Outlaw Star Fan Fiction ❯ Just The Way You Are ❯ Chapter 1

Outlaw Star does not belong to me in any way shape or form Thank you.

This is my first OLS fic. I hope everyone here is basically IC but as I said it's my first attempt at OLS.

This story also jumps around as far as different times of the day.

The warning to this fic is that it contains very adult, sexual, and controversial, content and language. If you can't handle it don't read it. If you do read it just remember I didn't force you to read it so it's not my fault you were offended.

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~12:00 P.M.~

The young girl took a deep breath and released it slowly as she took her first step into Club Temptation. She rolled back her shoulders trying her best to display a calm, cool, and casual manner that she noticed was prevalent with the other patrons there. She walked carefully up to the bar trying not to stumble in the three inch strap silver heels that she'd only purchased that day; she was as unfamiliar with the heels as she was with the club. Her red satin dress that she had bought along with the shoes was more then snug, wrapping around the feminine curves of her petite frame like a second skin. The skirt, however, was a flirty flare and came down just slightly past her rear and if she had even thought of bending over would expose the matching red silk bikini panties underneath. The bodice of the dress was backless and the front was a low V cut that barely covered her braless breasts. The straps that held up the dress were very thin and accentuated the seductive curve of her smooth white shoulders.

It had been six months since their ordeal at the Leiline and since then she had allowed her hair to grow. It was now all one length, bobbed a little past her shoulders. The spiky ends had been tamed and smoothed giving her raven hair a sleek and soft silken sheen. She had opted for make-up that night as well and since she had never worn it or applied it she had allowed the woman at the cosmetic counter at the department store to apply it for her and show her how to apply it to herself. After it was over she actually liked how she looked with the red glossy lips, glittered eye shadows that brought out her large hazel eyes and rouge that made her see cheekbones in her face that were never there before.

She may have looked as if she fit into the nightlife club scene but her actions and the large innocent look in her eyes screamed that she was out of her element. She sat down in front of the bar and rested her hands on top of it nervously looking over her shoulder.

"What's your poison pretty lady?"

"What? Oh, um, well, I've always heard long island ice teas were good." The older man raised a brow and smirked as two words came to his mind "fresh meat." "Right with you." He walked down to the other end of the bar to prepare her drink and as he was she noticed him talking to a rather tall and nicely built man who wore his long yellow gold hair in a ponytail at the nape of his neck; she saw the man look at her while still speaking to the bartender.

Melfina averted her eyes, embarrassed as well as a little curious. Were those men talking about her?

"Here ye be missy." Spoke the dark-haired bartender.

"Thank you." She smiled meekly and took a sip, her eyes widening at first from the strong taste but she liked it well enough and took another sip. She froze momentarily to feel a presence behind her.

"Jock says you're new here?" Melfina's eyes widened again but she continued to stare straight ahead.

"What makes him think that?" His breath tickled her neck as she realized just how close he was to her.

"It's nothing to be ashamed of. We were all new...once." Melfina's eyes relaxed but her brows knitted wondering exactly what the man meant by his words; she spun around to face him.

"Why are you talking to me?" The man flashed a pearly white smile and extended his hand.

"Jason Masters." Melfina accepted his hand startled when instead of shaking it he raised it to his lips and kissed the back of it lightly; she swallowed hard at the sensation.

"M, Melfina. Just, Melfina." She averted her eyes again feeling awkward that she did not have a last name, but his calming words brought her out of her shyness.

"A lot of people just use their first names here. It's okay. So... Melfina. Can I buy you this drink?" She began to chew a little on the inside of her lip and nodded shyly as he took the seat next to her.

"So, Melfina, what is it you do?"

"I'm, ah, cook. Just a cook." He smiled at her again and she started feeling warm and took a drink of her tea to cool herself down.

"That's a thankless job." She nodded again.

"Sometimes. What is it you do?"

"A jack of all trades and a master of none. What brings you here Mel? May I call you Mel?"

"Yes, of course. I, I want to experience life."

"That's a little vague. Care to elaborate baby doll?" He moved in a little and covered her tiny hands with one of his large hands.

