Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ Depression ❯ Chapter 4
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By: Sky_Goddess 
Anime/Manga: Sailor Moon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 12.18.2002 | Pages: 3 | Words: 2.6K | Visits: 718 | Status: Work In Progress
Anime/Manga: Sailor Moon Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Angst | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 12.18.2002 | Pages: 3 | Words: 2.6K | Visits: 718 | Status: Work In Progress
chapter 4!!
WARNING!!!!!!! THIS CHAPTER IS VERY DARK. VERY EXPLICIT SCENES AHEAD. IF SKIPPED IT WILL
NOT MATTER. LATER CHAPTERS WILL AMPLY IMPLY WHAT HAPPENS. I'm not sure if I should even be
posting this chapter. oh well i'll take the bad with the good. if they dump me from this site, i am also posting at
mediaminer.org
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*I think I just saw my life flash before my eyes. Is that really possible? Who cares? I am in
some major shit right now. Okay, I have to think. Please, whatever Kami happens to be awake
at this moment, be merciful. I don't really believe that is thinking on my part, but hey, whatever
works to get me out of this. I don't think I can handle it this weekend. Oh hell! The weekend is
almost here.* Usagi had considerably paled when she walked up the drive and her body was put
on automatic seeing as how her brain was completely occupied at the moment.
The two siblings both seemed to be on auto as they walked up the drive staring at the car. Both
knew that this outcome would not be good.
(Inside the house)
*Where is that ingrate I adopted out of goodwill just cause the woman asked? I bet she dragged
my little boy into being late also. She knows what happens when she drags him into things. Too
bad that ingrateful bitch of a wife ran out on me a couple of years ago. That's ok, Usagi fully
appreciates what her mother got.* The slightly drunk man sat on the couch brewing in his purely
dark, evil thoughts.
The front door opens ever so slowly so as not to make a sound. Both the kids look at each other
and deffinently knew that this was not going to end well.
*Fuck the cock-sucker to hell!! How in the world did Shingo find out?! I always made sure he
wasn't home when this happened. By the look on his face though I would say he doesn't know
all of it though. Thank the Kami for the little things!* Usagi leaned over and whispered into her
little brother's ear, "Whatever happens, absolutely do not come out of your room! In fact, go to
my room, you can crawl from the tree branch down to the ground and get the hell out of here!
If...when you leave, go to the Hikawa Jinja and ask for Hino Rei. Tell them that you are my little
brother and that if they demand proof you know who I am and what they really are." Usagi said
that with a slight smirk. She would never let her brother know who she was, it was for his own
good. This just happened to be the only way he could get to Rei if the meeting already started.
"No, I am not going to give you any clue as to what I just said. Just tell them that it is urgent that
they get here as fast as possible. When dad (Usagi shudders at this word) tells you to go upstairs,
just sneak into my room, ok?" pleaded the now shaking girl.
Shingo turned his head to look into his sister's eyes and knew that he had to follow her instuctions.
He nodded his head yes and they proceded to walk into the silent and darkened house. Usagi shut
the door with regular speed so the slightly drunk man in the living room heard that they were
home.
Almost instantaniously the man appeared at the doorway between the hallway and the other room.
He glared at Usagi. The look, she knew only too well and that this time he wasn't going to wait
till the weekend. She could only pray that Shingo gets out in time and gets help fast enough.
"Hey Shingo! Why don't you go up to your room and play that new game you got? I have to talk
with little Usagi here and ask why she was late in bringing you home and not at least having
supper ready?" asked the man.
Usagi shuddered at the use of 'little' before her name. That could only mean one thing. A hollow
look entered her eyes and she turned her face to Shingo. She silently told him not to protest and
to go upstairs.
When Shingo saw that look in Usagi's eyes, hey knew that something was really wrong, but he
couldn't figure it out. Seeing that it would be worse for her if he stayed downstairs, he walked up
the steps, looked back to make sure his father wasn't looking and snuck into Usagi's room. He
highly doubted that the beating would even make it to her room, so he wasn't too worried about
being caught in there.
