Saiyuki Fan Fiction ❯ Out of time ❯ Is this what you want? ( Chapter 6 )

 

 

 

 

Out of Time 6

 

 

Ido not own Saiyuki.

 

 

 

Sanzo turns when he hears Gojyo's voice. He looks at him in surprise, “Gojyo! I don't need you to speak for me. Go back inside and I'll be there shortly.” He stares at the hanyou as he glares at Kougaiji and turns, walking back inside the inn.

 

The prince watches as Gojyo goes back inside and glares at the monk. “What was that about? Have you taken him as your lover now? Is that it?”

 

Sanzo put his two fingers at the bridge of his nose and rubs. “Sit down Kougaiji, we do need to talk.” He takes a seat and waits for the prince to sit next to him. Kou looks up in the air and sighs as he sits down. He doesn't like the tone of the monk's voice. To him it sounds as if he has given up on the two of them.

 

“I'm not going to like this am I, Sanzo?” He leans back against the bench with his hands gripping the edge.

 

The monk lights another cigarette and turns facing the prince. “No, you're not going to like this and I'm sorry. No matter how much we want this it will never work and you should have realized it by now. We're like polar bears and penguins. We were never meant to be together.”

 

“Spare me your analogues. I don't need to hear them right now. I already know it shouldn't be but it's too late for that now.” He turns looking at the monk with pain in his eyes, “What am I supposed to do with these feelings I have for you? Will they fade away with time, Sanzo? Will I wake up one morning and you won't be the first thing on my mind?”

 

Sanzo blows smoke upward and watches as the warm breeze carries it away. “I'm not saying it will be easy but I know you can do it. After all, we've only been together twice and I did tell you it couldn't last.”

 

Kougaiji stands, “You're right you did say that. I must respect your wishes even if I do think they are unreasonable. I have never felt this way about anyone before and I know I never will again. I'll leave for now but I'm not giving up Sanzo. After you complete your mission, I'll seek you out once again and convince you of my feelings for you. The next time we meet, it will be on my terms and not yours.” He turns and heads back into the woods and out of sight.

 

Sanzo sits on the bench alone, wondering if he did the right thing. He said they would meet on his terms, what did he mean by that? He shakes his head, gets up and heads for the inn and bed.

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Gojyo is lying in bed when Sanzo walks in. He pulls his robes over his head and tosses it on a chair. Gojyo is watching him in silence. Sanzo looks as if he doesn't want to talk right now so he is going to keep quiet until he breaks his silence. Although he is dying to know what happen between him and the prince, he also knows it's none of his business.

 

Sanzo removes his shirt and looks over at Gojyo. “I broke it off with Kou, so you and the others have nothing to worry about now.” He lies back on his bed and puts his arms under his head. “Starting tomorrow, it's business as usual. We go back too fighting to the death for the scriptures. I hope that makes you happy.”

 

Gojyo gets up from his bed and walks over to stand at the monk's bed. “I never thought it would affect you like this Sanzo. Do you really care for that bastard! I have to know.”

 

Sanzo chuckles, “It's like you said Gojyo, we were just fuck buddies and nothing more. How could I possibly care for my nemesis. It was only sex and nothing else.” He looks up at Gojyo with a smirk on his beautiful face. “The only thing Kou ever saw was my face. He is just like all the others. All anyone has cared for is how I look, not the person that is inside.”

 

The hanyou sits on the side of his bed, “I've been traveling with you for over a year, I think I pretty much know how you feel about certain things, and I still want you, Sanzo. I don't know how he took it but if I had you, I wouldn't let you go without a fight. You hide your feelings behind cynicism but you don't fool me. I can see how passionate you are and how you don't want to care to deeply for others. You're afraid they'll be killed or leave and you will once again be alone.”

 

He leans over the monk looking into his amethyst eyes. Sanzo says nothing to this revelation and just stares at him without blinking. He wonders when Gojyo discovered all this about him. Has he been watching him all this time? This couldn't possibly be! He has been chasing women since they all started on this mission. Every town they have come too, Gojyo goes to a bar for cards and women and in that order. Now he's looking at him as if he understands him in every sense of the word. Could this idiot really have feelings for him, after all the put downs he has heaped on him?

 

Sanzo reaches up and pulls Gojyo's head down as he parts his lips. Gojyo slides his tongue inside the monk's mouth and tastes the sweetness of the man that frustrates him so much. Right now, to the kappa, all that is forgotten. Their tongues spar for supremacy, neither one wanting to give in to the other. Sanzo moans into the kiss as his fingers tangle in the hanyou's hair. Gojyo pulls away as they both come up for much needed air. He looks in Sanzo's eyes that are filled with passion and whispers “Are you sure about this Sanzo? We can stop now if you want.”

