Nightwalker Fan Fiction ❯ Speaking of the Past ❯ One-Shot

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Speaking of the Past
by Mishaela

Disclaimer: I don't own them and never have. I won't keep them no matter how much I want to. I'm no making money from this so I'm broke no matter what I do. This is vampiric yaoi - do not read if it offends or if you're too young.


Sharp eyes watched the lone figure stagger from the warehouse. They marked the wounds that Tatsuhiko Shido had taken during his most recent battle with a nightbreed and the fact that the young vampire was also most likely very hungry. The blond head that held those eyes inclined, "It would be easier to just submit to the 'Golden Dawn', my love… We could be together then…"

Under normal circumstances, Shido would already have sensed the other person. Under normal circumstances, Shido would be walking away from his battle. Under normal circumstances, Shido would NOT be starving.

NOS had sent his blood sponsor, Miss Yayoi, on assignment outside of Japan, leaving Shido high and dry when it came to a blood supply. He'd not thought to have a secondary on hand and he wasn't about to ask the school girl that hung around his office. Riaho's parents were killed by a nightbreed vampire and to ask such a thing of her wouldn't just be tasteless - it would be wrong.

So, as usual, Shido suffered alone while he tried to get back to his office before sunrise. Today was going to be bright and sunny - something he didn't want to be caught in. While he could withstand daylight in small doses, he didn't want to face it full on.

"Damn… I'm not going to make it…"

He felt the presence behind him just as a hand fell onto his shoulder, "Shido… Look what you've done to yourself…"

Kain… No… Not now… He tried to spin around and face his long time enemy but was caught and held tightly against his chest, "Let me go!" The arms around him were immovable.

"Obviously, you can't take care of yourself on your own," Kain growled out softly in his ear, "So, I'm going to do you a favor, Shido…" A split second later, his teeth sank into the side of the slender, pale neck. The wound wasn't suckled at, though, but it was enough to make the young immortal pass out.

The older vampire held him up and gave a gentle smile, "Shido… I will protect you from the sun today… Just as I used to when you were still mine."

Then, it seemed as if they both just faded from view.


Kain brushed stray strands of lavender from his captive's face with a faint smile. "Beautiful," he breathed as he gazed down on the young looking man. The chains that draped across his young body were a necessity so that neither escape or attack was possible.

On the bed with him, Shido moaned and tried to turn over. His movement was impeded by those stout chains which held him securely. The vampire shifted again before starting to come alive, "Wha-?"

"Good evening, Shido," came the European voice he feared so much.

Shido sat bolt upright, or tried to; the bonds weren't very forgiving, "KAIN?!?"

The blond vampire smiled into his green eyes, "Welcome home, Shido."

"Let me go, you bastard," the tyrian haired man demanded as he jerked against the chains. Kain answered him by nuzzling his neck and letting his teeth just barely graze the flesh. The younger one cried out at the sudden shock, "AHHH!" Shido's body arched, against his will, to the once so familiar caress.

Panting lips were closed over by the tormenting mouth and kissed deeply. At first, Shido struggled under him but, after a few minutes, the younger vampire settled down and endured it. Finally, Kain broke it off, "So beautiful, my Shido."

"I'm NOT 'your Shido'," he growled out in response, "and I refuse to take part in your 'Golden Dawn' nonsense." The younger vampire steeled his resolve - most likely, Kain was going to try and bring him back to his side. Shido really didn't want to have this fight so soon. Their last fight had very nearly done him in.

That was when Kain began to lave the side of his neck with his tongue, drawing forth a strangled moan. The younger vampire was fighting hard to not lose himself to the gentle caress that he'd welcomed years and years ago, "Why, Kain?"

His emerald gaze was caught and held, "Because, Shido, I never stopped loving you." The older vampire tossed his blond hair over his shoulder and moved his hands to Shido's shirt, "Tonight… Tonight, let's put our war aside and enjoy each other like we used to." The buttons parted easily under the dexterous digits.

Shido closed his eyes when long fingers brushed over his nipples under the shirt, "Just you and I?" He was afraid that Kain might try and bring a mortal into their loveplay like he used to. Even as he spoke, his voice was shaken - Kain's mouth, tongue, and hands were playing hell with his body.

"Just the two of us."

Long sharp teeth broke the skin around his right nipple and then Shido was lost to the bliss of Kain's dark kiss. The world faded as fire then ice raced through him. Lavender hair flew as the younger vampire's head tossed from side-to-side. Such was the nature of the vampiric bite - thought it led to death and darkness, it's victim usually welcomed the ecstasy it gave.

