Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ Lay All Your Love On Me ❯ sorry can't heal my deepest wounds ( Chapter 4 )
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By: Kamimura Kaoru 
Anime/Manga: Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 04.06.2003 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.2K | Visits: 590 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Romance | Type: Other | Uploaded On: 04.06.2003 | Pages: 3 | Words: 3.2K | Visits: 590 | Status: Work In Progress
STANDARD DISCLAIMERS APPLY:
Rurouni Kenshin does not belong to me, I just borrow them. But I Love them a lot.
So PLS dun sue me… I am just a poor 16 yrs old student.. Thanx
AUTHORS NOTES: <Kon'nichiwa… As all my readers have known Kaoru and Kenshin woul be a couple already… not to say they are sleeping at each other house…. Haha~ No hentai thoughts ne…. anyway…. Kenshin's a doc and Kaoru's the nurse…. They work in the same department. Megumi have known Kenshin longer than Kaoru, the both of them had met each other since…. School time. Megumi has this BIG crush on him, so when she saw Kenshin and Kaoru together. She loath what she sees. Thus she wants Kenshin to ditch Kaoru. Megumi has a plan…. But… it just went a little too far. Enjoy the story ne.>
Lay All Your Love On Me
Chapter 5: Sorry Can't Heal My Deepest Wounds.
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"I didn't know you distrust me to such extend Himura sensei. I would keep your words in mind!" Kaoru snatched the cup from his hand. Ready to splash the remaining content into his face. She stopped in mid-air.
'He doesn't have any spare white collar tee here... and the coffee stain would not be nice for his meeting. He wouldn't have time to change... forget it!' Kaoru thought as she slammed the coffee cup on his desk. Literally making all the files to jerk a little at the impact. She went to the drawer and withdrew a black diskette.
"Here's your bloody document that you were working on! Himura sensei! Guess what? I think I should have just let you retype every single word! What's the use of helping?" A lone tear finally found it's way down her cheek.
"Kao-" Kaoru flung the diskette right on Kenshin's face and stomped out of the office to the girls' restroom.
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The conference that morning of course went smoothly. Of course... thanks to Kaoru. If she hadn't saved that document. Kenshin might have given a bad impression to those foreigners.
'I wonder where's Kaoru?' Kenshin thought after the meeting. Kaoru's duty was suppose to end an hour after the meeting. So she was supposed to be around at this time. Normally Kaoru would be helping out with the tea serving and such. But today... Misao took over. When he asked where was Kaoru. Misao answered his question with a deadly glare. Kenshin stopped in front of the information desk in his level. Hoping Kaoru was there. But... unfortunately... she was nowhere in sight.
"Himura sensei... If you want to find Kaoru... she won't be here... she would be SOMEWHERE in this building though." Came Misao's sarcastic remark as she slam her file shut and went behind the 'nurse resting room'. Kenshin was guilty stricken. Of course.. who won't? He did accuse his girlfriend. His girlfriend who shared and gave everything to him. How did he even have the idea of Kaoru being such a person? He was definitely a bastard, jerk!
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Megumi was walking towards her office. Humming softly to herself.
'Soon, I'll get Ken-san all to myself. That tanuki wouldn't know what got her.'
"Takani sensei. You really don't wanna return that watch to Himura sensei?" A voice came out of the darkness as Megumi froze in her tracks.
'Baka na! I was positive nobody saw me!' Megumi whipped her head towards the source. To find a male nurse. He had platinum hair. Eyes as black as charcoal. Skin tanned. And most annoy part was that he had that stupid grin on his face.
"What are you talking about? And WHO are you?" Megumi kept her cool. She was famous in feigning innocent and kept her composure no matter what happened. Megumi eyed him carefully.
"Takani sensei... are you sure you really don't know what's happening? OR are you just afraid that once this little secret is out... not only would everyone know what you did... more importantly... your Ken-san will be DISGUSTED with you. Oh yes... and for your information... My name is Yukishiro Enishi... I have just joined this department... And it is interesting I must say." Enishi smirked. Megumi didn't expect to be threatened, she was caught completely off guard.
"Watch who you are messing with Boy! You are a nurse! I'm the doctor. You are not the one who is giving out the orders. One word from me and you can kiss your job goodbye." Megumi tried to argue back. Enishi just laughed at her attempt. He straighten his back and walked towards Megumi.
