Original Stories Fan Fiction ❯ Death Do Us Part ❯ Iris ( Chapter 11 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Here we go! I hope I have a good balance of things other than fluff in this one <.> It turned out better than I thought it would though! =D

I've said it before, but I'll say it again =P
This fic is dedicated to InuGrrl's `The Edge of Seventeen'. May we see more of it in the future ^.~

Disclaimer: This is a piece of original work and it all belongs to me <.< Mine.
 
`Iris'
is by Goo Goo Dolls
(City of Angels OST)

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“Let go of me!”
 
His grip burned a band around her arm as he pulled her up the stairs of their apartment block. She struggled against him with all her strength. When had he gotten so strong? He pinned her arm against the wall beside their door as he fumbled for the keys, and unlocked it with one hand. He hadn't said a word at all, and it was more than unnerving. His eyes were dark; the beautiful deep blue irises had turned black. She tried to read his emotions, his thoughts, but he only gave her short glimpses before turning away. She marveled at his grip, the messy state of his black hair, his firm set jaw--was she getting aroused!? He got the door open and pulled her through, and she gripped the door frame to keep him from getting her inside. He growled in warning, but didn't look at her.
 
“Sato, you're hurting me,” She gave a tug to her arm, but his grip didn't relent. “Sato,” Look at me!
 
“Stop fighting me!” His voice was powerful, it grounded her firmly, and a thrill ran through her body. It scared her. She tugged her arm, renewed her struggle. He snapped his head back at her and speared her with his eyes, “Why are you fighting me!?”
 
She could definitely read his eyes now. Pain, guilt, regret, anger. They weren't just passing through; they were in full blast, exploding in his dark irises. His brows were in a sort of half frown in his effort to keep himself in check. Rei could see all of it, just from looking at his face, and felt his grip on her arm soften just a little. She looked away from him, suddenly self conscious. Her blouse was soaked and her high-waist pencil skirt had some mud along the bottom. She didn't even want to acknowledge the state of her shoes. His hand tightened around her arm again and he pulled her inside. She didn't fight this time, just kept her head down and stared at the floor. He let go of her to close the door behind them, and she heard the resounding lock. She could still feel his hand on her arm, a hot band on her skin.
 
Her eyes went wide when she was yanked backwards suddenly and pulled against his hard chest. His arms went around her waist possessively and he held her to him with force. She felt his hot breath on her neck, and the warmth fanned through her body. He put his head against her shoulder, and wrapped his arms further around her thin waist.
 
“Rei,”
 
The depth of his voice put her on alert somehow, and she tried to pry his arms away with her hands. His grip tightened more, and her movements became frantic. She struggled against him as much as she could, but didn't know why.
 
“Why are you fighting me!?” She heard the plea in his voice, the uncertainty as it seeped in. It always happened before he started crying, then she would have to shower him with kisses and apologies to make him happy again. Like a mother to a child.
 
Not this time.
 
It happened faster than she could think. His arms let go of her waist and seized her shoulders, spinning her around to face him and then shoving her against the wall in the entry with jarring force. He held her there, stabbed her to the wall with his gaze. Warm liquid seeped from the wounds, flooded through her and kick-started her adrenaline. She could tell he was reading her like a book, because she was doing the same. Something they had always been able to do, sense each other's thoughts and emotions, it underlined a deep understanding of each other that she'd thought they had.
 
“Do you want to go back to that man?” Her shoulders screamed under the pressure of his hands.
 
“No,”
 
“Is that why you're fighting me!? Is that what you want?!” he spat before she could continue, his voice teetering on desperate.
 
“No!”
 
“Why are you fighting me?” His voice had softened, became a deep, rumbling baritone. “What do you want?” It was almost soothing. Then she remembered why she had gone to Zack in the first place.
 
“What do you want?” He sensed the trouble coming, she felt him tense, “Where's your blonde woman!?” His voice had warning in it,
 
“Rei,”
 
“Is that what you want!?” he opened his mouth to speak, but she cut him off, “Don't I satisfy you anymore?” His heart throbbed at the hurt in her voice. “Does she satisfy you...? Can she...make you happy?” Now the tears were on the way. Damn.
 
“Shut up, Rei.”
 
His hold on her faltered and he moved in closer to her, embraced her with his body, seeking her softness and warmth. She relaxed into him, and suddenly all of the problems washed away. They left her tired and weary, and she rested her head against his chest for support. He pulled away and was struck by the soft whimper she let out. He held her hand reassuringly and laced his fingers through hers. He leaned away and reached for something she couldn't see, and moisture gathered in her eyes as a soft acoustic guitar sounded around the room.
 
