Original Stories Fan Fiction / Romance Fan Fiction ❯ Love School ❯ He Doesn't Love You A Lot ( Chapter 6 )
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By: PrettyKitty93 
Hachirou has to swallow the hard truth about his older brother Gorou, and reaizes that maybe this dating thing isn't all it's cracked up to be.
Miscellaneous: Original Stories Fan Fiction / Romance Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Comedy | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 05.30.2009 | Pages: 4 | Words: 3.0K | Visits: 270 | Status: Completed
Hachirou has to swallow the hard truth about his older brother Gorou, and reaizes that maybe this dating thing isn't all it's cracked up to be.
Miscellaneous: Original Stories Fan Fiction / Romance Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Comedy | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 05.30.2009 | Pages: 4 | Words: 3.0K | Visits: 270 | Status: Completed
Disclaimer: This is an original story. The characters, storyline, ect. belong to me.
Warnings: Language, implying of indecent sex-acts
“Hachirou, you’re really beginning to piss me off,” Gorou said. “You’re like the little annoying bee who just keeps buzzing around someone’s head and won’t leave them alone.”
“Because you’re always ignoring me!” I whined.
Gorou directed his attention towards Rokurou and his boyfriend and said, “Me and my little brother need to have a little talk, excuse us for a second.”
Then he motioned for me to follow him to his room and he shut the door. It was completely dark except for the light streaming in through the window from the streetlights outside. He hurriedly pushed me against the bedroom wall and kissed me, surprisingly. His tongue was begging for entrance, and surprisingly I let him have it. He slowly and sensually explored the details of my mouth, letting out a slight muffled moan before suddenly breaking the kiss.
“You’re very persistent, Hachirou,” he muttered, with his hand on the bottom of my chin like he was trying to keep me from running away. “But, I don’t love you. I love your body, but I have someone else now.”
“I know that… but you’re my big brother, can’t we at least try to get along?” I pleaded.
“If I ever did try to get along with you, you would always want more. That’s the kind of boy you are, good enough is never good enough, you’re always pushing it. And I don’t want to end up having to hurt you if you push my buttons,” Gorou explained.
At that point, he was starting to scare me when he started saying stuff about hurting me.
“So promise me,” he said, grabbing my arm, gradually increasing his grip. “Promise me you won’t come back because I have no interest in any relations with you or having anything to do with my half-siblings, you understand?”
“Fine then, I won’t come back anymore. Now let go of me!” I yelled, pulling away from him. “Have a nice life.”
I opened the door and remembered Kai was still in Rokurou’s room. Despite the fact I was mad at him now, I couldn’t leave him here either. “Kaito, are you coming with me?” I asked.
“Yeah, I’m coming…” he decided, and followed me out the apartment.
Then finally, Kaito said something. “I’m sorry about what happened. I was just mad that you wouldn’t mess around with me anymore so I got on the internet and started chatting with Rokurou. Since we were both bored he invited me to his house and I accepted, even though I shouldn’t have… but I had no idea that was your half brother. But at the last minute I decided I couldn’t go through with it…like the little wuss I am.”
“I understand. And I’m sorry that I made you feel so crappy that you had to do that,” I apologized. “And I’m sorry I never told you about Gorou. I thought you might think I’m a weirdo or something.”
“But we always tell each other everything, and I’ve never thought you were a weirdo,”
“Well the thing is, I’ve kind of have a crush on Gorou…. Even though he’s my half brother,”
I think Kaito might've been searching for the right thing to say, since he was quiet for awhile, and then I changed the subject, "Do you want to spend the night at my house?"
"...Are you sure?" he questioned.
"Of course I'm sure, you spend the night all the time. I'll only pay attention to you, it'll be me and Kai-Kai time,"
"Well...sure, if you say so," he agreed.
"Alright, well let's get off at the next stop then," I said, pulling the cord.
The bus pulled over and we took the brisk walk over to my house, feeling so refreshingly warm after coming in from the cold.
Shichirou was on his usual spot on the couch, with the tv going and him talking away on the cordless.
"Hey Shichirou," I said unnecessarily loud. "You talking to your girlfriend?"
