Ouran High School Host Club Fan Fiction ❯ Beloved grandmother ❯ Chapter one ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I do not own any of the characters from Ouran high school host club. Disclaimer!

Warnings; Yaoi (which is NOT the same thing as shounen-ai! Yaoi means there will be sex) There will be lemon(s). Maybe some dirty language.

X-rated, not just to be safe! Readers under the age of eighteen should NOT read! Nor should readers who are uncomfortable with homosexual relationships.

Tamaki/Kyouya, and perhaps I'll write about the twincest as well! ;)

Ps; Haruhi is gone... author accidently killed her with food-poisoning. Gomen, Haruhi-fans... I hate her.

Beta; Ender_kb (The best!!)

Let's get started.

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Chapter one.

"Mother!" I flinched. I knew that voice. I knew it because I heard it every day. It was Tamaki, the father. The king. I might be the shadow-king, and I might be the one who controls everything. But Tamaki was the king. The true king, and he deserved it in every way possible.

He was the one who started the host club. I, on the other hand, only joined because my father told me to be friends with Tamaki. Pure business. Well, at first.

Tamaki was like a tornado, messing around in my life; turning everything upside down. I had been so angry with him. But in reality, I knew. I knew exactly what had happened. Tamaki had saved me. He saved me from my own grasp.

I have two older brothers and a filthy rich father. It was my duty... no, it was my destiny to surpass my brothers and make my family even richer.

But Tamaki... that... creature had come into my life and showed me. He showed me that sometimes you can control your own destiny. And sometimes you can't.

I didn't know everything at first. When I first met him, I thought he was just one of those Japan-crazed youths from Europe. His language wasn't bad though. But I didn't like him one bit. Blonde beauty, shallow and stupid. I was so sure about that.
He acted like a teenage girl sometimes, which got on my nerves. But it wasn't me who first discovered that I slowly started to enjoy being with him. It was my sister.

"You look happier, these days, Kyouya-kun."

I was so shocked. Tamaki made me happy? Hn.
Okay, back to the host club.

"Yes, father?" I answered with a small, rather uncaring smile as I continued to read my papers. As always, Tamaki had the most customers that day. I was the second most popular host. Not that I cared about the fact that he always surpassed me. No, that wasn't why I was irritated. I honestly didn't know myself.

I'm very smart. I've always had the highest grade in everything and before I met Tamaki, the books were my closest friends. But I never realized stuff about myself, never.
As I already told you, it was my sister who discovered that I started to like hanging out with Tamaki. Not me.

I always see things about others, and it's almost always me who realizes when something is wrong with someone else. But I never see things about myself. It's frustrating.

For example, recently, I noticed how the twins actually blush when sitting next to each other performing the brotherly-love-act. They didn't blush like that before. Hn.

And I noticed how Honey's smiles sometime seem too large. Fake. False. Mori-senpai has also noticed this because he often asked Honey if he is alright. More often than he used to. I wonder what's wrong.

But I still can't figure out everything. And I can never figure out what's wrong with me, even if I know something is off.

"How many customers am I going to have today?" Tamaki asked while peeking over my shoulder to read my papers. I kept the papers out of sight and smirked.

"You know you're not allowed to read my papers, Tamaki." I said and sighed.

I felt so warm. Was it because of Tama- No! Get a grip, Kyouya... why would it be because of Tamaki? I laughed loudly at the thought in my head.

He tsk-ed and pouted and that feeling started to stir in my belly again. I'm honestly getting worried. This feeling has been showing its ugly face every time Tamaki is close to me, or if he does something. Why?

"You have eight girls the first hour, then we have a ten minute break, then you have six girls the next round." I mumbled. Annoyance started to make itself known in my system. I involuntarily frowned and irritated thoughts echoed through my head before I could stop them. Tamaki nodded and slapped his own cheeks as if he was preparing himself for an extreme challenge.

"Go get ‘em, boy." I cooed and smirked as he blushed.

"I can't help that I'm popular!" He said dramatically and put a hand on his forehead. He maintained this pose for a few seconds, before I sighed and murmured a soft "Yeah, yeah..."

Then the door flew open and the twins walked in. They were talking and laughing about something.

