Saiyuki Fan Fiction ❯ Out of time ❯ Why I want you. ( Chapter 1 )

 

 

 

Out of time

 

 

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The blood is running down the side of his face as he wipes it away with the back of his hand. He looks over at his companions and sees that everyone is alive after this battle.

 

Sanzo fishes in his sleeves, pull out a cigarette after sliding his blood soaked hand down his robe, and put it in his mouth. He looks over at Gojyo as he lies against the tree with his eyes closed. He has a deep gash in his side so he walks over before Hakkai can get to him. He falls down on his knees, presses his hand over his wound, and looks over his shoulder for the healer.

 

He talks around his unlit cigarette, “Hakkai, some help over here! He's bleeding out!” Gojyo leans back with a grimace on his face as he looks at the monk. “I'll be fine, uhm.”

 

Hakkai raises his head and looks over at the two men. He goes over to them after he has closed up Goku's cuts. He didn't think he was hurt that badly because he told him to help Goku first.

 

He goes down on his knees with his hands out, “You are always looking after others, you should have said something, Gojyo. Lie back because I have to remove your shirt to get to this wound.” He rips his shirt open, he can see the gaping hole in his side, and it's bleeding profusely.

 

Sanzo stands and looks down at him and over at Kougaiji. If he hadn't come when he did they would probably be still fighting the ikkou that snuck up on them. He was a big help to them and he hated having to thank, the ikkou prince.

xoxoxoxox

 

He walks over to him with his cigarette still unlit between his lips and stands in front of him with his head down. He loathed most of all to show any type of emotion before this man. Sanzo didn't like showing weakness or joy, only strength is enough for the others to see when it comes to him.

 

Kougaiji looks at Sanzo with a smirk on his face. He knows if he hadn't come when he did the only way they would have won is if they took off their limiters and that is something they didn't like to do. He reaches out and put his hand on Sanzo's face wiping away some of the blood.

 

“You should have your healer look at your face monk. You don't want any permanent scars on this pretty face of yours, do you?” He chuckles as Sanzo gently slaps his hand away.

 

“Don't worry about me, I came over to tell you we appreciate your help but you can go now. We can handle it from here.” He turns and the prince grabs his arm, stopping him.

 

“Do you know why I happen to come along when I did, Sanzo?”

 

Sanzo pulls his arm away, looks over at Hakkai and Gojyo, and can see him staring at him and Kougaiji. He turns back to him and says under his breath, “Not now Kou, I'll talk with you later.”

 

“No…that's what you told me the last time and I want a firm answer from you now!” He hisses under his breath, “you've made me wait for weeks and it stops now. The next town is two hours away. I will meet you in three hours or I will come and get you in front of your companions. Is that what you want me to do, Sanzo? You're trying my patience with all this avoidance and it ends now.”

 

He turns on his heels and walks away in anger. Sanzo looks at his retreating back and puts his hand on his arm where he grabbed him. He unconsciously strokes it and turns back to the others. He walks over to Goku and asks if he is feeling better.

 

“Yeah, I'm all better! Now if we can just get something to eat I'll feel so much better because I'm starving.” Sanzo shakes his head and looks over at Hakkai and Gojyo. Gojyo has not taken his eyes off Sanzo since he saw him talking to Kougaiji. The monk turns his eyes away as he looks down at his lighter. He flicks it open and finally lights his cigarette and takes a deep pull. He leans back next to Goku and closes his eyes, trying not to remember the night he spent with the prince. The night he can't get out of his mind and apparently, neither can Kougaiji.

xoxoxoxox

 

Gojyo watches Hakkai as he seals the skin on his ribcage. He winces from the heat knowing he will be in for more of the same in a couple of hours. The wound is much deeper than he thought it was. The ikkou had come up behind him and when he turned, he got him in the side before he could dispense him to hell. That bastard got in a lucky stab before Sanzo shot him and he vanished. Thank the goddess the monk is a good shot.

 

However, what is the prince doing here of all places, and he stop to help without trying to take the scriptures from the monk. Watching the two of them as they have a private conversation is unnerving. The two of them look as though they are having an argument but do not want anyone else to hear. He watches, as Kougaiji puts his hand on Sanzo's face and he brushes it away. What is that, the monk hates anyone to touch him and yet…

 

Gojyo watches Sanzo as he tries to walk away and the prince grabs his arm as if pleading or threatening. From where he is sitting, it's hard to tell, but Sanzo stops and looks at him and Kougaiji says something else and storms away. What is going on between them and when did the two of them get so close? Gojyo watches as Sanzo stares after the prince as if he is afraid to turn away.

 

Gojyo looks at Hakkai, “Why did the prince help us out just now? Do you know Hakkai?”

 

Hakkai looks over his shoulder at Sanzo, “I think it has something to do with Sanzo. He and Sanzo have become quite close these past few weeks and we see more and more of him than before. Sanzo told me he doesn't know why he is always around but I think he does and doesn't want to talk about it.” He leans back and looks at Gojyo, “I think that should hold you until we get too an inn. I'll finish when we get there so when we get in jeep please try not to move around too much.”