"P-Please, Kain," the green-eyed vampire begged softly, his voice almost a whimper. One of his former lover's hands stroked the awakening arousal between Shido's legs; skillfully bringing it to full life.

"For tonight, Shido," Kain breathed, "everything I am is yours again." Strong, desperate hands clenched in the thick golden hair, holding the older vampire in place as he tasted Shido's crimson essence.

The blond moved down with soft, suckling kisses. His fingers stroked everywhere they could reach as they also made quick work of the younger vampire's garments. Some articles were torn off - Kain would be kind enough to replace them in the morning…

Shido wasn't certain what happened to the rest of his clothes; all he knew was the sweet agony of Kain's gentle caresses. His blood sang with the rising need that went burning through his trembling frame. Then, his voice echoed off the walls when a tongue lapped at the tip of his erection, "Please, Kain… DON'T STOP!!!"

After another swipe of his tongue, Kain smiled and then nuzzled the creamy flesh of his former lover's thighs, drawing a whimper of disappointment from Shido. Little nips were delivered along the length of the violet haired vampire's inner thighs, making the young one moan and part them further in response. Kain trailed his tongue up the quivering arousal and pressed his index finger to the ring just below the sac that hung heavy with desire.

Years of cultivated instinct took over and Shido relaxed at that gentle pressure. His hands dug into the mattress and held on while he was opened and probed, "God… Kain… please…"

Never had the soft moans sounded sweeter to the blond vampire. His finger was held, clenched tight inside Shido's channel, until the digit moved further in. Kain smiled; he knew just what to do and how to play the sweet, responsive creature in his bed. Without hesitation, his free hand moved to each shackle and released it.

There wasn't a single thought of escape left in Shido's head. All he wanted was the bliss that came with the submission he gave to his ex-lover. Immediately, his hands went to work on the ruffled, silk shirt Kain wore - unlacing and unbuttoning it with haste. It was a wonder that nothing was torn in the process.

For tonight only - there was no outside world, no nightbreed war, no hate, and no 'Golden Dawn'. Tonight, there was only Shido and the beautiful blond vampire who made him. If only for tonight, he could even forgive that. He tilted his head and pressed his lips to the side of Kain's neck, "You… you know what I want…"

"I know, Shido," Kain purred back as his finger freed itself from the tight cavity, "And, tonight, you will have it." He felt impatient hands tugging at his pants and brought one hand to the back of Shido's neck, "I won't deny you, my love…"

The younger vampire smiled shyly and blushed a little. The need he felt was irrational. Not a single lover since Kain had been satisfactory. None of them could so completely dominate him and make his body scream in rapture the way the elder blond vampire had in the past. The fact that he always felt so vulnerable to Kain had been both a blessing and a curse.

"You missed my touch, didn't you," Kain asked as his finger made an invisible line down the side of his ex-lover's face.

Shido averted his green eyes, "I… I… No one made me feel the same as you did, Kain. You always knew what my body wanted… That's what I missed." His slender hands roamed the rock hard flesh that stood proudly below Kain's abdomen, "Will you really let me go in the morning?"

"Yes, Shido. This is for tonight only." Kain looked at him long and hard, "After tonight, however, I will not casually forget your transgressions. I will, someday, punish you for them."

The thought made the younger vampire shiver. For over a century, Shido had chosen the company of human mortals over Kain. No, he wouldn't be likely to just forget that. To show his acceptance of the terms, the tyrian immortal brushed his palm over the tip of Kain's cock. He smiled at the reaction this got, "You missed my touch, too, didn't you?"

"Of course," Kain moaned. His hand went to the back of Shido's neck and gave a downward pressure, nudging the younger immortal lower. He felt those soft lips caress his chest and stomach, then his hard cock was taken into mouth and the rest of the outside world disappeared.

The benefit of not having to breath was shown all over again to the older vampire as Shido sucked his hard length. His fingers sifted through silky, tyrian tresses while his hips gave small thrusts against the tongue that stroked him so expertly. "Shido…"

With a moan, the younger vampire worked harder at the cock in his mouth. He caught the unique scent of the immortal and let his memories use that to stimulate his senses with even more lust. After so long without this, Shido didn't want to have it again - for one night - and not fully enjoy it. His right hand worked up Kain's thigh to the sac below his chin and he massaged it with a gentle caress.