(Back downstairs in the hallway)
"Why the fuck were you late?" growled the man.
A blank look came to her face and he took it that she was at fault somehow. He grabbed the front
of her shirt into a tight fist and threw her into the wall.
*Shit, shit, shit. This is going to be worse than all the rest. Damn the fuckin ginzuoishou! Last
time I tried to use it to black myself from the pain he just beat and raped me worse. All it protects
me from now is from me getting pregnant by this sick bastard. Thank the Kami for that! How did
I end up in this hell hole?* Usagi's train of thought was cut of as her whole body slammed into the
wall behinde her. She didn't even realise that he had even moved closer to her.
Usagi's head made a sickening crack when it connected with the wall. When she slid down it she
left a small blood trail following her. Seeing that she was dazed, Katsuo (the man, don't ask about
the name i made it up) reached down and grabbed her shirt again, but this time with both hands.
once he got a firm grip on the cloth he ripped it open in the front. This left some slight bruising
where the cuffs of the shirt was. He then picked her up, turned around and proceded to throw her
into the other room. There was a very loud crash and an even louder scream. Usagi had flown into
a small table that had a lamp on top of it. Her lower back hit the corner of the small table with
such force that you could hear an audible 'POP' from her body. The table turned over which also
caused to her land on the lamp and shred her back to peices. She was now bleeding heavily from
all the shards of glass going into her back.
*Oh KAMI, that hurt my back so bad! OH FUCKING HELL!! I CAN'T MOVE MY LEGS!!
How am I supposed to run or defend myself. I don't think I am goin to live through this one!*
Usagi was now crying openly and trying to pull herself away from Katsuo.
He had heard the ominous 'Pop', but didn't pay any attention to it. He continued to advance on
Usagi's slowly moving body. His eyes widened when he saw the blood on the clean carpet. For
some reason this enraged the man even more. He placed a foot onto her back to stop her
movements, but this only caused her to yell at such a blood curdling pitch that he had to cover
his ears. He removed his foot and she stopped screaming. He grinned to himself at the new
torture method he just discovered. Now all he had to do was find something that would plug his
ears somewhat. He wasn't worried at all about the neighbors hearing or her escaping. This house
had previously been owned by musicians and was very well sound proofed as not to disturb the
other residents of the community. She wouldn't get away because she was now no longer thinking
about movement of any sort.
*Oh kami, can't move.....pain hurts......too much......Shingo I need help.......The ginzouishou won't
put me into a sleep cause it..................knows that...it will get worse...or that I might die......let me
die......I can't handle the pain....* Usagi lost all coherent thought as she saw his feet in front of her
face.
He had come back with a pair of scissors knowing that he wouldn't be able to pull the pants off of
her. He kneeled over and started cutting the material. Usagi started to whimper and mutter 'no'
repeatedly at this development, but could do nothing about it.
As soon as he got the pants off, he pulled her into the middle of the living room so he had more
space. He stood behind her and pulled off his own pants and underwear leaving them close to him
to put them back on when he was finished. He knelt down onto his knees, hooked one finger onto
the edge of her underwear and ripped them off. This caused her to scream again cause of the
effect it had on her back with the sudden sharp movement.
~~~~~~~~
(Somewhere in Juuban)
*Kami, I'm lost! How am I supposed to get this Hino Rei if I don't know where I am?
'ASK BAKA!' ok that was way wierd, but whoever said that was right* Shingo stopped and
grabbed the nearest arm to him.
"Can I help you?" asked a not too friendly voice.
"How do you get to the Hikawa Jinja?" Shingo asked in a slightly wavering voice.
"Up the block, this side of the road. But you won't be there for about fifteen minutes.
You are......" The man didn't even have time to finish, for shingo had already started to sprint up
the road.
