Romance Fan Fiction ❯ Denied Love ❯ First Date ( Chapter 9 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I passed out as soon as I laid in the bed. I woke up late in the day around three and walked towards the kitchen. No one was there, I checked the living room and found Austin watching T.V. He looked at me and turned off the T.V. “Morning.”

“Morning,” I walked into the living room and tripped. Stumbling, I caught myself. I bashfully looked at Austin, who grinned hugely at me. I hadn’t seen him smile at me like that in awhile.

“You okay?”

I laughed shyly, “Yeah.” I sat down next to him on the couch.

“You sleep okay?”

“Great actually, what about you?”

“Eh,” he shrugged, but gave me a smile.

“Okay,” I rubbed my eyes with a sigh, “one of the reasons I was so….freaked out is I didn’t want you to all of the sudden jump all over me and want to have sex with me. Or try….whatever.” I looked at him, he was looking at me confusingly.

“Okay, where did this come from?” He laughed.

“Sorry, didn’t know how to bring it up.”

“It’s okay, you don’t have to say anything. I understand why you acted the way you did. Also, I’m not going to attack you.”

“Oh, whoops.” I laughed. “Thank you.” His eyes softened and I turned away, blushing. “This is weird.”

“Really? I didn’t think so.” He reached for my hand and laced his fingers with mine. Something dark appeared out of the corner of my eye and I turned to see a very pleased Adam.

“I’m so happy for you.”

“I can tell.” I turned away, hoping he would leave me alone, but this was Adam. He plopped down next to me and threw his arm around my shoulders.

“How are you feeling?” Concern touching his voice.

This was new, but I don’t think I had ever cried in front of anyone. “Fine.”

“Fine?”

I sighed, “I’m happy, just feeling a little…..blah.”

“Well, I’m proud of you. Just so you know…..it’s not a horrible thing to be gay.” I just laughed softly as Austin gave my hand a light squeeze. Adam pulled his arm back and asked, “Do you two have any plans today?”

“Actually,” Austin looked at me, “I was wanting to take you somewhere tonight.”

“Oh?”

“I was going to see if you two wanted to try going to the club again tonight.”

I glared at Adam, “I’m never going back there.” Adam shrugged and I turned my attention back to Austin, “Where are we going?”

“The park was shooting off some fireworks tonight in celebration for some company. Want to go?”

“Sure, sounds fun.”

“Aww, look at you two,” Adam teased, “going on your first date.” He stood, “I’m calling my mom, she’ll be so happy.” My mouth dropped open.

“You told your mom?”

“Yeah, she says congrats by the way, she’s glad you finally opened up.”

“I hate everyone.”

“Oh, come on,” Austin turned my head with his freehand and looked me in the eyes, “lighten up.” He planted a small kiss on my lips.

“Umm…..what time are we leaving?”

“Probably around seven, so we can eat.”

“K.” I said with a stretch.

We left later and Austin took me to a small Thai restaurant in town that I had never been to. It was different, but a pretty good place. Things didn’t really feel any different, now that we were dating. I tried not to think of him as my boyfriend too much because it would leave me feeling embarrassed and nervous. Once we were at the park, we sat at the back of the park, away from all the other people.

We sat side by side, legs out, waiting for the fireworks to start.

“Feels great out here.” Austin commented. He was right, it was warm with a light breeze, really nice.

“Yeah.” I agreed.

“So, how do you feel?”

I looked away from the mass of running kids up ahead to look at him, “What do you mean?”

“How do you feel,” he looked at me, “about us?”

“Uh,” I didn’t know what to say, “good.”

“It’s not weird or uncomfortable?”

“No, but I’m still nervous.”

“So you’re okay?” I nodded, “So, how long have you…..loved me?” I gave him a strange look. “I’m curious.”

“Well, I don’t think I actually figured it out until two days ago, but I think I started liking you the day I met you.”

“Really?” He smiled.

“Yeah, I had major problems the first night. I couldn’t stop looking at you. Really irritated the crap out of me.”

He laughed, “I noticed that.”

“Great.” I mumbled.

“You’re so cute. I was so disappointed that you weren’t gay after that first night. The more time we spent together, the more I wanted to be with you. I’m actually shocked how quickly things changed for us.”

“Hmm….yeah.”

“This is awkward.”

“What?” My panic level shot through the roof! He didn’t like dating me! What did I do?