Melfina turned her head. He had called her a baby doll. An inanimate object that was meant as a toy, a puppet to be used as whoever saw it fit to be used. Melfina had been used as a puppet once she would not be one again.

"Please sir, I'm not a doll. I am nobody's toy. I have my own mind thank you." She looked up to him hearing him chuckle.

"I'm sorry. I meant nothing by it." He paused for a moment. "So you want to experience life, huh? Well then," he took her hands and pulled her off the stool, "there's nothing that makes a person feel more alive then dancing."

"Huh?" She found herself now in the middle of the dance floor, her body pressed against several others but mostly against Jason who had pulled her close to his body.

"Just move. Do what I do." And she did.

~Flash-forward 6:00 A.M.~

Jim let out a big sigh and yawned as he walked out of the bathroom and made his way back to his room; he looked at the clock, it read six a.m. Before entering his room he looked down over the loft and saw Gene passed out on the couch. "That loser probably had another wild night again. I just don't understand what the guy sees in going out every night getting drunk and screwing around. He shrugged his shoulders and began walking to his room when he heard rustling coming out of Melfina's room. He stopped and rapped lightly on her door.

"Melfina? You okay?" He slowly opened the door careful so he wouldn't accidentally see anything he wasn't supposed to. But she was in a nightgown and quite decent sitting in front of her vanity.

"I'm fine Jim. I just couldn't sleep so I went for a little walk is all. You can go back to bed now." Jim scratched his head slightly confused. "If you say so Mel. Good night or good morning or whatever." He closed the door and Mel slumped forward relieved he hadn't suspected anything.

She popped the small white pill into her mouth and swallowed, chasing it down with a glass of water. She then rose from her vanity and crawled into bed snuggling under her covers thinking about the events of the night.

~Flashback to 12:30 P.M.~

She had been dancing with Jason. The combination of the alcohol, music and movement of his body rubbing up against her had caused her to let loose of all her inhibitions. And, before she knew it her body was wrapped completely around Jason, kissing him. He pulled away to catch a breath and chuckled.

"There is a more private place we can continue this." Melfina tilted her head, her naivety taking a hold of her again as she gave him a confused look. He smiled thinly amused somewhat.

"I mean, beautiful. There are rooms upstairs where we can be alone to...get to know each other better?" Mel blinked her eyes as his message finally registered.

"Oh." She bit her lip excited yet apprehensive at the same time. She had come here tonight in order to loose what she thought was holding Gene back from her, her innocence.

Melfina had been a little confused as to Gene's actions towards her after the galactic Leiline incident. She had felt a strong connection to him during the ordeal. They had pledged to stay together forever and had even sealed their vow with a kiss. These events had made Melfina assume that Gene would be solely hers, but it hadn't worked out that way. Once they had gotten back to the real world Gene had distanced himself from her once again, resuming his life as a happy-go-lucky, partying playboy. This had broken Melfina's heart but, as was her way, she suppressed her hurt and continued as if everything was fine.

She also had begun to analyze herself once again, wondering what it was about her that had made Gene act the way he did, and so, she began to study the woman that he often dated. They were all glamorous and worldly. From their make-up to their clothing they carried themselves with a certain grace and confidence that Melfina could not see in her own person, and so, in an attempt to become the type of woman who she thought Gene could love she had resigned herself to become the opposite of what she was. And, now, in the arms of the blonde haired young man she knew she had her opportunity.

"Sure Jason. Let's go upstairs." She smiled sweetly at him and he smiled back at her devilishly.

"Okay then beautiful. Let's go."

~Meanwhile at the bar~

"Hey Gene. Did you get a look at the new girl who came in here tonight?" Gene gulped down his shot.

"Nope, just got here myself. I've been running late all day. Is she a hottie?" Gene could tell by the sneer and snicker of Jock that she was.

"Pure as the driven snow, Gene. She almost seems to sweet to be at a place like this." Gene shrugged.

