Sailor Moon Fan Fiction ❯ The Silver Rose ❯ Fury ( Chapter 8 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Sorry it took so long for me to get this out but I'm sure you all know that fanfiction net has been having a few technical problems and I've also been out of town, anyway enough with the excuses.

Sailor Moon does not belong to me.

Chapter Eight: Fury

Usagi pulled herself up off the bathroom floor. So she's pregnant. How quickly she had come to terms with that fact. She walked over to her bed and plopped down unceremoniously. How could she have been so irresponsible? She should have known that this was a possible outcome of having unprotected sex, but in her defense, that whole event was unplanned, at least on her part. Usagi sighed, tears trickling down her cheeks from her crystal blue eyes. She wondered what would she do now. She was pregnant by a soon to be married, if not yet married, man whom she lusted instead of loved. She had just started college, had just began her adult life. How could she allow this to happen? There was one way to end this pregnancy, abortion, but she knew that she could never go through with it. How could she kill a part of her, destroy a life that deserved a chance to live as much as she did. No abortion was not an option, if not though, what was? She placed her hand on her stomach, trying to feel the little one growing inside her. Yes, she would soon be a mother. Mamoru would soon be a father.

"Mamoru". She whispered his part in all this dawning on her.

Should she tell him?

How would he react, he'd probably tell her to get rid of it. He didn't seem like the fatherly type so to speak. No she would not tell him. She didn't need him in her child's life, didn't want him in her life. This was truly her child, hers alone.

Her mother was going to kill her.

Keys rattling stirred her thoughts. She glanced at the clock and noticed it was four o'clock. Ami was out of class.

Usagi jumped up and ran to the bathroom, closing the door behind her. She didn't want Ami to see the test. She just wasn't ready for no one to know yet, not even Ami and Makoto. She dropped the pregnancy test in to its box and wrapped it with tissue.

Good thing the box is small She thought.

She pushed the box deep into the trashcan.

"Usa, are you in there"? Ami asked knocking at the bathroom door.

"I'll be out in a minute, Ames". Usagi replied. Satisfied that the package was relatively inconspicuous, she exited the bathroom.

"Hey girl, what ya want"? Usagi said forcing a smile to her face.

"Nothing really, just wondering were you still planning on going to the party with us."

"Yea, I'm still down".

"Good, I'll go call my bro now". Ami said and picked up the phone.

Usagi plopped back down on her bed.

Yea she thought I'll go have fun and deal with reality tomorrow. I won't think about this anymore today.

Having made that vow, she walked over to her closet to find something to wear. She decided that whoever Ami's brother was, she was going to knock his socks off tonight.

Mamoru slowly unlocked the door to his apartment and stepped cautiously inside. He couldn't shake the feeling that something wasn't right, and when he turned on the light he saw that his suspicions were well warranted, for his apartment looked like El Nino had plowed through it. His living room was totaled, expensive paintings shredded and tossed across the floor, antique figurines were smashed, broken in pieces that could never be glued together, his couch was ripped in several places by an blunt object seemingly a knife. Those belongings meant nothing to him, however, when he noticed lying on the floor, his only picture of his dead mother, a woman who died having him. The frame was smashed and the picture was cut into dozens of tiny pieces. He bent down and ran his fingers over the shards of broken glass that once held his greatest treasure. Mamoru felt nothing, no anger, no sadness as he stood up a walked into his bedroom, somewhat in a daze, expecting to find this room destroyed also, but wasn't surprised to find it as he had left it, as neat as a pin. He didn't notice anything out of place. He threw the jacket of his Armani suit onto the bed and loosened his tie as he walked into the bathroom. He thought he was shocked when he found his living room torn to shreds, had he been a weak minded man, he would have surely fainted from the sight that awaited him in the bathroom, for written across the large mirror above the sink in what looked to be red lipstick were the words You are mine never forget that Mamoru. Mamoru walked up to the mirror, dabbing his fingers onto the red substance on his mirror, which after farther inspection, he concluded to indeed be lipstick and noticed a Polaroid laying next to the sink. He picked up said Polaroid and looked at it carefully. It was in fact a picture of him and Usagi wrapped in a passionate embrace, obviously taken during their love making the night of his bachelor party. He looked back down onto the sink and noticed the note that was under the picture, his mind seethed with anger, the shock was replaced with a madding fury, as he realized who was responsible for this. Your new little bitch? The note read. Yes he knew exactly who was responsible for this act and she would pay. He thought as he balled up the note in one clenched fist. Man, would she pay.

