Slam Dunk Fan Fiction ❯ cuadro ❯ cuadroIX ( Chapter 9 )

Chapter 9

I finally decided to go look for a job. I had lazed around long enough without a job, and my savings couldn't sustain me for long. I went around looking for jobs. I was highly qualified and I didn't believe I would be unemployed for long, but for once, I wanted to do something I liked, to make my decision on my own. I had lived under my parents' command long enough, it was time I broke away from them. Maybe that's why they found it so hard to accept that I was gay, because they couldn't control that.

I wanted to be a sales assistant. I tried a few departmental stores, boutiques, shops, and so on. I was very lucky. I got the job on the spot - as a sales person in Helmut Lang.

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I hardly saw Kenji or even Takeshi now. I had to work and by the time my work ended, Kenji and Takeshi would have already left the daycare centre. And each day, my loneliness grew, so much so that it seemed to consume me, and take over me. I hardly knew myself now - some pathetic lovesick fool. My life was so sad.

I opened the door and threw my keys on the console. I took off my jacket and threw it over the arm of the sofa.

"Toru."

I nearly jumped. I had no idea Kenji was here. I could see his glittering blue eyes even in the dark. He looked so beautiful and vulnerable. He turned away from me and walked to the balcony. I followed after him and embraced him from behind. We stayed like this for a long time. I could feel as shudders wracked his body as he cried in my arms - crying out his guilt to the wind, while I dealt with my angst.

He cried for about half an hour before drowsily collapsing in my arms. I had to carry his half-sleeping figure to the bedroom. I brushed his hair away from his face and whispered to the wind.

"I love you."

And in my heart I knew it was true.

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I woke up to a very pleasant sensation. Kenji was kneeling in front of me and sucking me. Still quite astonished at being awakened in such a manner, I didn't respond for a while and just lay there, staring stupidly at Kenji. It didn't take long for me to come in his mouth and I lay back on my pillows, gasping for breath. Kenji reached to my left to get the lube and I spread my legs wider to provide him better access. But instead of reaching for me, he put the tube of lube in my hands and bent over for me.

I was shocked at the implications of his actions. I was very inexperienced at this. Hesitantly, I squeezed some lube on my fingers and placed my index finger at his entrance and slowly pushed in. He gave a low hiss as I moved slowly into his channel. When I was totally in, I wriggled my finger around a little before adding a second. I moved my fingers around experimentally and tried to make Kenji shudder. He pushed back against my fingers. I pulled them out slowly and he placed himself over my member.

I slathered more lube on my member. Placing one hand on my member and one hand on his thigh, I slowly lowered him onto me, so that he was facing me. He wasn't in any distress at all and sank all the way in. He slowly lifted himself off me and back again, making me moan as I thrust my hips up. He picked up the pace and slammed himself against me until we were both panting and gasping for breath.

I fumbled around for his hand and interlocked our fingers together. He threw his head back and made a loud shuddering moan that echoed around the room as he came all over my chest. I joined him in his orgasm with a moan of "Kenji" and I saw or rather felt my world explode like fireworks.

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Kenji pulled himself off me and lay next to me, or rather half over me. His head was buried in my shoulder.

"I love you."

The sun's rays shone through the window and lit the room with its golden glow.

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