Shaman King Fan Fiction ❯ Broken Paths ❯ Chapter 04 ( Chapter 4 )

Chapter 04

 

Rumor at the party was that the Asakura siblings had achieved a truce and we were to go back to Japan…or home for that matter.

 

“Ren…” you whispered in that peaceful quiet of the dawning hour.

 

“Hm…?”

 

“Are you going home now?” you asked me hesitantly.

 

“Yes…” I turned and buried deeper in the warmth of your body.

 

“Oh…” you sounded disappointed somehow and I didn't understand it at first, until, “Idiot! Japan is my home now… did you think I was going back to China?” I lifted an eyebrow.

 

I felt your tight muscles relax as you sighed and answered, “Good… that's… good” You kept quiet for a moment absorbing what I had just said, “What… I mean where… ah… how…?”

 

I laughed at your loss of words though I understood perfectly what you were trying to ask. “I don't know the answer to any of those questions… but I was hoping you would help me to find out…”

 

Although I couldn't see it I felt you smiling at me, your heart hammered fast in your chest, “You mean… we'll be living together, as lovers, for the world to see?” You asked bemused.

 

“Well… yes. I would like that very much… if it's ok with you I mean…”

 

“Ok? Ok? It's perfect!” You beamed, “I can hardly believe it…”

 

I laughed at your usual jolly self, “Hm… so, it's settled, when we go back to Tokyo I'll buy us a house and we can live there as lovers for the whole world to see…”

 

“Oh Ren… I love you so much!” You cupped my head in your hands and kissed me forever, “Oh… this is gonna be good!” I thought.

 

OoO

 

“WHAT??? You CAN'T be serious about this!” Ryu shouted at us as we came out of the plane hand in hand. “It's gross!”

 

I was starting to feel vulnerable with his reaction, not that it was unexpected, but you were there to back me up. Again you stood right in front of me, not releasing my hand and faced Ryu angrily. “Well I didn't expect this, of all people, from you Ryu! Aren't you the man who was apparently so in love with Lyselg?” You accused boldly.

 

“In love? Don't be ridiculous Horo-horo! How can you twist my pure innocent companionship this way?” I would have snorted if my knees weren't wobbly from all the racket.

 

You held me in place though, taking care for no one to notice my weakness and dependence on you.

 

“Ryu, come on this is not right… you're over reacting…” Yoh reasoned and Anna came right on his heels, “For once he's right Ryu, you're the one being ridiculous, after all they didn't even have to tell us, it was plain for all to see” She stated and now you were the one whose knees almost gave out.

 

Pirika was the one to keep you from falling, “Don't worry about them big brother! Yoh is right and, after all, I always knew you had a thing for Ren!” she cheered.

 

“Always had a thing?” You repeated incredulously. Everybody dropped their voices once we reached the terminal and we had some blessed silence to put ourselves together.

 

“It will be alright” You whispered to my ear and squeezed my hand briefly as we waited for our luggage to arrive. I smiled and leaned on you some more.

 

I wondered at that moment about the wonderful man I had chosen to fall in love with. From the moment we became lovers a few months ago, you have been the central piece of my life; you have supported me, understood me and most of all, you have loved me from every single moment.

 

Hard as I tried, when those thoughts blossomed in my mind, I couldn't hide the smile that was there only for you and, as I looked up to see your eyes, the blue depths had me captured. I leaned closer and surprising even myself I kissed you.

 

How grateful I was when you didn't pull away but kissed me right back, no shyness involved. You kissed me back as if there were nobody looking though that kiss probably attracted half the terminal's attention.

 

“Thank you” You said when we parted and I was surprised to see tears in your eyes. I smiled some more and dried your face swiftly before the droplets had a chance to fall.

 

I understood then that, as much as me, you needed the support and being as much of an affectionate person as you are your support came from physical displays of care, of dare I say, love. It amazed me that I knew without knowing, at first, just what you needed and more than that, I had the guts to give it to you.

 

The hold you had on my hand got firmer as you were filled with new resolve and I knew that, for the time being, I had already played my part. It was your turn again.

 

“Yoh…” You approached the boy who seemed unaffected by our kissing (we both ignored Ryu's choking), “I'm really sorry to bother you, but we were thinking, we don't have a place to stay yet…”

 

“Well that's nonsense you're staying at the Inn of course!” Anna cut you off effectively.

 

Yoh smiled at his fiancée before she added, “A small fee is included of course…” causing him to choke and try a meek remark.

 

“But Anna…”

 

“Of course” You agreed smiling and we gathered our luggage and started to leave.

 

Two limousines from the Oyamada Enterprises came to pick us up at the airport and we all arrived at the inn in no time.

