Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Prima Facie ❯ Break Me Shake Me ( Chapter 2 )

Prima Facie

Chapter 2: Break Me Shake Me

Disclaimer: No own Naruto. No own song. This song belongs to Savage Garden or their record company but definitely not me.

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Arai held tightly to the shaking form of a person that hadn't cried since he was a child. Now tears flowed freely as if they were an endless supply. There were no words she could say to soothe him all she could do was hold him till the wave of pain died down. Sasuke wasn't even aware that it was Arai he held onto all he could think of was Sakura on top of Naruto and the look of ecstasy on their faces. Arai gave a small groan of protest as the hold of Sasuke's arms became tighter leaving her body almost merging with his as she sat on the washer he between her legs.

"I wish I could say something to make you feel better but words can't erase what happened tonight. There's just the hope that time will bring you someone else to love…"

"But I don't want to love someone else I want to love Naruto!" Before Arai could answer Sasuke was running out the door and jumping over the fence into the dark streets.

"Damn it.," concerned over what Sasuke would do Arai put on her sneakers and left the house still in her pajamas.

~o~

Naruto stood in the showers scrubbing his skin so hard he left ugly red marks and scratches. Even though putting soap over the irritated skin burned like hell Naruto continued to lather up wanting to wash away all the dirt. There was no way the dirt would leave because it wasn't on his body it was inside of him, he felt dirty. Admitting defeat Naruto fell to his knees in the shower punching the tiles of the rough floor. Sasuke's face stayed in his mind crisp and clear, the look of agony that pale face wore was enough to make Naruto wish he was dead. He had no more tears left to cry, he'd shed them all on the way home as the skies shared in his sorrow. A knock on the door broke Naruto's moment of self-pity and he immediately washed his face.

As quick as he could he dried himself off and slipped into a clean pair of boxers. He put his wet hair into a high ponytail as he walked to the door. The person that stood on the other side of the door was the least he had expected to see.

"What are you doing here?"

"Why did you choose her? She doesn't love you." Naruto tried to look down at the floor but his chin was grabbed forcing him to look into black eyes.

"Sasuke I…," he was unable to finish what he was going to say as Sasuke's mouth devoured his own. Sasuke placed his hands on Naruto's cheeks trying to desperately to prevent the end of the lip lock. Naruto shivered not only from how cold Sasuke's wet hands were but from the unexplainable sensation that having Sasuke so close caused in his body. He felt like crying again but it seemed to be for an altogether different reason. Naruto started backing into the apartment taking Sasuke with him but the older boy didn't notice till his back was pushed against the door to close it. Sasuke stared at Naruto as he still held his cheeks looking like a lost little child as he drowned in those blue eyes.

"Why?"

"I don't know."

"Did she do something for you that I couldn't or were you just trying to prove how much you hated me? That's what you said wasn't it? Right you yelled in my face so many times that you hated me so is this how you show it? By breaking me down to the point where I can't even control myself! This is your fault Naruto remember that!," with these words Sasuke pushed Naruto onto the floor and sat over him.

"What are you doing?"

"You confuse me in a way that I've never known." Sasuke's hands roamed the front of Naruto's body as his lips brutally claimed the younger boy's. Naruto tried to push Sasuke away but his wrists were grabbed and pinned down above his head. He bit down on Sasuke's tongue as it entered his mouth tasting blood as it poured from Sasuke's mouth into his. Sasuke broke the kiss only to lower his head and assault a nipple Naruto unable to do anything but try and wiggle away. He was currently spitting the foreign blood out of his mouth and trying to keep from gagging on it.

"Stop it! Sasuke why are you doing this?"

"She could have your body in one way but in another you are still a virgin so I'll have you that way. I'll be your first." Naruto thrashed against Sasuke as he felt something poke him in the thigh and knew this situation had gotten very dangerous. Sasuke was always in control of himself, he was the expert at keeping his cool but right now he looked like an escape mental patient.

"Don't do this."

"Why? Did you enjoy being with her? You love her more than me don't you? If that's true why did you spend so much time with me? Why did you prefer to always sit beside me instead of her? Why did you always brush against me when we had to sleep on the floor or share a bed during a mission? Why did you send me all these signals to point that you cared for me? So you're the kind that plays mind games then well it comes back to you. It comes back and here it is." Sasuke held Naruto's wrists down with one had while using the other to open his pants. Naruto's eyes watched as Sasuke pulled his erection free from his pants and boxers, the panic in Naruto grew tenfold when red eyes met his own.

"Don't! Please don't!"

"I won't… not yet," to Naruto Sasuke sounded completely insane.

"Sasuke you don't want to do this. We're friends…"

"Friends? I can't be your friend don't you get it? You abused me in way that I've never known, never has anyone rejected me like you did. Forced me to be by their side just to use me like you did. Do you know what it was like to have you crawl into my sleeping bag when you thought no one would notice because you were scared? Why did you come into mine when Sakura and Kakashi were right there?"

"I… I… thought you were asleep all those times.," Naruto gulped down the fear he felt as Sasuke leaned his face closer to his blood still dripping down his chin.

"I'm a very light sleeper."

"Sasuke it was… it was because you were the only person who ever really acknowledged me as more than the Kyuubi. Even though the attention you gave me was because you hated me you had a different reason for hating me than the village did. You hated me because you thought I was annoying they hate me because they think I'm the fox demon. You knew I was just Naruto and that's why I trusted you when I was afraid or when I was lonely or when I needed company. You saw Naruto when you looked at me and I wanted to see Naruto too." Naruto was crying quietly as he stared up at Sasuke who was completely frozen and seemed to be deep in thought.

