Scrapped Princess Fan Fiction ❯ The Pain That Binds Us ❯ The Pain That Binds Us ( Chapter 1 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

I do not own Scrapped Princess or any of it’s characters. They belong to Ichiro Sakaki and to the producer of the anime, Bones. I’m just borrowing them.

Pairing: Shannon x Pacifica
Rating: X
Contains character death.

This is my first fan-fic. This story does contain a lemon, so please do not read this if such things make you uncomfortable. For everyone else, enjoy! I hope you like it!



“She…she’s dead? H-how? How can she be dead?! She can’t be dead! You’re lying, Shannon!” Pacifica screamed.

“I’m not lying! I was right there! You need to accept this, Pacifica! I know it’s hard but you need to accept that she’s gone!” Shannon yelled back, desperate to get through to his younger sister, that their older sister had died, fighting off the people sent to kill the scrapped princess.

“Accept this?! People get hurt and people die, all because of me! It’s all my fault…How can I accept that?! And now sister!” Pacifica wailed, tears now pouring down her face, as the reality of the situation struck her full-force.

“Pacifica, she died protecting you. She had no regrets, as would I, if I laid down my life in exchange for yours. We both live to protect you and pledged our lives to save our little sister. She knew it was a possibility that she may have to make good on that pledge one day.” He finished quietly.

“No! No, I can’t live like this! Racquel is dead and it’s all because of me! If.. If I had died as I supposed to when Barret threw me into that gorge, none of this ever would have happened! Sister would still be alive! If I was dead, mmph!!!” Pacific was suddenly silenced by Shannon’s lips descending onto hers hard.

She gazed wide-eyed at the man she had come to think of as a brother, but with the jolt of electricity that ran through her whole body the moment their lips met, all of the little fantasies and sub-conscious feelings she had been having about her brother of late came flooding full-force to the front of her mind, as those same once impossible fantasies suddenly became far too possible. Could it be possible that he felt for her, beyond the love of a brother and sister, as she did?

When she realized that Shannon was not going to pull back until she calmed down, she decided to test Shannon’s feelings for her; to see if he was doing this simply as a way to pacify her, or if he actually wanted to kiss her. Her eyes fell closed as she suddenly moved her once still lips against his softly.
She was in so much pain and Shannon was the only one in the world that could ease that pain.

Shannon began to respond to Pacifica’s lips caressing his and kissed her back with rapidly growing need. After a few moments, he suddenly came to back to reality and pulled away from her slightly, a gasp escaping both their lips. Both were quiet for several minutes, aside from the breath rapidly escaping both their lips as they both struggled to regain their composure. Only a few inches away from the magnetic pull of one another, Shannon gazed into her eyes and asked quietly, “Do you still want to die?”

Pacifica gazed back into his eyes and answered in an almost whisper, “No.”

At her answer Shannon smiled slightly and responded, “Good,” and lowered his face back to hers to re-capture her lips in a soft and sensual kiss. He moved his lips over hers slowly as low moans escaped his throat, barely audible, as Pacifica kissed him back hesitantly, then closed her eyes as she lost herself in the kiss. However, as she felt the light touch of Shannon’s tongue against her lips, her eyes shot back open and she stared wide-eyed at Shannon.

“B-Big brother, wha-” She began but was caught off by Shannon’s voice.

He knew it was such a strange time to act on his true feelings for Pacifica, that he had developed in recent years. They were both grieving the loss of Raquel. But the loss of Raquel only heightened his fear of losing Pacifica, and he needed to hold her and tell her how he truly felt. He couldn’t stand to be even inches from her, not now. She was his only comfort.

“I think we both know through both my actions and words, that the love and devotion I feel for you extend far beyond that of what a brother should feel for his sister. We’re not truly siblings, related by blood. Fate brought us together this way… but I want more, Pacifica.”

“Shannon…do you really mean it?” Pacifica asked both cautiously and hopefully. Her heart was beating so fast, and she waited in fear for if he should break it.

Shannon smiled and replied, “I really mean it, I love you Pacifica.”

“I love you too, Shannon, so much.” Pacifica eyes began to over-run with tears as she confessed her love to her brother, for not the first time. It was the first time, however, that she did not try to hide the true meaning behind her words.

“I love you, Pacifica, and I will always protect you, even if it costs me my life. I will protect you. I swear it.” Shannon stressed those last words, a serious look in his eyes as he re-affirmed his pledge to protect her.

“No! Please, don’t talk like that, Shannon! I can’t lose you, I need you.”

“I promise you I will do everything I can to stay by your side, Pacifica. I won’t leave you.” He soothed her by running his hands through her loose hair and stroking her neck softly with his ungloved hand. Pacific closed her eyes in pleasure, at his soothing ministrations and made a small moan.