*Usagi hold on!*
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(Back in the house)
Katsuo had just positioned himself to pound into her backside, when he got another idea.
*Why not do two things at once?* A completely evil look covered his face as he looked at the
scissors still being held in one hand. As he pounded into her very dry backside she screamed in
excruciating pain. Then she felt a burning itch up at her right shoulder blade that imediatly turned
into a burning pain.
He had carved the first letter into her. He aslo effectivly tore her open and she was now also
bleeding very badly from where he entered her. He pounded into her again this time harder with
another letter accompaning the first. The blood was now sufficiently lubricating the violated area
with enough liqiud that the pain would lessen at the next entrance. He pounded ever new letter he
carved into her shoulder. He put himself in harder with every letter. He now had two words carved
into her and declaired he was finished with the backside. He looked over the words now in her
back, they said 'Your Mine'
By now Usagi had retreated into the far corners of her mind so she could survive the experience.
Somewhere in her knew that it had never been this bad. She knew that if help didn't come soon
she would be dead. She also knew that she would never be the same again as she felt her soul
shatter at the first violation of her backside.
Katsuo looked down and saw the giant red, blueish, yellow mark on her back where the small
table had met her back. He pressed his hand into the spot now and was recieved with a scream
ten times worse than the first blood curdling scream. It was the sound of a person wishing for
death but knew it was not coming soon enough. He shivered at this one and stopped pressing his
hand into her back. He then flipped her over so he could look at her while he killed the rest of
whatever was left of her soul.
He did not hesitate to slug her in the ribs enflicting another kind of pain onto her already badly
abused body. For some reason he could not bring himself to touch her face, so he left it alone and
punched her in the ribs repeatedly. Finally having sufficiently broken at least half of her ribs, he
penetrated her once virgin entryway. He forced himself into her tight dry entrance until he
climaxed. By the time he had climaxed though he had caused enough damage to make the most
experienced doctor cringe at the site of her.
Usagi was far gone that she didn't even realise that he had finished and was getting up. She didn't
even know he was gone until she heard the creak of the fourth step on the staircase. Her mind
imediatlety came back at that noise and her first coherent thought in the last ten minutes was,
*I hope Shingo got out!* She then shut her mind back into it's deepest darkest area so she could
concentrate on living long enough to see if Shingo did make it out.
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(Hikawa Jinja)
Shingo looked up and couldn't believe how many steps there were. His first thought was defeat,
but then he thought of Usagi. He ran up the first half, walked one quarter, and then crawled the
last quarter with out stopping. If he did stop he knew he would not be moving for a very long
time. When he got to the top he slowly made his way to the front door of the jinja attempting to
catch his breath. When he got to the door he banged on it till an old man had answered.
(Inside)
Rei really wasn't thinking about what Ami was telling her, She was thinking about the new
presence she felt on the jinja grounds. She could tell that it was young and that it was in a hurry.
That was confirmed when she heard the endless banging on the front door. Everyone had stopped
talking and was listening to the knew conversation the could hear.
"I need to speak with a Hino Rei. It is very urgent," gasped out a very young sounding voice.
All the girls looked at Rei who just shrugged her shoulders and pointed the way out of the room.
Everyone stood up and followed her out to talk to this young person. They were met half way by
Rei's grandfather, she held up her hand to stop him from saying anything. He just nodded his
head and continued on to the fire room.
When they got to the door the boy has asked for Hino Rei.
Looking at him she said," I am Hino Rei, what do you want."
"I am Usagi's little brother and that if I needed to prove myself that she told me to tell you that
I know who she is and what you guys are." Shingo had panted out.
They all went wide eyed for a second thinking that Usagi had betrayed them again. But then they
stopped at what the boy had to say next.
"You need to hurry to our house or something, because Usagi really needs your help and she sent
me to get you."Shingo now completely exhausted, crumpled to the floor and was out.
The girls looked at each other not knowing what to do. Lita picked up the boy and placed him in
Rei's room on her fouton. When she came back they all transformed and ran to Usagi's house not
knowing what they were in for.
