Original Stories Fan Fiction ❯ Blood Dipped Roses ❯ I will carry on ( Chapter 4 )
[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
By: Blaqk-Fire-Inside 
So persistent.
Persistence is Arrogance.
Miscellaneous: Original Stories Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Supernatural | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 10.19.2007 | Pages: 1 | Words: 934 | Visits: 131 | Status: Completed
So persistent.
Persistence is Arrogance.
Miscellaneous: Original Stories Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Supernatural | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 10.19.2007 | Pages: 1 | Words: 934 | Visits: 131 | Status: Completed
At about midnight the realization that I needed a life hit me.
I desperately needed a change. I took a look at my life, my routines, and I realized something; I am pathetic.
It was plain and simple, I needed to get out and hunt, like a real vampire, instead of hoarding and being a hermit, trying to deny what I was.
I felt a need to see lights, city lights. And maybe, just maybe, if I went out I’d find someone to replaced Star.
I looked towards the door from my spot on the dusty ground.
I had made plans like this before, but I had never actually followed through.
The floor squeaked, as if in protest, as I stood.
A shrill ring from the phone caused me to jump, it was ironic, as soon as I make plans, the phone rings and interrupts me.
I couldn’t help but laugh softly, which in turn was really only a short release of breath.
My black and white eyes lowered and I wandered up the stairs, each one creaking softly under my weight.
I knew who it was calling, so when I picked it up and heard Star’s pleading voice, It was no surprise.
“Hello?” I whispered softly.
“Ilee, be reasonable, just listen to me, please?” he was begging me. I could almost imagine him on his knee’s in front of me pleading me to forgive him. It almost made me smile.
“I will give you a few minutes, because perhaps your plea’s will amuse me.” I listened o myself and I realized I hade never sounded so harsh before, but, he deserved every bit of my venom.
“Lover, I am lonely. I miss you so very much, and from the bottom of my heart I apologize for all the pain I have caused you. I deserve the torment that I have gone through, I understand that, but you didn’t deserve what I put you through, the things I did to you so I was pleased.
I need you, I miss your warmth and when the sunrises and I am alone, but when I awake I half expect you to be by my side, watching me.
I miss your touch, I miss your voice I..” He was rambling, so I cut in.
“No, you’re lying, I was nothing but a toy to you, and I won’t make that mistake again.
Oh, I will be alright, just use me, is that what you want?” he tried to interject but I didn’t let him.
“So stay sweetly numb, I am no longer yours, just like you are no longer mine.
I kissed the lies that you fed to me, I embraced them, I never once though that I was something that was there for fun, a doll for you to toy with.
I gave you life, I watched you grow, and I felt you change me.
I created you, and in turn you consumed me, now, one last time steal my breath, that’s all I ask.”
I was trying to stop the crimson tears from falling, but it was inevitable.
“What a shame, such a sad disgrace that my love was wasted...” I whined into the phone as my cheeks stained red.
Through my pause, he finally got his chance to talk.
“Press me to your lips, oh please Ilee.” he begged , yet again.
“Your venomous kiss no longer effects me, Star. I am immune to your pain. Who will heal my past wounds?
No one, I have no one.
My beautiful one, nothing lasts forever.
Oh, how wrong we were when we thought immortality meant living forever.
Because of you I am alone, and I would rather be mortal then be alone.
The tears were flowing freely now, I couldn’t stop them. They ran down my porcelain cheeks and dripped onto the floor softly.
The smell of the blood made me thirst, and I bit my lip.
“I have been biting as you taught me, part your lips a bit more and I’ll swallow your fears.
I will show you how all the bite marks impress a need to be here, with me.
Will you put out this fire that burns for you inside of me?
I taste of blood, press me to your lips, please. It’s in the blood, my love for you.”
His whines triggered something else in me, and my tears stopped.
I had no reason to cry over this pathetic fool.
“The future’s bright without me, spend sometime walking the line between love and death, get to see how much you hurt me.
Its apparent that you don’t care, and its sunk into me because....
I don’t care either. And now, no one cares.
It was a dream, we were a dream, this is a dream, so don’t wake me up until someone cares.”