"Look who's talking. The robber's shouting robbery now? Keep your hands to yourself Takani sensei. If you ever try to hurt Kaoru... YOU are the one who can kiss your job and love life goodbye." Enishi said as he disappeared through the door of the wards.
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Kaoru packed her things into her handbag and changed out of her uniform. Soujirou and Tetsuya have come to take over the shift. The both of them also notice the sudden change in her attitude.
"Kao chan... hontou ni daijoubu?" Soujirou asked in concern as he patted her shoulder. Kaoru smiled at him.
"Daijounbu! Daijoubu! Ja ne." Kaoru bid them goodbye as she took a step out of the hospital. Nobody would know how she managed to press all her anger, disappointment and sadness in her heart. But everyone knows that if Kaoru continues to be like the way she is. Taking in sadness, not letting anyone to have the key to it. The angelic Kaoru they know... Would be a fallen angel sooner or later.
Kaoru crossed the traffic and went to the place where she knew she could always depend on.
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"Soujirou, do you know where Kaoru is?" Kenshin asked him. Soujirou shook his head, and starting pouring questions of why Kaoru was acting so strange. Kenshin didn't answer one of them as he rush straight home. Hoping she was there.
He opened the door to their house. Checking every single place. Kaoru was not there. Where could she be? He went to check her clothes. Every little thing was left there. Untouched. So that means that she hasn't been home. But now the question was.. where could she be? Kenshin closed is eyes and tried to remember where she would be. After a few seconds, Kenshin mentally slapped himself as he stood up.
"OF COURSE! The church!" Kenshin ran out to get his car and drove to the church. But before he got there. He stopped by the florist shop and scanned for Kaoru's favorite flowers. Jasmine and Lavender. He bought a mix bouquet of it and hopped back to his car.
'Ohh... Kaoru! Please be there!'
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"Kaa chan... tou chan... It's me... Hime chan da yo. I don't know what to do... I feel weak all of the sudden. I... I don't feel like living in this world anymore. Kaa chan, Tou chan... I didn't know that Kenshin thought so little of me... I.. I didn't know." Kaoru chocked as she clasped her hand together near her heart. Tears streamed down her cheeks as her knees gave way. She was now kneeling on the church floor. Sobbing uncontrollably.
"I... I didn't do anything wrong. I... I didn't. I didn't took his watch... I didn't rearrange his stuff.... I didn't even know that the sleeping pill was in the coffee. I didn't... Why didn't he give me time to explain myself? Why couldn't he understand? Why couldn't he understand that what ever he that he had said, killed a part of me... why couldn't he understand... that I love him so much." Kaoru asked her parents as she looked at Jesus face.
"Why?" No reply came...
"Why??" She tried again. Still none came. She buried her face into her hands as she cried her lungs out. She kept on repeating the same question.
"Why?"
Kaoru jerked her head up suddenly when she heard a whistle tune. It belongs to her childhood friend. She stood up and looked behind her. Her eyes widen as new tears collect.
"Eni nii chan... ENI NII CHAN!!" Kaoru ran to the open hands of her 'brother'. She had missed him so much.
"Silly girl. Why are you crying? Someone bullied you? Already forgot what I told you that when you are sad, just whistle and all fears would disappear?" Kaoru shook her head as she buried her head in his chest.
"I missed you. Where did you go?" Kaoru asked as she pulled away from Enishi.
"I went to continue my master degree in nursing. And I'm now working in Meiji's Hospital. Under Himura Kenshin." Enishi said as Kaoru's eyes widen.
"So that... means... that we are... colleagues. And we get to see each other everyday!" Kaoru bear hugged him again.
Just then, the smell of jasmine and lavender caught her attention. She pulled back and looked at the doorstep. To find a bouquet of mix lavender and jasmine. Her eyes traveled up to find violet orbs staring confusedly at her. Kaoru quickly pull away from Enishi. She went to the bench and took her bag. She walked pass Kenshin. Totally ignoring him.
"Ja ne! Eni nii chan! See you tomorrow then! Bye!" Kaoru turned and walked away. The words 'nii chan' finally registered in Kenshin's brain as he quickly picked up the flowers and started running for Kaoru. Unfortunately, Enishi stopped him.
