dobe. She wants to have sex.” Sasuke said annoyed. Naruto's lip formed into a 'O'.
“Um k....bye!” Naruto said and pulled Sakura out of the cave. She was giggling. I sat down and stared at the spot Naruto previously was standing at. A sigh slipped out my mouth. All three of them looked at me.
“What? You guys are starting to scare me. Every moment your staring at me.” I said, slightly embarrassed that those words came out. No one spoke. I pulled my sleeping bag out and fixed it up.
“Good night.” I said and went to sleep.
--Dream--
'Guess what, Hinata?!' Sakura yelled. Todays my first day back from my two year mission. So I wonder what Sakura has to say. I watched her jump up and down.
'What, Sakura?' I asked.
'I'm married. Isn't that SO wonderful. I'm so happy. Plus I'm 8 months pregnant.' She said.
'Naruto must be very happy.' I said. I was so wrong.
'Naruto?! Why the fuck would I be pregnant with his baby? Sasuke is way better in bed.' I clutched my heart. I think it just cracked. I started hyperventilating. I can't breath. I fell to my knees. No. No! He's mines. He loves me. Why would he go to Sakura? Sakura loves Naruto. What about Naruto? What about me? This is so not happening. Its some kind of joke. Sasuke is my best friend. I thought he loved me. I thought he wanted to be my lover. I kind wanted to be his girlfriend. I was going to tell him but...then I had a mission. A mission that sent me to many different villages. There were many handsome men. But I knew in my heart. I loved Sasuke and I would never cheat. Never. Sasuke stopped loving me. He left me for that heifer. He abandoned me. I need him. How could he do this?
'Whats wrong?' Sakura asked. I didn't answer. I still can't breath. My heart. It hurts so bad. Now my brain is going crazy. Everything feels like its shutting down. Blood isn't flowing. I stopped moving. Then my body changed. As soon as I saw him. He looks as hot as ever. His hair is longer. He looked down at me. Sasuke grabbed my waist-length hair. He jerked my head up.
'Hinata.' He breathed. My body started functioning again. But my heart still is broken. I don't even think its working.
'Sasuke.' I cried.
'I don't want you. I love Sakura now. You are nothing to me.' He said sternly. Sakura smiled, she stood behind. Tears started streaming down my face.
'Goodbye.' Sasuke said. He showed no emotions. They started to leave.
'NO!' I screamed. Sasuke kept walking. Sakura stopped.
'Here. Use this. Then no one will have to see your ugly face again.' She said and handed me razor. Then they both were out of my sight. She wants me to cut my wrists. I sat there and started at the razor. I fiddled with it. I should do it. No. Yes. No. Yes. I silently argued with myself. No. I should at least visit Neji. I did. Even though tears were still falling down and I could barely move. I limped towards the Hyuga neighborhood. On my way, I heard moans. I heard the name Neji being called. I followed the noises to Naruto's apartment. I opened the door. I walked towards the noise. It was Neji. Naruto was on him. They were making love. I ran out of there.
Even Naruto and Neji have someone. They have each other. Sasuke doesn't want me. I don't want to live anymore. I pulled the razor out of my pocket. I slowly scraped it against my left arm. Ouch. I held my breath and slice through the main vein on the arm. 'Fuck.' I hissed. Blood started to spurt out. I weakly sliced my other arm. Shit. Both veins were exposed. I laid my head against the tree. Blood oozing out. My arms don't hurt that much. Yeah right. I'm fucking lying. I started to think about Sakura, Neji, Sasuke, and Naruto. Sasuke makes mad the most. Just imagining him. I started to slice my arms more. Thinking about him. Haha. I laughed thinking of Sasuke getting stabbed. I'll see him in hell. The flames will bathe us. Hahahaha.......
--Dream Over--
“Holy fucking cows.” I said and then covered my mouth.