"Kaoru-kun, Hikaru-kun." I greeted, and they waved to me. "Five girls both rounds, okay?" I said while writing something on my paper. The twins sighed.

"Fine," they said as one man. "But I'm kinda tired... how come we have so many girls today?"

There's one thing you should learn about me. I'm cruel.

"Well, I gave them a special offer." I smirked as I watched the twins cringe under my gaze. Hikaru was the first to speak.

"What kind of offer?" He sounded terrified.

Okay... I'm really not that cruel. My sadistic plans always have good intentions. Honest.

"A kiss."

The twins gasped.

"What?" Kaoru shouted and backed away a few steps. Hikaru stared wide-eyed at me.

I know it's cruel, but as I told you; I'm smart. And I also happen to believe that love has no boundaries. I've seen the blushes, and the looks they give each other. Now I'm giving them opportunity to find out. They should be grateful.

"I'm sorry, Hikaru-kun, Kaoru-kun. But all the teasing going on between the two of you; the girls are getting sick of it. They want to see a kiss." Kaoru visibly swallowed. "After all, it's just acting... right?"

I stared at Hikaru as I said the last word. I gave him my 'You know you can't fool me'-look. His eyes went wider as the realization sunk into his mind. He knew that I knew.

I gave him a small smile and turned around, since Honey-senpai and Mori-senpai just walked in. Honey looked tired, and he had dark shadows under his big, watery eyes. He didn't have his teddy bear with him today.

I was concerned. I stared at the eighteen-year old boy, then I averted my gaze to Mori-senpai who also looked worried. Well, he had a small wrinkle between his eyes.

"Honey-chan?" I said while sinking down to my knees to be able to look into his eyes. As expected, Honey avoided my gaze and tried to smile.

"Hi, Kyouya-chan. How many?"

I sighed and straightened. Mori also avoided my gaze.

"Four now, five later." I murmured and gave them a smile before heading towards Tamaki who was currently moping in a corner because of something Hikaru said.

"Tamaki, I'm letting them in now... be nice." He gave me a small glare and straightened while giving the older twin an angry look.

Hikaru didn't return the favor, since he was too busy being nervous. Kaoru gave his brother a worried look before putting on his best uke-smile. Hikaru smiled reassuring his younger half before putting on his own cocky seme-smile. I opened the door.

"TAMAKIII!!" A group of teenage girls immediately rushed to Tamaki and his table which was surrounded with a sofa and several chairs. He smiled his famous king-smile, even though I clearly saw the nearly panicked look in his eyes. The girls looked as if they were about to eat him up.

"My ladies! Let us have a nice afternoon together." He finished the sentence with a blending smile and the girls swooned. How pathetic. Women are just an annoyance.

I greeted my own customers and watched in the corner of my eye as the others greeted theirs. The twins looked fairly nervous, but now they were on their own.

Honey was smiling and jumping around, eating cake and being randomly chibi. Still cute, still false. Mori tried his best to cheer Honey up, by telling him he made a special chocolate cake. Honey just smiled and nodded.

"How nice, Mori-chan."

The girls in Honey's and Mori's group stared at the chibi-teen and exchanged worried glances.

Luckily for me, where I sit, I have a perfect view over the room, which is mainly because I wanted to keep an eye on the others. I watched Tamaki in the corner of my eye, chatting away with the ladies. An annoyed feeling bubbled in my stomach again, so I quickly averted my gaze to the twins.

My heart jumped as I noticed how the girls seemed nearly erratic. They were obviously pushing the twins.

"Kyouya-kun, what's going on with the twins?" One of my customers asked.

"I overheard them talking about kissing." another one said with poorly hidden curiosity.

I barely heard them, since I was too busy staring at the twins. Their customers had calmed down and were now staring with anticipation at the brothers. Hikaru whispered something in Kaoru's ear and the younger twin nodded blushingly. Their customers squealed. I felt warm. Warmer than usual.

I was as captured by the Hitachiin-moment as were the rest of the girls. I couldn't hear Tamaki's voice in the background, so I assumed that he was also staring at the twin-scene.

Hikaru grasped Kaoru's hand and pulled his younger brother towards himself. Kaoru blushed harder. Obviously the uke.

