Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ Beaten Fireflies ❯ Lose me ( Chapter 3 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: PsychoYaoiChild 
Selfish desires vs loving.
Death vs life.
Anime/Manga: Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Suspense / / Angst | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 11.15.2003 | Updated On: 11.15.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.5K | Visits: 219 | Status: Completed
Selfish desires vs loving.
Death vs life.
Anime/Manga: Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Suspense / / Angst | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 11.15.2003 | Updated On: 11.15.2003 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.5K | Visits: 219 | Status: Completed
Prelude
Hand in hand was the strangest couple that Central Japan high had ever seen. It was that not only it was a Senior and a Junior going out together. It was the top student of their school going out with one of the lowest. That top student was known as Shinomori Sempai. All of them, the students and the teachers watched in both awe and regret as they walked proudly through the halls then stopped.
Main Hall Aoshi chuckled. This was going to be the place where they would make their love clear to the entire world. That no one would stop them no matter what. That nothing mattered as long as they were together.
I dont know if we should do this
Shhh Dont worry. Itll be fine or maybe we can go a little deeper? Aoshi purred playing with Kenshins uniform buttons.
mmmm A kissand only a kiss Aoshi Kun
Hah hah I figured you would see it my way He said licking the lip of his lover.
mmmm dont tease me alright?
Aoshi slipped his tongue into Kenshins mouth. Letting them battle and embrace each others love for one another.
Every student looked on in awe and disgust. This was something that was not meant to be in their school. To be performed by there Top student. To be seen at all. Homoeroctism was something that was only in stories. Not real life and should have been damned to hell where it came from. No one expected this no one wanted this. And this was only the beginning of their problemsthe people...turning their backs on the one they cherished so much.
Kenshin slammed the door to his home, covered in eggs and other types of trash. This was something not new to Kenshin. It was the normal guys who loved to pick on him for fun. Well now they had a reason to of course. He snarled at his tangled and gross smelling hair as he stepped into the shower.
Love is supposed to be everlasting right? Then why should gender matter? Why should sexuality matter? Why should any thing matter except for the two people who are in love? I dont understand. Why is what we are doing so wrong? Have we been damned to this because of love? Then why is love such a good thing? Why does it make me feel like as ifthe whole world could die as long as Im with him? Kenshins continuous questions werent new either. The thing was that everyone in the entire school had shunned both him and Aoshi from existence. As far as they knew it Aoshi and Him were dead. It was the same thing in Kenshins house hold. Kaoru would never speak a word to him. And Yahiko would always ask the same question whenever they talked. your not going to touch me are you? and Kenshin would always reply no and look into the boys eyes. Seeing the frustration within them. Then they wouldnt talk for another month or so until the same question was roused up again. The water droplets pattered all over the red heads body and steam embraced him like a blanket of snow on the ground. He couldnt stop thinking about the questions that lied in his head. They just kept racing.
What if Aoshi begins toAoshi isnt like that. He never was like that. But we havent seen each other in awhileThat doesnt matter. Aoshi is just busy. Just busy thats all. Nothing more nothing less. He laughed quietly. How could he think such things? He knew that Aoshi was true and sincere. He knew it all.
Aoshi clutched at his cup of coffee in the moonlit sky. It had been over a week since he had seen Kenshin and over a month since that fiasco in the main hall. Everything about him had changed since then. Everything. His reputation was now in shreds and his popularity had dropped to an all time low. What had happened was that now the loyal Seujiro Sempai had taken his place. There were differences here. People knew about him. No one knew of Hiko. So of course the groupies would go for Hiko. He was strong, bright ,and proud of his position. Central Japan wanted that in a leading student. They didnt want some bisexual smart and charming student. The word, Bi was what scared them the most. Aoshi knew it. At moments he didnt care. At others he wished.other things. He couldnt help his feelings that the teachers he came to enjoy in other words now shunned him away. So much for good application referrals. Hah like that would ever happen now. Aoshi felt as if he was a mockery to his position but being better than Hiko in all ways the school couldnt take It away. But he knew that they would soon find a way to get him to leave. Either that or Hiko will suck up to the teachers so badly that they couldnt even refuse or fuck one of them then they will talk. Life was always funny like that. As soon as someone is out of the norm. No one wanted it because it wasnt the norm. Should others be shunned for that?