 

“I don't think I will be doing that much moving as long as you don't hit any potholes. But I do want to know what is going on between those two.” He reluctantly tears his eyes away from Sanzo as he sits next to Goku and looks at Hakkai, “You think the two of them are…you know?”

 

Hakkai smiles at him, “I think you're reading too much in this, Gojyo. I'm sure Sanzo and the Kougaiji are no more than friends. Maybe they have something in common that we don't know about as of yet. Don't group them with you okay?”

 

Gojyo snorts and looks back at the monk. No matter what Hakkai says he knows what he saw and to him it looks as if they had a lovers quarrel.

xoxoxoxo

 

Sanzo looks out the window of his room waiting for Kougaiji to show up as he promised. He feels if he doesn't meet him he will not hesitate to come find him. They arrived at the inn later than he expected because Hakkai didn't want to jostle Gojyo and make him feel worst. It took them three hours instead of two so Sanzo thinks he should be arriving shortly or he has come and gone.

 

He sighs as he walks back to the middle of the room. This time they all have separate rooms however; Hakkai is in with Gojyo trying to heal him since he has some of his strength back.

 

He walks out of his room and knocks softly on Gojyo's door. He calls for him to come in, and he opens the door and sees him sitting up in bed eating rice and having trouble with his chopsticks. Hakkai is in a corner folding his clean shirt and putting it away in a drawer. He smiles at Sanzo and tells him he is going to go check on Goku.

 

He looks at Sanzo's face to make sure his cut is healing and smiles, “I'm happy to see that you won't have a scar. You are lucky it was not deep. Next time maybe you should duck when you see them coming.” He laughs as he goes to the door opening it and waving on his way out.

 

Sanzo turns to Gojyo, “I…I uh, was wondering how you're feeling. I mean with the gash and all.” The monk does not look him in the eyes, choosing to look over his head at the wall. Why he cares whether Gojyo is okay or not is a mystery to him. He just knows he is concerned about him for whatever reason.

 

Gojyo says nothing wondering why Sanzo will not meet his eyes. He searches his face for some clue as to why he is here if he does not want to actually look at him. “I feel much better than I did before, Sanzo. Thank you for coming to see me.” He smiles at the monk, “Sanzo, are you okay, you seem kind of…off for some reason. Did the prince upset you?”

 

Sanzo looks directly at him with a frown on his face, “No, why would you say that? The prince means nothing to me so how could he even begin to upset me?”

 

Gojyo laughs quietly, “Earlier the two of you seem to be having a heated discussion, so I thought…”

 

“I don't see how you can read anything into me talking to him this afternoon. I just let him know we appreciated his help and he left. Don't make a big deal out of nothing.” He turns away, pulls out a cigarette, and lights it with trembling fingers. He turns away and blows smoke up in the air. At that time, they hear a knock at the door.

 

“I guess I'm pretty popular tonight. You want to open that for me?” He gestures down at the fact he is in bed and looks at Sanzo. He walks over to the door opening it and gasps.

 

Kougaiji is standing at the door with a scowl on his face. He looks from Sanzo to Gojyo and back at Sanzo.

 

“Well, well, if it isn't the royal prince come to gloat.” Gojyo sneers at Kougaiji. He looks the prince up and down before he looks over at Sanzo's startled face.

 

Sanzo puts the back of his hand over his mouth and takes a step back. The prince reaches out for him and he slaps his hand away and looks over at Gojyo and shakes his head slightly and storms past Kou and heads for his room.

 

“Wait…I mean I have something to ask you, Kougaiji.” He stares at the prince as he is about to go after Sanzo.

 

Kou stops with his hand on the knob and turns and glares at Gojyo, “What do you want?!”

 

“Hey don't get your panties in a bunch! You are in my room aren't you? I could ask the same thing of you, but we both know you're here to see the monk, am I right?”

 

Kou drops his hand from the door and turns around. “I don't see how that's any of your business and yes I did come to see him. We have something to settle between us if you must know.”

 

Gojyo swings his legs over the side of the bed and glares at the prince. “What kind of business?”

 

The prince looks at him with a smirk on his face, “Are you his guardian now? Does he have to run things past you before he makes up his mind to do something?”

 

Gojyo winches as he stands and holds his side. “Everything he does is my business. Our lives depend on each other and if you upset him than you upset all of us. What do you want with Sanzo?”

 

Kougaiji hands ball into fists at his side as he tries to control his temper. First he has to track the monk down in this god forsaken place and now he has to deal with the hanyou he is about to explode! The possessive way he is acting is leading him to believe that something is going on between the two of them. He growls under his breath and turns, opening the door and walks out on Gojyo and his questions.

 

Gojyo sits down on the bed because the effort of standing has taken its toll. He knows he shouldn't get himself angry like this but Sanzo seem so upset to see the prince standing at his door. More than likely, he is going to Sanzo's room now. They must have something going on because why else is he here in the inn?

