Original Poetry Fan Fiction ❯ Words ❯ Thinking about This Dude ( Chapter 29 )
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Thinking aboutThis Dude
by iloveanimecartoons
Original January 6, 1997
Revision March 28, 2008
Sometimes, it's so amazing how I can see you
be so near you
and not touch you
but…I can feel you
You're the only man that makes me see my femininity
When I'm in your presence, you make my defenses a mockery
Your eyes warm their way though me
Your voice
like calming thunder
and I wonder
Can you feel me? Can you read my mind?
Do you see the thoughts I have sometimes?
The inquiries I dare not speak?
The thoughts that I've had for the days and the weeks
And the months feel like years that I've known you
But still I don't know you—I really don't know you
But, I want to
Oh, even if it means to break my master plan
(To never again go that route with a man)
I'd do it for you, which ultimately affects me, too
I feel that if any man can affect me the way you do
Well, then, that man's got the best of me—try me, it's true!
For you, I'd give an open mind because you're a man than I see to be kind
And more flexible to be respectable to the opposite sex
So, I'll take you off my “Fuck ALL Men” list for a sec
Forever, actually; and you'll probably never have to be sly
I can see through your ego. You're really a pretty nice guy
I can't believe this is me saying this out loud
Or, was I thinking out loud?
Either way, I want you to stay
You. The only man I've had this much interest in since 1994
I can say that I dig you and there's room for liking you more
To the dude that I would like to belong to
If fate is that kind to see it through
Now that I know what I want when wanting a dude
Once again, I'd have a one and only
(And he'd better be true!)