"Yes," he replied, giving me these eyes warning me to stay away.
"Heeeey!" I yelled from behind the couch, close enough to the phone. "Shichirou's little brother says hi!"
"Hachirou, go fuck yourself!" he retorted, covering up the phone.
Me and Kaito were laughing while Shichirou's phone conversation ended with, "I'll call you back when my brother's done being an ass."
"Okay what is going on in here?" Kurou demanded as he walked into the living room.
"Nothing you little spoil sport," I snapped.
"I don't see why I've got to be a spoil sport just because I asked what was going on," Kurou muttered as he sat on the opposite end of the couch.
"Come on Kai, let's go," I said, heading towards the stairs.
"That's messed up Hachirou, how're you going to be with two guys at one time?" Shichirou remarked.
"You know that me and Kaito are just friends-"
"Correction: fuck buddies,"
"That stuff is just disgusting," Kurou scoffed. "Guys with other guys is sick."
"How about you say that again?" I threatened, starting to really get sick of both of them.
"What's wrong with guys? They're okay," Shichirou added. Coming from the bi-guy with the girlfriend, I'm reminding you.
"That stuff's just not right, guys are supposed to be with girls," Kurou argued.
"You're thirteen, what do you know?" I replied in defense.
"I know just as much as you knew when you were thirteen, not to mention that you started messing around with other guys before you were my age," he countered. "I know because your room's right next to mine and you were so fucking loud, both of you!"
"Well then you might as well get ear plugs or get used to it because I'm not stopping for you or your stupid morals!" I shouted.
"Man, I can't wait until I get out of this God forsaken fucking horror house I'm sick of this shit!" Kurou grumbled, going into the kitchen holding an empty glass.
"I can't wait to get away from both of you too," I said under my breath and headed upstairs with Kaito right behind me.
"Well...." I began.
"Why didn't you even tell me? Don't you know how embarrassing that was to hear it from your little brother?!" he freaked out.
"Look, I didn't think any of them could hear us. And even if they do, who gives a damn, not me! It's my room and I can do whatever I want in it and if he forgets that I'll knock that cocky grin and those stupid glasses off his face, he still forgets who's the big brother here," I explained, going on a long rant. "And you should know that, you're the oldest! You shouldn't let your little sister take control of you like she does."
"I know... I'm an awful big brother," he sighed.
"Well I'm no better, look at the way I can't even get along with my own brothers," I laughed. "Oh and besides, you'll find someone who likes loud guys in bed."
"Seriously Hachirou, that's such a weird thing to say," he dismissed it, shaking his head.
"Not really, it's true. There's guys out there like that, I should know, I'm one of them,"
"Great," he grumbled.
"Try saying my name, but with some oomph in it," I suggested.
"I'm not doing that, that's so weird," Kaito argued.
I put the cap back on the nail polish and set that aside, then proceeded to inch closer to him, climbing on top of him.
"Hachirou what are-!?" he started, but I cut him off.
"You've never had any problem doing it when I was on top of you like this," I stated. Then I leaned closer to his ear and whispered, "Or when I whispered in your ear like this. So what's the problem?"
"You know what the problem is, you asshole, you have a boyfriend!" he yelled, turning completely red.
"But you know you like it..."
"It doesn't matter if I like it, you're never going to be all mine so what's the point? You're just going to go back to Shouta, remember that promise you made like oh... two WEEKS ago!"
"I know, I know, but I'm not sure if I can go through with that...," I admitted. "There's certain things I miss about you, you know?"
"...Really?"
"Monotony is so hard Kai, it's like the dessert cart where you want to try one of everything but you know you can only afford one,"
"What about earlier when you said you wouldn't do it?"
"I lied. Getting over doing stuff with you Kai is not easy, I was just trying to do something good with my life for once but this isn't going to work out well, for me or you,"
"What do you mean?" he asked, looking a little uneasy.
"I've been holding it in so long I might hurt you, just like that one summer you were at your grandma's for two months," I teased.
He started laughing and that was the first time I've seen him genuinely smile in a long time, and it looked so cute on him.
"But you've got to wait a little while, okay?"
"Huh? Why?"
