Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ Beaten Fireflies ❯ Recollection ( Chapter 2 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

You could see the coolness of the room emitting from those blue eyes as the little sister of Aoshi Shinomori cried out her words. Bright Shocked eyes widened as they looked on toward the sight. Misao didnt quite know how to describe it. She was shocked. She was scared. She was angry but most of just plain disgusted at the fact that her brother and her friend Yahikos brother are swapping fluids in ways she doesnt want to think about nor want to understand. But that is not the point, the point was that her so called straight brother wasnt so straight after all.
AOSHI!!!!!!!!
He snarled half heartedly as he drew himself from his lovers warm tight center. The boy whimpered pitifully adjusting to the sudden coolness flood over his now prickling Skin. Aoshi never lost his gaze with misao, his eyes stayed calm and tried to control the bad situation around him. Standing up slowly he managed to find his pants and put them on so that someone could be decent in this room. Now what is it Misao?
..Aoooshiii she growled taking the half dead Kenshin up and shaking him senseless.
GET AWAY FROM HIM MISAO! Aoshi shouted taking Kenshin in his arms.
But
LeaveMisao
grrrr. the girl cried stomping off out of the room. YAHIKO!
.Uhhh coming! Yahiko quickly said gathering up his stranded cards from Kenshins room and running in her way leaving Kaoru...a sleeping Kenshin and Aoshi. Kaoru stared at them both cold and hard being as homophobic as she was the first thing she did was turn pale and sick. AoshiI thought I knew you better than that
Know me? You never knew me.
Oh yes I did. Have you forgotten already? I was in the senior class two years before when you were a pitiful sophomore
.I was never pitiful Kaoru.and thinking about it how did I not know you had such a cute brother? He said lightly kissing his sleeping lover on the cheek as he laid him down on the bed behind him.
Thats sick. That is so very fucking sick
and how may I ask?
You are straight Aoshi. S-T-R-A-I-G-H-T. Have you forgotten that in two years? What about all your girlfriends? All the girls you fucked in a month?
When I was a sophomore you knew me then. But I have changed since that time dont you think?
Hah Everyone knows the legendary bastard Aoshi Shinomori. Everyone knew your game. Most girls loved you. I detested you because you only wanted them for one reason
And that was?
Sex Aoshi. JUST FUCKING SEX AND THATS ALL YOU WANT HIM FOR
HOW THE HELL DO YOU KNOW THAT?!
I KNOW IT WELL BECAUSE I KNOW HOW YOU ACT. YOU WAIT FOR THE PRETTIEST ONE THEN BOOM ITS A ONE NIGHT STAND FOR THEM YOU SELFISH BASTARD!
HOW COULD I NOT REMEMBER YOUR UGLY VOICE?! AM I REALLY THAT DEAF?
UGLY?! HAVE YOU LOOKED IN THE MIRROR LATELY YOU OBVIOUSLY ARENT THE LOOKER YOURSELF?!
SHUT UP YOU FUCKIN PSYCHOTIC WHORE!!
IM NOT THE ONLY ONE NOW AM I?! I DONT FUCK PEOPLE TO FUCK!
YOU SEEM PRETTY WILLING TWO YEARS AGO!
That was then!
WELL THIS IS NOW SO LEAVE ME ALONE ABOUT THEN!
They both stood there and stared for a moment as things started to make sense between the two. But it wasnt long before Kaoru had to break the silence. Get the hell away from my brother
Like hell I will. /what am I thinking?/
.My brotherisnt gayhe never was
Please explain this then. Aoshi said taking a piece of clothe from the floor. It was a piece of Kaorus old school uniform. The color was in perfect shape and everything. Kaoru took it in her hands and tears streamed down her face. Not for him but for herself she now couldnt even face her parents graves. Two hard working people ended up with three very screwed up children and the first male, Kenshin gets to be the most fucked up of them all. When suddenly Kenshin stirred himself awake. Morning already? he asked dumbfounded on what just happened less then a few minutes ago.
Kaoru pounced on the red head and began to strangle him in confusion and Kenshin kicked her off with ease. What the hell is wrong with you kaoru?
Kaoru blinked for a second and pointed at the bare chested Aoshi in front of them. Kenshin looked down below his waist and noticed. Damn
Kaoru slapped him the tears streaming down her face and her cheeks bright red from the argument before. WHAT WILL OUR PARENTS THINK KENSHIN?! ARE YOU GOING TO BE SO SELFISH TO DO THIS TO THEM?! WILL YOU?!
Our parents wouldnt even care, Kaoru. So I dont understand why would you about something as petty as this.
It is NOT petty. YOU ARE WITH A GUY You are SUPPOSED to be with a GIRL
So when does gender matter in this case?
IT ALWAYS MATTERED YOU SICK FREAK She said stomping out of the room holding her hand to her head. The poor girl had obviously became frustrated with the sort. Not that it only amazed her to a certain degree to. But she will manage of course.
Kenshin laid on the bed his eyes squinting from tears. No one seemed to remember that his heart did still want Sanosuke and it became apparent that Aoshi knew. He could feel those long nimble fingers brushing though his red locks and a small kiss pecked on his cheek.
SoWho is this Sanosuke?
Sanosuke?
Dont act dumbI know my name isnt Sanosuke.
yeeahI know. Sorry.
Well Who is he? Aoshi implied his fist beginning to grip at the comforter below him and his serene face started to show signs of stress.
Kenshin stood silent tears running down his face. He began to choke back his tears and whimpers echoed bounced off the empty rooms walls.
OhI see Aoshi replied taking himself from the bed and his hands away from the red head quickly. Hes your boyfriend
Silence pierced the redheads soul as he stared into those icy blue eyes. He couldnt lie to AoshiHes been dreaming of him for weeks on end and to hurt him like thatthrough their first intimate embrace he couldnt lie. He just couldnt do that to him.
Nohes not Kenshin forced out of his lips cringing at the sound of his own voice.
Hes not?
No
Ohso when we were fucking you were thinking of
Sano Tearing sobs broke through those words. His chest wrenched in pain and his heart sank to the floor. He knew who he wanted but he couldnt help but yearn from his previous partner. The taller male stood up over top of Kenshin. Those blue eyes showing signs of torn emotions as they stared into the light purple ones. He drew his hand back straining to hold the tears in his eyes..