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Sanzo goes in his room and slams the door. He leans against it as he gasps for breath. Why did he come inside, he knows when he saw him he would come out? Now he has to answer questions from Gojyo and the others. He puts his hand up to his head because this is what he has been trying to avoid all this time. Trying to explain to the others is something he does not want to do because they would never understand. Hell even he doesn't understand, the how and the why of the whole thing.

 

The last thing he wants is for Goku to ask him what is going on between him and Kou. The others were worldly enough to understand his moment of weakness but the monkey will never know the changes he is going through.

 

He doesn't want to want Kougaiji but he is his weakness. Even now, he hates the way the prince makes him feel with just one touch of his hand. That's why he doesn't want him to touch him in front of others because he will give himself away.

 

Sanzo walks to the middle of the room when he hears a loud knock at his door. He closes his eyes since he knows it's him at the door. he says nothing and just stands with his eyes closed and holding his breath thinking if he stays quiet he may go away.

 

The knocking continues along with a voice, “Open the door Sanzo or I'll break it down! It matters nothing to me either way!” He says this with his mouth pressed to the door.

 

Sanzo exhales and walks to the door opening it and Kougaiji walks in and turns. He grabs Sanzo by the arms and slams him against the door taking his lips in a punishing kiss.

 

Sanzo has his hands at Kou's chest as if to push him away. He moans at the force of the kiss and slides his hands up and over his shoulders holding on to him tightly.

 

“Why do you do this to me Sanzo? You know I've waited for you and now I'm about to come apart! Only you can make me feel like this, you madding monk.” He laves his tongue down his neck to his collarbone. He slides his hands down to his hips pressing the monk and crushing into his pelvis.

 

Sanzo leans his head back giving him better access to his long graceful neck as he digs his fingers into his shoulders. He moans as his body shivers upon contact. He is very sensitive and Kou found this out the first and last time the two of them were locked in an embrace.

 

Kou slides the leather shirt over his head and tosses it away as he takes one of the pink buds between his teeth. Sanzo gasps and runs his fingers through his fire red hair and moans in the back of his throat. “Kou…not here…move…ahh, let's move to the bed, please. Let me lock…ahh, the door.”

 

Kou releases him and looks at him with passion-filled eyes. “Hurry Sanzo, I want you so badly.” He walks over to the bed as he snaps the button on his pants. He takes off his long vest, throws it on a chair, and tosses his pants with them as he sits on the bed. He watches as Sanzo locks the door and walks over to him standing between his legs. He puts his hands on the prince's shoulders as he looks up at the object of his desire.

 

“You want to help me get undressed since you can't wait to have me?” He looks down with pure lust at the prince. This man is the one he has been yearning for but he didn't want to admit it and that's why he has been running from him but now…

 

Kou hooks his fingers in the monk's pants and unbuttons them sliding them down his hips. Sanzo's erection springs in his face, weeping with need. He leans forward and licks the tip as he watches his face. He loves seeing his face as it takes on a cherry blossom glow. The monk's eyes rolls to the back of his head and his lips are slightly parted. His pointed pink tongue peeks out from between lips that are such a glistening red that no man should lay claim too.

 

He pulls him down on top of him and kisses his lips, those same red lips that he can never get enough of in this lifetime. He whispers in his ear. “You make me do crazy things just to have you back in my arms. You belong to me, Sanzo and never forget that.

xoxoxoxox

 

Gojyo pushes himself off the bed and staggers to the door. He has his hand on the knob when Hakkai pushes it opens. “What are you doing up, Gojyo? You can open your wound if you don't lie still. Now come back too bed.” He takes hold of his arm leading him back to his bed when he pulls away.

 

“Wait Hakkai, the prince is here and he is after Sanzo. Sanzo high tailed it out of here and I don't think he wants to see him. We have to go and check on him.” He grabs his side and gasps as he sits down.

 

Hakkai shakes his head as he pushes Gojyo back on the bed. “I saw Kougaiji a minute ago at Sanzo's door and he opened it and let him in. Sanzo can take care of himself without us interfering don't you think? Besides, what can he do to Sanzo?” He stares down at his best friend with a slight frown on his face. “Why are you so worried about Sanzo and Kougaiji? Don't tell me you're jealous, Gojyo.”

 

“Why in the hell should I be jealous of the freaking monk and that bastard prince?! I don't care what happens! You're right I should concentrate on myself. He can take care of himself, right?”

 

Hakkai pulls the thin blanket up over him and strokes his forehead. He knows Gojyo has a deep affection for Sanzo but he will never admit to it. He tells him he will check on him later and leaves out.

 

Gojyo looks at the door wondering if he should stay or go to Sanzo's room when he sighs as the weight of what has happen takes over his body. He closes his eyes and the last thought he has, is of the monk calling out to him in a silent whisper.

xoxoxoxox

 

What is a silent whisper? lol