"Well everybody has to learn someway, sometime. Who's she with now?" Jock jerked his head to the side motioning which direction for Gene to look. Gene turned his head to see the back of Jason and a dark haired girl climbing up the stairs. He squinted his eyes noticing the curves of the girl looked familiar, he then shook his head. Nah, he told himself, Mel would never come to a place like this; he turned his attention back to Jock.

"She's definitely a looker. But you let her hook up with Jason?" He sat up straight a little bit as Jock began to chuckle.

"Like you've never taken advantage of an innocent before. Come on Gene. You're as much of a dog as any of the men here."

Gene grew silent. At one time, yes, he wouldn't have given a second thought about the feelings of the many women he'd been with, but over the past year and a half, after meeting Hilda and Melfina, and having an entire crew, save Jim, being of the female species he had become more sympathetic to womankind in general. Though he would never admit to anyone.

He sighed thinking briefly of Melfina and his growing affection and connection with her. During the Leiline he had pledged himself to stay with her, in fact he had wanted her to be with him always, more than anything and he knew, if the truth, be told, he would absolutely die without her. Shivers ran down his spine somewhat as he remembered their kiss and what it had felt like to be connected with her in one body as they fought together against Hazanko. Along with the greatest strength he had ever felt it had given him the sensation that his soul was complete and at peace; at that moment he wanted and needed only her in his life to become a whole person. But, along with that feeling it had also instilled a bit of fear. It had opened his eyes to his true feelings for Melfina and how exactly it would change his life if he chose to act on them.

Stupid idiot. He scolded himself. She'll be better off without my affection in the long run. Besides, you have a reputation to keep. Other men look up to you as a number one womanizer, and the girls themselves would be quite disappointed as well. Liar. The truth is you're a chicken-shit when it comes to committing, especially with the only woman you've ever really loved. Ah, screw this fuckin' guilt trip. I'll feel better after I get laid.

"Rosie around?" Gene asked.

"Did I hear a certain red-headed pilot say my name?" The brunette haired girl wrapped her arms around Gene and squeezed him, brushing her hand over his hard-on.

"I was waiting for you Gene," Rosie purred and snuggled against him. Gene shivered, his sex aching for release. He turned around in the girl's arms and winked at her.

"Then what are we waiting for babe?" He said as they began to make their own way towards the stairs that led to the rooms upstairs.

~Mel and Jason~

Melfina took a deep breath and stepped into the room in front of Jason. She stopped short of the bed and jumped just a little when she heard the door shut and lock behind them. Now is not the time to freeze Melfina. She told herself. This is what you want, what you need, what Gene needs. She spun around only to run right into the wide brick wall that was Jason's chest; he placed his hand on her shoulders.

"You're not having second thoughts about all of this are you beautiful? I thought you liked me. I most certainly like you." He leaned over her and kissed her quivering lips; she did not pull away but instead closed her eyes and placed her hands on his hips, trying desperately to calm herself and even opened her mouth when Jason's tongue slid along her bottom lip. His tongue inside her mouth felt warm and wet, she could taste the alcohol. She picked up on his cue and began to slide her tongue inside her mouth as well. She had only ever kissed Gene and the kiss they had shared was nothing as intimate or demanding as this.

"God girl" Jason growled as he broke their kiss for air, "you're a pretty damned good kisser for being inexperienced. Believe me, that's a compliment."

"I am a fast learner." She automatically replied before thinking about how her words sounded. She blushed slightly at the amused smirk he was giving her.

"Good thing I'm an excellent teacher then." He placed his hands on hers and slid them back down to the sides of her body. Melfina shivered as he lightly traced his fingertips back up her arms. His index fingers then hooked under the straps of her dress and she could feel them being pulled down her shoulders before feeling the rest of the dress slide off of her body completely leaving her only in her lacy panties and, with a swift tug they were gone as well. Jason took her hands and she stepped out of the pool of her discarded garments.

He held her arms out away from her and did nothing but gaze down her form the evil glint in his eyes returning.

"You have the most amazing body I've ever seen Melfina." She averted her gaze from him and blushed.

"I'm sure you say that to all the girls Jason. Please, I don't need to be patronized." He took a step closer to her and with the fingers on his right hand he traced her cheek and began to graze a path with his fingertips down her neck and shoulders, the sides of her breasts and waist and hip.