"Kaoru's a fragile creature. You hurt her one more time Himura sensei... be prepared to lose her forever. She may think of me as a brother... But I think of her something more. I don't go around threatening doctors always. But whenever Kaoru's involve. I would do anything... ANYTHING to make her smile again. And that includes getting those people who hurts her away from her." With that Enishi walked to his motorbike and waved to Kenshin goodbye. Kenshin made his way to his car and drove to the direction Kaoru just walked to.
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The first thing Kaoru did went she got home was to pack her stuff. Kenshin arrive the next second. He tried to explain how dumb he was to Kaoru. But Kaoru had no emotions in her face.
"Please! Kaoru! You have got to listen to me! I know that I'm was jerk yesterday! But you have to understand!"
"Understand what? That I'm a bitch? No correction... a stupid bitch right? Fine! So be it then." Kaoru said as she threw her things in the luggage bag.
"Kaoru... I got this flowers for you. Please! Listen to me..."
"And did you LISTEN to me yesterday? Nooo. You didn't! You decided to pour all anger on me. What am I to you really? What am I? Am I just a replacement?" Kaoru chocked as she turned her back against Kenshin.
"Kaoru...."
"Tell me... I wanna know...." Kaoru couldn't take it anymore... she cried... in front of Kenshin. Kenshin didn't know what to do. Kaoru hardly cries in front of him. He knew that she wanted to be strong. But it seems like his breaking that strong pillar of hers. He hugged her from behind.
"I love you.... and you know it. Don't question about it. It hurts to know that you have doubts about my love for you."
"So you actually know what pain is? Do you know that those words you said to be yesterday KILLED me? Do you know how much it hurts?" Kaoru struggled out of his embrace only to make it tighter. Kenshin buried his face in her hair.
"I'm sorry... I didn't mean too... I... I was being hysterical. I didn't want to hurt you. Please... accept the flowers. I want to say sorry and thanks. If it hadn't for you who saved the documents.... I wouldn't have done it today."
"The conference was successful?" Kaoru asked as she turned around to face him. Kenshin wiped the tears away.
"Aa... It was very successful. Thanks to my beloved tanuki." Kenshin said as he rubbed his nose with hers. Kaoru giggled a little. It was a long time since Kenshin called her 'my little tanuki'. She sort of missed it.
"I'm sorry." Kenshin apologize again.
"Sorry doesn't heal my deepest wounds. It's not like I will forgive you."
"Suman.... I'm really sorry... I would do anything... anything just to make you happy... and to forgive me."
"Anything?"
"Yes Anything... Kaoru sama." Kenshin joked as he kissed her on her forehead.
"Good boy. First! Let's get some sleep... after that... I have tasks for you to do." Kaoru said as she pulled the confuse doctor together with her in bed.
"What ever you say... Kaoru sama... but Ken chan is not your average boy I must add." Kenshin chuckled as his hand slit into her shirt.
"Ohh.. my... then I would have to deal with this not so average boy with much more special effort then." Kaoru smirked as they kissed each other ardently.
'I would be the one who would protect her smile and happiness.... kitto..' Kenshin thought as he slit his tongue into her mouth tasting his beloved tanuki chan.
TBC… .
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Author's Notes:
Kon'nichiwa minna sama…
So, How was this chappie??? Please R&R ne keep me happy and INSPIRED… A happier me… a faster update ne thanks a lot…Do R&R… Arigatou Gozaimasu…
Suggestions are welcome….
Minna sama… Konnichiwa… WAI WAI WAI!! Another chappie… Yes! Enishi's in this ficcy as welllll.... and.... his hobby is to threaten doctors.. HAHA!! Ahem... ok... so how's this chappie? I hope the patching part was good... I'm afraid that it might suck.. do tell me you views ne... ^^ Thanks for the support ne.. ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!
