Romance Fan Fiction / Original Stories Fan Fiction / Other Fan Fiction ❯ Sukuru Deizu ❯ Chapter Eighteen ( Chapter 18 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

At the end, Jun looked back at his father's picture which had been placed by the casket for people to see. Taking the picture, he took it and the people's donations. Looking at the Green's which were the only people left besides the monk and his father's top executive. "I'm...suppose to stay here with the body," he whispered.

Anna's mother hugged him and her father patted his shoulder.

"I'm stay too," Anna said. Her parents looked at her with shock. They knew Anna didn't do well with death. She had a history of it. "Even if I have to stay in his car, I'm staying. I won't leave him."

Jun shook his head. "No," he told her. "You should go home where you can get a good night's sleep." He rubbed her back and kissed her cheek. "I don't want you to have to spend the night in my car."

Anna nodded to her parents. They kissed and hugged her and she watched them walk away. Reaching in her purse, she pulled out a magic marker. She pulled up his sleeve on his cast and once again wrote on it: You and Me, All the Way Love Anna.

She looked at him in the eyes. "I'll be here waiting for you in the morning," she said grabbing his keys and heading to his car while taking off her shoes. Sleeping in his car wouldn't be so bad. She had slept in Brandon's back seat once and she survived. This would be no different.

Jun spent the entire night looking at what she had written on his cast. Sometime in the morning he walked out of the building to his car. Looking at Anna's sleeping form in the passenger seat of his car. Opening up the door, he slid into the driver's seat. Gently caressing her face, he moved a lock of hair behind her ear and pressed his lips to hers. He just wanted to taste her, to be with her. Honor, tradition, respect all of that could go to hell. He didn't want to be alone, not now.

Anna woke to something pressing against her lips. She pulled back and let her eyes focus. When she noticed it was Jun, she smiled lightly then leaned back in, pushing her lips against him once more. Moving her arm around him, she pulled a lever, pushing his seat back. Without letting their lips part, she moved into his lap, straddling him and moving her dress up for comfort.

Jun didn't resist as she straddled him and hiked her dress up so that she could move her legs. His hands went to her back as he kissed her. This time he was the one who parted their lips so he could dip his tongue into her throat. He wanted to feel anything right now. Anything other then this hollowness which was slowly killing him. At least when he was with her he felt something, even if it was small it was still better then nothing at all.

Anna moved back a bit and looked at Jun. Her hand traced his face slowly. "Do you...want to?" she asked. She knew he would know what she was talking about. After all, she offered it to him that morning. It would be easy in a car, short, and very unromantic, but she would do anything for him anything at all.

Jun looked at her, a small smirk played on his lips. "No," he told her. His hand cupped her face and he pulled her back down to kiss him. "When we do it, I don't want it to be in a car," he whispered. His hands played with her dress, slowly sliding down her legs and back up to where her dress had been moved up. Kissing her, he nibbled on her lip, his mouth moving over her flesh, biting and licking it as he went.

He was sweet and very blunt. Somehow, he changed. He became harder, but at the same time, softer. As he kissed her hungrily, she couldn't help but breathe heavily. She pulled back and took deep breaths. "You're...making this hard," she said with a small smile. "You can't kiss me like that and not expect me to want more."

Jun's lips curved slightly. "Well, just how much more do you want?"

She suddenly felt nervous. Was she ever this nervous with Brandon? Her hands moved to her dress. Her skin felt hot and her heart was pounding against her chest. "I...don't know..." she finally admitted.

"I see...." Jun pulled her back down slowly. His lips pressed against her's. He was hungry for her. He wanted to taste her. His hand slid down her thigh as he proceeded to nibble on her exposed flesh. With her sitting on him like she was, it was growing hard to hide his arousal, but at this point he didn't care. Nipping at her neck, he nuzzled it, taking in her scent.

Anna bit her lip and closed her eyes while his mouth washed over her body. The straps on her dress seemed to disappear and she tried hard to suppress a moan. Her eyes opened and all her senses came rushing back. "Wait..." she said and pushed him back against the chair creating a small distance between them. "We can't do this in a car. I don't want this to just be something we do to pass time. I want you to want me like I need you." She wanted him to love her. But that was asking a little too much. "Like you said...our first time shouldn't be in a car...outside of the place where your father's body is."

Jun's breathing was calm and level, even though his face was flushed. Looking at her, he nodded and stroked her face. "You're right," he finally whispered. He got hung up on something she had said. Something that had peaked his curiosity. "You...need me?"