"I very serious Melfina. It's as if you were sculpted out of clay. Everything is exact, proportioned to perfection." He leaned into her for another kiss, his breath hot against her mouth.

"And to think. I'm the lucky man to get the first shot at you." The kiss he was giving her was rough and very demanding. She felt herself being crushed against the man's body, her soft flesh being poked by the man's clothing. She was however parted from him for a few seconds as he pushed her down onto the bed and remained standing long enough to rid himself of his own outfit and boots.

She scanned his body quickly and her eyes grew wide as she saw his engorged sex protruding from his lower body; she couldn't tear her eyes away from it.

"It's not as evil as it looks beautiful." He chuckled as he slid beside her onto the bed. "In fact it becomes real nice when it's petted. Still in shock she could barely feel him taking her hand and wrapping it around his cock and then began moving it in an up and down motion; she snapped back to reality and tried to pull her hand away but Jason was not allowing her.

"No you don't beautiful. Just keep your hand there...yea...move it just like that." She watched him roll his head back and moan. "You have a strong grip for a woman." She bit her lip again, not really afraid, but unsure of what exactly Jason had in mind; she looked down at her hand as she felt a few drops of moisture seeping into her palm.

"Taste it Melfina. It's just a little bit now, but believe me, they'll be a whole lot more later."

"I, I don't want to."

"Come on baby...it won't bite you." Before she realized what was happening his hand was on the back of her head, his fingers tangled in her hair as he slowly pushed her head down until her lips touched the tip of his cock.

"Open you mouth and suck on it. Just like it was Popsicle. You'll like it, I'm sure."

Melfina swallowed, drying out her mouth before opening it to take envelope Jason's sex into her mouth. Her initial reaction was to gag on it and the salty tart taste of his pre-cum and the way it was sliding down her throat along with his dick.

She ran her tongue along the underside of his penis and sucked in her cheeks, locking her mouth and began what she had heard others call head. She squinted her eyes closed trying to ignore the taste of his seed. She heard him moaning and telling her to take it all in and to make sure to swallow. She tried her best but then all of a sudden she began to gag and sputter.

Jason immediately let go of her hair freeing her and she jerked away from him catching her breath but still coughing; she felt Jason's arms around her.

"Hey, hey, you okay?

"I'm sorry, Jason."

"Don't worry. Let's forget about that now, it's one of those things you just have to get used to. I'll make sure you more than make up for it." And with those words she found herself slammed down on her back with Jason pinning her hands above her head and her body with his. He dipped his head down to her chest and grabbed one of her nipples with his teeth and bit down gently.

"Owe! Jason!" He lifted his head to look at her.

"Relax will you. It'll go a hell of a lot better for both of us. You came up here with me to experience a fucking and by god that's what you'll get. It's to late to back out sister. Now just chill out will you?"

Melfina shook her head, he was right. She wanted this no matter what she had to go through to get it. She adjusted her breathing and forced herself to relax; Jason had not continued with any of his ministrations.

"You okay now so I can continue this babe? Because if you push me to far I'm just gonna plow you and not give a fuck if you enjoy it or not."

"I'm okay Jason. Please." She saw his expression soften and he warmly smiled.

"That's it beautiful. I won't hurt you, well, til it's that time." She laid her head back on the pillow hearing him snort a little at his own joke; he once again began to suckle on her breast teasing it a little more gently. Melfina focused on the electric pulses that moved through her body as pleasure slowly began to build up inside her. She arched her back and gasped trying desperately to free her wrists from the captive embrace of Jason's left hand; she heard him chuckling as he tightened his grip.

After he felt he had tended enough to her breasts he kissed and nipped further down her body until he had reached her lower lips. He spread the folds with his free hand and dove his tongue deep within her depths; Melfina screamed and bucked violently at the sweet assault of his tongue thrusting deep within her and her clit being rubbed frantically by Jason's index finger. She heard him chuckle again and then, his caresses stopped and as she opened her eyes she felt him over her. His right hand was holding up her buttocks and lower back and she could feel his member, throbbing just outside of her vaginal cavity.