"Because your nail polish isn't dry," I pointed out.
Kaito's P.O.V.
He picked for me, a great deep shade of red to go on my nails because he said dark red contrasted nicely with my skin tone. I'm not sure what is it about him painting nails but he's always liked doing it and everyone in elementary and middle school always laughed at him for it. Maybe it's his way of standing out...but I could never stand to let him do it to me until now. I might take it off before we go back to school on Monday though.
"It's too bad that Mariko and your dad found out about all those magazines though," Hachirou remarked.
"Why'd you say that?" I asked, blowing on my nails.
"Because, you know she's going to go snooping around in your room and go looking for them so she can throw them away," he explained.
"Well I already knew that but why'd you bring it up?"
"Well... I guess that would require me to tell you of a little secret fetish of mine that you most likely won't want to hear," Hachirou chuckled.
"Then why would you bring it up if I didn't want to hear it?" I grumbled. "Now it's going to be stuck in my head and it won't leave until I hear it!"
"I don't know, I'm funny like that, aren't I?" he laughed.
"I don't find that very funny,"
"Fine, then I'll tell you," he said, before he whispered something to me.
"Okay, that's just sick," I groaned.
"I thought we were able to tell each other everything... Besides, you've probably thought the same thing about another guy, right?"
"No, I'm not weird like you," I countered.
I can't believe he would seriously ask me if I ever wanted to watch someone masturbate, sometimes he just comes up with the most disgusting stuff, even if he is my best friend. I swear... "And if you ever try any of that shit with me," I added, "I'll cut you."
"Man, you hurt my feelings, I don't even know if I want you to stay over my house anymore," Hachirou whined.
"Wait a minute... you were talking about watching me weren't you?!" I yelled.
"Now why would you think I'd do something crazy like that?" he asked, trying to hold in his laughter.
"I need to go take a shower and get away from you for a moment because you're talking crazy stuff," I declared, walking out his room and closing the door.
"What is that you're reading?" I asked, sitting on the edge of the bed drying off my hair.
"Something I borrowed from Ms. Shiba,"
"Oh no, it's one of those kind of books," I sighed. "I'm disappointed in you."
"It's actually pretty good, some of the stuff they do in this book is enough to make you go hard and stuff. These dudes are just plain freaks! But if I'll actually spend the time to read it, it's really good," he explained.
"Yeah, it has to be good for you to actually sit up and read something," I mused.
"It gives me ideas," Hachirou said.
"Don't be dirty minded, Hachirou," I teased.
"Too late, I already am. What else is new?" Hachirou replied. "For starters, let me dry your hair for you so you won't catch a cold."
"Alright, but I don't see what it has to do with getting ideas," I replied, letting him dry my hair with the white towel that was draped around my neck.
"Well, contact is good, even if it's not intimate contact," Hachirou explained. "Those pajamas of mine don't fit you very well, they're too baggy. Ah well, it'll make it easier to get you out of them." He started this kind of casual humming, for what reason I don't know and it was kind of unusual. "There we go," he announced at last. "Your hair's dry, your body's dry and your nails are dry."
"Are we all finished now?" I asked, losing my patience.
"I suppose I should take a shower now too before my brothers get to it first..." he thought aloud.
"How about you not? What happened to the 'you've been holding it in so long you might hurt me' thing? I want you to hurt me, okay?"
"Woooow Kai, that's something new," he laughed, flashing this mischievous smile.
"Why are you teasing me so much?" I whined. "We must've had three or four pages of dialogue by now and I'm kind of restless. And I'm sure the readers are too."
I climbed into the bed and pulled the covers over my face so I wouldn't have to see him. My plan was to have him think I was mad at him or something so he would stop acting so wishy-washy.
"Kaito, I'm sorry for teasing you so much," he said. "I'll tease you less if you just do one thing for me."
"Which is?" I questioned.
"Try and say my name again, only with more oomph in it,"
"Didn't we already go through this?"
He turned off the lights and climbed under the covers too, saying, "I know we did, and you remember what it led to? A little of this, and a lot of that!"