 
And I'd give up forever to touch you,
`CauseI know that you feel me somehow
 
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be,” He mimicked the lyrics of their wedding song softly into her ear, and ran his hands up her arms before pulling back and locking her gaze to his, “And I don't wanna go home right now...
 
It was Rei who surged forward to capture his lips, liquid warmth pooling in their mouths. She took his bottom lip between hers and sucked softly, soothingly, before she took his whole mouth again and wrapped an arm around his back, the other went to the back of his neck. Their tongues played, neither questing for dominance as he pulled her from the wall. He led the few steps to the living room, where he pulled her hand in his, and put his other at her hip. She followed his lead, and they were soon dancing together, swaying to the music in each other's embrace.
 
 
And all I can taste is this moment,
And all I can breathe is your life
 
 
“When did you get the song?” She leaned in closer and released his hand to wrap hers around his neck.
 
“I've had it for a while,” His hands ran along her lower back. She hummed to the music with her cheek against his chest. “Rei,” he said after a while.
 
“He tried...but he couldn't make me happy,” She was referring to Zack, predicting her husband's question. “Not like you can.” She heard him sigh, a release of pent up stress. “Do you think he'll be alright?” She hadn't exactly had time to check if he was still conscious after being dealt the blow.
 
“He'll be fine,” He rolled his eyes. “And he knows to stay the fuck away now.” She almost giggled at his pissed off tone, and returned to humming with the music as they danced. He interrupted her peace again, “Rei,”
 
“Mm?”
 
“I...just wanted to see what it would be like,” He held her closer when she tensed, “to be with someone else,” He paused, gauging her reaction.
 
“And what did you find?”
 
“I found myself thinking of you just to enjoy it,”
 
 
`Causesooner or later it's over,
I just don't want to miss you tonight
 
 
“Would you have told me about her if I hadn't seen her?” He seemed to have been caught off guard, because there was a long pause before he answered.
 
“I...don't think so.” It hurt her, but at least it was honest. “Weren't you looking for the same thing...? Didn't you want to see what it would be like?” She offered him a weak nod.
 
There was silence again and they kept dancing, holding the other close. Satoru pulled away a bit to make the dance more interesting, the both of them engaging in an amateur waltz. The three steps echoed in their minds, signified something special. They would always fight, they would always forgive, and they would always love each other. And so the waltz continued, slowly but surely.
 
Rei shivered slightly, the dampness of her blouse kicking in now that she paid attention to it. The dance stopped and Satoru held her in his embrace for a while, ran his hands up and down her body to warm her.
 
“You ok?” He cupped her face and ran his thumbs over her cheeks.
 
 
And I don't want the world to see me,
`CauseI don't think that they'd understand
 
 
“I think I need to get out of these clothes,” He immediately flashed a grin, his eyes darkening in mischief. “Come on,” She rolled her eyes at him and headed for their room, but stopped when she noticed shreds of paper in the small trashcan by the kitchen. The divorce papers. She turned to look at him in question, a smile in her voice, “You planned this?” He noticed where her gaze had fallen and his grin faded.
 
“I wasn't prepared to take `no' for an answer...” It thrilled her even more, and she remembered the force he had used against her earlier. She had stopped wondering why it was all turning her on, just accepted that it did, and that she found herself feeling strangely kinky. She took his hand and led him into their room, surprised to find it neat, and relieved to see no traces of her left behind. “I changed the sheets...” She turned to meet his apologetic look, and decided that if they were going to get a fresh start, she needed to forgive him for what he had done. She pulled him into a soft kiss, and somehow fell in love with him all over again.

It was easier to forgive than she thought it would be.
 
 
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am
 
 
“You're cold, remember?” He tugged at her clothes with that same mischief sparkling in his eyes, the corner of his mouth curling into a smirk. “Wouldn't want you getting sick,” He flicked the buttons of her blouse open, but only got halfway down before he lost patience and pushed the material over her shoulders and away from her breasts to expose her to him.
 
“I don't feel so cold anymore...” He buried his face between her soft mounds, nuzzling the cleavage her bra created so nicely. “'Toru...I'm on fire,” She implored, and she clung to him tightly when he yanked her towards the bed, plopping her down and covering her body immediately with his. He lathered her chest with licks and kisses, panting hotly against her sensitive skin.
 
“I want you so bad,” He pressed the bulge in his pants against her thigh to punctuate his words, as if with a full-stop. “Geez, Rei,” He forced the cup of her bra aside and latched onto the dark nipple he revealed. Her sweet moan smoothed over him and he jammed his hips harder against her, shuddering at the sensation, “Shit.”
 