“Well, I’m just unsure if it’s okay to touch you or kiss you, you know?”

“Oh.” I relaxed. I freaked for no reason, “You can….just don’t…..well, you know?”

“Don’t what?”

“Nothing heated, in public.” My face flushed.

“Oh, ok,” he smiled big, “just not in public? At home is okay?” He teased.

“Well,” I paused, “nothing like that in front of Adam.”

“Really? I thought you didn’t want to be attacked?”

“Well, I’m not ready to have my butt molested yet….so….”

“That’s fine. I will survive.” He chuckled, “So, you’re okay with doing stuff?”

“I….don’t know.”

“I can be patient.” He reassured me.

The fireworks started. The night sky exploded with color as showers of light rained down. I looked back at Austin to see his eyes hadn’t left me. I watched his eyes lower to my lips and then he leaned in to kiss me. I stayed still, too embarrassed to lean in, the his lips pressed against mine. This kiss was very gentle and our lips moved slowly together. His tongue came out just enough to lick my lip then he kissed me softly one more time and pulled away to look me in the eyes.

He was so close, I could smell his breath coming from his nose, he smelled sweet. I had never seen eyes like his, they were a neat blue-green with a star exploding design around his pupil. I blushed and turned back to the fireworks. He kissed my ear and whispered, “I love you.”

Wow! I had never been so embarrassed in my life! I just swallowed hard, too embarrassed to say it back. Austin just laughed softly and reached for my hand. We watched the rest of the fireworks together as he rubbed his thumb over my skin as he held my hand.

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When we walked into the house, Adam appeared from his room, “How were the fireworks?” He grinned.

“Good,” Austin answered, “Want to go to bed?” He asked me.

“Now? It’s only like 9:30.” Adam laughed at me. I felt stupid, I understood what Austin meant now and my cheeks flared with heat. “Yeah, sure.” Austin placed his hand on my back and guided me back to his room.

“Night,” Adam sang. Austin locked the door and we sat on the edge of his bed.

“We don’t have to do anything.”

“Is that okay?” I felt bad.

“Yep.”

“This is new to me, I’m just nervous.”

“It’s fine, trust me.” We laid in bed for what felt like hours.

I sighed, “I can’t sleep.”

“Something wrong?”

“Just can’t relax.”

“Sit up.” I did and he sat behind me wrapping his legs around mine. He began to rub my shoulders, melting the tension away. He helped me completely relax and goose bumps surfaced on my skin. His hands moved down my arms and I shivered at the feeling of his hot breath against my neck. His teeth nipped the skin causing me to exhale sharply. His tongue traveled up my neck where he stopped to nibble on my ear.

I swallowed hard, my head was spinning, my heart raced and warmth spread to my lower regions. Austin stopped only for a moment to pull my shirt off and remove his as well. He ran his hands over my bare back now, leaving a tingly trail wherever his hands went. He turned my head to the side and kissed me. This kiss was different than the one at the park, it was filled with passion and lust. One of his hands came around and rubbed my chest as our tongues explored each others mouths. His other hand sneaked around my waist and unbuttoned my jeans and pulled making the zipper go down.

I paused and Austin pulled away from our kiss. “Lift up?” He asked. I shakily lifted myself up enough so he could pull my pants and underwear down. I kicked them the rest of the way down. I realized I was naked for the first time in front of Austin. I was glad the lights were off, but there was enough outside light coming in that I could faintly see my legs out in front of me, Austin’s on either side of mine.

He felts my legs, rubbing them slowly up and down my thighs, each time getting closer to my private area. His fingers trailed over my pubic area and lingered right before my slightly erect member. “Can I?” Austin whispered.

I ached, I wanted him to touch me there so desperately, “Yeah.” My voice cracked, I swallowed and took a deep breath. His fingers ran down the length of my erection and then his fingers wrapped around it gently. My erection throbbed in response.

I placed my hands on his legs as he softly rubbed my erection and I pulled on his jeans in response. He was driving me crazy. I was feeling a little embarrassed because my breathing had become heavy and I held tightly to Austin’s jeans. “You have no idea how much I’ve wanted to touch you like this.”

I laughed, “I can imagine. This is the first time someone’s touched me like this.” I was so hot, my whole body was burning up. I couldn’t tell if it was because I was really embarrassed or if I just really liked what he was doing. Probably a little bit of both….