At her small sound of pleasure, Shannon’s passion rekindled and blazed anew as he gazed at her. Then, he closed the small distance between them and pressed his lips back to hers and kissed her with a new passion he had not exhibited before. He slowly pressed his weight against her much smaller frame, forcing her back towards the wall. So lost in their kiss, this went unnoticed by Pacifica until her back pressed up against the wall. Surprised, she opened her mouth a little to gasp, and Shannon lightly ran his tongue between her lips softly, but retreated just as quickly so as not to scare her with too much, too soon. He just wanted to taste her so badly, he was unable to hold back.

Pacifica, however, did not experience any fear from the investigation of his tongue just past her lips and instead found herself desiring more of it. She re-closed her eyes and expressed her desire for further exploration by running her tongue against his bottom lip. Shannon was shocked by her initiative but was so pleased that he did not stop , but instead acquiesced to her unspoken request by parting his lips to allow her tongue entrance into his mouth. Once their tongue’s met and rubbed softly and hotly against each other, Shannon let out a deep groan and pushed his tongue all the way into her mouth and swept the entirety, taking in her taste. Pacifica made small whimpers of pleasure as Shannon dominated the kiss and her, pressing her further against the wall. When she felt the hard bulge between his legs rub sensually against her most intimate area, she pulled away from the kiss and gasped.

Shannon pulled back immediately, realizing he had taken it too far and made her nervous. He lowered his head and apologized for his transgression.

“Pacifica, I’m so sorry. I did not mean to make you uncomfortable. I should go…”

Pacifica roughly pulled him back down to her and responded, “Uncomfortable? You have been my only source of comfort in this cold world for my entire life. You are my comfort,” she finished softly.

When Shannon did not reply and only stared back at her shocked, she smiled and pulled his face back down to hers and resumed their kiss, putting all the passion and love she felt for him into it. Shannon responded in kind and quickly gained the dominant position once again. He was careful this time, however, to make sure that the proof of his desire for her did not discomfort her again and kept their lower bodies from touching.

Pacifica, however, was not pleased with his holding back of his passions and as he was distracted by their kiss, she roughly grabbed his hips and pulled him against her and wrapped one leg around his waist, as she rubbed herself sensually over his erection. Shannon gasped, then groaned into her mouth as fire blazed within him and his arousal grew ten-fold. He pressed further into her and smiled against her lips at the pleasured gasp she made. She hiked her skirt further up her legs so that all that separated them were his clothes and her underwear, in order to increase the extremely pleasurable sensation.

Shannon pulled away from the kiss , gasping, as he searched Pacifica’s passion-dazed eyes . “Pacifica,…do you know what you’re doing?…” he asked her tentatively.

Pacifica smiled seductively and responded, “Yes, I know what I’m doing. I trust you completely, Shannon. With my life. With me…” She finished softly, making clear that she realized what she was offering.

She continued, “We lost so much today… Right now, all I want is to be as close to you as possible. I need you. You dissolve my pain. You re-structure my shattered heart and make it new. I love you. Like no other.”

“I love you.” Shannon responded back softly, full of sincerity. “Like no other.” He finished, as he resumed the kiss and slowly brought her down to the bed next to them.

Never breaking the kiss, Shannon lowered her to the bed and laid fully on top of her, his lower body nestled firmly between her thighs. Pacifica and Shannon groaned in unison as the result rubbed his erection against her sensitive lower body. Shannon, already haven taken off his outer cloak, pulled his shirt off his body, still never once breaking the kiss. Pacific in turn pulled at her top, eager to be rid of it and realizing her predicament, Shannon sat up and removed her shirt and then her skirt, discarding them into the growing pile on the floor. He then sat up and removed the rest of his clothes, allowing her an un-obstructed view of his body. He smiled as she blushed and fought not to look and failed miserably.

In order to calm her blush, he lowered down to her again, now nothing more than her underwear separating them from each other. He kissed her softly and rocked his erection against her, in order to increase her arousal. As she broke the kiss to pant heavily, with shut eyes, he continued his drawn out torture and increased the movement of his hips. When she seemed more than ready to proceed on to the next step, he pulled away from her, earning a glare.

He chuckled and responded to her, “Trust me, it gets better, I just have to get rid of these.” He said, indicating her underwear. Pacifica blushed and squirmed, embarrassed at the thought of the man she once considered her brother seeing her in such a state, but managed to nod her head in acquiescence.

“O-okay.” She stuttered.

Shannon smiled and leaned down to kiss her again as he drew her knees up and began drawing her panties down her legs, never breaking the kiss in order to keep her nervousness at bay. Though he wished to gaze upon her, he figured that was best left for another time, when she was not as self-conscious. He adjusted slightly to allow the complete removal of the offending garment and tossed it to the floor as well.
As he continued the kiss he lowered his body to re-nestle between her thighs and allowed his penis to rub slickly over her passage. Both moaned at the sensation and Pacifica unconsciously rose her hips to press him further into her.

At this, Shannon drew back with a laugh and said, “Not yet. Geez, you always were impatient!”

Pacifica glared at him and responded, “Well, excuse me!”

Shannon smiled. He should have known the best way to dispel her fears was by riling her. It always worked.