"I'm gonna do it now beautiful, and it'll probably hurt like hell, even though your pretty well drenched down there." He touched his forehead to hers and stared into her eyes.

"I love to watch a virgin's face as I break her in." Melfina stared intently into his eyes but was not prepared at all for what she was to feel next.

"Ahhh!" She squinted her eyes closed and tossed her head to the side as she bucked her body feeling a sharp pain in her cunt and then a burning sensation as Jason thrust into her roughly with one powerful thrust.

"Oh god babe." He moaned as he began to move inside her in the same manner as he had initially taken her. "You have the tightest pussy I've ever felt."

Melfina felt a few tears escaping her eyes, noticing that after a few seconds the pain was beginning to go away and a stirring of intense pleasure was replacing it. Jason kissed her tears away.

"Just stay with me beautiful. Yea, that's it, move with me, just like when we danced."

~Mindy and Gene's room~

Gene jerked his head away from Mindy's tit as he heard the girl in the next room cry out in pain. Shit, he thought. Jason, needs to learn to be more, gentle...poor girl, he lives to screw virgins.

"Gene. Something wrong?" He pulled himself up Mindy's body and smiled as he stared into her eyes. "What could be wrong? I have one of the hottest chics this side of the galaxy to fuck." Mindy purred as she wrapped her arms around Gene's neck to draw him into a kiss.

"Always the sweet talker Gene. Well, just let me show you some real sugar."

~Melfina and Jason~

Jason shuddered and thrust into Melfina a final time crying out somewhat as he shot his last load inside of her. He then collapsed on top of her and kissed her cheek picking up on her quivering body.

"Damn it babe. You are an awesome fuck." He rolled off of her and onto his side. Melfina stilled her quivering body trying to make sense of what it was that she was feeling. She had enjoyed herself, and his, fucking; she blushed at the word her mind used. She sat up, feeling a dull ache in her lower body. She looked down and noticed a patch of blood on the sheets.

"Proof that you're no longer an innocent, beautiful." She heard Jason saying. "Why don't you go into the bathroom and get yourself cleaned up. Then when you come back out ole' Professor Jason here will give you another lesson." Melfina nodded but said nothing as she rose from the bed flinching a little from her mild pain.

"Count yourself lucky beautiful." She heard Jason's voice through the bathroom door. "Most times I just fuck em' and leave em', but you. I've decided to spend the whole night with you."

Melfina remained silent. Finding she still felt somehow sad. She bit her lips and closed her eyes wishing with all of her heart that it was Gene in the room with her and not Jason. But she had come to far and would not back out now.

~10: 00 AM~

Mel jumped up in bed, startled by the pounding that she heard on her bedroom door; Gene's voice could be heard on the other side.

"Hey Mel, we're waiting for breakfast out here. Are you sick or something?" Melfina sighed as she rose from bed and pulled on her robe.

"In a minute please Gene." She asked taking a quick look at her self in the mirror. She had taken a shower after she had left the club and so she at least smelled okay. Her hair was unwashed however and mussed, almost back to the spiky state it had been months ago and she noticed dark circles under her eyes.

She then heard Jim's voice begin to berate Gene about how Mel was not their servant and shouldn't be expected to jump at their beck and call. She smiled at Jim's ending comment as he called Gene an inconsiderate asshole.

Melfina rubbed her temple and moaned feeling a mild pain in her head. She picked up the empty packet Jason had given her the other night and shoved it into a drawer covering them with her delicates.

~Flashback to 5:30 AM~

"That's the most fun I've had in a long while beautiful." Jason spoke as he walked Melfina out of the club. "It's time to call it a quits for me...but, I'll be here tonight." Mel had haled a cab and was about to open the door but stopped and turned to Jason.

"What about tonight?"

"I'm telling you I want to meet you again tonight." He reached out and grabbed her hand pulling her to him.

"I don't know if I can make it Jason, I mean, I might be busy."

"If you don't come I'll track you down. Do you really want your family knowing you come to this place?"