Aoshikun Kenshin knocked on the door a few days later.
What? Aoshi answered annoyed.
We havent seen each other in almost two weeks
And? That is not a long time Aoshi said letting him in and motioning Kenshin to sit on the couch beside him.
It is a long time to me
Well Im here Arent I?
Yesbut...Aoshi why have you not even looked at me at school? I meaneven with all your groupies
I have none now you know that
But STILL I FEEL AS IF YOUR AVOIDING ME
Aoshi grasped the boy in his arms. He could see the tears form in those purple eyes and he couldnt bare to see them.
Its for the best.I dont want you to get hurt
I dont care
WELL I DO. If you got hurt because of me I dont know what ill do
AoshiI can take care of myselfbut without you
Look. Kenshin there isnt anyway your changing my mind on this one
Butwhat about me?
KENSHIN WHAT ABOUT ME?! WHAT ABOUT MY LIFE? HAVENT YOU NOTICED ANYTHING
Aoshi
KENSHIN LOOK FOR ONCE. STOP HAVING YOUR DAMN HEAD IN THE CLOUDS! EVERYTHING I HAD PLANNED FOR ME IS GONE NOW! AND ITS ALL- Aoshi stopped and pulled Kenshin away. He faced him. His eyes cold as ice.
You think its all my fault dont you?
If I never met you then this probably wouldnt have ever happened.
HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT?! KAORU WAS RIGHT! ALL YOU WANTED WAS TO HAVE YOUR FUN NOT CARING ABOUT MY FEELINGS AT ALL! ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS YOUR STUPID REPUTATION!
KenshinI-
SHUT UP EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU AND YOUR NEEDS WHO CARES ALREADY I HATE YOU! I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE SHINOMORI Kenshin screamed running out into the darkness. He found himself running to the nearest Subway. He was dazed unknown where he was going but with his tear stricken face he couldnt care less. All he cared about was getting away far away from all the pain in the world. He got off the last stopwhere it seems like his whole world was falling apart. He had somehow managed to buy a 9mm pistol with the last of the money he had. He lifted toward his forehead and the wind rustled across his shoulders. The night had long settled in and the coolness in the breeze was all they had left of the night.
Im going to end it all..and finally be with the one I love
End of chapter 3
Hand in hand was the strangest couple that Central Japan high had ever seen. It was that not only it was a Senior and a Junior going out together. It was the top student of their school going out with one of the lowest. That top student was known as Shinomori Sempai. All of them, the students and the teachers watched in both awe and regret as they walked proudly through the halls then stopped.
Main Hall Aoshi chuckled. This was going to be the place where they would make their love clear to the entire world. That no one would stop them no matter what. That nothing mattered as long as they were together.
I dont know if we should do this
Shhh Dont worry. Itll be fine or maybe we can go a little deeper? Aoshi purred playing with Kenshins uniform buttons.
mmmm A kissand only a kiss Aoshi Kun
Hah hah I figured you would see it my way He said licking the lip of his lover.
mmmm dont tease me alright?
Aoshi slipped his tongue into Kenshins mouth. Letting them battle and embrace each others love for one another.
Every student looked on in awe and disgust. This was something that was not meant to be in their school. To be performed by there Top student. To be seen at all. Homoeroctism was something that was only in stories. Not real life and should have been damned to hell where it came from. No one expected this no one wanted this. And this was only the beginning of their problemsthe people...turning their backs on the one they cherished so much.
Kenshin slammed the door to his home, covered in eggs and other types of trash. This was something not new to Kenshin. It was the normal guys who loved to pick on him for fun. Well now they had a reason to of course. He snarled at his tangled and gross smelling hair as he stepped into the shower.
