Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Rebound ❯ Chapter 1~Why? ( Chapter 1 )

Rebound

 

 

By Mija

 

 

Disclaimer~I Do NOT own any of the Naruto charactors, so no suing. Basicly Male/Male relationships fic so if your not into that please read no further. Bad Language and some hints if not all and all out lemons, this goes for any further chapters for this fic. Ty much, huggles and smiles Mija. You have been warned. Does not mean there WILL be lemons but putting up a warning just incase..hehe.

 

 

Chapter 1~Why?

 

 

 

~~~Umino Iruka, walked down the stone stairs and down the long corridor till he came to a door with bars on it. He took a deep breath and willed his beating heart to stop racing. He didn't want to be here, but he had to know. It had taken him awhile to drag up the courage to even come. But he really had to know, not knowing was driving him nuts, causing him to have nightmares, distracted to the point his students were beginning to notice and question him about it. He couldn't do this anymore, he couldn't space out so much that he neglected his students, for what he taught them would help them save thier lives someday. He could NOT fail them. So he had made a resovle, he had pushed back all the pain, the betrayal, the hurt, and the fear and come down to the prison cells, where those who transpired against Konoha, betrayers, criminals, those that did not follow the laws that all the people of Konoha followed. This was where Mitzuki was. Mitzuki, his best friend since childhood, his commrade, his teammate, fellow teacher, and lover. And the man who had tried to kill him as he betrayed Konoha, the village Iruka loved, and who had tried to kill Iruka's precious person Naruto.

 

~~~Since the attack and betrayal, Iruka and Naruto had become really close, they spent alot of time together and Iruka loved the boy like a son, it hurt his heart to know the pain Naruto had been and still was subjected to because of what he held inside of him. Iruka did his best to erase some of the sting and pain of those harsh glares and cruel words villagers flung at his Naruto. Iruka would die for his former student, his hearts adopted son. And just thinking of what Mitzuki had almost done to him, made him sick. But the selfish part of Iruka wanted to know why Mitzuki had betrayed HIM. Hadn't Iruka meant something to him? Hadn't Mitzuki loved him as much as Iruka had loved him? Why? Why? Thats all Iruka could think of and thats what he needed to know.

 

"So you finally deigned to come see me Iruka-sensei?" came the smooth voice of Mitzuki, who had noticed Iruka just standing there outside of his door, and had walked to the barred window.

 

"Mitzuki!?" Iruka jumped, startled from his thoughts by the voice of his ex lover, and his ex bestfriend. A knot formed in his chest at the sound of his voice once more.

 

"Why are you here Iruka?...you haven't come seen me since I was captured and incarcerated over six months ago?..so why do you come see me now?" Mitzuki asked, leaning his arms out of the bars casually letting his wrists hang limp at the joints.

 

"I need to know why?" Iruka asked, staring at those beautiful, but hateful eyes of his first one true love. His best friend. His silver hair still hung loosely around him and a part of Iruka itched to just run his fingers through those silken locks. It hurt to remember another time, a time when he would of done so, without reservation.

 

"Why what?..why I betrayed Konoha?..why I tried to kill the demon fox?.." Mitzuki was asking in a blase' sort of way that angered Iruka.

 

"Don't call him THAT!...Naruto is NOT a demon..he is nothing like the nine-tails...he's just a boy Mitzuki...you of all people should know this..he was also one of your students..he trusted you...I trusted you..how could you try to kill him?....how could you try to kill me?" Iruka asked, not wanting to sound pathetic, but he couldn't help the pain that laced his tone. He was sure Mitzuki had detected it loud and clear.

 

"He may be a boy Iruka...but someday he will no longer be able to hold back the demon and he will destroy Konoha...you just don't want to see it right now..but if you had just let me kill him that night......if you love Konoha as much as you claim then you would kill him yourself...kill him before it's too late, before more sons and daughters grow up to live without the love of thier parents like you did...before they have to suffer and live a life with so much pain and turmoil as you did growing up...do you not think that it had hurt to watch you suffer so, growing up as you did Iruka? Did you not think that I saw the looks you gave that demon everytime you saw him? The need for vengence? To kill the thing that had killed your parents and took them from you?"

 

"LIAR!...I never looked at Naruto like that." Iruka protested, but a part of his mind wondered if he was the actual one lying. Hadn't he once looked at Naruto like the others in the village had? Hadn't he wondered what it would have been like if the nine tails had never existed and his parents were still here with him? Wonder about his right as a son to take vengence for that-that had killed his parents, if he would be better off fullfilling that vengence if he made sure Naruto never saw another day?

 

"You lie to yourself Iruka...remember...I know you better than anyone else in this village...I know every inch of you..your heart, your mind, your body, your soul...you can not hide things from me.....your never could." Mitzuki stated in a husky tone of voice, that Iruka cursed for its power to still make him shiver with need.