I would like to thank all readers and reviewers… Especially these people::
mama-sama ~ orororo.... ^^ Yep... i agree... Kenshin's a baka, Megumi's evil and Kaoru's toooo trusting ^^ ANyway... I hope you'll like this chappie... ^^ Thanks for the review ne.. ^__^
Sabrina-star ~ Okay.. Relax ne... I hope the threatening part was evil enough for you... Well... the cold shoulder part... lasted only for a little while... izit alright? Anyway... as you have said... Kaoru doesn't desevre it.... she's our litttle angel!! I know... Bitter first... Sweet later... that's what they always say ne.. ^^ I hope you'll like this chappie.. ^^ Thanks for the review... ^__^
Mistress of All Worlds ~ Yep... Megumi's mean here.... out to get Kaoru... -_-... anyway... i hope you'll like this chappie ne... thanks for the review.. ^__^
Kaoru Himura! ~ Well... it isn't that I hate Megumi or something... well... actually... i haven't got this idea at first... serious.... I was being very silly... -_- when you know this... i tell you.. you'll laugh your head off why I wrote this...I just hate her attitude towards Kaoru... Seriously.. Kaoru did nothing to her... and forget about the teasing... in the manga... she even said the part about Tomoe's replacement to her... I cried when she said tat... sobs sobs...Okay.. nevermind me... ^^ I hope you'll like this chappie ne... thanks for the review.. ^__^
Joey ~ Well... as we all know... Kaoru is DAMN forgiving and trusting sometimes... ne... haiz... Ororo? ABout the 'eye' part ... it was outside of the office... not in the office... well the person just saw it accidently... without Meg knowing it...Erm... Is Enishi's eye black?? Great! Now I'm confuse... damn! Anyway... I hope you'll like this chappie ne.. ^^ thanks for the review.. ^__^
White Plum ~ .... -_-... You really hate that fox don't you?? YES! Kenshin can be such an ass sometimes... haiz... what can we do about it?? Don't worry... everything would be A OKAY! NO ONE CAN REPLACE KAORU!! HAHAHA!! Ahem... sorry for the outburst... anyway... Hmmm... I guess.. a little M/A would be in it... but mostly it would be KxK ^^ I hope you'll like this chappie... thanks for the review.. ^__^
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JadeGodess ~ Well... I understand you doubt... but hey... Even 10 yrs of couples will have quarrels about distrust.. Kenshin wasn't thinking at that moment... -__- About the characters!!!! One step at a time ne... One step at a time... they would appear one by one... I fi'm not wrong... the next chappie would come out more.. ^^ thanks for the reiew... and here's the update... hope you'll like it.. ^__^
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Willow ~ Yep! They are meant to be for each other... ^^here's the next update... i hope you'll like it ne... thanks for th review ne.. ^__^
Isis ~ Does Megumi gets Kaoru? well... her plans got a little out of hand... so does that answer your question?? ^^ Anyway here's the next chappie... I hope you'll like it.. ^^ thanks for the review ne.. ^__^
marstanuki ~ I voted for Megumi for the poll for Timeless ne... ^^ And Kenshin's A BAKA!! haha~ a sweet baka.... anyway... i hope you'll like this chappie... thanks for the review.. ^__^
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::BIG thanks TO::
SakuraCherryBlossom ~ Gomen for the previous chappie ne.. the quarrel was.. well... inevitable... ^^ Like what you say.. that arguement just make the bond stronger...Here's the next chappie... i hope you'll like it.. thanks for the review.. ^__^
Kai Lin ~ Thanks man... erm.. well I just change some of the infos you provided me... I hope you don't mind ne.. ^^ thanks for those terrific idea!! ARIGATOU!
Rurouni Kenshin does not belong to me, I just borrow them. But I Love them a lot.
So PLS dun sue me… I am just a poor 16 yrs old student.. Thanx
AUTHORS NOTES: <Kon'nichiwa… As all my readers have known Kaoru and Kenshin woul be a couple already… not to say they are sleeping at each other house…. Haha~ No hentai thoughts ne…. anyway…. Kenshin's a doc and Kaoru's the nurse…. They work in the same department. Megumi have known Kenshin longer than Kaoru, the both of them had met each other since…. School time. Megumi has this BIG crush on him, so when she saw Kenshin and Kaoru together. She loath what she sees. Thus she wants Kenshin to ditch Kaoru. Megumi has a plan…. But… it just went a little too far. Enjoy the story ne.>
Lay All Your Love On Me
Chapter 5: Sorry Can't Heal My Deepest Wounds.