“Only if you ask nicely.” He responded sensually with a low purr as he rubbed the head of his cock against her soft and wet opening.

‘That sure shut her up,’ Shannon thought, pleased with himself, as Pacifica screwed her eyes shut and moaned, resisting the urge to press upwards again.

“I don’t want to hurt you , so I have to make sure you are adequately relaxed first.” Shannon said with a low growl as he continued to rub the head of his erection over her folds and against her clitoris.

Pacifica was about to ask ‘hurt me how?’ before he increased the pressure on her bud of pleasure and quickened his rubbing back and forth.

Soon, Pacifica found herself on the edge of her first orgasm, as Shannon continued his motions and kissed up the length of her neck, sucking softly on the juncture of her neck and shoulders.

Not sure what was happening to her, Pacifica held off the intense feelings overwhelming her. Shannon noticed this and soothed her with words. “It’s okay Pacifica. Let go. I’m right here, I won’t let anything bad happen to you.” He finished as he increased his hand movements to rub his penis over her folds. His other hand slid up the bed to grasp the hand she had clutching the pillow and forced her to let go and pressed their palms against each other to the bed.

At his words, Pacifica released the hold she had on her pleasure and came hard, crying softly as she was over-whelmed by the sensations. Shannon had not ceased his motions but slowed them as she came down from her high. Shannon waited for her to open her eyes and then said to her quietly, “I have heard it is supposed to hurt you the first time, so you need to relax and just trust me.”

Pacifica, still feeling blissful from her orgasm, smiled up at him and said, “I always trust you.”

Shannon smiled at that and tightened his grip on her hand as he closed his eyes and positioned himself at her entrance.

He slowly eased himself in, relishing in her tightness. Upon hearing her first hitch of breath, and feeling her barrier, he paused to open his eyes. “Relax,” he urged and she nodded. She gazed back at him as he rocked forward again slightly, working his way in. He continued to stare into her eyes as he eased himself in, inch by inch, no missing the tears running down her temples and into her hair. He leaned down and kissed the tear’s trails as he finally seated himself fully within her.

After a few moments of allowing her to adjust to his width and size, he pulled out slightly and then pushed back in slowly. Both closed their eyes at the sensation and a groan left his lips and whimper escaped hers.

He took her whimpers as signs of pain so he stopped again, but she quickly reassured him, “It doesn’t hurt anymore. Please, keep going.” She urged.

Shannon was elated and so he pulled out again, almost to the tip, then pushed back in. Pacifica moaned and put her arms around him, once he released her hand. As he continued pumping into her, he slid one hand down to her thigh to pull up one leg, in order to deepen his penetration, and she followed suit by drawing up the other the wrap about his hips. The result had his tip hitting the end of her channel, causing both to groan. His other hand slid under her head and raised her head slightly, to kiss her softly on the lips as he increased to tempo of his thrusts into her body. He continued to kiss her and thrust into her until he felt her walls begin to quiver around him. At this, he increased his tempo and pressed further into her, until she was nearly screaming with pleasure into his mouth.

He continued to kiss her relentlessly, as discontent to leave her lips as her body, as her orgasm took hold of her and pulled him along with her. He finally let go of her lips as his orgasm crest and his seed shot into her, desperate for oxygen as his strength left him.

He collapsed on top of her, conscious of not crushing her, as they both came down from their highs. When both had regained ability to move, Shannon looked into Pacifica’s eyes as he asked, “I didn’t hurt you too much did I?”

Pacifica smiled softly up at him and responded, “I don’t think you could hurt me if you tried.”

Shannon smiled at that and kissed her on the lips softly before responding, “I will always protect you. I will always be with you.” He leaned down and kissed her softly again as he pulled out his still-stiff member and thrust it back in again to affirm his statement.

Still sensitive, Pacifica gasped and moaned at the movement and smiled up at him, “You had better,” she responded with a strict tone.

“I promise,” he replied smiling, and pulled out of her slightly.

Overwhelmed by the sensation she asked, “Can we do that again?”

Shannon laughed and said, “You were always greedy too.”

Pacifica smiled and responded to his teasing with her own, “Shut up and do me.”

Shannon chuckled again and pushed back in, already completely hard again.

“Yes, your highness.”





A.N. Sorry I killed off Racquel. I actually like her a lot but I couldn’t see explaining this situation to her easily, so it seemed like the easiest thing to do. And having it be just a one time fling or something Shannon and Pacifica did in secrecy both seemed not to work either. So, it had to be done. Which sucks but it’s okay because it’s not like she dies in the series. It was just convenient in this case.

I’m actually quite pleased with how this came out, being my first fan-fic. I’ve never written one before because I just didn’t have the inspiration but when I saw how few fics there were for this series, not to mention none with this pairing, I just couldn’t let that stand. It just seems too meant to be, for them not to be together. They both exhibit feelings far beyond sibling love and they aren’t truly siblings anyways. There are too many hints at their attraction to one another as well. Well, anyways, hope you enjoyed it and feel free to tell me what you think. Just please be gentle. I bruise easily.