Kenshin felt his face sting an angry red as bulging sobs escaped his lips. Youyou hit me he choked sliding his hand across the red spot on his face.
I know Aoshi spoke quietly as he slipped the last of his clothing on and headed out the door. The sound of the closing entrance was barely above a whisper Gracefuljust like AoshiKenshin sobbed into his sheetsbut through his tears he noticed something true. Something dear that he didnt notice in the upper classmen until he left.
He was crying too


Aoshi couldnt believe the tears streaming down his face as the flashes of memories raced through his mind. Of course he didnt know they were memorieshe just kept seeing an older self. He felt a katana in his hand and slashed it about in a swordsmen mannerthen he saw himself covered in blood and behind himwas Kenshin.
That smilehe couldnt be angry at that smile of both love and pain. But he couldnt go to see him not if while hes in love with the moron because if he does and hears this Sanosukes persons name one more time he might as well bust into tears and shoot himself right in front of Kenshin. Buthe hit him. He hurt the person hes been jacking off for weeks tothen at the smallest shred of doubt and I hit himreal smooth..

The morning glare of the next day glistened on Hiko Seujiros body. He stared deeply into the mirrors around him. His contoured body responding with its elegant movements. Was he a narcissist? Maybe or was he just an obsessed tack runner. Perhaps that too. Being a tall dark and handsome he could only expect himself to be nothing but the best. But being SECOND in Senior Class B there was no way he could stand it. Determination and arrogance was the normal genre he was put in. Maybe that was his problem to him there was one person who was his problem. And surprising as it may seem he was after the same adorable red head girl that his Rival Aoshi Shinomori wanted. He ran his hands through his long dark hair and began to lift a bottle of sake to his lips. Walking outside and standing on his front porch he could tell by the blowing of the wind that todaywould not be a good day.