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"I didn't know you distrust me to such extend Himura sensei. I would keep your words in mind!" Kaoru snatched the cup from his hand. Ready to splash the remaining content into his face. She stopped in mid-air.
'He doesn't have any spare white collar tee here... and the coffee stain would not be nice for his meeting. He wouldn't have time to change... forget it!' Kaoru thought as she slammed the coffee cup on his desk. Literally making all the files to jerk a little at the impact. She went to the drawer and withdrew a black diskette.
"Here's your bloody document that you were working on! Himura sensei! Guess what? I think I should have just let you retype every single word! What's the use of helping?" A lone tear finally found it's way down her cheek.
"Kao-" Kaoru flung the diskette right on Kenshin's face and stomped out of the office to the girls' restroom.
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The conference that morning of course went smoothly. Of course... thanks to Kaoru. If she hadn't saved that document. Kenshin might have given a bad impression to those foreigners.
'I wonder where's Kaoru?' Kenshin thought after the meeting. Kaoru's duty was suppose to end an hour after the meeting. So she was supposed to be around at this time. Normally Kaoru would be helping out with the tea serving and such. But today... Misao took over. When he asked where was Kaoru. Misao answered his question with a deadly glare. Kenshin stopped in front of the information desk in his level. Hoping Kaoru was there. But... unfortunately... she was nowhere in sight.
"Himura sensei... If you want to find Kaoru... she won't be here... she would be SOMEWHERE in this building though." Came Misao's sarcastic remark as she slam her file shut and went behind the 'nurse resting room'. Kenshin was guilty stricken. Of course.. who won't? He did accuse his girlfriend. His girlfriend who shared and gave everything to him. How did he even have the idea of Kaoru being such a person? He was definitely a bastard, jerk!
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Megumi was walking towards her office. Humming softly to herself.
'Soon, I'll get Ken-san all to myself. That tanuki wouldn't know what got her.'
"Takani sensei. You really don't wanna return that watch to Himura sensei?" A voice came out of the darkness as Megumi froze in her tracks.
'Baka na! I was positive nobody saw me!' Megumi whipped her head towards the source. To find a male nurse. He had platinum hair. Eyes as black as charcoal. Skin tanned. And most annoy part was that he had that stupid grin on his face.
"What are you talking about? And WHO are you?" Megumi kept her cool. She was famous in feigning innocent and kept her composure no matter what happened. Megumi eyed him carefully.
"Takani sensei... are you sure you really don't know what's happening? OR are you just afraid that once this little secret is out... not only would everyone know what you did... more importantly... your Ken-san will be DISGUSTED with you. Oh yes... and for your information... My name is Yukishiro Enishi... I have just joined this department... And it is interesting I must say." Enishi smirked. Megumi didn't expect to be threatened, she was caught completely off guard.
"Watch who you are messing with Boy! You are a nurse! I'm the doctor. You are not the one who is giving out the orders. One word from me and you can kiss your job goodbye." Megumi tried to argue back. Enishi just laughed at her attempt. He straighten his back and walked towards Megumi.
"Look who's talking. The robber's shouting robbery now? Keep your hands to yourself Takani sensei. If you ever try to hurt Kaoru... YOU are the one who can kiss your job and love life goodbye." Enishi said as he disappeared through the door of the wards.
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Kaoru packed her things into her handbag and changed out of her uniform. Soujirou and Tetsuya have come to take over the shift. The both of them also notice the sudden change in her attitude.
"Kao chan... hontou ni daijoubu?" Soujirou asked in concern as he patted her shoulder. Kaoru smiled at him.
"Daijounbu! Daijoubu! Ja ne." Kaoru bid them goodbye as she took a step out of the hospital. Nobody would know how she managed to press all her anger, disappointment and sadness in her heart. But everyone knows that if Kaoru continues to be like the way she is. Taking in sadness, not letting anyone to have the key to it. The angelic Kaoru they know... Would be a fallen angel sooner or later.
Kaoru crossed the traffic and went to the place where she knew she could always depend on.
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"Soujirou, do you know where Kaoru is?" Kenshin asked him. Soujirou shook his head, and starting pouring questions of why Kaoru was acting so strange. Kenshin didn't answer one of them as he rush straight home. Hoping she was there.