“Hachirou…”
“More oomph! You know, kind of moan it like you do when you’re sleep,”
I gave him this look but all he did was laugh at me. I learned two things I’m ashamed of, I’m so loud when we have sex that his little brother can hear me, and I say his name in my sleep. Or more or less moan it. God I’m sick.
To Be Continued...
Warnings: Language, implying of indecent sex-acts
Love School
Chapter Six: He Doesn't Love You A Lot
Hachirou's P.O.V.Chapter Six: He Doesn't Love You A Lot
“Hachirou, you’re really beginning to piss me off,” Gorou said. “You’re like the little annoying bee who just keeps buzzing around someone’s head and won’t leave them alone.”
“Because you’re always ignoring me!” I whined.
Gorou directed his attention towards Rokurou and his boyfriend and said, “Me and my little brother need to have a little talk, excuse us for a second.”
Then he motioned for me to follow him to his room and he shut the door. It was completely dark except for the light streaming in through the window from the streetlights outside. He hurriedly pushed me against the bedroom wall and kissed me, surprisingly. His tongue was begging for entrance, and surprisingly I let him have it. He slowly and sensually explored the details of my mouth, letting out a slight muffled moan before suddenly breaking the kiss.
“You’re very persistent, Hachirou,” he muttered, with his hand on the bottom of my chin like he was trying to keep me from running away. “But, I don’t love you. I love your body, but I have someone else now.”
“I know that… but you’re my big brother, can’t we at least try to get along?” I pleaded.
“If I ever did try to get along with you, you would always want more. That’s the kind of boy you are, good enough is never good enough, you’re always pushing it. And I don’t want to end up having to hurt you if you push my buttons,” Gorou explained.
At that point, he was starting to scare me when he started saying stuff about hurting me.
“So promise me,” he said, grabbing my arm, gradually increasing his grip. “Promise me you won’t come back because I have no interest in any relations with you or having anything to do with my half-siblings, you understand?”
“Fine then, I won’t come back anymore. Now let go of me!” I yelled, pulling away from him. “Have a nice life.”
I opened the door and remembered Kai was still in Rokurou’s room. Despite the fact I was mad at him now, I couldn’t leave him here either. “Kaito, are you coming with me?” I asked.
“Yeah, I’m coming…” he decided, and followed me out the apartment.
***
We were sitting on the bus at almost 11 at night, right beside each other but we had kind of an awkward silence.Then finally, Kaito said something. “I’m sorry about what happened. I was just mad that you wouldn’t mess around with me anymore so I got on the internet and started chatting with Rokurou. Since we were both bored he invited me to his house and I accepted, even though I shouldn’t have… but I had no idea that was your half brother. But at the last minute I decided I couldn’t go through with it…like the little wuss I am.”
“I understand. And I’m sorry that I made you feel so crappy that you had to do that,” I apologized. “And I’m sorry I never told you about Gorou. I thought you might think I’m a weirdo or something.”
“But we always tell each other everything, and I’ve never thought you were a weirdo,”
“Well the thing is, I’ve kind of have a crush on Gorou…. Even though he’s my half brother,”
I think Kaito might've been searching for the right thing to say, since he was quiet for awhile, and then I changed the subject, "Do you want to spend the night at my house?"
"...Are you sure?" he questioned.
"Of course I'm sure, you spend the night all the time. I'll only pay attention to you, it'll be me and Kai-Kai time,"
"Well...sure, if you say so," he agreed.
"Alright, well let's get off at the next stop then," I said, pulling the cord.
The bus pulled over and we took the brisk walk over to my house, feeling so refreshingly warm after coming in from the cold.
Shichirou was on his usual spot on the couch, with the tv going and him talking away on the cordless.
"Hey Shichirou," I said unnecessarily loud. "You talking to your girlfriend?"
"Yes," he replied, giving me these eyes warning me to stay away.
"Heeeey!" I yelled from behind the couch, close enough to the phone. "Shichirou's little brother says hi!"
"Hachirou, go fuck yourself!" he retorted, covering up the phone.
Me and Kaito were laughing while Shichirou's phone conversation ended with, "I'll call you back when my brother's done being an ass."
"Okay what is going on in here?" Kurou demanded as he walked into the living room.
"Nothing you little spoil sport," I snapped.