Then it happened. Hikaru put his hands on Kaoru's cheeks and lowered his own head as Kaoru put his own hands upon Hikaru's. The younger half closed his eyes as Hikaru's lips brushed over his own. The room was dead silent. The twin's customers were staring with red cheeks and tears in their eyes.

Kaoru grabbed Hikaru's neck and pulled him closer, deepening the kiss. The low moan the older half let out was heard throughout the room. I swallowed and realized with a blush that I enjoyed watching the two males kiss. This realization caused me to quickly turn my gaze away, but I could still hear the smacking sound of lips and the low moans that were escaping both Hikaru and Kaoru's throats.

Then it stopped. The room was still dead-silent. I peeked at the twins and nearly gasped. Kaoru was crying and I could tell Hikaru was also on the verge of tears. What had I done?!

The girls reacted quickly by coming forward and nearly killing the twins with hugs and kisses.

"That was so wonderful!"

"Please don't feel sad!"

"We're sorry we pushed you to do something like this!"

"That kiss was lovely!"

I sighed with relief. The girls still adored them. I must admit, I was worried that I had destroyed Kaoru and Hikaru's host-careers, but the younger twin didn't stop his crying, and soon he stood up and ran out of the room. Hikaru yelled after him.

"Kaoru!" The older twin ran after his younger half. The room was silent once again. I... I felt so utterly ashamed for putting the twins up to something like that. And I don't easily feel ashamed, since I usually do the right thing. I stared at my knee. I didn't know what to do or what to say.

"I'm sorry, my ladies. The host club will be closed for the rest of the day! I'm very sorry!" Tamaki exclaimed. I stared at my blonde friend as he stood from his chair. He looked so different from what he used to. He looked serious, grown up. It made me feel like the childish one. The girls who surrounded the king nodded with serious looks and walked out of the room in silence. They obviously understood the situation, and I sighed with relief once again.

The room was emptied of girls, leaving behind a stoic Mori-senpai, Honey-chan who looked as if he was about to cry, a serious Tamaki and me filled with shame. I still didn't know what to say.

I was staring at my knee still, the feeling of actually doing something wrong was slowly sinking into my brain as I concentrated on breathing. I swallowed.

"Kaoru-chan... Hikaru-chan..." Honey mumbled. Mori caressed his cousin's back. Tamaki sighed.

"Well, that was unexpected." He murmured. He walked to the window and looked out. The school garden looked so inviting, shimmering with sunshine.

I couldn't take it anymore. I quickly stood up from where I sat. I felt somewhat dizzy.

"I-I'm sorry!" Three pairs of eyes turned to me. I could feel my own cheeks heat up, it wasn't because of embarrassment, it was because I was fighting back the tears.

"I'm the one who told them to kiss." I swallowed trying to force the tears back.

Fuck, why was I so sensitive!? Maybe it was because I realized that I had actually damaged the twins. Maybe it was because I hadn't cried since I was about three years old. I didn't know, and I still don't know, but it didn't matter. The first drop of water slowly ran down my cheek before I could finish the sentence.

I squeezed my eyes shut.

"I told them to kiss, because the girls wanted me to!" I sobbed. With a shaking hand, I pulled my glasses off and sat down on my chair again. I hid my eyes with the other hand. It couldn’t stop the tears that were still running from my eyes, slowly soaking my cheeks. "I'm so sorry." I mumbled.

No one said a word. I knew how angry they were. I had ruined everything. God how I hated myself. I couldn't believe myself, for the first time in several years, I was crying. For such a small thing? This certainly wasn't like me! And I couldn't have possibly picked out a worse place to shed my tears. I shook my head.

"I'll go. I'm sorry." I was just about to straighten when I felt a hand on my back, keeping me from getting up. My heart froze. Were they going to beat me up? I remembered with a shudder all the times I've seen Honey fight. And Mori-senpai and I didn't even want to think about Tamaki. Tamaki is my best friend, honestly. I know him better than anyone. Many people may think he's just a stupid blonde dude with no credits what so ever, except for his looks.

I know better. When he's mad, I mean, seriously angry, his eyes turn to ice. I've never seen such a piercing look in my entire life. Though he's never been angry with me, and I don't ever want that piercing gaze of his upon myself. I couldn't take it!

"Don't!" I cried as I flinched away from the hand, bracing for an impact. Honey looked surprised and somewhat hurt.