He opened the door to their house. Checking every single place. Kaoru was not there. Where could she be? He went to check her clothes. Every little thing was left there. Untouched. So that means that she hasn't been home. But now the question was.. where could she be? Kenshin closed is eyes and tried to remember where she would be. After a few seconds, Kenshin mentally slapped himself as he stood up.
"OF COURSE! The church!" Kenshin ran out to get his car and drove to the church. But before he got there. He stopped by the florist shop and scanned for Kaoru's favorite flowers. Jasmine and Lavender. He bought a mix bouquet of it and hopped back to his car.
'Ohh... Kaoru! Please be there!'
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"Kaa chan... tou chan... It's me... Hime chan da yo. I don't know what to do... I feel weak all of the sudden. I... I don't feel like living in this world anymore. Kaa chan, Tou chan... I didn't know that Kenshin thought so little of me... I.. I didn't know." Kaoru chocked as she clasped her hand together near her heart. Tears streamed down her cheeks as her knees gave way. She was now kneeling on the church floor. Sobbing uncontrollably.
"I... I didn't do anything wrong. I... I didn't. I didn't took his watch... I didn't rearrange his stuff.... I didn't even know that the sleeping pill was in the coffee. I didn't... Why didn't he give me time to explain myself? Why couldn't he understand? Why couldn't he understand that what ever he that he had said, killed a part of me... why couldn't he understand... that I love him so much." Kaoru asked her parents as she looked at Jesus face.
"Why?" No reply came...
"Why??" She tried again. Still none came. She buried her face into her hands as she cried her lungs out. She kept on repeating the same question.
"Why?"
Kaoru jerked her head up suddenly when she heard a whistle tune. It belongs to her childhood friend. She stood up and looked behind her. Her eyes widen as new tears collect.
"Eni nii chan... ENI NII CHAN!!" Kaoru ran to the open hands of her 'brother'. She had missed him so much.
"Silly girl. Why are you crying? Someone bullied you? Already forgot what I told you that when you are sad, just whistle and all fears would disappear?" Kaoru shook her head as she buried her head in his chest.
"I missed you. Where did you go?" Kaoru asked as she pulled away from Enishi.
"I went to continue my master degree in nursing. And I'm now working in Meiji's Hospital. Under Himura Kenshin." Enishi said as Kaoru's eyes widen.
"So that... means... that we are... colleagues. And we get to see each other everyday!" Kaoru bear hugged him again.
Just then, the smell of jasmine and lavender caught her attention. She pulled back and looked at the doorstep. To find a bouquet of mix lavender and jasmine. Her eyes traveled up to find violet orbs staring confusedly at her. Kaoru quickly pull away from Enishi. She went to the bench and took her bag. She walked pass Kenshin. Totally ignoring him.
"Ja ne! Eni nii chan! See you tomorrow then! Bye!" Kaoru turned and walked away. The words 'nii chan' finally registered in Kenshin's brain as he quickly picked up the flowers and started running for Kaoru. Unfortunately, Enishi stopped him.
"Kaoru's a fragile creature. You hurt her one more time Himura sensei... be prepared to lose her forever. She may think of me as a brother... But I think of her something more. I don't go around threatening doctors always. But whenever Kaoru's involve. I would do anything... ANYTHING to make her smile again. And that includes getting those people who hurts her away from her." With that Enishi walked to his motorbike and waved to Kenshin goodbye. Kenshin made his way to his car and drove to the direction Kaoru just walked to.
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The first thing Kaoru did went she got home was to pack her stuff. Kenshin arrive the next second. He tried to explain how dumb he was to Kaoru. But Kaoru had no emotions in her face.
"Please! Kaoru! You have got to listen to me! I know that I'm was jerk yesterday! But you have to understand!"
"Understand what? That I'm a bitch? No correction... a stupid bitch right? Fine! So be it then." Kaoru said as she threw her things in the luggage bag.
"Kaoru... I got this flowers for you. Please! Listen to me..."
"And did you LISTEN to me yesterday? Nooo. You didn't! You decided to pour all anger on me. What am I to you really? What am I? Am I just a replacement?" Kaoru chocked as she turned her back against Kenshin.
