Rurouni Kenshin Fan Fiction ❯ Settling An Old Score ❯ Like Poison In My Veins ( Chapter 4 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
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Title: Like Poison In My Veins
Author: evaunit2001
Pairing: SaitouxSano
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sano POV, Lemon, Angst.

When I awoke in the morning, I wasn't surprised to see Saitou gone. I lay on the floor, unclothed and disheveled, with only the blanket wrapped around my lower body. I was cold but felt no desire to warm myself. I was filled with dread. "Would it always be like this? Never knowing anything about him. Always waking up alone to nothing." I could feel myself growing angrier by the minute. "Why was I here?"

I washed and dressed, wanting to go over to the dojo. Maybe I could score some breakfast there, but instead I was greeted by Karou who told me that Kenshin had gone to the river to fish. I headed that way, finding Kenshin resting underneath the shade of a cherry blossom tree. When I stepped on a twig, Kenshin opened one eye to look at me, but smiled as he relaxed back into his sleep. I sat down next to him, listening to his soft breathing, watching the slow rhythmic rise and fall of his chest.

"Kenshin."

"Hmm?"

"May I ask you something?" He looked at me with a questioning look. "I mean something about the past . . ." He slowly sat up, brushing the fallen blossom petals off his lap.

I pressed on, "I just need to know something about Saitou." He tensed at that, but then sighed.

"What is it?" Kenshin asked softly.

I hesitated, "Did he . . ." I looked away, my eyes focusing on the reflections on the river's water. "I mean . . ."

"Sano." Kenshin looked towards the river too. "Just ask."

"Did he have a lover during the Revolution?" There I had finally blurted it out. My face felt hot from embarrassment.

"Is there a reason for this now?" Kenshin seemed a little agitated.

"Because . . . I just don't know anything about his past . . . or yours. I just don't want to be taken by surprise again." My tone came out harsher then I meant. Before I could apologize, Kenshin interrupted me.

"I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt any of you." Kenshin said as he stood up. He took a few steps away from me. The breeze was softly blowing his hair around him like a protective cocoon. At this moment, I never felt so distant from him.

"Kenshin, I know. Somehow, I just want to feel closer to him."

Kenshin turned around, "Sano are you sure you want to hear this?" The past is a dark and dangerous thing." His eyes were sad.

I answered as confidently as I could but my voice still sounded shaky. "Yes, please Kenshin."

For a few moments, it was quite as Kenshin looked up towards the cherry blossom. He seemed entranced by the soft rippling of the foliage as the wind blew across it. He let out his breath before he began speaking.

"Saitou had a lover, his name was Soushi, Okita. He was a skilled swordsman, second only to Saitou. I only met him once, but I knew of his skill . . . and illness. When we met, I knew I would kill him because he had already been weakened by his illness, but Saitou interfered. Saitou could see my strength and back then, I was just as merciless as he was. He saved Okita that time, but there was nothing to cure the disease that took his life."

By now, the wind had picked up and Kenshin caught a blossom petal in his hand. Looking down at it, he smiled sadly. "Even though we were enemies, I still feel regret for ever thinking I should kill such a young and beauty thing." He let go of the petal and watched it float away. "I suppose that's why I never sought out Saitou myself. I knew Okita would be sad for his death."

I caught a glimpse of a single tear roll down Kenshin's cheek, but he wiped it away before looking back down at me. He didn't say anything more about the matter. I was quiet, absorbing all that I had heard. I didn't know what to say or do. All I knew, was that Okita was someone admired by both Saitou and Kenshin. I stood up, feeling sick. I could feel the jealousy coursing through my body like poison. I wanted to yell at something, anything, just to make the hurt go away.

"Sano are you alright?" Kenshin placed his hand on my shoulder.

"Yeah, I'm fine". But there was nothing he could do for me now, I was the one who had asked for this in the first place. I needed to leave. "Thanks, Kenshin." I left Kenshin behind as I made my way home, stopping to buy a few drinks of sake. I didn't care what Saitou would do to me. I need to escape this feeling of incompleteness. I walked by the police station but didn't see him through his office window. I hoped he would come to me tonight. I had an intense desire to stake my claim on him. I needed him with me.

Back home, I waited for Saitou's return but I finally gave up and tried to get some sleep. But everytime I closed my eyes, I kept picturing Saitou making love to Okita, calling out his name and not mine. "Baka! I yelled at myself. "Don't be stupid anymore. He's dead." But it didn't help. I laid in the dark, alone in my frustration, until exhaustion finally overcame me.

I awoke in the middle of the night startled by the warm breath on the back of my neck. Saitou was asleep next to me, his arm and leg possessively throw on top of me. "Bastard, I'm not a cushion." I pushed him off of me harder then I meant to. Saitou cracked his eyes open.

"What are you doing, Ahou?"

"Trying to get some air" I said sitting up. "I didn't hear you come in."

"I didn't want to wake you. You looked so cute sleeping here with your mouth open."

"Funny."

"Yes, it was." Saitou turned to lay on his back. That's when I noticed that he was completely naked. Saitou just smirked at my shock. "I almost took you when I came in. You looked so vulnerable. Plus, I wanted to punish you for drinking again."

"Your twisted, you know that." I became furious that he would use me like that and I lashed out before thinking about it. "I bet you've never treated Okita this way." In an instant, Saitou was on top of me. His eyes burning with rage.