 

We both pretended not to notice Ryu's scowling face every time he looked at us and apart from that we had no more complications, until one night right before we moved out to our own new apartment…

 

OoO

 

I was home alone. It was evening already and you had gone out with Yoh and Manta to buy for groceries as Anna had kindly asked you to. The witch herself was nowhere to be found and I was enjoying these few moments of solitude to read a book I had been neglecting for quite a while

 

Nothing prepared me for the sudden presence I felt and the chilling warm breath against my neck as a known voice spoke to me.

 

“Good evening my dear Ren” it whispered.

 

I froze and the book almost fell from my hands but I remembered to keep my composure. “What do you want Hao?” I asked coldly.

 

“You…” He breathed into my ear.

 

I stood up almost instantly and got as far from him as physically possible in the small room, which was, of course, not far enough.

 

“Get out!” I spat, not bothering to keep my voice low.

 

“Oh Ren, my dear, you break my heart!” He shook his head and looked at me, amusement filling his eyes. “Don't you remember? I promised I would come back for you”

 

He walked towards me and I felt trapped, I had nowhere to go unless I broke the wall, which was not an option. “Stay away from me!”

 

“Oh Ren…” He went back to whispering as his arms trapped me against the wall and though I used all my strength I wasn't able to make him budge. “What are you doing wasting your precious time with that Ainu boy? Come to me…” He licked my ear slowly and I knew it was exactly the same place he had bitten months ago, my skin stung.

 

He laughed a little and his head dropped to my shoulder biting softly at first until it became hard enough to break the skin. I gasped and squirmed some more trying to move him away, “What is it with you and all this biting?” I demanded, he laughed.

 

“Stop it! Stop it, I say! This is ridiculous… I feel nothing for you!” I finally shouted, disgusted.

 

He bit me hard twice and as my knees gave out and I slipped to the floor, I could feel the warm blood pouring from his bite. I tried to move my arm but I couldn't, “Son of a bitch…” I whispered looking at his warm impish brown eyes, my own filled with hatred.

 

He just smiled and kneeled before me. His cold hands grabbed my chin and he pulled my head forward causing our lips to meet, I tried desperately to turn away but his hand found my shoulder and he pressed my wound unmercifully.

 

I fought not to gasp but as I parted my lips I felt his tongue ravishing my mouth. Again I had to fight waves of nausea. He pinned my good arm to the ground before I could try to use it and his other hand left my wound to start unbuttoning my shirt.

 

I panicked; my eyes probably grew wide and I felt him smile without leaving my mouth. He had already opened my whole shirt and I felt it graze painfully against my shoulder as he removed it hastily.

 

Desperately I bit his intrusive tongue. He drew back but only slightly before kissing me full force and biting my own tongue and lips, again I felt the warmth of blood and the sharp pain of his bites.

 

His free hand dropped to my pants and he opened the fly, touching my member slightly. I felt tears in my eyes but refused to acknowledge them. I still had my pride, I thought if at least I found a way to make him stop before going through with this…

 

His searching hand removed my member from inside my boxers and he began to pump painfully. He released my bleeding mouth and I held back a cry. Trapping my good hand between our bodies he pulled me closer bringing my pants down to my knees and leaving me even more vulnerable.

 

His pumping hand had managed to make me hard despite all the pain and revulsion I felt and now it was pressing painfully the base of my cock, his long nails grazing my sensitive flesh.

 

I had managed to keep fairly quiet despite all the pain but when I finally felt his other hand brush my rear the tears I had been holding spilled. “No!” I cried, “Please… don't…” I clamped my mouth shut as he inserted two digits at once without any lubrication.

 

“So tight…” He whispered contently, “I needn't have worried… Ren…” He pulled me closer for yet another disgusting kiss, biting my mouth some more and causing it to bleed anew.

 

“You're so perfect…” He told me as a fourth finger made its way to my entrance and I tried to get away. He held me easily in place and suddenly I felt it, his own member brushing against my cleft.

 

I don't remember when he removed his pants but the pain of being penetrated by his huge member completely unaided paid off for anything I had missed.

 

My tears ran freely in two streams now and he kept kissing and biting me endlessly. In my mind I could only pray for this torment to end soon. That was when he started moving inside of me. In all of my short life I'd never thought anything could be as painful as that. Until this day I can't decide what hurt more, my pride, the shame of being reduced to a mere rag doll in his hands, my pouring wounds, or the felling of sensitive flesh being rubbed raw.

 

Truth is; it got much easier when my blood was added to the process and my insides felt numb from too much pain. The last thing I remember before passing out from lack of blood is the stinging sensation of his seed being spilled in my raw bowels and his screaming my name.

 

As for myself, I never did achieve release. Hao just made me hard and kept me that way for his amusement, not my pleasure, not to mention I would have been disgusted at myself if I had come in a situation like that.

 

I woke up hours later at the hospital with every known muscle in my body aching or stinging painfully. The sharp pain on my shoulder and mouth hit me full force and when I tried to move I had an unpleasant sensation between my legs. I never noticed when the tears I had been crying almost the whole evening came back full force, adding to the sting in my eyes.