Kenshin laid quietly on his bed, his face stained with salty tears. The bursting crimson within his cheeks showed his utter most frustration with both himself and life. He couldnt bare the fact that he just hurt someone that might have loved him in timebut instead he chose to hang on to a dead past. He knew he loved Sanosuke Sagura and he knew that he would do anything to have him back. But he couldnt do that to Aoshi. Aoshi didnt remember their pastdidnt remember how much they practically despised each other in combat. All he knew was what was happening now. And that Kenshin made love to him thinking that he was someone else. The red head knew he was low to do that to him. Perhaps lower than that Makoto Shishio from the past. But his feelings didnt matter at the moment. All he knew was that he had to make up with Aoshi before it was too late. But Kaoru nor Yahiko will never let him leave. Not in that state nor to look for Aoshi. Being as Homophobic as they were there was no way in hell they wouldnt let him out of their sight. Drops of blood dripped from his knuckles as he struggled to get up from the bed. It was from when he punched the walls after Aoshi had left. Somehow Kaoru was able to take control of himbut not without noticing that death glare. The one that showed the essence of a warrior and pierced the soul of their prey. It wasnt long thoughuntil he couldnt speak a single syllable without feeling his eyes sting with tears. He looked toward his window, listening to the birds chirp and fly by. There wasnt any serenity in this sceneonly despair.


Aoshi knew nothing of what to do with himself. He lied in his room for days. The light of the sun nor the darkness of the night never affecting his same expression. He wanted to talk to Kenshinhe wanted to hold, to touch, just to see him again. But his mind forced him to stay away. Why be with someone, who will not love you for who you are but because they believe you are someone else?. Perhaps, I was just lucky. Yeah at first I wanted him just because I found him as a girl hot and vulnerable. Butwhen I saw who he truly wasit was different. It wasnt for sport. It was becauseI wanted to prove my worth to himBut. Those memoriesthat katana that lied between my hands. Whycant I understandmy feelings for him? These feelings are not newthey are of an old flame that never went outI must see him again He concluded taking himself up and walking out of the dark corridors of his house. The light began to sting at his eyes and the sudden hearing of children laughing in the street almost sounded foreign to him. It was as if the whole world just stopped as he was in there. Alone.

3 days the boys had not seen each other. 3 days they havent spoke. These three days let the new predator of the twosome make his move. That hunter was known as Hiko Seujiro who had noticed the red heads sudden change from girl to guy. This intrigued him much so. Since he liked both sides of the spectrum and preferred guys in the first place this made his move a lot easier than expected.

Strong hands grasped the boys waist and drew him closer toward a taller males chest. Kenshin looked up hoping it would be the one he had hoped it would be. Dark Eyes gazed into his purple hues and a sudden chill came down his spine.
Kenshin.that is your name right? Said the voice his hand brushing against the red heads cheek.
Y-yeeaaah. I amwhy do you ask? Hiko Sempai?
Hiko blew his warm breath down Kenshins frail neck. Oh...I just wanted to know who this cute boy was? Is thatsuch a problem?
Kenshin didnt like where this was going and tried to pry himself from Hikes grasp only to be shoved into the janitors closet near by. The door shoved lightly behind them and only the sounds of racing lower classmen to classes was all that was left. A smile came across the older males face as the silence of the hall finally set in.
Now there is only the two of usmy little pet.. He whispered leaning over toward Kenshin lightly licking and nibbling his ears.
sssSTOP IT.
Shhh come on baby you-..
The door knob turned slightly and with a sudden burst of light the room began to emit a coolness that was very familiar to the younger one. His purple eyes widened as they met the icy blue ones up above the taller mans body. AOSHI!
Aoshi drew his hand over to Kenshins grasping it lightly and hugging him close. Say Hiko. Why not you leave my Kenshin alone? Or maybe ill have to beat the shit out of you. Your choice
Oh you intend to fight me?
Perhaps
You suck at Kendo, Aoshi.
It wont matter much if I fought you
Hah. I would Like to see you try Shinomori. Take your new Whore. I dont need him anyway With that said the taller Hiko stepped out leaving the two to deal with themselves alone.
Aoshi slid his hands through Kenshins red locks. I missed you
Tears stung the boys eyes and he held himself closer to Aoshis chest. I missed you tooI didnt know what to thinkPlease dont be angry. Its just my past you see
Your Past? What do you mean?
Ohyou dont remember.
Remember what?
Is it alright if I kiss you Aoshi?
Sure I do-
Kenshins smooth lips embraced Aoshis slipping his tongue into the warm mouth of his lover. Sweet was not the word to describe his lovers taste at the moment. Perhaps Indulging or angelic. This did not matter though not now.
I know I cant ever have Sano back but as long as I have Aoshithe past can be deadfor both of us.

End of Chapter Two.