"Kyouya-chan, I'm not going to hurt you." He murmured and crawled up on the sofa on which I was sitting on. Mori was sitting on my other side. I was petrified. What the hell?

Honey wrapped his arms around my neck and hugged me violently. Mori hugged me too... sorta. He put a hand on my shoulder and squeezed it. I swallowed. They weren't angry? Relief was filling my heart. I sighed and hugged Honey back.

"It might have been harsh to make them kiss, but I was getting sick and tired of watching them." Honey giggled. I stared at him.

"You saw it too?" I asked dumbfounded. Honey smirked (which looked odd, since it's Honey after all).

"Yah. I mean... Mori-chan and I sit like two meters from them. We probably sew more than you do."

"Oh..." I nodded slowly. "I hope I didn't ruin anything for them." I mumbled quietly. Honey shook his head.

"You saw that kiss just as well as I did!" He blurted. "Now all they have to do is to figure out how to handle it. You did the right thing, Kyouya-chan." Honey smiled and released me.

I blushed as I remembered the kiss. The excited feeling started to stir in the pit of my stomach again and I turned my face away from Honey's gaze.

Tamaki was still standing by the window with his face turned to the rest of us. A cold hand enveloped my heart as I gazed upon his back, so still and quiet.

"Mori-chan, let's go home." Honey said softly and grabbed Mori's hand. Mori looked somewhat surprised and nodded quietly. They left the room, and left me alone with Tamaki and a penetrating silence.

I swallowed.

"A-are you angry?" I asked quietly. Tamaki just shook his head. He turned his head toward me a bit, and I saw the small smile.

"Come here." He said softly and gestured with his hand for me to go to him. I swallowed and walked up to the king. Nervous feelings spread through my body and made me feel tense and stiff. I tried to fix my face to look cool and uncaring, but my facial muscles seemed to be out of order.

I finally reached Tamaki and looked at him. He was looking at something through the window. I followed his gaze and gasped. I covered my mouth with a hand.

"See? I think you did the right thing, after all." He smiled at me and gently rested his hand upon my arm, which caused me to shudder. I could only hope he didn't notice.

There, under one of the sakura-trees, stood Hikaru with Kaoru in his arms. They were kissing. Kaoru clung to Hikaru's shoulders and Hikaru was holding his younger brother up by his arm around Kaoru's lower back and neck. They had closed their eyes... passionately, lovingly, they explored each other's mouths. I felt so warm inside.

I swallowed and blushed as the excited feeling stirred again. What is..?

Shit....

I suddenly recognized the feeling. Arousal. Good god, I was getting turned on by watching the two males kiss! I gasped at the realization and turned my head away.

"I'm glad everything turned out okay." I walked away from the window and grabbed my bag. "I'll just be going now. See you tomorrow." I said all of this very quickly and almost ran towards the door.

"Kyouya."

I was amazed how one single word could stop me, just because it was his voice. I froze in mid-step, one hand on the door-knob. I swallowed.

"Yes?" My voice was trembling. I was still somewhat aroused. I needed to get away, to hide somewhere and make the arousal to go away.

"Don't leave."

I turned slightly at his words, but then faced him fully when I discovered he was right behind me.. He had sounded almost like he was pleading. He reached out a hand and palmed my cheek.

"Are you okay?" He asked and I nodded, a little too eagerly.

"Of course. Never better." I said, laughing nervously. God, I wasn't acting like myself at all! Tamaki still looked worried.

"You thought Honey was going to hit you. Are you sure you're okay?" Tamaki bit his lower lip, which caused me to get a bit dazed for about two seconds. But when his words finally reached my brain, I understood what he was saying. He still remembered that time at the ball. My father, he had hit me because I was a member of the host club. Tamaki had been worried for me ever since.

I nodded reassuringly.

"I'm okay." I said softly and smiled. Maybe it was my imagination, but I could swear I saw a small blush on Tamaki's cheeks.

"Okay. Well, you know you can call me if there's something wrong. Or right, for that matter!" He smiled. I nodded.

"Sure, same goes for you."

Then he did it. He lowered his head and kissed my cheek. I froze.

Tamaki has been living in France for several years, and I know that some of the habits are still there, but the feeling of Tamaki’s lips on my cheek made me blush and shudder. Oh, God...