"I saw someone who could challenge me in more than just physical prowess but challenge everything I thought and make me change my opinion again. My opinion on the world had been set the night I became known as the last of the Uchiha clan but you changed it. You made me think maybe there was something positive in the world but you lied. You're a liar Naruto, a dirty liar. All your stupid crooked smiles were faker than Sakura's newly developed breasts. Every little hyper random comment you made was just some distraction to keep everyone from seeing you were as bitter, more so even, that I appeared on the outside inside of you. You're just a fucking liar!" Naruto was gasping for air, he felt as if Sasuke was choking him but he knew the older male's hands were nowhere near his throat because he felt them somewhere else.

"Sasuke please don't accuse me of something like that. Sasuke please just stop. Please take your hand away, please."

"What's wrong don't you like it?," Naruto shuddered as Sasuke passed his hand up his shaft again, "Your body seems to."

"Sasuke I do love you but you're hurting me right now like no one else ever has. You can hurt me so badly because I love you and that's why I never wanted you to know because you hated me so much. You hated me so much that I knew you'd use it against me like you're doing right now. Because you know that I wouldn't deny you what you want even though it hurts so much." Sasuke stopped and stared down at Naruto then just laughed, a laugh so maniacal that Naruto trembled in absolute terror. Sasuke grabbed Naruto's shoulders and pulled him up to slam him into the floor repeating the action a few times. He stood up while Naruto was still dazed from the attack and began dragging the blonde to his bedroom. He tossed him onto the bed then sat over him pinning him down with his own body. Naruto had just recovered, the room had stopped spinning long enough for him to see Sasuke pull a kunai out from a holster on his thigh.

"I'll show you real pain Naruto. I'll show you how much you hurt me tonight and how much people have hurt me in the past. Because I love you too Naruto and I want to share my pain with you."

"Sasuke stop please. Don't do this! Please!," Naruto tried to get Sasuke off of him by thrashing, "Don't do this to me! I can't handle being betrayed twice in one night! Please! You're my only friend and I need you to stop! If you stop now I could forgive you one day and we'd be friends! If you don't… if you don't I'll kill you the next time I see you!" Sasuke dropped the kunai and let his body fall completely onto Naruto's hugging him tightly to him. Naruto let his breathing calm for a moment and timidly put his arms around Sasuke, his palms flat on Sasuke's shoulder blades feeling them shake. Sasuke was crying and Naruto was afraid to do or say anything thinking it might cause Sasuke to go back to the task he'd been set on only a few seconds ago.

"You promise?"

"Promise what?," in response Sasuke's head lifted from where it rested on Naruto's chest. His eyes were their usual black but it still unnerved Naruto to have them locked on him, focused on only him.

"To kill me?"

"Sasuke…," softly Sasuke's mouth slid onto Naruto's, a trail of blood on the blonde's chin leading into his mouth. Naruto even though he was afraid put his hands in Sasuke's hair deepening the kiss and earning a small growl of pleasure from the raven haired jônin. Naruto cried harder as he felt his boxers sliding off his hips and Sasuke's hands finding their grip on that area.

"It would've been so much sweeter if she hadn't taken you first."

"Sasuke…," he didn't get to finish what he was saying as his words were cut off by a scream of completely agony. The weight of Sasuke's body suddenly disappeared and Naruto balled up not bothering to check what had caused the other boy to pull away. Even though it seemed Sasuke was gone the damage was already done, Naruto would never recover from the embarrassment and pain he had endured this night and Arai knew it. She stood a few houses away from Naruto's holding a certain Uchiha by the front of his shirt over the side of the house. She glared at him but Sasuke seemed to be too far away from the current situation to know it. Shaking her head sadly Arai jumped into the tree tops throwing Sasuke up into the air as if he were a mere rag doll. She caught him on her back amazed by how light he actually was but even more amazed that he wrapped his arms around her and held on while she continued jumping.

"I can help you, but what do you say?"

"Take me away from here."

"That's what I expected but there's a price to pay you know. Nothing is ever free…"

"I know. I can never see him again and I never plan on it because after what I did tonight he won't want to see me."

"I'll stay by your side."

"Why?"

"Because I know what its like to be so mad with desire for someone who will never desire you I just control it better. And I know how it is to be the last one, to be the one everyone expects to never break and then be the one to break in the worse way. I'm just lucky the king's men were three genin and a jônin who searched for every piece of the egg shell."

"Sometimes you make sense in really weird ways." Arai laughed as the rain began to die and she could slow her movements know that the need for shelter wasn't so desperate.

"Sometimes its good to have someone like that."

"Like what?"

"Who can move you in a way you've never known."

~o~

I never thought I'd change my opinion again

But you moved me in a way that I've never known

You moved me in a way that I've never known

But straight away you just moved into position again

You abused me in a way that I've never known

You abused me in a way that I've never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over

When the madness stops then you will be alone

Just break me shake me hate me take me over

When the madness stops then you will be alone

So you're the kind who deals with the games in the mind

Well you confuse me in a way that I've never known

You confuse me in a way that I've never known

So break me shake me hate me take me over

When the madness stops then you will be alone

Just break me shake me hate me take me over

When the madness stops then you will be alone

She says, "I can help you, but what do you say?"

But it's not free baby, you'll have to pay

You just keep contemplating, that your soul is slowly fading

God don't you know I live with a ton of regret?

`Cause I used to move you in a way that you've never known

But then I accused you in a way that you've never known

But you hurt me in a way that I've never known…

Break me shake me hate me take me over

When the madness stops then you will be alone

So won't you break me shake me hate me take me over

When the madness stops then you will be alone

Listen, baby

You'll be, you'll be alone

Break me shake me hate me take me over

Fake me break me shake me hate me take me

Break me