To his credit, Kain was a vampire of incredible control - except where Shido was concerned. He lost himself to what he was receiving and started to fully thrust into the mouth holding him, "Hnn… Shido…"

It had been so long since he'd tasted the fruit of his labors, Shido was very hungry for it now. He stayed latched onto the tip and savored each creamy pulse before swallowing with a contented purr. After the climax lessened, his hand gripped the shaft and stroked upward, coaxing out a few more drops of Kain's white essence, "Mmmm…"

When the sweet, almost innocent, face looked up at him, Kain couldn't resist a smile. One pearly dot slowly slid from one corner of Shido's mouth, making him look so decidedly sinful. That was one of the things that had made the lavender haired vampire so beautiful; the way he could switch from angelic innocent to intensely wanton so quickly.

Shido fell back on the pillows, gazing at Kain's face. He stretched languidly and then began to tease at his own cock; tugging it slowly and moaning. His emerald eyes smoldered with unsatisfied desire, "Kain… take me… I want to feel you inside of me." The younger vampire twisted his own nipple, gasping at the mix of pleasure and pain, "… Make me feel alive again…"

"Do you want me to be rough with you or gentle," the blond immortal asked, his body inclining to cover Shido's.

The answer was immediate, "I want both… But I want rough first."

Strong hands took hold of Shido's wrists and forced his arms over his head. The younger vampire struggled against the strength inherent in his lover; a token resistance at best. Even had it not been contrived, there would have been nothing he could have done to stop Kain. His legs were nudged apart with one knee and Shido tried to moved them back together. Something about his act had always had a wonderfully intense effect on the blond.

"You won't stop me, Shido," he heard growled in one ear, "I will have you - completely. No matter how much you resist, you will always prefer my touch over others." Kain was already hard as stone again; testament to how quickly vampires could stoke their lusts. He shifted his hips and pressed the tip of his cock to the quivering ring that waited for his invasion.

Shido kept up with the act, "I will never submit to you, Kain." Already, he was writhing just the tiniest fraction to try and entice his lover to take him fully.

The circle was breached slowly, "We'll see if you can still say that after I'm done with you, Shido." Kain took his time in claiming the trembling body below him. When the younger vampire gasped out, his lips moved to the side of Shido's neck and gave a few heated kisses, "You like it already… the way you're vulnerable to me… how it feels to be filled… how our bodies pulse together…"

"We're dead, Kain," he said breathlessly, "Our hearts stopped beating long ago." The cock inside of him shifted and brushed against something deep within that made Shido cry out sharply, "GYAH!"

Kain smiled, "If you felt that, then we're not quite as dead as you think." Then, he pulled out until his tip was still encased in velvet and pushed in hard.

Sparks of light blew across Shido's vision and he looked up at his former lover, "I won't enjoy this." It was a blatant lie - he already was so much that, if Kain stopped now, he'd be tempted to kill him for certain.

"Do you always make a habit of lying," Kain whispered as his hands forced the captured wrists to behind Shido's back. The move made the younger immortal's chest arch up against his, "You belong to me, Shido, and I'm going to show you that."

Shido had learned during their years together how to struggle and not throw off the blond's rhythm, "Never…"

Pulling out suddenly, Kain rolled him onto his stomach and pinned his hands down again. Quickly, he found his target and slid home so that his stomach rested on the small of Shido's back, "I love how tight you are… Just like a maiden… Think of yourself as my bride… to be used as I see fit…"

One of his captured hands was forced under Shido's belly, to his unspent cock, and made to grip it in a tight fist. "No. I'm not your property…"

"Yes, you are," Kain growled as he drove in again, harder and with more force than before, "So be a good wife and cry out for me." He began a relentless rhythm, plunging himself into the tight body again and again.

Biting his lip, Shido tried to resist, but his body sang with each thrust as it stroked that spot inside him. It was too much and he let his hand slide along his hardened flesh, guided by Kain's, and gave out a sharp cry, "Oh, God… Please… Don't s-stop, Kain!"

That was what Kain loved - the begging. He let go of Shido's hands and gripped the narrow waist so that he could keep the young, violet haired immortal in place. The way his lover was squirming under him had him riding dangerously close to completion. Kain's ears picked up the sounds of panting and he knew then that the vampire was stroking himself in time with the shuddering thrusts he was receiving.

"Do you… want paradise, Shido?"