"I don't see why I've got to be a spoil sport just because I asked what was going on," Kurou muttered as he sat on the opposite end of the couch.
"Come on Kai, let's go," I said, heading towards the stairs.
"That's messed up Hachirou, how're you going to be with two guys at one time?" Shichirou remarked.
"You know that me and Kaito are just friends-"
"Correction: fuck buddies,"
"That stuff is just disgusting," Kurou scoffed. "Guys with other guys is sick."
"How about you say that again?" I threatened, starting to really get sick of both of them.
"What's wrong with guys? They're okay," Shichirou added. Coming from the bi-guy with the girlfriend, I'm reminding you.
"That stuff's just not right, guys are supposed to be with girls," Kurou argued.
"You're thirteen, what do you know?" I replied in defense.
"I know just as much as you knew when you were thirteen, not to mention that you started messing around with other guys before you were my age," he countered. "I know because your room's right next to mine and you were so fucking loud, both of you!"
"Well then you might as well get ear plugs or get used to it because I'm not stopping for you or your stupid morals!" I shouted.
"Man, I can't wait until I get out of this God forsaken fucking horror house I'm sick of this shit!" Kurou grumbled, going into the kitchen holding an empty glass.
"I can't wait to get away from both of you too," I said under my breath and headed upstairs with Kaito right behind me.
***
"Um was I really that loud?" Kaito asked as I polished his nails, something he'd never let me do before."Well...." I began.
"Why didn't you even tell me? Don't you know how embarrassing that was to hear it from your little brother?!" he freaked out.
"Look, I didn't think any of them could hear us. And even if they do, who gives a damn, not me! It's my room and I can do whatever I want in it and if he forgets that I'll knock that cocky grin and those stupid glasses off his face, he still forgets who's the big brother here," I explained, going on a long rant. "And you should know that, you're the oldest! You shouldn't let your little sister take control of you like she does."
"I know... I'm an awful big brother," he sighed.
"Well I'm no better, look at the way I can't even get along with my own brothers," I laughed. "Oh and besides, you'll find someone who likes loud guys in bed."
"Seriously Hachirou, that's such a weird thing to say," he dismissed it, shaking his head.
"Not really, it's true. There's guys out there like that, I should know, I'm one of them,"
"Great," he grumbled.
"Try saying my name, but with some oomph in it," I suggested.
"I'm not doing that, that's so weird," Kaito argued.
I put the cap back on the nail polish and set that aside, then proceeded to inch closer to him, climbing on top of him.
"Hachirou what are-!?" he started, but I cut him off.
"You've never had any problem doing it when I was on top of you like this," I stated. Then I leaned closer to his ear and whispered, "Or when I whispered in your ear like this. So what's the problem?"
"You know what the problem is, you asshole, you have a boyfriend!" he yelled, turning completely red.
"But you know you like it..."
"It doesn't matter if I like it, you're never going to be all mine so what's the point? You're just going to go back to Shouta, remember that promise you made like oh... two WEEKS ago!"
"I know, I know, but I'm not sure if I can go through with that...," I admitted. "There's certain things I miss about you, you know?"
"...Really?"
"Monotony is so hard Kai, it's like the dessert cart where you want to try one of everything but you know you can only afford one,"
"What about earlier when you said you wouldn't do it?"
"I lied. Getting over doing stuff with you Kai is not easy, I was just trying to do something good with my life for once but this isn't going to work out well, for me or you,"
"What do you mean?" he asked, looking a little uneasy.
"I've been holding it in so long I might hurt you, just like that one summer you were at your grandma's for two months," I teased.
He started laughing and that was the first time I've seen him genuinely smile in a long time, and it looked so cute on him.
"But you've got to wait a little while, okay?"
"Huh? Why?"
"Because your nail polish isn't dry," I pointed out.
Kaito's P.O.V.
He picked for me, a great deep shade of red to go on my nails because he said dark red contrasted nicely with my skin tone. I'm not sure what is it about him painting nails but he's always liked doing it and everyone in elementary and middle school always laughed at him for it. Maybe it's his way of standing out...but I could never stand to let him do it to me until now. I might take it off before we go back to school on Monday though.