 

"Appearantly you knew me better than I knew you Mitzuki...after all that we had been through..all we had been to each other...I believed in you Mitzuki...I...I loved you." Iruka hissed, the betrayal, and the hurt making the anger within him boil to the surface once more, as well as helping to shove his more affectionate feelings for his former lover to the back where it belonged.

 

"Is this what this visit is really all about then Iruka?..you doubt my love for you?" Mitzuki asked with a smirk upon his face as he reached out through the bars and cupped Iruka's smooth but tanned skin. You could see the look in Mitzuki's face, knew that he was confidant of his power over his ex lover, the meek, and too soft hearted sensei.

 

"Doubt? How could I NOT doubt it? You betrayed Konoha...you betrayed me...you tried to KILL me." Iruka hissed through clentched teeth, trying hard to remain in his just anger and not give in to those long ago feelings of his youth.

 

"I never meant to betray you Iruka...my intentions had not been to hurt you at ALL...I never wanted you to find out...my plan had been simple...use Naruto to steal the secret scroll, make the village hate him even more...rid our lives of that beast, make Konoha safer...then when it was done, retrieve the scroll and hide it...hide it where no one could get to it and threaten the leaf ever again...avenge the death of your parents by killing the beast who had killed them...but you just had to get in the way, you were always to smart for your own good."

 

"Your lying!...you intended to steal the scroll for yourself...you used Naruto to do it for you and when you knew he had it, you used the hatred of the village to make it ok to hunt him down and kill him...then when he was dead you intended to take that scroll and defect, use it to make you powerful, use it to gain citizenship to any country you wanted with it...don't make this sound nobler than it really was." Iruka hissed back, swatting the pale hand that cupped his cheek affectionatly. He didn't want to be touched by this man anymore. It angered him, hurt him, and made him want to cry. They had known each other since they were soo very young..they had been best friends, then team mates, commrades, fellow instructors, and lovers. The memories were to painful to think of, he wanted to banish them from his mind, his heart. He needed to hold on to his anger.

 

"Hmph...fine..as I said you were always too smart for you own good Iruka...truth is...you were so easy..so easy to manipulate...easy to use..to bed..I was your first remember??..I knew exactly how to touch you..tease and taste you to bend you to my will...all in all..you were just way to convenient...and a good screw...but not the only one I had during our time together..but you were my favorite I admit...I had hoped to lure you to another country with me..later..when it was over with.." replied Mitzuki in a smug and bored tone, as he shrugged his shoulders. What was the use in lying? Back in the beginning Iruka had been a test, an exploration of his sexuality, a way to play and release all those hormonal frustrations. But even though Iruka was his best friend, he couldn't truelly love Iruka the way Iruka seemed to always love him. What could he say? He was young and wanted to experience life. One could not do that with someone tied to your back. He always knew his life was meant for far more greater things than to be a chuunin teacher in Konoha. And not even his friendship and bedmate most of the time could change that vision he had for himself.

 

"So you never cared for me?..you..you were just using me all that time?...I was conveniant?...a good screw???...how many others did you bed while we were still together Mitzuki?" Iruka asked in a shocked but hollow sort of tone. It was like the life had been sucked out of him. He felt empty inside at Mitzuki's words. His first love. His words seemed to hurt more, and drain his heart, more than the physical scars and pain that Mitzuki had given him the last time they had met. It fucken hurt. Bad.

 

"Don't be like that Iruka...as I said..your were my favorite...I cared for you, you know that...but we were both still so young...how could you honestly expect me to tie myself down to only you? I wanted to experience life..passion..joy..lust..and power...each new lover I got, only made me want more...do you not understand the power you can feel with each new conquest? The rush it can give you?..of course not, not sweet kind hearted Iruka, so respectable, so honorable...what would YOU know of power? Of Lust and passion?" Mitzuki mocked, and Iruka's heart felt cold, numb.

 

"Fuck you Mitzuki!" Iruka yelled, eyes stinging with tears, he would not cry dammit, he would NOT cry.

 

"You were always too soft Iruka...its your greatest weakness you know." Mitzuki replied, laughing as the tears spilled from Iruka's face before he could turn around and run from the cell and away from the man who had torn every last part of his heart out. There was no such thing as love was there? Love was an illusion. There was only lust, passion...but not love..never love. And Iruka swore he would never forget that. Mitzuki had used him, but Iruka had been able to learn one thing from Mitzuki at least. It was better to not feel, than to feel. To love was to die. Passion and lust was all there was. Love was nothing but a smoke screen to hide behind, but never again. Never AGAIN.

 

 

 

 

A/N~okies...heres an Iruka/Mitzuki one-shot..sort of. I plan on a few more chapters but each one will be sort of a one-shot, although continue along this line. Basicly I wish to have each chapter hold its own as a one shot. But I want it to center around the pain Mitzuki caused Iruka, and the words he said that will make Iruka the slutty, hunk he will become. lol. Hope you like, huggles and smiles Mija...:-)