"Kaoru...."
"Tell me... I wanna know...." Kaoru couldn't take it anymore... she cried... in front of Kenshin. Kenshin didn't know what to do. Kaoru hardly cries in front of him. He knew that she wanted to be strong. But it seems like his breaking that strong pillar of hers. He hugged her from behind.
"I love you.... and you know it. Don't question about it. It hurts to know that you have doubts about my love for you."
"So you actually know what pain is? Do you know that those words you said to be yesterday KILLED me? Do you know how much it hurts?" Kaoru struggled out of his embrace only to make it tighter. Kenshin buried his face in her hair.
"I'm sorry... I didn't mean too... I... I was being hysterical. I didn't want to hurt you. Please... accept the flowers. I want to say sorry and thanks. If it hadn't for you who saved the documents.... I wouldn't have done it today."
"The conference was successful?" Kaoru asked as she turned around to face him. Kenshin wiped the tears away.
"Aa... It was very successful. Thanks to my beloved tanuki." Kenshin said as he rubbed his nose with hers. Kaoru giggled a little. It was a long time since Kenshin called her 'my little tanuki'. She sort of missed it.
"I'm sorry." Kenshin apologize again.
"Sorry doesn't heal my deepest wounds. It's not like I will forgive you."
"Suman.... I'm really sorry... I would do anything... anything just to make you happy... and to forgive me."
"Anything?"
"Yes Anything... Kaoru sama." Kenshin joked as he kissed her on her forehead.
"Good boy. First! Let's get some sleep... after that... I have tasks for you to do." Kaoru said as she pulled the confuse doctor together with her in bed.
"What ever you say... Kaoru sama... but Ken chan is not your average boy I must add." Kenshin chuckled as his hand slit into her shirt.
"Ohh.. my... then I would have to deal with this not so average boy with much more special effort then." Kaoru smirked as they kissed each other ardently.
'I would be the one who would protect her smile and happiness.... kitto..' Kenshin thought as he slit his tongue into her mouth tasting his beloved tanuki chan.
TBC… .
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Author's Notes:
Kon'nichiwa minna sama…
So, How was this chappie??? Please R&R ne keep me happy and INSPIRED… A happier me… a faster update ne thanks a lot…Do R&R… Arigatou Gozaimasu…
Suggestions are welcome….
Minna sama… Konnichiwa… WAI WAI WAI!! Another chappie… Yes! Enishi's in this ficcy as welllll.... and.... his hobby is to threaten doctors.. HAHA!! Ahem... ok... so how's this chappie? I hope the patching part was good... I'm afraid that it might suck.. do tell me you views ne... ^^ Thanks for the support ne.. ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!
I would like to thank all readers and reviewers… Especially these people::
mama-sama ~ orororo.... ^^ Yep... i agree... Kenshin's a baka, Megumi's evil and Kaoru's toooo trusting ^^ ANyway... I hope you'll like this chappie... ^^ Thanks for the review ne.. ^__^
Sabrina-star ~ Okay.. Relax ne... I hope the threatening part was evil enough for you... Well... the cold shoulder part... lasted only for a little while... izit alright? Anyway... as you have said... Kaoru doesn't desevre it.... she's our litttle angel!! I know... Bitter first... Sweet later... that's what they always say ne.. ^^ I hope you'll like this chappie.. ^^ Thanks for the review... ^__^
Mistress of All Worlds ~ Yep... Megumi's mean here.... out to get Kaoru... -_-... anyway... i hope you'll like this chappie ne... thanks for the review.. ^__^
Kaoru Himura! ~ Well... it isn't that I hate Megumi or something... well... actually... i haven't got this idea at first... serious.... I was being very silly... -_- when you know this... i tell you.. you'll laugh your head off why I wrote this...I just hate her attitude towards Kaoru... Seriously.. Kaoru did nothing to her... and forget about the teasing... in the manga... she even said the part about Tomoe's replacement to her... I cried when she said tat... sobs sobs...Okay.. nevermind me... ^^ I hope you'll like this chappie ne... thanks for the review.. ^__^