He gave me a squeeze and my erection throbbed larger. He held me tightly and began to stroke me at a steady pace. His other hand reached around and cupped my balls. He continued to give me a hand job while he kissed my shoulder or sucked on my neck. After awhile, I wanted release. “Austin.” I whispered out.

“Hmm?”

“I need to….”

“Go ahead.”

“Umm….” I felt weird.

“What?”

“Can you,” I paused, “go faster?” I felt him smile against my ear and then he began to pump me faster. I was so worked up, it wasn’t long until I reached my orgasm. My seed spilled over Austin’s hand and in between my legs. Austin got off the bed and handed me tissue. “Thanks.”

I watched Austin in the dim light, undo his pants and unzip them. “Pants are too tight right now.” He laughed.

What was I supposed to do for him? “Now what?” I asked.

“Well,” he sat down next to me, “what do you want to do?”

“I don’t know, what do you want me to do for you?”

“Anything you’re willing to do.” We were silent for a moment. “You don’t have to do anything.”

That didn’t seem fair. “I want to, I just don’t know how to do any of this.”

“It’s not hard, just don’t think about it too much.” He kissed my cheek.

“So, you want me to do something?”

“You could give me a blow job.” I was silent, “I’m kidding.”

“No, I’ll do it.”

He was quite for a moment, “Seriously?”

“Yeah, but I don’t know what I’m doing.”

“You can do it. Here,” He pushed me a little, “off the bed.” I got up and watched Austin remove his pants and briefs. He sat on the bed and pulled on my arms and I got on my knees in front of him. “Sorry, my erection went away.”

“It’s fine.” What a weird thing to apologize for.

“You can bring it back.” He ran his hand through my hair.

“Yeah.” I was so nervous, I thought I was going to throw up.

“Here,” he grabbed himself, holding it up and used his other hand to pull my head down. “Just put it in your mouth and….you’ll figure it out.” He was somewhat erect now and I was really close, but too nervous. “Open you’re mouth.” I took a deep breath and let my mouth open slightly. Austin pulled my head the rest of the way down and he entered my mouth.

His hand moved away and I was left to do it on my own. I brought my hand up and held the base of his erection. I took more of him in my mouth and my eyes watered as I was threatened with the feeling of gagging. I pulled back a moment, but kept a hold of his erection. “You okay?” Austin asked in a deep soft voice.

“Yeah, choked a little.” I cleared my throat.

“Oh,” he laughed softly, “that happens.” I wet my lips and bent back over taking in the head and a little more. I licked the underneath side of the head and Austin exhaled shakily in response. “That felt nice.” I laughed a little sending vibrations through his boner in my mouth and he shivered. I smiled, with difficulty, and I felt like I had some confidence to attempt pleasing Austin.

I decided to get a little more creative with my tongue and swirled my tongue around his soft head. His erection throbbed larger, filling my mouth. I began to take in more of him and pull back away, repeating an in and out motion while running my tongue along the bottom. After awhile, Austin’s breathing picked up and I tightened my lips around him and picked up my pace.

Austin’s hips bucked slightly as he neared his peak. As he came, he moaned quietly and pushed himself deep into my throat. The taste was odd and different and a small tear ran down my cheek as I held back a gag. He tasted sweet at first, but then I was left with a thick bitter taste. I pulled him out of my mouth and smiled it myself. I had sucked Austin off and pleased him.

As I listened to Austin’s breathing, I felt overjoyed, tired and sore. My jaw popped when I tried to open it and I tried to rub it to make the soreness go away. Austin exhaled, “That was really good.” He grabbed my head roughly and crashed our lips together in a heated kiss. “Thank you, I love you.”

I blushed and for the first time I said, “I love you too.”

Austin laughed in relief and pulled me up to stand and hugged me. “I’m so happy.” He kissed my ear.

“Me too,” after a moment I said. “I’m really tired.”

He chuckled, “Let’s go to sleep.”

We covered up and he snuggled up against me. “We are still naked.”

“Yep,” he laughed, “I love it, you’re so warm.”

“Mmm.” We sighed together. “Goodnight.”

“Goodnight,” he squeezed me lightly, “my love.” With a last bit of embarrassment and rethinking about the night, I fell asleep feeling relieved and more in love with Austin than ever before.

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