“Get these clothes off,” She tugged at his dark clothes, also damp from the rain. “I need to feel your skin.” His hands joined hers in pulling off his shirt, and he fumbled with the buttons and zipper of his pants when she seized one of his nipples and sucked on it roughly. He groaned over her and she covered his hands with hers to help. The pants were difficult to peel off, but they managed to get him to his boxers.
 
His heart sped up when he caught her hungry stare at the tent in the thin material, and he almost came on the spot when she locked his gaze and slowly licked her lips. She wasn't really thinking--? She hadn't done that in a long time, she didn't like to, did she? Would she--? His thoughts were rushing around the one notion that she might give him oral sex, the possibility exciting him to no end. He tried to calm himself, tried to not jump to any conclusions, but he had become an excited child, waiting hopefully for a treat. Rei had no idea exactly how violently it turned him on to see her take him into her mouth. It was a simple thing, but his ultimate pleasure, to be put in a position of control like that, that could so easily turn into a position of helplessness and submission. The combination thrilled him.
 
She moved to sit up, and urged him to do the same. He was on his knees, straddling one of her legs, before her, hunching over to kiss her face. She snaked her hands behind him and with a firm grip on his ass, made him straighten, sitting up on his knees. She ran her hands up his body and looked up at him from her place at eye level with his abdomen. She noticed his hands spastically clenching and unclenching by his sides, the desperation in his eyes he was trying furiously to hide from her. She lowered her gaze to his groin and felt the heat and liquid pool between her thighs. Did he know how much she ached for him?
 
Her fingers ran along the waistband of the shorts before she flicked her thumbs in and pulled them down slowly, and locked his gaze, anxious sapphire meeting rich copper. His hard length made itself prominent, the organ stood at attention before her face, veins running along the dark skin in its strain. She eyed the drop of moisture that seeped from the tip and couldn't help but lick her lips again in the anticipation of the taste. She slowly neared and her tongue came out, flicking over the salty droplet. He jerked his hips toward her suddenly and she pulled back in surprise. Rei looked up at him to see his brows furrowed and his teeth on his bottom lip in concentration. She had never seen him so hair-triggered, and it elated her to know she could bring him to this state. Buoyed by that thought alone, she ran her hands from his knees and up the back of his thighs, looking him in the eyes as she gave the tip of his cock a luscious kiss.
 
He grabbed the back of her head and held her in place as he pushed himself into her warm mouth, hitting the back of her throat. He shuddered intensely at her pleasured expression, the feeling of her low moan around his cock. He gripped her hair, trying to restrain himself from plowing into his wife's mouth. Goosebumps made themselves known on his skin and he shivered as she pulled away slowly, sliding him out of her mouth and running her tongue along the underside from base to tip. She smiled up at him when he whimpered, his hand now fisting her hair. She ignored the twinge of pain and turned her attention back on his member, intent on showing him just how much she was enjoying it. She ran her hands up and down his thighs and over his rear while she showered him with licks and kisses, squeezed his butt and ran her fingers in between the firm cheeks.
 
He was going insane above her, his head turned towards the ceiling, unable to bear the sight of her sweet mouth on him. He bit his gum when she took him into her mouth and sucked periodically, alternating pressure while her hands felt their way to his balls, cupping the sac and pressing the sensitive place behind them. Satoru lost it and jammed himself into her throat with a feral growl, over and over, his hand on the back of her head keeping her still. Her eyes were scrunched shut and he could see his fluids dripping from the corner of her mouth, squeezing between his dick and her lips. He heard her make a sound, a whimper of pain, and he pulled out of her abruptly, breathing heavily, cum seeping from his tip. He swallowed hard and cleared his throat, thinking carefully before he spoke,
 
“I...I'm sorry,” He took a moment to calm himself, averted his gaze from the alluring sight of his pre-cum sliding down her chin. She was a breathless as he was, but partly because he had damn near choked her. “I'm sorry, Rei, I lost control,” He soothed the mistreated area on the back of her neck and rubbed it in apology. “You have no idea...how fucking much...damn.” He still hadn't caught his breath. She just smiled and reached up for him, pulling him into a kiss when he lowered his head for her.
 
He nuzzled her cheek when they parted and eased her on her back, shifting the both of them further up on the bed. He unbuttoned her shirt and pulled it off for her, and took the same care with her skirt. He kissed the skin he exposed, inch by inch, and licked between her toes when he took her shoes off. He was on his knees again, looking over her underwear-clad body lying before him.
 
“Make love to me, Sato,”
 
And he proceeded to do just that.
 
He pampered her body, removed her bra and panties slowly. The built up tension in her core made her feel like punching him in the face for taking so long. She needed him inside her now. He hovered over her, straddling her waist while he massaged her breasts, he stared at Rei while she was mid-moan, his eyes entranced with her mouth. She caught him and raised an eyebrow, but knew exactly what he wanted.
 