Joey ~ Well... as we all know... Kaoru is DAMN forgiving and trusting sometimes... ne... haiz... Ororo? ABout the 'eye' part ... it was outside of the office... not in the office... well the person just saw it accidently... without Meg knowing it...Erm... Is Enishi's eye black?? Great! Now I'm confuse... damn! Anyway... I hope you'll like this chappie ne.. ^^ thanks for the review.. ^__^
White Plum ~ .... -_-... You really hate that fox don't you?? YES! Kenshin can be such an ass sometimes... haiz... what can we do about it?? Don't worry... everything would be A OKAY! NO ONE CAN REPLACE KAORU!! HAHAHA!! Ahem... sorry for the outburst... anyway... Hmmm... I guess.. a little M/A would be in it... but mostly it would be KxK ^^ I hope you'll like this chappie... thanks for the review.. ^__^
angelica ~ Hey! My teacher loves to say bloody hell too.... haha~ Here's the update... I hope you'll like it... ^^ Yes.. kenshin's an idoit! haha~ thanks for the review.. ^__^
shizuka ~ *Hugs Back* Thanks for th support.. ^^ I guess you were VERY hyper active that day ne.. haha~ Anyway... here's the update... I hope you'll like it... Thanks for the review ne... ^__^
DarkFairy ~ Thanks! Here's the update... I hope you'll like it ne.. Thanks for the review ^__^
JadeGodess ~ Well... I understand you doubt... but hey... Even 10 yrs of couples will have quarrels about distrust.. Kenshin wasn't thinking at that moment... -__- About the characters!!!! One step at a time ne... One step at a time... they would appear one by one... I fi'm not wrong... the next chappie would come out more.. ^^ thanks for the reiew... and here's the update... hope you'll like it.. ^__^
Ayumi ~ *Hugs back... cough cough* Arigatou *bows* for those sweet comments about my work... I'm really happy you like them... ^^ Your fic ain't bad too... ^^ If you need any help.. you know you can always ask me about it ne.. It may not be the best though ^^ Anyway... thanks for the SWEET review you gave me.... thanks a lot... I really hope youll like this chappie.. ^__^
tsuki-sama ~ YO! battousai.... *faints* OF COURSE!! He's The SEXIEST MALE I HAVE EVER SEEN!! you should have seen my wallet!! There are tons of BAttousai's pic in there... my frens couldn't stand me anymore... haha! I LOVE BATTOUSAI!! I also like Battousai/kaoru ficcy... sweet ne... ^^ I wanna write more about it too... ^^ Got lotsa EVIL plans for Battousai & Kaoru.... here's the next chappie.... ^^Thanks for the review ne.. ^__^
Willow ~ Yep! They are meant to be for each other... ^^here's the next update... i hope you'll like it ne... thanks for th review ne.. ^__^
Isis ~ Does Megumi gets Kaoru? well... her plans got a little out of hand... so does that answer your question?? ^^ Anyway here's the next chappie... I hope you'll like it.. ^^ thanks for the review ne.. ^__^
marstanuki ~ I voted for Megumi for the poll for Timeless ne... ^^ And Kenshin's A BAKA!! haha~ a sweet baka.... anyway... i hope you'll like this chappie... thanks for the review.. ^__^
Hisaki Kei ~ Thanks for the compliment ne..^^ here's the next chappie.. i hope they dun disappoint you ne... ^^ thanks for the review ne.. ^__^
omochi ~ AT LAST! Someone who understand me about Kenshin accusing Kaoru!! *hugs omochi!* ARIGATOU! anyway... thanks for the review... hope you'll like this chappie ne.. ^__^
Davina ~ Hi! Oh.. So you are deedra's friend.. nice to meet ya! My stories not as good as you think... Deedra has better ones though. ^^ So you like Rurouni Kenshin too I suppose.. ^^ Here's the update... i really hope you'll like it.. thanks for the review ne.. ^__^
::BIG thanks TO::
SakuraCherryBlossom ~ Gomen for the previous chappie ne.. the quarrel was.. well... inevitable... ^^ Like what you say.. that arguement just make the bond stronger...Here's the next chappie... i hope you'll like it.. thanks for the review.. ^__^
Kai Lin ~ Thanks man... erm.. well I just change some of the infos you provided me... I hope you don't mind ne.. ^^ thanks for those terrific idea!! ARIGATOU!