 

He smiles in the kappa's face and says in an inaudible voice, “Yes, I'm sure.”

 

He kisses the monk again as he strokes his chest and circling his pink bud with his rough fingers. Sanzo groans at the contact and Gojyo places his mouth on it bringing it to rosy perfection. Sanzo throws his head back closing his eyes as he delights in the pleasures of Gojyo's rough hands and tongue. He decides to allow himself to drown in Gojyo's lovemaking and forget about the prince. This is where he belongs, with his own faction, so there is no confusion or doubts.

 

As the hanyou moves down his body, he unzips his pants sliding them over his hips letting them drop on the wooden floor. He kisses down the monk's pelvis and as he raises his thighs up, Gojyo licks it on the inside and follows with a moist kiss. As he blows on it, he can feel the monk's body shiver with the sensation.

 

Sanzo arches his back when he feels Gojyo's finger begin to probe him. Gojyo stops and looks up at him, “Are you okay, Sanzo? I don't want to hurt you.”

 

The monk smiles at him, “I don't think you could ever hurt me, Gojyo. It feels good…please, continue, okay?”

 

Gojyo looks at the monk with a hunger in his eyes that belies all reason. This man is so deep in his heart that he would gladly take the pain for him. “Yes, you're right…I could never hurt you.”

 

He takes the monk's member and darts his tongue in the small opening as he slides another finger inside, stretching him further. He guides Sanzo's swollen member in his mouth and begins to suck slowly as he moves his tongue up and down the long vein in back. Sanzo is moaning with the contact and calls out to him in a husky voice. “Gojyo, please…you're driving me…crazy. Your mouth is so…hot.”

 

This declaration causes Gojyo to close his lips around the monk's erection and swallow. Sanzo groans as his hips rise off the bed and he shudders as he falls back. He puts his hand on top of Gojyo's head and moans, “I'm about to cum Gojyo, stop.” He tries to push him away but the hanyou has other ideas. He pulls his fingers out and grabs the monk's hips forcing him to come in his mouth. He sucks greedily until the monk is drained dry. Sanzo eyes roll to the back to his head as he feels the pressure of the kappa's lips sucking the life out of him. He is delirious with pleasure as his body rides the waves of his climax. His mind is a complete blank; there is no pain or thoughts of confusion on his mind at this moment. Pleasure is all he is experiencing and it has a name…

 

Gojyo gathers the monk in his arms and lays his head on his chest. He tilts Sanzo's face and lightly kisses him. Sanzo lies back bringing the hanyou on top of him and Gojyo laves his tongue on the side of his neck. He spreads the monk thighs open and with the lube already on his fingers, he puts it around the small tight opening. He slides a pillow under the monk's hips and looks down at him spread open like a rose and he almost salivate, just gazing at him. At last he is about to have what he has been lusting after for so long. He tries to restrain himself and move slowly but he's so tight. He stops as the sweat rolls slowly down the side of his face. He looks in the monk's face and sees he is watching him. Their eyes lock and he can feel the monk as he pushes his hips forward. He impales his hips on Gojyo's erection causing him to moan loudly as he thrusts his hips against the monk.

 

Sanzo covers his mouth with his hands as he tries to stifle his cries. Gojyo feels that if he can push onto his erection like this, he must be ready for all of him. He moves inside the monk and gritting his teeth trying his best not to cum but Sanzo is so tight and so sweet that it takes all he has to not ram into him like a rutting bull.

 

He hits Sanzo's sweet spot causing the monk to bite the palm of his hand as he moans and calls out to Gojyo with a voice filled with passion. The hanyou throws his head back and moans as he grits his teeth. The sweat from his body falls slowly on the monk like teardrops. He opens his eyes and can see Gojyo is caught up in pure bliss. He moves his hand to his growing erection as he looks in his lover's face. He looks so beautiful right now that Sanzo wants to make him feel they way he feels. He pushes his hips forward and the hanyou's eyes fly open.

 

He looks down in Sanzo's face and what he sees makes him lose control. He falls back bringing the monk on top of him as he releases his seed in a mind blowing abyss. Sanzo grips his shoulders and rocks with the flow of Gojyo's body as he bucks under him. As the hanyou winds down sanzo shoots all over his stomach and collapses on top as he gasps for air. Gojyo wraps his arms around him holding him tightly as they both calm down in a sweet sticky mess.