Anna knew her face was red now. Wow, she really knew how to ruin a moment...or better yet...someone's life. His father just died and he doesn't have any family. If anything he would need someone not her needing him. It wasn't her right to say such things...to have such wishful thinking. Quickly, she smiled and shrugged sweetly. "It's just words, Jun."

Jun looked confused, but he quickly let that pass. Probably more of her English lingo trying to fit into Japanese words. Smiling, he let his hands slid down to her waist. "Thank you...for staying."

Anna smiled again, hiding her guilty feelings. She was so selfish. And why exactly did she stop him from taking this further? Because she wanted to wait? This wasn't about her. This was about him. Making him feel better, making everything up to him. And if he wanted her, then he should have her.

Anna moved down again, meeting his lips. She grabbed his hands and moved then under her dress, resting them high on her thigh.

As she kissed him and moved his hands beneath her dress, he felt his face flush. He was confused once more. They had agreed to wait, yet now she was suddenly pushing it further? Rubbing his hands on her thighs, his fingertips brushed her panties. Opening his eyes, he looked at her. "No." His hands slid out from her dress and cupped her face. "I want it to be special. You were right, we shouldn't do this. Not like this..."

"It's ok, Jun. It's alright. This will take your mind off things," she said and her hands went to his tie. She pulled at it, making it loose enough for her to start unbuttoning his shirt.

"Yes, it would." His hands went and rested on top of hers. "But after it, I know that I would wish that I had waited. At least until where we could do it that isn't my car.... And when we do, do it, I would like it to be because you want to. Not because you want to take my mind off things...."

Anna's hands dropped. She looked down. All she wanted to do more than anything was to cry, but she had to be brave. "I...don't know what I'm suppose to do or say."

Jun reached up and cupped her face so that she would have to look at him. "What happened.... I do not blame you for it, Anna. So please, quit acting as if you have to make it up to me or as if you have to earn my forgiveness."

Anna knew he meant well, but it didn't make her feel any better. She saw the way those people looked at her today. She saw the way they hated her for standing beside Jun when she clearly wasn't suppose to. She wasn't family. Anna covered her face with her hands and started to cry. "I'm so sorry, Jun. I'm so very sorry. I'm always messing things up. I'm always so careless and I people keep getting hurt because of it."

Jun pressed his lips to hers as he softly begged for her to quit crying. "You have apologized enough. We cannot change the past anymore then we can predict the future." He slowly pried her hand from her face so that he could look at her. "Please, do not blame yourself anymore for this."

Anna moved her arms around his neck, laying her head on his shoulder while trying to stop her tears. "I feel so guilty. Just tell me what to do, Jun, and I'll do it."

Jun nuzzled her neck. "I've already told you. Quit blaming yourself for my father's death." There was a pause as he thought longer. Holding her in his arms, he realized that this felt right. "And...stay with me."

Anna finally stopped crying. He wanted her to stay with him. But for how long? How long would this bliss last? How long would it take for him to grow bored? At the moment, she didn't want to think about it. She just wanted to feel his body close to hers. She was falling in love with him.

Jun whispered to her as she finally stopped crying. Stroking her back, he held her close. It wouldn't be long before the night ended, but tomorrow would come the funeral. He didn't want either to happen. Mainly because he didn't want to have to let go of her. Laying his lips of her forehead, he just stayed like that for some time, before letting his hands trail down her shoulders and arms, drinking in her image and her scent.

Anna fought against herself to stay asleep, but in the end, the bright sun seeped into her dreams and her eyes opened. Slowly, she sat up and looked down at Jun. She fell asleep on him. Why didn't he move her at some point? She smiled gently as she watched him sleep. Grabbing her phone she looked at the time. The funeral would start soon. They had slept most the day away. Looking down she noticed her dress was wrinkled. Would she have to change? She could as her mother to bring her other dress.

Jun moved slightly when she started to move on him. Blinking, he checked the time and groaned. Rubbing in his eyes, he felt exhausted and drained beyond belief. Leaning forward and kissing Anna's cheek he looked down at his clothes. "We look awful," he muttered, trying to stifle a yawn.

Anna offered him a smile. "I'm on it," she said and flipped open her phone. She sent a text to her mother asking for their funeral clothes and some hair clips. Seconds later her mother said she would be there in ten minutes. Anna looked at Jun. "We have ten minutes before my mom gets here," she said then smirked. "Want to make out?"