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ok , thats all that i am goin to write for this chapter. i could add more but i think i should stop here and thoroughly think
about the next chapter.
WARNING!!!!!!! THIS CHAPTER IS VERY DARK. VERY EXPLICIT SCENES AHEAD. IF SKIPPED IT WILL
NOT MATTER. LATER CHAPTERS WILL AMPLY IMPLY WHAT HAPPENS. I'm not sure if I should even be
posting this chapter. oh well i'll take the bad with the good. if they dump me from this site, i am also posting at
mediaminer.org
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
*I think I just saw my life flash before my eyes. Is that really possible? Who cares? I am in
some major shit right now. Okay, I have to think. Please, whatever Kami happens to be awake
at this moment, be merciful. I don't really believe that is thinking on my part, but hey, whatever
works to get me out of this. I don't think I can handle it this weekend. Oh hell! The weekend is
almost here.* Usagi had considerably paled when she walked up the drive and her body was put
on automatic seeing as how her brain was completely occupied at the moment.
The two siblings both seemed to be on auto as they walked up the drive staring at the car. Both
knew that this outcome would not be good.
(Inside the house)
*Where is that ingrate I adopted out of goodwill just cause the woman asked? I bet she dragged
my little boy into being late also. She knows what happens when she drags him into things. Too
bad that ingrateful bitch of a wife ran out on me a couple of years ago. That's ok, Usagi fully
appreciates what her mother got.* The slightly drunk man sat on the couch brewing in his purely
dark, evil thoughts.
The front door opens ever so slowly so as not to make a sound. Both the kids look at each other
and deffinently knew that this was not going to end well.
*Fuck the cock-sucker to hell!! How in the world did Shingo find out?! I always made sure he
wasn't home when this happened. By the look on his face though I would say he doesn't know
all of it though. Thank the Kami for the little things!* Usagi leaned over and whispered into her
little brother's ear, "Whatever happens, absolutely do not come out of your room! In fact, go to
my room, you can crawl from the tree branch down to the ground and get the hell out of here!
If...when you leave, go to the Hikawa Jinja and ask for Hino Rei. Tell them that you are my little
brother and that if they demand proof you know who I am and what they really are." Usagi said
that with a slight smirk. She would never let her brother know who she was, it was for his own
good. This just happened to be the only way he could get to Rei if the meeting already started.
"No, I am not going to give you any clue as to what I just said. Just tell them that it is urgent that
they get here as fast as possible. When dad (Usagi shudders at this word) tells you to go upstairs,
just sneak into my room, ok?" pleaded the now shaking girl.
Shingo turned his head to look into his sister's eyes and knew that he had to follow her instuctions.
He nodded his head yes and they proceded to walk into the silent and darkened house. Usagi shut
the door with regular speed so the slightly drunk man in the living room heard that they were
home.
Almost instantaniously the man appeared at the doorway between the hallway and the other room.
He glared at Usagi. The look, she knew only too well and that this time he wasn't going to wait
till the weekend. She could only pray that Shingo gets out in time and gets help fast enough.
"Hey Shingo! Why don't you go up to your room and play that new game you got? I have to talk
with little Usagi here and ask why she was late in bringing you home and not at least having
supper ready?" asked the man.
Usagi shuddered at the use of 'little' before her name. That could only mean one thing. A hollow
look entered her eyes and she turned her face to Shingo. She silently told him not to protest and
to go upstairs.
When Shingo saw that look in Usagi's eyes, hey knew that something was really wrong, but he
couldn't figure it out. Seeing that it would be worse for her if he stayed downstairs, he walked up
the steps, looked back to make sure his father wasn't looking and snuck into Usagi's room. He
highly doubted that the beating would even make it to her room, so he wasn't too worried about
being caught in there.
(Back downstairs in the hallway)
"Why the fuck were you late?" growled the man.