That's when I realized I was in love with Tamaki. I sighed.

"Tamaki..." I breathed, before I knew what I was saying. My heart felt like a stone, since I knew that he probably gave me a kiss out of concern for his best friend. I felt like crying again.

But he didn't pull back. He gave me another kiss, on the same spot as the first one... then he kissed me again, closer to my mouth. All I could do was stand there, and feel his warm lips on my skin. Shuddering. Enjoying.

My eyes drifted shut as his lips reached mine, and before I knew it I had dropped my bag and wrapped my arms around his neck. I pulled him closer, allowing myself to get drunk on the taste of Tamaki. I could taste the tea he had been drinking, the toothpaste he used. I loved it.

I could feel his arms pull me closer to him, wrapping around my waist, tightening. Our bodies were so close. Soon he pushed me against the door I had been about to open, and attacked my neck with kisses and nibbles. I couldn't contain my moans.

"T-Tama...ki..." I sighed and grasped his neck, letting my fingers flow through his blonde locks.

I hissed with pleasure as his hand slowly undid my shirt and parted it, letting his hands roam over my chest. Soon, my white shirt slid to the floor, as did his.

Oh god... the feeling of his naked, perfect skin against my own made me want to weep with pleasure. My nipples were stiff and red. Our bodies were pressed flush against each other. The heat was comforting and arousing.

"Kyouya..." He murmured. I blushed when I felt his hands undo my belt. I knew what was about to happen. It had happened so fast. But I didn't want to stop it, and even if I wanted to, I couldn't have.

Tamaki is actually a lot stronger than me, and I was weak from his touches and kisses, I was actually surprised I could still stand.

He pulled my pants down, and I was shaking with anticipation. He stepped out of his own black pants. I blushed and gulped as I saw a large bulge in Tamaki's boxers.

"I've been longing for you, Kyouya..." He murmured with a smile. It filled my heart with warmth I couldn't explain.

"Tamaki..." I moaned when his hand slowly stroked my hard member through the fabric. It felt too good. I grabbed his shoulders for support. I could hear his chuckles and tried to glare at him, but it was ruined when he gently squeezed my cock, and made me moan again.

After that it all happened rather quickly; he let his hands grab my ass (causing me to hiss) and lifted me off of the floor. On pure instinct I wrapped my legs around his hips, which turned out to be a huge mistake, since I could now feel his rock-hard member rub against my own erection through the fabrics of our underwear, it made me moan and bury my face into his neck. Tamaki moaned too, and I could tell he had difficulties standing straight.

He put me down on the sofa in the corner, and immediately showered me with kisses all over my neck and chest. I was so dazed I barely realized my head was trashing back and forth with pleasure. I could hear my own mouth speak incoherent things, but I didn't care. Tamaki was kissing my collarbone, and that was all I could, wanted to, think of.

My legs jerked with pleasure as his hand wandered south and slowly slid the last remaining clothing article past my hips. He leaned back and hovered over me, to be able to se me... all of me. I blushed madly and on pure reflexes, I tried to cover myself up by crossing my legs over my crotch. Tamaki stopped in his ministrations.

Then he glanced at me.

"Don't do that." He whispered. The room was starting to get dark. A few remaining sunbeams were shining and glimmering in the large room. All that was heard during those few seconds was my heavy breathing.

"I-I'm not... used to this..." I murmured, while blushing even more. Tamaki snorted.

"And you think I am? Please... let me see you."

I weakly shook my head. But not two seconds later, I felt his hand on my knee... Oh gods. I don't know how he did it, but as soon as I felt his touches, I surrendered. I gave up.

He easily parted my legs even though I tried to protest by whimpering. His hand, which was still firmly placed on my knee, was now slowly making its way down towards my groin. I squirmed and turned my head to the side.

"Don't be ashamed." He murmured as his hand came closer and closer to my shivering member. I gasped at the first contact and subconsciously parted my legs even more.

"Tamaki!"

I opened my eyes, as I had closed them in bliss, and watched the bastard smirk at my pleasure.

"See? That wasn't so bad, was it?" He purred and slowly... almost too slowly... started to stroke my erection from the base to the tip, where he stayed for a few seconds to rub his thumb over the slit, to let his hand slide down to the base again.