I was angry now. My body was filled with it, I wanted to break something, I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry it all out.
He whispered my name again, “Ilee..” softly.
And slammed the phone down, and the sound echoed for a second, then dissipated.
The love, the sorrow, the pain, it was all gone, and all the was left was wrath.
I desperately needed a change. I took a look at my life, my routines, and I realized something; I am pathetic.
It was plain and simple, I needed to get out and hunt, like a real vampire, instead of hoarding and being a hermit, trying to deny what I was.
I felt a need to see lights, city lights. And maybe, just maybe, if I went out I’d find someone to replaced Star.
I looked towards the door from my spot on the dusty ground.
I had made plans like this before, but I had never actually followed through.
The floor squeaked, as if in protest, as I stood.
A shrill ring from the phone caused me to jump, it was ironic, as soon as I make plans, the phone rings and interrupts me.
I couldn’t help but laugh softly, which in turn was really only a short release of breath.
My black and white eyes lowered and I wandered up the stairs, each one creaking softly under my weight.
I knew who it was calling, so when I picked it up and heard Star’s pleading voice, It was no surprise.
“Hello?” I whispered softly.
“Ilee, be reasonable, just listen to me, please?” he was begging me. I could almost imagine him on his knee’s in front of me pleading me to forgive him. It almost made me smile.
“I will give you a few minutes, because perhaps your plea’s will amuse me.” I listened o myself and I realized I hade never sounded so harsh before, but, he deserved every bit of my venom.
“Lover, I am lonely. I miss you so very much, and from the bottom of my heart I apologize for all the pain I have caused you. I deserve the torment that I have gone through, I understand that, but you didn’t deserve what I put you through, the things I did to you so I was pleased.
I need you, I miss your warmth and when the sunrises and I am alone, but when I awake I half expect you to be by my side, watching me.
I miss your touch, I miss your voice I..” He was rambling, so I cut in.
“No, you’re lying, I was nothing but a toy to you, and I won’t make that mistake again.
Oh, I will be alright, just use me, is that what you want?” he tried to interject but I didn’t let him.
“So stay sweetly numb, I am no longer yours, just like you are no longer mine.
I kissed the lies that you fed to me, I embraced them, I never once though that I was something that was there for fun, a doll for you to toy with.
I gave you life, I watched you grow, and I felt you change me.
I created you, and in turn you consumed me, now, one last time steal my breath, that’s all I ask.”
I was trying to stop the crimson tears from falling, but it was inevitable.
“What a shame, such a sad disgrace that my love was wasted...” I whined into the phone as my cheeks stained red.
Through my pause, he finally got his chance to talk.
“Press me to your lips, oh please Ilee.” he begged , yet again.
“Your venomous kiss no longer effects me, Star. I am immune to your pain. Who will heal my past wounds?
No one, I have no one.
My beautiful one, nothing lasts forever.
Oh, how wrong we were when we thought immortality meant living forever.
Because of you I am alone, and I would rather be mortal then be alone.
The tears were flowing freely now, I couldn’t stop them. They ran down my porcelain cheeks and dripped onto the floor softly.
The smell of the blood made me thirst, and I bit my lip.
“I have been biting as you taught me, part your lips a bit more and I’ll swallow your fears.
I will show you how all the bite marks impress a need to be here, with me.
Will you put out this fire that burns for you inside of me?
I taste of blood, press me to your lips, please. It’s in the blood, my love for you.”
His whines triggered something else in me, and my tears stopped.
I had no reason to cry over this pathetic fool.
“The future’s bright without me, spend sometime walking the line between love and death, get to see how much you hurt me.
Its apparent that you don’t care, and its sunk into me because....
I don’t care either. And now, no one cares.
It was a dream, we were a dream, this is a dream, so don’t wake me up until someone cares.”
I was angry now. My body was filled with it, I wanted to break something, I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry it all out.
He whispered my name again, “Ilee..” softly.
And slammed the phone down, and the sound echoed for a second, then dissipated.
The love, the sorrow, the pain, it was all gone, and all the was left was wrath.