Jun smirked at this. His answer came a second later when he pressed his lips hungrily against hers. He didn't care that this was inappropriate. He didn't care that they could be caught. His only care at that moment was wondering if he could get her clothes off and back on in ten minutes.

Anna moved her hands to Jun's cheeks as they started kiss. She was about to move his hands on her thighs when suddenly there was a flash of light. Anna froze. Not even a full second later she could hear reports asking questions through the window. Anna pulled back from Jun and turned ten shades of red. "Oh my God...my parents are going to kill me..."

Jun looked at the reporters, his face a cold mask of hatred. Moving Anna off of him he got out of the car. "Don't you have any decency? My father is dead! Why won't you just leave him alone and show him some respect?"

"Perhaps you should so him more respect then having sex when you should be watching over his body," the reporter said with a smirk. "Then again rumor is that your father committed suicide over your behavior. Would you like to comment on that?"

Jun froze. Before he knew what he was doing his fist slammed into the reporter's face, knocking him to the ground. "That's my comment," he said. Looking at the other reporter's he took a step toward them and they backed off. "I'm tired of this! Leave now!"

Anna jumped out of the car and moved in front of Jun. "Don't! You'll get arrested!" she said and grabbed his arm. While the flashes continued and the questions kept flying, Anna pulled Jun into the building where Jun's father was kept. She slammed the door behind them and leaned against it to rest. It was then that she realized she was in the same building as a dead person. She went pale and she started to shake. She opened the door to run out when her mother pushed her back in, clothes in hand. She handed the clothes to Jun and pulled Anna off to the side.

"Ok, Anna, breathe," he mother said in English. Anna was shaking badly. Her mother pulled out some pills from her purse and put two of them in Anna's mouth. "Swallow." Anna did as she was told. "That's it."

Anna closed her eyes and her mother moved her to a chair before turning back to Jun. "So, I see the reporters are early too. How was your night, Jun?"

"It could have been better," Jun told her, rubbing his sore hand. He knew the backlash from what he had just done was going to be bad, but it was so worth it just to wipe the smug grin off of that bastard's face.

She smiled at him. "Well, go get cleaned up. I'm going to help Anna get ready. By the time you both are dressed it will be time."

"Yes ma'am." Jun took his clothes and went into one of the available restrooms. Splashing water on his face, he looked at his reflection in the mirror. He really did look like hell. After stripping and putting on fresh clothes, he felt slightly better; but he still knew that today was going to get a lot worse before it got better.

Anna's mother helped Anna to the girls’ room and sat her back down. "Anna, you need to listen to me. Everything is going to be fine. You don't have to be near the body," he mother said while unzipping Anna's dress.

"Jun wants me next to him," Anna said lazily. "I hate these pills. They make me feel funny."

"They stop the shaking." Her mother helped her into the other dress then started washing her face and put on fresh make up. "I'm sure that Jun will understand when you explain..."

"No!" Anna yelled. Her mother looked at her. "Please...just not now. Jun has enough to think about. I don't want to add to the troubles."

"Anna, do you think you are going to hide it from him forever?"

"Well, I'm hoping that I won't have to be around anyone dead people. Besides, telling the story..." Anna looked away, "it's just not a something I want to be reminded of."

Anna felt her mom stroke her hair and she looked at her again. She was crying. Great, now she brought up old memories and her mother was crying.

"Please, don't cry, Mom..."

Jun failed numerous times to be able to actually tie his tie correctly. Finally, he just gave up. Going back out to the hallway, he waited a few minutes for Anna and her mother, but they never came up. Walking to the girl's restroom, he hesitated before knocking. "Is...everything okay?" He could hear crying.

Anna's mother dried her eyes. "Please, don't tell Jun about it," Anna begged.

Her mother finally nodded. "Alright. But you can't keep it a secret forever, Anna. Eventually you will have to unpack some of those boxes in your room and he will see the pictures."

"Please!" Anna yelled. "Enough!" she screamed. Standing she walked out of the bathroom running into Jun. Her mother had been speaking English, but Anna had been working with Jun on his English and she wasn't sure how much he heard and understood. "Jun...I didn't know you were out here." She had completely forgotten the knock and his voice while her mother was crying.

Seconds later her mother came out and Anna looked down. She kissed Anna on the cheek. "Stop blaming yourself, Anna," she whispered and walked out to join the others waiting.

Anna said nothing.





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