Oh god, I couldn't believe the sounds I was making! I purred and sighed with pleasure, like a kitten lapping cream for the first time. I gaped silently as I felt his thumb graze over my nipple and it didn't stop there. He obviously noticed I liked it when he teased my nipples, and soon I felt something bigger and wetter than his thumb brush over my stiff nipple. His tongue licked my chest and nibbled at places that... made me see stars.

"Do you want this?" He whispered, and I somehow managed to hear him. The pleasure consumed me, made me blind and deaf to everything, except for his voice, apparently.

I nodded in a confused manner. Wasn't it obvious? Sadistic bastard!

"Beg for it." His hot breath against my ear almost made me come right then and there, but I bit my lip and took a large gulp of breath.

"P-please..." I whimpered and thrust my hips, begging his hand to go faster. Tamaki chuckled.

"Please... what?" He murmured and licked my earlobe, nibbled at it. I shuddered violently at this and threw my head back.

"Please!" I gasped. "M-make me come..." I murmured and looked up at Tamaki with half-lidded eyes. Tamaki smirked and nodded.

"As you wish..." He sighed and then.... then... he rubbed his groin into my own. I gasped and eagerly thrust back. My hands gripped his upper arms as he started to thrust in a slow rhythm, his enlarged member slid against mine. It was so hot, and wet. I remember how easily we slid against each other, since we were covered in sweat and pre-cum. Tamaki started to moan as I licked his neck.

I stared up into the ceiling as he ever so slowly started to kiss my neck. His hands were gliding along my sides, my thighs and my ass. Seriously, I have never been so drunk on pleasure in my entire life.

Our thrusts became more erratic as we both were getting closer and closer to that final edge... the edge I've only experienced a few times in my bed, late at night, when no one’s around.

Suddenly, Tamaki reached inbetween our sweaty bodies and took a firm grasp of our members. I moaned loudly and my trembling legs embraced his hips. His hand stroked us fast and hard, and it was so good!

The room was almost dark, a few orange sun rays still lingering on the ceiling. It was so hot from the heat we were generating. Although I couldn’t see from the lack of glasses, I could feel everything Tamaki did to me.

His chest slid against mine, making me arch my back against him.

He groaned with pleasure and then he swooped me up, with a tight grip on my ass. I gasped and stared at him through dazed eyes. Then I closed them again in sheer bliss, as he started to thrust against me again, using his hands to make me thrust back. I didn't really have to do anything. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed his neck with fervor.

"Tamaki.... this feels so good..." I whispered breathlessly before moaning again.

"I-I'm glad..." He grunted and continued his ministrations. I wrapped my legs around him again and, since his hands were preoccupied with my buttocks, I reached in between us and took hold of our throbbing cocks.

Tamaki sighed and shuddered.

"Kyouya..."

His thrusts became quicker and harder... more erratic... nearly desperate. I felt so good, so high on my own pleasure. I felt like a god, and Tamaki adored me; praising me with his kisses and touches. I whimpered and gasped as the grip on my ass tightened.

I started to thrust back, slowly caressing his neck with my free hand. I was so close...

"T-tamaki... I'm...." I choked out before throwing my head back and let out a hoarse yell. Tamaki pulled me close and bit my shoulder passionately as he spilled his seed over our bodies, mixing it with my own.

We were jerking and gasping during this wonderful sensation. My left hand did a few jerking pumps before going still. My other hand was clutching his neck tightly.

His hands were still placed on my lower backside, slowly caressing my ass. I shuddered as I felt his butterfly kisses on my shoulder.

"That was nice," he whispered, as if he didn't want to ruin a perfect moment.

"Yeah," I whispered back with a hoarse voice.

I leaned back a bit so I could look at him. He had his eyes closed, but slowly opened them and looked at me. There was this look in his eyes... kinda... confused. As if he couldn't believe what we had just done. I bit my lip. He saw this and smiled a bit.

"About time you let your guard down," he said softly and chuckled to himself. I stared at him.

"What?"

He smirked a bit. I raised an eyebrow.

"You have a fever, Kyouya," he said and laid his forehead against mine.

I stared at him.

"Huh?"

Tamaki snorted.

"First of all; the way you stared at the twins when they kissed. The girls might not have noticed, but I am your best friend, Kyouya." I blushed at this statement and realized that I obviously hadn't done a great job in hiding my interest at that time.