A blank look came to her face and he took it that she was at fault somehow. He grabbed the front
of her shirt into a tight fist and threw her into the wall.
*Shit, shit, shit. This is going to be worse than all the rest. Damn the fuckin ginzuoishou! Last
time I tried to use it to black myself from the pain he just beat and raped me worse. All it protects
me from now is from me getting pregnant by this sick bastard. Thank the Kami for that! How did
I end up in this hell hole?* Usagi's train of thought was cut of as her whole body slammed into the
wall behinde her. She didn't even realise that he had even moved closer to her.
Usagi's head made a sickening crack when it connected with the wall. When she slid down it she
left a small blood trail following her. Seeing that she was dazed, Katsuo (the man, don't ask about
the name i made it up) reached down and grabbed her shirt again, but this time with both hands.
once he got a firm grip on the cloth he ripped it open in the front. This left some slight bruising
where the cuffs of the shirt was. He then picked her up, turned around and proceded to throw her
into the other room. There was a very loud crash and an even louder scream. Usagi had flown into
a small table that had a lamp on top of it. Her lower back hit the corner of the small table with
such force that you could hear an audible 'POP' from her body. The table turned over which also
caused to her land on the lamp and shred her back to peices. She was now bleeding heavily from
all the shards of glass going into her back.
*Oh KAMI, that hurt my back so bad! OH FUCKING HELL!! I CAN'T MOVE MY LEGS!!
How am I supposed to run or defend myself. I don't think I am goin to live through this one!*
Usagi was now crying openly and trying to pull herself away from Katsuo.
He had heard the ominous 'Pop', but didn't pay any attention to it. He continued to advance on
Usagi's slowly moving body. His eyes widened when he saw the blood on the clean carpet. For
some reason this enraged the man even more. He placed a foot onto her back to stop her
movements, but this only caused her to yell at such a blood curdling pitch that he had to cover
his ears. He removed his foot and she stopped screaming. He grinned to himself at the new
torture method he just discovered. Now all he had to do was find something that would plug his
ears somewhat. He wasn't worried at all about the neighbors hearing or her escaping. This house
had previously been owned by musicians and was very well sound proofed as not to disturb the
other residents of the community. She wouldn't get away because she was now no longer thinking
about movement of any sort.
*Oh kami, can't move.....pain hurts......too much......Shingo I need help.......The ginzouishou won't
put me into a sleep cause it..................knows that...it will get worse...or that I might die......let me
die......I can't handle the pain....* Usagi lost all coherent thought as she saw his feet in front of her
face.
He had come back with a pair of scissors knowing that he wouldn't be able to pull the pants off of
her. He kneeled over and started cutting the material. Usagi started to whimper and mutter 'no'
repeatedly at this development, but could do nothing about it.
As soon as he got the pants off, he pulled her into the middle of the living room so he had more
space. He stood behind her and pulled off his own pants and underwear leaving them close to him
to put them back on when he was finished. He knelt down onto his knees, hooked one finger onto
the edge of her underwear and ripped them off. This caused her to scream again cause of the
effect it had on her back with the sudden sharp movement.
~~~~~~~~
(Somewhere in Juuban)
*Kami, I'm lost! How am I supposed to get this Hino Rei if I don't know where I am?
'ASK BAKA!' ok that was way wierd, but whoever said that was right* Shingo stopped and
grabbed the nearest arm to him.
"Can I help you?" asked a not too friendly voice.
"How do you get to the Hikawa Jinja?" Shingo asked in a slightly wavering voice.
"Up the block, this side of the road. But you won't be there for about fifteen minutes.
You are......" The man didn't even have time to finish, for shingo had already started to sprint up
the road.
*Usagi hold on!*
~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(Back in the house)
Katsuo had just positioned himself to pound into her backside, when he got another idea.
*Why not do two things at once?* A completely evil look covered his face as he looked at the
scissors still being held in one hand. As he pounded into her very dry backside she screamed in
excruciating pain. Then she felt a burning itch up at her right shoulder blade that imediatly turned
into a burning pain.