 

The monk turns his head and Gojyo takes his lips in a passionate kiss. The two men are so wrapped up in the other they don't hear the knocking at the door. When a voice calls out, they break apart. Sanzo turns towards the door and Gojyo looks up in his face. “Are you expecting someone, Kougaiji, perhaps?”

 

Sanzo looks down at him with a frown, “Of course not!” He gets up, wraps the sheet around his nude body, and goes to the door. Gojyo pulls the thin blanket up to cover his nudity and watch as the monk goes to answer the door.

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Hakkai leans back in bed wondering if Sanzo has returned or not. When Gojyo came back, he was so angry that Kougaiji was talking with the monk he stormed off to bed. Having the prince show up so soon is a bad sign. As bad as that is, what if Sanzo decides to leave with him. What will they do then? It's not as if one of them is in charge of this mission. Maybe Sanzo has come to his senses and severed ties with the prince. Yeah, maybe that's what he is telling him now. He did seem upset when he thought Gojyo was badly injured. He even went so far as to slap the prince in full view of everyone.

 

Hakkai chuckles, ``I bet that slap had those that didn't know about the two, surprised. Well if they didn't know, everyone knows now. Heck even Goku knows something is going on between the two of them and that's saying something. The only thing Goku thinks about is food but I guess even he is growing up. Maybe I should go see if he has returned. I hope Gojyo has calmed down. He's in love with Sanzo and doesn't know it…or is he pretending not to know? Well I'll find out.'

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Kougaiji is on his way back to Houtou Castle when he discovers Sanzo didn't sound as if he was doing this of his own volition. Did his cohorts talk him into breaking it off with him? The last time the two of them were together, it seems as if he was looking forward to being with him again.

 

The way Hakkai was shooting daggers at him he wouldn't put it past him to be the instigator. He is the one with the level head so it stands to reason he would be the one the monk listens too. Gojyo is far too emotional and reckless to have advice anyone will need and Goku is just too young. They probably haven't told him anyway because he, like his three comrades, was shocked when the monk slapped him and he didn't retaliate but only smile.

 

`I guess that means I have some explaining to do when I face them next. I am not looking forward to speaking to any of them but I know it can't be avoided. Although Hakkai and Gojyo know, it seems they chose to keep it to themselves. Maybe I can give Sanzo a little time to work this out in his mind and then confront him again. I know he couldn't be speaking his own feelings when he said those things. Maybe I should go back and apologize for the way I acted earlier just so he knows I do love him. The prince smiles to himself because now he has formulated a plan.

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Dokugakuji sighs as he leans his head back against the soft cushion of the couch. Yaone looks over at him and gives him a smile. “Are you thinking what I'm thinking?”

 

The ikkou looks in her direction with narrowed eyes. “What do you mean, Yaone?”

 

“I'm talking about Lord Kougaiji of course. He viciously attacked Gojyo and when it was over, Sanzo pulled him away only to slap him in the end. The only way he could have gotten away with that is if the two of them have some type of relationship. So, do they have a relationship and that's why we haven't confronted them lately?” Yaone sits back on the other couch and waits for Doku to answer.

 

Doku sits up and looks down at his feet. This is something they shouldn't be discussing behind Kou's back. Somehow, it seems disloyal to the prince. He looks up at Yaone, “I don't know what is going on and I don't think we should speak about it behind his back. The only thing we will be doing is gossiping. If it is something we need to know, I'm sure he will tell us.”

 

Lirin walks into the room and sits besides Yaone. “Have you seen big brother? I went to his room but he wasn't there. Did he go back to see baldy?”

 

Yaone puts her arm around the young girl and tells her he must be around somewhere. “What makes you think he is with the priest? He may be visiting his mother. You know how he likes to spend time with her.”

 

Lirin lays her cheek against Yaone's shoulder and sighs, “I think big brother likes, baldy Sanzo. He let him slap him and he didn't do anything back. I have never seen him let anybody get away with something like that. Now I don't think he even wants to get the scriptures anymore.”

 

Doku sits up and leans towards Lirin, “You don't know that for sure Lirin. I'm sure Kou has a good reason for his actions. Why don't you wait until you talk to him before you jump to conclusions?”

 

“Well where is he now? I think he went back to see baldly and he didn't want us with him or else he would be here now. He didn't even eat with us, saying he wanted to rest. He's not resting, he isn't in his room!”

 

Doku has nothing to say to this so he sits back and contemplates what he is going to say to the prince once he returns.

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