"Second, you cried today. And I've never seen you cry. That's why I knew you had a fever. When you have a fever, you get tired and then you cry easily." Tamaki explained happily.

I probably looked like an idiot, my mouth hanging open and all, but I seriously didn't understand at all. Tamaki saw this.

"Well, you've been overly sensitive today and that's why you let your guard down. Finally," Tamaki said, sounding somewhat relieved. "I was actually starting to believe you weren't in love with me."

I gasped. My eyes were about the size of a plate by now.

"Eh? What? Wh-what did you say?"

Tamaki giggled. I loved the sound, but I was too confused to think about it at the time.

"I knew all along, you loser, but I don't think you knew it yourself," Tamaki said and put one of my stray black strands behind my ear. "How come you're always the last one to realize stuff about yourself?"

I blushed.

"Oh... well... I guess I'm too busy keeping an eye on you guys," I murmured. Tamaki laughed and kissed my nose.

"Yeah... what would I do without you, mom?" He said teasingly.

"I don't know, dad..." I smirked. Then he kissed me.

It was one of those movie kisses... so typical of him, but it sure was wonderful... so lovingly he caressed my lower lip with his tongue before slipping it into my mouth. This mind blowing kiss continued for five seconds... or five years, I'm not sure.

"We should get dressed. My limo is probably here already."

I nodded. I would have been home already if... if Tamaki hadn't... well, let's just say it was worth it. Totally worth it. I smiled to myself as I buttoned my shirt and reached for my tie. I sighed.

"...Tamaki?"

"Hm?" He was already done with his tie and now he turned to me, batted my hands away and started to work on mine. I have never been good with ties. I looked at his blonde hair... it almost looked like bronze in the dim sunlight. I swallowed. "I... I really like you."

Tamaki smiled and met my gaze.

"I like you too." He said and corrected the collar. I averted my gaze elsewhere.

"No... I mean, I really... I love you," I murmured and felt like dying. Tamaki... you damn good-looking french man! Why did you do this to me?

I gasped when Tamaki pulled me into a tight embrace.

"Thank you," he whispered. "I've been longing to hear those words."

I sighed and wrapped my arms around his waist. I stared into the white of his shirt, listening to the sound of his calm breaths.

"It won't go back to the way it was tomorrow, right?" I said, still worried. I buried my face in the nape of his neck as he shook his head.

"No," He said. "It won't."

Sometimes he's so grown up... I love it when he is. Because when he is, it means that I can be the weak one... the childish one. And I've been the adult for far too long. Tamaki... he's my savior.

We walked out of the music room, holding hands. It felt ungodly nice, but I knew that we had to let go sooner or later. Even though I was dazed with orgasmic calmness, I was still smart.

Tamaki and I are hosts. If the word was spread that the "king" and the "queen", so to speak (even though I don't particularly like it) were a couple... It would ruin everything Tamaki had built. And more so. The women needed us. They loved us. I knew all of this, but it still hurt.

I looked at Tamaki. He looked... stoic. I knew he was thinking about the same thing that I was thinking about. He finally met my gaze and smiled rather sadly.

"Don't worry," He said and pulled me into a last embrace before heading out to his car. "I won't ever love anyone but you, and I won't ever kiss anyone but you. I love you."

I was so shocked by his words that I didn't realize that he had already gone to his limousine and disappeared. I stared after the car. Then I smiled.

My limousine arrived shortly and soon I was at home, in my room. Alone, since my father was at the hospital and my sister was staying with her boyfriend. I felt slightly abandoned, but the warmth spread through my body as I thought of Tamaki's last words.

"You better be honest with me, my love." I whispered before going to bed. I was calm... happier than I had been in a long while. I was going to see Tamaki the next day.

He was mine! Nothing was going to change that.

...Or so I thought.

TBC.

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Well? What did you think? I wrote it especially for Carol, I hope you liked it. ^^ But, it's not finished yet, do stay tuned damnit!
Yes, that's right! Something (or someone) will try to ruin the newly found love between our favorite hosts... wonder who, ne? Well, read the next chapter and find out. ^^

I love you all (especially the ones who review. ^^) *chu* // Ciiah-chan.