"How do you know about Okita?" he yelled in my face. I was scared. I had never seen rage like this before. I found myself speechless. "Answer me." He put his hands around my neck, ready to squeeze the life out of me, but I became defensive.

"Screw you. Go ahead and do it." I yelled back at him. I closed my eyes waiting for the end, but instead, I felt his weight lifted off of me. I opened my eyes to see Saitou walking naked to his clothing. He pulled a pack of cigarettes from his pocket. His back was turned to me as he lit one and smoked. I sat up, still feeling the impressions of his hands on my neck.

"Coward" I spoke more to my myself then him. "Why didn't you . . .

"I'll only ask one more time." Saitou turned around and walked towards me not shy at all about his nakedness. He towered over me and I had to look away from his piercing gaze.

"I spoke to Kenshin," I hated sounding like some frighten child.

"I see." He was definitely pissed now. "I'll have to teach that lap dog a lesson." His tone was filled with venom and full intention behind his words.

I kicked his legs out from under him, sending him to the floor in a hard thud. I threw myself on him ready to crush his face with my fists. "Leave him out of this. I will kill you right now you piece of shit." But he blocked my attack, grabbing me by the wrist and throwing me off of him with little effort. I landed on my side, looking back to see Saitou approach me. He grabbed me by the shoulders.

"Don't touch me," I spat. I tried to pull away but he held on to me tightly. "Fuck off! I'm not him!" I shoved harder but he only held on tighter. "I'll never be like him!"

He slapped me hard across the cheek. "Don't be stupid, boy." I looked back angrily. "I desire you not Okita. I loved once. Am I not allowed to love again? Baka!" Saitou stared at me for a reply.

"Love?" I questioned.

"Ahou, I would have taken you the first time we ever met if it was your body I only desired."

I didn't know what to say. The wolf of the Shinsengumi desired me. Actually wanted me, a street thug for himself. I said the only thing that I could think at the moment. "Prove it."

"What?"

"Make love to me," I whispered as I pulled away from him. I united the sash around my pants and lay down lifting my hips up to pull them off. I propped myself up on my elbows and spread my legs. "Make me yours . . . forever." I think I actually caught him off guard for once because he neither moved nor spoke. I stroked myself to fullness and squeezed, crying out his name. Saitou moved then, grabbing my wrist, and pulling my hand away. He kissed me roughly, his tongue slipping into my mouth. Breathless, he pulled away and cupped my cheek.

"Why did you do that?" He asked as his eyes locked with mine.

"I just . . . needed to know that I was truly wanted."

"Baka."

"Yeah."

His mouth was on me once again, then kissing every inch of my neck. I turned my head to give him access to his mark. He sucked hard on it, but bite softly. I whimpered as he soothed the pain away with his tongue. His hands caressed my body, making me shiver with pleasure. He used his mouth to make my nipples hard, sucking on each peak till they went rigid with pain. My hands grabbed at his hair as his tongue licked its way down to my erection. I bucked up when I felt his breath across my wet tip, but he held my hips down has he used the tip of his tongue to tease the slit, licking away the cum that was weeping out. "Saitou . . . more," I begged from him.

He grabbed and squeezed my balls hard to prevent me from coming as he swallowed me whole. I arched up against him, crying out. He sucked and fondle me till I was begging for him to take me. When I felt him release his hold and his finger penetrated me, I came in his mouth. I looked at him as he moved forward to kiss me. I moaned as I drank from him, tasting myself. When he pulled away, I continued to lick my lips. He stood to get some oil and returned has I spread my legs to give him access to my entrance. His hands slid up my inner tights before his fingers began to press in and stretch me open. It wasn't long before I felt his hard erection enter slowly, crying out when our hips met together. That's when Saitou grabbed me by the wrists and pulled me forward, forcing me to straddle his hips. His erection sank in deeper and I bite down on his shoulder from the hot pleasure that raced up my body.

"Does it feel good, koi?" He whispered hotly into my ear.

I held onto him tightly. The pleasure was too much. I hid my face in the crook of his neck. Unable to hold out much longer.

"Why don't you move for me?" He pushed his hips upwards, pressing his erection deeper, rubbing against that spot again. I arched my back, exposing my neck to him. He didn't miss the opportunity to lick the sweat there. He groaned as I began to lift my hips and push myself back down on him. I rode him hard and fast as I finally came, shooting hot streams of cum over both our stomachs and chest. Exhausted, I fell back towards the floor, but Saitou wasn't done yet.

He withdrew from me and rolled me over flat onto my stomach. He quickly thrusted in again has he laid completely on top of me. I moaned as he licked the back of my neck. He continued to thrust harder and harder with each pass. I finally clenched down on his erection, causing him to come inside of me. He laid on top of me, his weight pressing down on me.

"It's hard to breath like this, you know."

Saitou didn't reply but just rolled onto his side, pulling me with him, his soften cock still inside of me. I molded my body against him, feeling his heart beating rapidly but then slowly down. His arm held me tight by the waist. As I shifted my body to get comfortable, Saitou's cock rubbed up inside of me, making me hot again.

"Saitou?" He didn't answer. I turned my head to the side and saw him totally asleep. I realized that I wouldn't be separating myself from Saitou anytime soon. But for once, I wasn't angered by his actions. I belonged to him and I fell asleep contented in that fact.

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I just had to put Okita in here. And what the hell is up with Kenshin you ask? Stay tuned and find out. XD







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