"You're trying to scare me," Mel tore her hand away and yanked open the cab door. "I will not be threatened Jason." Jason caught the cab door and held it open.

"I don't have to make threats babe" Jason's tone was cocky as he pushed Mel inside of the cab, "You'll come back on your own because you can't get enough of me."

"You are quite arrogant aren't you?" She slammed the door shut and opened her mouth to tell the driver where to go, but Jason grabbed onto the pane of the rolled down window.

"Hold on a second girl, I got a gift for you." She saw him pull out of his pocket a small white packet, which he handed her.

"Take this when you get home," he smirked, "We don't want any little surprises nine months from now do we? And, tomorrow go down to the health department and get inoculated. I can guarantee you I'm clean of the VD shit, but I want to keep the girls I fuck clean as well. Also there's another shot you need to get as well unless you want to have to remember to pop a pill after every time." Melfina took the packet with a shaky hand, she had not even contemplated the dangerous side of what a wild life could bring.

"Thank you, Jason." He stood straight and stepped away from the cab.

"Don't forget about tonight beautiful." Were his last words and he slapped the roof of the cab with his hand twice to signal the driver that it was okay to drive. Melfina told him where to go and then slumped back into the seat and looked at the bottle.

She was not even sure she was even capable of getting pregnant, though she noticed that after the Leiline experience she had started having what Sazuka had called monthly cycles. She had told no one about these, though she was sure she knew the other two females of the crew no doubt had figured it out. She also had never been sick or contracted any type of virus or other diseases. But still, she would take Jason's advice and do what was necessary to protect herself and her crewmates. In fact, after she had been released from the Leiline she was unsure how human she had really become. But the one thing she did know was that she was still a bio-android and would be forever linked to the XPG3 and what ever was happening to her body would never change that fact.

"We're here Miss. That'll be 15 wong." She nodded to the driver and dug into the small-concealed pocket in her dress. She handed the money to the driver and exited the cab and even as it drove away she stood in front of her home hoping everyone would be asleep and she could sneak inside unnoticed.

~10:20 AM~

Mel entered the kitchen ready to prepare breakfast and was slightly surprised to see Gene slaving over the stove. "Oh my." She caught her breath and hurried over to Gene's side grabbing the spatula from him.

"I'm sorry I slept in today Gene. Let me finish please." Gene let go of the spatula and stepped back.

"You don't have to Mel. I'm a grown man capable of cooking my own breakfast. I shouldn't expect you to do it all the time."

"But it's my job Gene. We all have jobs that contribute to the well being of the crew. Mine is to cook." Gene wanted to almost laugh at her persistence.

"But we all need a day off. Besides everybody else already ate and is gone." He closed his eyes and breathed in deep through his nose to catch a whiff of Mel's hair. He loved the strawberry scent that her shampoo had always left in her hair. But today he definitely didn't smell strawberries; he took another step back and covered his nose coughing from the stale cigarette odor.

"Geez, Mel did you wash your hair this morning? Why does it smell like smoke anyway?" Mel's eyes grew wide at his statement as her mind worked over time but she could think of nothing to tell him. Instead tears welled up in her eyes and she dropped the spatula.

"I'm so sorry Gene!" She cried out covering her face before running off to the bathroom. Gene uncovered his nose and tried to reach out to grab her but she was quicker then him.

"Hey wait! I didn't mean anything by it! Mel! God damn it!" Gene threw his hands up in the air frustrated with the situation and himself. "You just had to open up your big mouth again didn't you Gene! Idiot!" A snap and a pop and the smell of black smoke caused Gene to jump. "Damn it!" He yanked open the cupboard and grabbed a box of baking soda to pour over the small grease fire.

"Shit. Now my breakfast is ruined too." Sighing he sat down at the kitchen bar defeated and regretful, but, as was his nature he shrugged it off. "She'll get over it eventually. She always does." His thoughts though, were still curious. Why would Mel have the stench of cigarettes on her anyway? And something else seemed different about her this morning as well. "Aw what the hell do I care for?" He grumbled plopping his head down on his folded arms.

TBC...