Usagi, Ami, and Makoto walked into the crowded dorm that was Sander's Hall. The dorm was known for its parties and Usagi knew that this was just the thing she needed to take her mind off her current situation. They looked around the jammed room searching for their dates, which had told them they would meet them there. Usagi had yet to meet her date and was kind of nervous about it. She had never been on a blind date before, but was determined to have a good time.

"Any sign of them?" Ami asked looking around.

"Naw, lets go get some punch. They'll find us?" Makoto said and they pushed their way through the partiers to the refreshments, waving at familiar faces along the way.

"Hey Usa, even if Ames brother don't show up, you won't have no problem finding someone to keep you entertained in that outfit". Makoto said teasingly. Usagi looked down at her short black dress that hugged figure showing off her delicate curves. The neck was cut very low giving an enticing view of her cleavage.

"Did I over do it"? Usagi asked

"Girl, look at what I have on and ask me that again. Neph is going to give me an earful when he gets a load of this outfit". Makoto said gesturing at her short green spandex miniskirt and matching tube top.

"Yea, I feel like I'm overdressed looking at you two". Ami said. She wore a short light blue sundress that was covered in dark blue flowers. It hung loosely around her in a complementing way, flowing around her when she moved.

"I didn't know you owned anything like that Usa, but I'm sure Mako has a dozen of those outfits lying around". Ami said .

Makoto playfully hit her arm.

"Hey girls there's our men over there". Makoto said pointing toward the three men standing against the wall out of the way of the dancing and the socializing.

The girls made their way over to them, drinks in hand. Usagi walked behind Makoto and Ami who both were taller than her, Ami by only a couple of inches though, so her view of the men was blocked. She strained to see past Makoto, to get a look at her date. Not that she was hung up on looks or anything but she did hope he was attractive, someone who could take her mind off a certain tall, dark, and extremely handsome man who will remain nameless.

"How long have you guys been here"? Makoto said to her husband.

"Just got here a few minutes ago. What the hell you wearing"? Neph asked trying to keep some of the anger out of his voice. He looked over at some of the men in the room who were eyeing his wife, daring them to make eye contact.

"You shouldn't have worn that Mako. I bet Nephy's going to fight tonight". Usagi said laughing behind Makoto. She wished she could see Neph's face. She was sure his expression must be priceless.

"You look lovely, Ami". Zack said bashfully lowering his emerald green eyes.

"Thanks". Ami said blushing.

"Hey Usa, come up here and met your date". Ami said pulling Usagi in front of her. She came face to face with a pair of dark blue eyes, eyes she never wanted to see again, a face that brought back painful memories that she truly wanted to forget. Remembered fury blazed in her eyes, still strong from the night planned to take her virginity, as she took in the familiar man before her.

"You". She hissed.

Hey guys, yet another cliffy huh. Bet you are ready to strangle me about now. I will be finishing up this fic in a few more chapters, but I want to write an ending that you guys will truly enjoy, so if you want Usagi and Mamoru to end up together put a 1 in your review. If you want them to stay apart put a 2 in your review. I would really like your input on this. And again sorry about the cliffy but what can I say, that's how I write. Sorry so short. I promise the next one will be longer. And to the pro-abortion people don't flame me for my opinion that is how I feel about abortion.