“I-- Please, Rei, just...” He shifted his hips closer to her face in silent plea, and she looked down at the erotic sight of his straining manhood between her breasts. She licked her lips again and he almost fainted.
 
“Alright, Sato, but only because you asked so nicely.” She inclined her head forward and he lifted her chin with his forefinger and thumb, angling her face towards him. He slipped himself into her warm mouth, whimpering again at the sensation. He braced himself with a hand against the bed's headboard. Satoru pulled in and out of her slowly and his eyes rolled to the back of his head, loving the feeling of her teeth grazing him and the rumble her moans sent through his body.
 
Enough now, stop being selfish.
 
He pulled out with measured control, slow and reluctant. His balls tightened when he saw her disappointed expression and he grit his teeth to stop from blowing his load on her gorgeous face. Her chocolate hair pooled like melted Cadbury over the pillows, her golden skin looking heavenly against the bed sheets.
 
“Fuck, Rei,” The sight of her, cheeks flushed pink and copper eyes deep with passion, rendered him speechless.
 
“I'm yours.”
 
He pounced back to his original position to cover her with the entire length of his body, snuggling his hips between her open thighs. She giggled at his excitement, apparently finding it funny that he would just about explode at the slightest touch. Her laughter died a quick death when his hand snaked down her body and dipped into her hole, testing her wetness.
 
And she was wet.
 
“You like sucking my cock?” His fingers slipped in, three of them with agonizing ease. He shuddered. There was one thing better than having Rei take him in her mouth...
 
“You taste good...” She let out a gasp when he pushed in a fourth finger. She wrapped her arms around him and clawed at his back. He pulled his hand away slowly, her thick juices practically dripping from his fingers. He lifted his hand between them and stared at her as he sucked a finger clean, right down to his wedding ring. He licked off two others, and left his index finger glistening still with her essence. His chest rumbled and his voice was deep,
 
“You taste good too,” He held his index finger to her mouth and ran it over her lips, letting her taste herself. She took it into her mouth and he slammed his hips into hers, grinding them effectively together with a groan. She marveled at his control, he had never lasted this long in foreplay before. She stopped him when he made a move to slide down her body, eager to get more of her taste in his mouth. He questioned her with a raised brow.
 
“I can't wait anymore,” He nodded and slid back up her body, settling between her legs as they wrapped around him, “Please, `Toru.”
 
He positioned himself easily and was inside her, buried to the hilt, with one thrust. They both cried out, holding each other closer, faces buried in the crooks of their necks. He tore at the sheets on either side of her head in an effort to keep himself in check. Before he knew it, he was thrusting into her, and she was reciprocating, meeting him and grinding her clit against him to bring herself more pleasure. Three thrusts, then four. He didn't think he'd make it to five, but he did, didn't think he'd make it to six, but he did. He lost count after seven.
 
They called out to each other in their release only minutes later, spinning into euphoria in almost perfect unison, bodies collapsing in a sweaty heap. Rei caught her breath and blinked away the stars and hugged him closer when she realized it hadn't been a dream.
 
“I love you so much,” His heart fluttered at her words, and everything felt so...so...full.
 
God, Rei,

G
ive me a child.
 
 
*
 
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,
Or the moment of truth in your lies,
When everything feels like the movies,
Yeah, you'd bleed just to know you're alive
 
 
 
Agate Bridge.
 
He stepped up, climbing the parapet with care. The warm wind hit him with force as he made his way to the ledge, careful not to stand too close. The river below rushed with the wind and the sun rose on the horizon in the land of the rising sun.
 
You came back?
 
I came to say goodbye.
 
Good.
 
I'll miss this place. I like it here.
 
You'll have Rei.
 
Yeah.
 
I take it you found what you were looking for, then?
 
...Yeah.
 
 
And I don't want the world to see me,
`CauseI don't think that they'd understand,
When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am
 
 
The wind swept through him as he bid his father farewell, in awe of the events that had come to pass. He remembered under which circumstances he had last come here, and promised himself he would never come again. He, after all, had only come to say goodbye. He turned, relishing in the force of the wind. The gust brushed past his face and filled his clothes, filtered through his outstretched arms. The sound of water filled his ears as he climbed down the parapet and the smell of morning dew filled his nose. He turned his sapphire eyes to the sunrise, peering though half closed eyelids. He squinted, distorting the feminine beauty spot by his left eye. The wind filled his red wings.
 
And happiness filled the hole in his heart.
 
 
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The End
© axel720
February - March 2007
 
 
 
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A/N: Well? I tried to make up for the mushy ending with the lemon <.< I hope it worked XD
Thanks for reading! Now I can start my next pile of crap XD