"It's too bad that Mariko and your dad found out about all those magazines though," Hachirou remarked.
"Why'd you say that?" I asked, blowing on my nails.
"Because, you know she's going to go snooping around in your room and go looking for them so she can throw them away," he explained.
"Well I already knew that but why'd you bring it up?"
"Well... I guess that would require me to tell you of a little secret fetish of mine that you most likely won't want to hear," Hachirou chuckled.
"Then why would you bring it up if I didn't want to hear it?" I grumbled. "Now it's going to be stuck in my head and it won't leave until I hear it!"
"I don't know, I'm funny like that, aren't I?" he laughed.
"I don't find that very funny,"
"Fine, then I'll tell you," he said, before he whispered something to me.
"Okay, that's just sick," I groaned.
"I thought we were able to tell each other everything... Besides, you've probably thought the same thing about another guy, right?"
"No, I'm not weird like you," I countered.
I can't believe he would seriously ask me if I ever wanted to watch someone masturbate, sometimes he just comes up with the most disgusting stuff, even if he is my best friend. I swear... "And if you ever try any of that shit with me," I added, "I'll cut you."
"Man, you hurt my feelings, I don't even know if I want you to stay over my house anymore," Hachirou whined.
"Wait a minute... you were talking about watching me weren't you?!" I yelled.
"Now why would you think I'd do something crazy like that?" he asked, trying to hold in his laughter.
"I need to go take a shower and get away from you for a moment because you're talking crazy stuff," I declared, walking out his room and closing the door.
***
By the time I came out the shower, he was in his pajamas laying on his bed reading some book, something I rarely see him do. "Well there you are," Hachirou said, looking up from the novel."What is that you're reading?" I asked, sitting on the edge of the bed drying off my hair.
"Something I borrowed from Ms. Shiba,"
"Oh no, it's one of those kind of books," I sighed. "I'm disappointed in you."
"It's actually pretty good, some of the stuff they do in this book is enough to make you go hard and stuff. These dudes are just plain freaks! But if I'll actually spend the time to read it, it's really good," he explained.
"Yeah, it has to be good for you to actually sit up and read something," I mused.
"It gives me ideas," Hachirou said.
"Don't be dirty minded, Hachirou," I teased.
"Too late, I already am. What else is new?" Hachirou replied. "For starters, let me dry your hair for you so you won't catch a cold."
"Alright, but I don't see what it has to do with getting ideas," I replied, letting him dry my hair with the white towel that was draped around my neck.
"Well, contact is good, even if it's not intimate contact," Hachirou explained. "Those pajamas of mine don't fit you very well, they're too baggy. Ah well, it'll make it easier to get you out of them." He started this kind of casual humming, for what reason I don't know and it was kind of unusual. "There we go," he announced at last. "Your hair's dry, your body's dry and your nails are dry."
"Are we all finished now?" I asked, losing my patience.
"I suppose I should take a shower now too before my brothers get to it first..." he thought aloud.
"How about you not? What happened to the 'you've been holding it in so long you might hurt me' thing? I want you to hurt me, okay?"
"Woooow Kai, that's something new," he laughed, flashing this mischievous smile.
"Why are you teasing me so much?" I whined. "We must've had three or four pages of dialogue by now and I'm kind of restless. And I'm sure the readers are too."
I climbed into the bed and pulled the covers over my face so I wouldn't have to see him. My plan was to have him think I was mad at him or something so he would stop acting so wishy-washy.
"Kaito, I'm sorry for teasing you so much," he said. "I'll tease you less if you just do one thing for me."
"Which is?" I questioned.
"Try and say my name again, only with more oomph in it,"
"Didn't we already go through this?"
He turned off the lights and climbed under the covers too, saying, "I know we did, and you remember what it led to? A little of this, and a lot of that!"
“Hachirou…”
“More oomph! You know, kind of moan it like you do when you’re sleep,”
I gave him this look but all he did was laugh at me. I learned two things I’m ashamed of, I’m so loud when we have sex that his little brother can hear me, and I say his name in my sleep. Or more or less moan it. God I’m sick.
To Be Continued...