Ouran High School Host Club Fan Fiction ❯ What Have I Become? ❯ Prologue ( Prologue )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

A/N:: This story is based on a true story. And its dedicated to one of my very good friends. I hope she lives long enough to be able to read it. Also, I decided to make it a Kaoru/Hikaru fic becuase it just seemed like the perfect pairing. The whole brotherly love thang ya know? Oh, and thanks ever so much to my beta, MewMewstreet!

Summary:: Kaoru cant live without Hikaru. They had shared a once loving relationship, and now Hikaru is going out with Haruhi. Kaoru, who was once a very happy rich kid and almost picture perfect, was introduced to the world of drugs, alchohol, smoking, cutting, and prostitution. What will become of him? Will Hikaru actually find out what he's been doing to Kaoru this whole time? Will Hikaru come back back to him? Or just leave and let Kaoru kill himself?

Very DARK angsty fic. Beware.

Warnings:: Yaoi; Male/Male relationships. Incest; family relationships. FOR MATURE READERS ONLY!

Disclaimer:: If I had owned Ouran, the twins would be making out in every episode// But do they? Nope. I guess that means I dont own it.

There was a figure in the distance. Upon closer observations, it had appeared to be a boy. Right across from him sat an exact duplicate of himself. They played together in their mansion with nothing to worry about. Their naivety decieved them. Because of that, they didn't know what to expect when they set out into the real world and the horrible future which was about befall on one of the two...

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With one last silent cry out he came in the darkness of nigh. He slumped his head back against the pillow, waiting for the latter to come. Settling in the afterglow, a pair of soft lips came to his ear and the sweetest words of all were spoken to him. "I love you Kaoru." And he collapsed on top of him.

Hikaru had a layer of glistening sweat covering his back, as Kaoru has observed. "I love you too, Hikaru." He had said weakly in return, trying not to fall asleep. He lightly nipped at his brothers neck one last time, and as Hikaru rolled off of his twin, they fell asleep, tangled in eachothers arms, and at peace...

At least, that's what it used to be like. When Kaoru turned 18, his world was shattered. His one and only love, not to mention his twin brother, left him for his best friend. He loved Hikaru way too much for his own good to let go and move on. He refused to move on. It was impossible. To help him cope, he created his own world. One filled with things that no one would ever dream of the once perfect Kaoru to resort to because of his infinite depression. He moved out of the mansion as soon as he could and got his own small appartment in a grungy part of town. Every night he would cut himself, not once, not twice, not three times, but alot more, and all because his brother didn't love him anymore. He abandoned him, and that was the last time he saw him as his lover.

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.::Kaoru PoV::.

"There you have it. The tragic beginning of an even more tragic life. I bet you're dying to know more right? Well, this is how it all began..."