There was a sob, "Yes… please… give it to me…"

Kain bent low, over the slender back, and sank his fangs deep into the side of Shido's neck. It was immediately followed up with a shrill scream as climax tore through the green-eyed beauty. His cock was suddenly held even more tightly and Kain gave a shout of triumph as one last thrust ripped his own orgasm from him. He pulled out gently and collapsed next to Shido on the side of the bed.

His feeling of triumph held when the younger immortal nestled against him with a soft purr of contentment, "I've missed you, Shido."

"Don't get any ideas, Kain," he was warned, "This is just for tonight… Like you promised."

That settled the harsh reality of it all back into place, "I won't… But I can enjoy it while it lasts…" Kain scooped up the slender body against him and carried him to the bathroom.

Shido was about to say something until he was settled down into a tub of warm water. It caressed his sensitive skin and almost brought him back to full hardness instantly. Instead, he sighed and sank a little deeper into the tub. His face turned up when Kain leaned down to kiss him gently.

It broke and the older vampire smiled at him, "I'm pleased you accepted my compromise, Shido… I hope you don't regret it." Kain reached down and ran a soft finger over the tip of his ex-lover's cock, "Would you please yourself for me?"

There was a very red blush at the request and a gasp at the touch, "Why?"

"You've forgotten that I always loved to watch you," Kain tsked, "I thought you were beautiful like that." He trailed his lips down from under one of the emerald eyes, "I want to see it - one last time."

The younger vampire was about to say no until he felt fingers roll his right nipple so that it became pebble hard, "Are… are you sure?"

Kain smiled at the breathless question, "Very… I've waited for so long." He gazed longingly as Shido began to stroke himself in the heated water. Reaching down, he took a cloth and cleaned himself off, never taking his eyes away from the beauty in the tub.

Slowly, Shido's hand ran along his cock, pulling the flesh ever-so-slightly. He was lost to the sensations that Kain had cultivated in him so long ago. He moaned softly and moved a little faster, spreading his legs a little wider for the older vampire to see. "Like this," he panted.

Nodding, Kain slipped his hands down the insides of the creamy thighs and stroked the skin gently, "Yes… exactly like that, Shido." Leaning forward, he slipped his tongue into his lover's mouth and plundered it sweetly. Every little noise that Shido made was captured during that kiss.

The violet haired man was so hard again it hurt. He wanted to be complete again. His own tongue met with Kain's and danced along in an unhurried meeting. It broke and Shido gazed at his lover, "I want more, Kain… now… I want the gentle touch you promised."

"Patience, Shido… I want to see more of you." Kain's claws dug in just a fraction against one of the younger vampire's nipples and he heard a hiss. He watched as the beauty sucked his own long fingers, getting them as wet as he could, and then slide them down to tease at his recently used opening. His voice was a purr, "So hungry… even now, Shido?

Green eyes tightly closed, Shido nodded fervently as his digits breached the entrance to his body. Working them in and out, the young immortal began to gasp, thrusting back and forth between his hand and fingers. "Kain," he whimpered, "Please… please don't make me wait…"

Moving forward, between the slim legs, Kain moved the hands and smiled into his love's face as the eyes opened. He positioned himself and then slid inside that sweet tight body, burying himself to the hilt with several back and forth strokes. Shido moaned and tried to make the union happen faster but was stopped when his legs were hooked over strong arms. "None of that, now…"

Each following stroke was slow and it nearly drove the lovely young vampire mad with need. Shido arched his back, meeting each thrust as best he could, and cried out wantonly. He looked down their bodies to watch as Kain's hips met against his flesh repeatedly. "Oh, God… I can't take much more of this…" It was true, already his vision was being overrun with sparks of light and small starbursts of color.

Kain could feel the change and increased his speed by increments. He was being gripped, inside and out, and clawed at as well as bitten. The nails biting into his back were almost enough to send him over the edge. When that failed to work, the violet haired immortal's sharp vampiric teeth did, "Ahhhh… SHIDO!"

Arching violently, Shido gave himself over to it as well, "KAIN!". His seed pulsed out and spread to coat his stomach and Kain's. Panting, he didn't mind the weight of the older vampire as he collapsed on his chest. Instead of fighting it, Shido folded his arms over him and held on tightly. It took a little time for either to find their wits.

"Thank you, Kain."

"You're welcome, Shido… Now, get some rest. There's still a little time until the sun goes down." Kain's accented voice was soft and caring, a first occurrence in a very long time.

Nestling against the familiar form with him, Shido drifted off into a sleep that held no nightmares for him… At least, until he woke and the war would resume.


Mish: Hope you liked this one!