Naruto Fan Fiction ❯ Rebound ❯ Chapter 2~Stay? ( Chapter 2 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Rebound
By Mija
Disclaimer~Nope still do NOT own any of the charactors of Naruto, only the plot and thats debatable at times too, lol. Remember this is mostly Male/Male relationships so if you are offended please do not go any further k? ty much, huggles and smiles Mija. Again bad language and hints of sex if not full out lemons, you have been warned. Remember this is just a warning, does not mean there WILL be lemons but there will at least be hints and such so yada yada.
Chapter 2~Stay?
~~~Bodies writhed against one another, sweaty skin against sweaty skin as the sounds of panting and other sexual sounds could be heard. Dark brown shoulder length hair stuck to Iruka's face as he braced his hands against the head boared, as he knelt on the futon on his knees. The bed creaked and shook with each thrust from the man behind him. Iruka's heart raced and his breathing was short as he panted to get air into his lungs. He had to admit he loved the feel of being taken from behind, the feel of another mans cock slamming in and out of his ass, as it brushed his prostate and bought him closer and closer to the release he craved. Iruka could hear the sound of skin slapping against the skin on his ass, feel his partners balls hitting against him as well. The man behind him panted and gripped his hips almost painfully, leaving bruises and cresent shaped marks upon his naturally tanned skin. Iruka didn't mind the pain, he actually reveled in it. It reminded him that this was nothing more than what it was. Sex. Release. Nothing more, nothing less. He didn't want tenderness, he just wanted some hot and heavy fucking and at the moment he was getting it.
"Fuck..I..Iruka..I'm..I'm soo close." came the voice of the man behind him, pounding into Iruka's tight little rear, faster and harder , as he let the death grip on his hip go, and let one hand trail around and grab Iruka's erect and weeping cock. He began to stroke the neglected penis in time with each thrust into Iruka's ass. Soon Iruka was groaning out loud and biting his bottom lip, trying to keep from being any louder.
"Dammit Genma!..harder!..faster!" Iruka growled with wild abandon as he arched and started to gyrate and buck his hips and ass to help his partners cock go deeper, and his strokes on his cock go faster and cause more of that euphoric frictiony pleasure (yes I know there is no such word as frictiony, but it fits..soo *shrugs*). Genma grunted and obliged in Iruka's demand.
~~~Soon Iruka was making this half keening sort of noise as he shot his load all over his stomache and the bed beneath him. Not long after he felt Genma thrust hard into him one last time before he finally stayed buried in him as he filled Iruka with his cum. Iruka panted breathlessly as Genma let himself drape across Iruka's sweaty back, his cock still buried in him, seed still filling his tight hot little ass. Iruka let his body drop onto the bed, not particularly liking the almost dead weight over him. He made a wincing sort of face when his body came into contact with the cum all over the bed underneath him, but didn't say anything. Iruka's mind wondered a bit at the odd relationship he and Genma had. Acutally is wasn't a relationship at all. Just two people who were commrades and physically attracted to one another. There was no love, no feelings other than friendship and lust for one another.
~~~It had started about two months ago. Iruka and Genma had went to a bar and gotten some sake, after a rather rough day at the mission room. They had drank, talked, laughed, told jokes, then went back to Genma's place to drink a bit more, then one thing led to another. Iruka had made it clear, drunk or not, that he was not looking for a relationship or any sort of entanglemant. All he would be willing to do was have sex, mind blowing sex if possible. But that was it. Iruka still did not believe in love and made sure some ground rules were set before engaging in any sexual relationship with anyone. It made things easier, less complicated. For both parties. So far it had worked out well. Both he and Genma knew that they were not the only lovers each had, but when they were together they were TOGETHER. It was nice and Iruka had no problems with the set up so far.
~~~After Genma had regained some strength and caught his breath, he pulled out of Iruka, earning a slight hiss from the brunette, then rolled off to the side and off of Iruka. After Genma had gotten off him, Iruka bonelessly scooted off to the side and sat up, already leaning down and pulling up his discarded pants.
"Stay the night?" came Genma's sated but tired voice. Iruka stiffened, his back was to the man, so he did not see the pained look cross Genma's face at Iruka's reaction. Wether Genma liked it or not, wether he had planned it or not, he had developed feelings for Iruka, and he just wanted a little more from him than just sex. What harm could come from sleeping over one night? Or maybe a little cuddling after sex?
"You know I can't." Iruka replied flatly as he stood up and buckled his pants and reached down for his shirt.
