Original Stories Fan Fiction ❯ Love or Hate ❯ Volume Twelve, Chapter Seventy-Nine: Confused Feelings ( Chapter 79 )

Confused Feelings

-Mai-

I cursed myself in bed. How did I let it come to this? Damn it. I looked over at Isao asleep next to me. It annoyed me that he looked so beautiful. I wanted to slap him. But I want to kiss him. I gritted my teeth. Fuck. What now?

I rolled over to face the window. Me with him? Eww! Not going to happen. I think…

I have to get going. I've got a show to play in the afternoon. Where is my phone? I sat up in bed. I got a better look around the room. Damn it, I'm in his room. Fuck. I rubbed my forehead.

Suddenly, I paused. Hm? I heard murmuring next to me. Oh shit. Isao slowly opened his eyes. I froze at the sight of his brown eyes. Can it be possible for eyes to be that beautiful? I shivered at the thought.

“Are you cold or something?” Isao asked. I looked so confused.

“Huh?” I asked.

“You were trembling,” he said. My cheeks felt hot.

“Shut up,” I muttered. I climbed out of bed. He had his on me. I tried not to make eye contact with him.

“I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't be here,” I muttered to myself.

“You came into my room,” Isao said. I whipped around. Look at him. He knows that he's so pretty. It made me want to scream. Who did he think he was? I snorted.

“I've got to go,” I said. Isao shrugged.

“Okay,” he said. I started looking for my clothes.

“We aren't doing this again!” I shouted.

“Sure,” Isao said. I gritted my teeth. That was it? He wasn't going to argue back? He's just agreeing with me. This was making me angry.

Grrr!

“Are you having problems?” Isao asked. I growled again.

“Shut up!” I yelled. I got dressed and gathered up my things. He still watched me.

“Stop looking at me,” I said through gritted teeth. Isao turned his head away. I breathed out and finished getting dressed. I said nothing as I walked out of the room.

It took my all not to scream in the hall. What the hell was that?! My body still felt hot all over. My hands started to rub over my clothes. That was a good night, I have to admit. I shut my eyes and shivered. What am I thinking? I will bever be with him! Isao is an asshole and I hate him!

I froze in the hall as doubt washed over me. Do I? Do I really? I grabbed my head and screamed. What was wrong with me?! This was his fault. He did this to me! I ran back to my room. Damn him! He's going to pay for this! So… Why do I want him to touch me again?

Track Seventy-Nine