He had carved the first letter into her. He aslo effectivly tore her open and she was now also
bleeding very badly from where he entered her. He pounded into her again this time harder with
another letter accompaning the first. The blood was now sufficiently lubricating the violated area
with enough liqiud that the pain would lessen at the next entrance. He pounded ever new letter he
carved into her shoulder. He put himself in harder with every letter. He now had two words carved
into her and declaired he was finished with the backside. He looked over the words now in her
back, they said 'Your Mine'
By now Usagi had retreated into the far corners of her mind so she could survive the experience.
Somewhere in her knew that it had never been this bad. She knew that if help didn't come soon
she would be dead. She also knew that she would never be the same again as she felt her soul
shatter at the first violation of her backside.
Katsuo looked down and saw the giant red, blueish, yellow mark on her back where the small
table had met her back. He pressed his hand into the spot now and was recieved with a scream
ten times worse than the first blood curdling scream. It was the sound of a person wishing for
death but knew it was not coming soon enough. He shivered at this one and stopped pressing his
hand into her back. He then flipped her over so he could look at her while he killed the rest of
whatever was left of her soul.
He did not hesitate to slug her in the ribs enflicting another kind of pain onto her already badly
abused body. For some reason he could not bring himself to touch her face, so he left it alone and
punched her in the ribs repeatedly. Finally having sufficiently broken at least half of her ribs, he
penetrated her once virgin entryway. He forced himself into her tight dry entrance until he
climaxed. By the time he had climaxed though he had caused enough damage to make the most
experienced doctor cringe at the site of her.
Usagi was far gone that she didn't even realise that he had finished and was getting up. She didn't
even know he was gone until she heard the creak of the fourth step on the staircase. Her mind
imediatlety came back at that noise and her first coherent thought in the last ten minutes was,
*I hope Shingo got out!* She then shut her mind back into it's deepest darkest area so she could
concentrate on living long enough to see if Shingo did make it out.
~~~~~~~~~~~~
(Hikawa Jinja)
Shingo looked up and couldn't believe how many steps there were. His first thought was defeat,
but then he thought of Usagi. He ran up the first half, walked one quarter, and then crawled the
last quarter with out stopping. If he did stop he knew he would not be moving for a very long
time. When he got to the top he slowly made his way to the front door of the jinja attempting to
catch his breath. When he got to the door he banged on it till an old man had answered.
(Inside)
Rei really wasn't thinking about what Ami was telling her, She was thinking about the new
presence she felt on the jinja grounds. She could tell that it was young and that it was in a hurry.
That was confirmed when she heard the endless banging on the front door. Everyone had stopped
talking and was listening to the knew conversation the could hear.
"I need to speak with a Hino Rei. It is very urgent," gasped out a very young sounding voice.
All the girls looked at Rei who just shrugged her shoulders and pointed the way out of the room.
Everyone stood up and followed her out to talk to this young person. They were met half way by
Rei's grandfather, she held up her hand to stop him from saying anything. He just nodded his
head and continued on to the fire room.
When they got to the door the boy has asked for Hino Rei.
Looking at him she said," I am Hino Rei, what do you want."
"I am Usagi's little brother and that if I needed to prove myself that she told me to tell you that
I know who she is and what you guys are." Shingo had panted out.
They all went wide eyed for a second thinking that Usagi had betrayed them again. But then they
stopped at what the boy had to say next.
"You need to hurry to our house or something, because Usagi really needs your help and she sent
me to get you."Shingo now completely exhausted, crumpled to the floor and was out.
The girls looked at each other not knowing what to do. Lita picked up the boy and placed him in
Rei's room on her fouton. When she came back they all transformed and ran to Usagi's house not
knowing what they were in for.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
ok , thats all that i am goin to write for this chapter. i could add more but i think i should stop here and thoroughly think
about the next chapter.