Love is supposed to be everlasting right? Then why should gender matter? Why should sexuality matter? Why should any thing matter except for the two people who are in love? I dont understand. Why is what we are doing so wrong? Have we been damned to this because of love? Then why is love such a good thing? Why does it make me feel like as ifthe whole world could die as long as Im with him? Kenshins continuous questions werent new either. The thing was that everyone in the entire school had shunned both him and Aoshi from existence. As far as they knew it Aoshi and Him were dead. It was the same thing in Kenshins house hold. Kaoru would never speak a word to him. And Yahiko would always ask the same question whenever they talked. your not going to touch me are you? and Kenshin would always reply no and look into the boys eyes. Seeing the frustration within them. Then they wouldnt talk for another month or so until the same question was roused up again. The water droplets pattered all over the red heads body and steam embraced him like a blanket of snow on the ground. He couldnt stop thinking about the questions that lied in his head. They just kept racing.
What if Aoshi begins toAoshi isnt like that. He never was like that. But we havent seen each other in awhileThat doesnt matter. Aoshi is just busy. Just busy thats all. Nothing more nothing less. He laughed quietly. How could he think such things? He knew that Aoshi was true and sincere. He knew it all.
Aoshi clutched at his cup of coffee in the moonlit sky. It had been over a week since he had seen Kenshin and over a month since that fiasco in the main hall. Everything about him had changed since then. Everything. His reputation was now in shreds and his popularity had dropped to an all time low. What had happened was that now the loyal Seujiro Sempai had taken his place. There were differences here. People knew about him. No one knew of Hiko. So of course the groupies would go for Hiko. He was strong, bright ,and proud of his position. Central Japan wanted that in a leading student. They didnt want some bisexual smart and charming student. The word, Bi was what scared them the most. Aoshi knew it. At moments he didnt care. At others he wished.other things. He couldnt help his feelings that the teachers he came to enjoy in other words now shunned him away. So much for good application referrals. Hah like that would ever happen now. Aoshi felt as if he was a mockery to his position but being better than Hiko in all ways the school couldnt take It away. But he knew that they would soon find a way to get him to leave. Either that or Hiko will suck up to the teachers so badly that they couldnt even refuse or fuck one of them then they will talk. Life was always funny like that. As soon as someone is out of the norm. No one wanted it because it wasnt the norm. Should others be shunned for that?
Aoshikun Kenshin knocked on the door a few days later.
What? Aoshi answered annoyed.
We havent seen each other in almost two weeks
And? That is not a long time Aoshi said letting him in and motioning Kenshin to sit on the couch beside him.
It is a long time to me
Well Im here Arent I?
Yesbut...Aoshi why have you not even looked at me at school? I meaneven with all your groupies
I have none now you know that
But STILL I FEEL AS IF YOUR AVOIDING ME
Aoshi grasped the boy in his arms. He could see the tears form in those purple eyes and he couldnt bare to see them.
Its for the best.I dont want you to get hurt
I dont care
WELL I DO. If you got hurt because of me I dont know what ill do
AoshiI can take care of myselfbut without you
Look. Kenshin there isnt anyway your changing my mind on this one
Butwhat about me?
KENSHIN WHAT ABOUT ME?! WHAT ABOUT MY LIFE? HAVENT YOU NOTICED ANYTHING
Aoshi
KENSHIN LOOK FOR ONCE. STOP HAVING YOUR DAMN HEAD IN THE CLOUDS! EVERYTHING I HAD PLANNED FOR ME IS GONE NOW! AND ITS ALL- Aoshi stopped and pulled Kenshin away. He faced him. His eyes cold as ice.
You think its all my fault dont you?
If I never met you then this probably wouldnt have ever happened.
HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT?! KAORU WAS RIGHT! ALL YOU WANTED WAS TO HAVE YOUR FUN NOT CARING ABOUT MY FEELINGS AT ALL! ALL YOU CARE ABOUT IS YOUR STUPID REPUTATION!
KenshinI-
SHUT UP EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU AND YOUR NEEDS WHO CARES ALREADY I HATE YOU! I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE SHINOMORI Kenshin screamed running out into the darkness. He found himself running to the nearest Subway. He was dazed unknown where he was going but with his tear stricken face he couldnt care less. All he cared about was getting away far away from all the pain in the world. He got off the last stopwhere it seems like his whole world was falling apart. He had somehow managed to buy a 9mm pistol with the last of the money he had. He lifted toward his forehead and the wind rustled across his shoulders. The night had long settled in and the coolness in the breeze was all they had left of the night.
Im going to end it all..and finally be with the one I love
End of chapter 3