Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ A teenagers book of depressing poems. ❯ Inspired by a nightmare. ( Chapter 11 )

 

I hate it, when your hands travel down my back,
I hate it, when your voice screams down my ear,
When the noise surrounds,
And threatens to swallow me,

My head pounding,
Thoughts and memories corroding,
Feeling everything drain,
My life slipping away slowly,

I hate it, when people think its my fault,
I hate it, when you smile there and nod,
When you agree with them,
Even though, you started it, its your fault.

I feel my spirit empty,
Everything slipping away,
All my thoughts, my individuality,
Gone, and nothing i can do about it,

I hate it, when people think I didn't fight,
I hate it, when no one knows how it really goes,
Because, I had did everything I could with all my might,
And no one knows..........