"Can't or Won't?" Genma asked, a bit peeved by Iruka's attitude. Yes they had-had an agreement, but that was before, surely there was room for more wasn't there?
"What diffrence does it make..you know how I feel...I never lied to you, I told you how it would be if we began sleeping together." Iruka replied hollowly, as he slid his shirt on and began to wrap his legs in his bindings.
"That was in the beginning Iruka..its been over two months..and..well why can't it be diffrent now? Why can't there be more? Is it a crime to want you to at least spend ONE night with me after sex? What harm could it do?" Genma asked with a sigh and a little frustrated growl.
"Lovers spend the night...a couple in a RELATIONSHIP do more...but we are not a couple Genma...we are not lovers...we are sexual partners at times..nothing more, nothing less." Iruka stated as he tied his hair up in his ever present ponytail.
"Then why can't WE have a relationship Iruka? I wouldn't mind you know." Genma stated hopefully.
"You know how I feel about relationships Genma..you know this..why are you all of a sudden making this complicated? I thought we had a good thing going here?"
"We do..thats why I thought we could have more..I thought since we hit it off so great that it could develope into something more than just sex...I care for you Iruka." Genma confessed and Iruka looked sad for about a minute before he hid it behind the mask he had developed since Mitzuki's brutal betrayal.
"We do hit it off Genma, thats why we were still doing this...I liked being with you..you know this...but I don't want more than what we had...and Im sorry if that hurts you but that is just the way that I feel...the way I am."
"Why are you referring to what we have in the past tense all of a sudden?" Genma asked suspiciously, subconsciencly he aleady knew, but he had to hear it for himself.
"Because I think things have gotten complicated, and I don't want to ruin our friendship..If I haven't done so already....I believe it is time to move on...I can not do this with you anymore Genma..its getting to difficult...I'm sorry...but aside from work and such, I don't think we should see each other privatly anymore." Iruka told Genma boldly and prepared for some sort of arguments or cursing or name calling.
"I'm not Mitzuki Iruka....I would never betray you like he did...never." Genma stated, knowing it wouldn't make a diffrence really, but he was willing to give it a shot. Iruka was a good man, a good teacher, a good chuunin, but there were just some scars that couldn't be healed it seemed, and as much a Genma wished he was the man to change Iruka's mind and heal his heart, he knew in his gut, it would not be him.
"I know you are not Mitzuki and I would appreciate it if you would never ever mention that persons name in my presence again...besides, this has nothing to do with him...its me and how I feel...who I am...I hope we can still be friends Genma..you are a good man...I would hate to loose your friendship...be well Genma...Goodnight." Iruka replied as he walked out the bedroom door, grabbed his shoes and left Genma's apartment. A small burning sensation heated up a spot in the middle of his chest and a feeling of sadness washed over him. But as he made his way to his apartment he thought of Mitzuki once more and the burning and sadness left. No, Genma was not Mitzuki, and yes technically Iruka had lied when he said it had nothing to do with Mitzuki, but in all truths Iruka didn't know if he could take another heartbreak....EVER. So he was not about to risk it. Thats why when things with his sexual partners started to get thick he often left. He would NEVER EVER be hurt again. That was a promise he had made to himself and he planned to keep it. Nothing or no one could change that, he would make sure of it.
~~~It wasn't that Iruka didn't want to love, but how can one be loved or wish for love when he does not believe in the emotion any longer? Yes he loved in other ways. He loved his friends, he loved his village, he loved Naruto like a son, but those were diffrent sorts of loves and the only ones he allowed his heart to accept. As for love-love? He could not believe in it, he would NOT believe in it. For now, all he wanted from any partner was sex, that was as deep and as affectionate as he would allow his body and mind to accept. To allow more would only bring disaster, despair and maybe even death. His.
A/N~okies second chappy, hope yall like and hope no one was offended. Poor Iruka baby isn't allowing himself to be loved or to love someone in return. Mitzuki screwed more than his body huh? He royally screwed his mind as well. It happens and Im guessing even strong Ninja's like Iruka as suseptable to this as well. Lets hope someone can heal our poor Iruka-sensei's heart and soul huh? and no have not yet decided wether it WILL be healed or not. This is a work in progress. Thats why I am making them in one-shot form, sort of, at least thats how I am hoping they are coming across as. Because I truthfully do not know how or if it will progress after each chapter I write. It may very well end like this all sad and angsty, or it may end different..who knows? Not me and Im writing it for goodness sakes. Its really sad when a wanna be authoress does that huh? sigh..anyhow huggles and smiles Mija...:-)