Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ Poems ❯ To My 'Sister' ( Chapter 6 )

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By: kuchiku

To My `Sister'

Rejection, a sadden feeling,

To send my love to a brick wall.

Why can they not see my being?

Without their love, I begin to fall.

For so long, I lived alone,

No one could save me from my dismal fate.

When I saw their face, I thought I felt their love to the bone,

I knew I might have been saved from hate.

Hearing their voice, I was given hope,

To start over, to be given a true friend.

Through the passing months I began to cope,

With someone who would've been there `til the end.

Now, I see where they stand,

Far away from me.

Getting away as fast as they can,

When I gave them everything, why did they flee?

Left alone again,

My tears begin their round.

These wounds of mine reopen to no longer be mend,

When will that friend for me be found?

Who am I to trust?

Who am I to care for?

This heart and soul begins to rust,

My memory burns to the face my eyes had bore.

Now here I am,

On the floor, ready to cry.

Their silence a slam,

It was all a lie.

They took my heart,

And slashed through it with a knife.

Blood spurts with their promise to not be apart,

Killing me slowly with meaningless promises of life.

They were everything,

I called her my sister.

Now, I'm alone for anything,

Their memory, on my heart, is a blister.

All one-sided,

Never given.

Though I never minded,

Always asking their permission.

This is what is left of me,

Deception, betrayal, I'm done.

Right now, there's no such thing as `happy',

I'm left to be alone, no such thing as `fun'.

They've broken their promise,

I'm left here to bleed.

It's like my soul is famished,

Why were they there, for their own greed?

I still remain near them,

Just so I can be near someone.

No matter how they treat me, but when…

When will my real friend come?