Teen Titans Fan Fiction ❯ Teen Titans- The Musical ❯ Chapter 3 ( Chapter 3 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

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Songs Used: Fall To Pieces by: Avril Lavigne

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Teen Titans-The Musical

Chapter 3

When Raven finally woke up. It was dark out and She found herself to be lain out in the living room on the long comfy sofa. "W-What happened?" She asked groggily as she started to sit up. She looked around the dark room and saw that others must have went up to bed, all except for Beast Boy who was asleep in a rather uncomfortable looking kitchen chair he'd obviously moved out into the living room and right beside the couch to keep an eye on her while she was unconscious.

How could he sleep like that Raven thought as she got up an tip-toed into the kitchen to make herself a glass of warm herbal tea, careful not wake him she slipped back into her position on the couch with her cup of warm tea. She watched him sleep as she sipped her tea and sort of laughed to herself as he snored and she noticed a big puddle of drool collecting at the bottom of his green chin. She couldn't believe the day they'd had. Had Beast Boy really meant what he'd sung? Had she? Did it even matter? Pour Raven was so confused. She just didn't know what to do.

Did she really love Beast Boy? She asked herself looking back up at the snoring, drooling, green teenager.I do She thought miserably if only things were different...I've got to think away out of this... She thought as she sat her empty cup on the coffee table next to the couch and laid back down. She closed her eyes and tried to sleep but Beast Boy was snoring and the couch now seemed lumpy and none of these things are really bothering you she thought Stop trying to make excuses for yourself. She opened her eyes again and again her eyes found their way back to him.How did he sleep like that she thought once more and then suddenly she had an idea. She got up from the sofa and using her powers she lifted B.B. off of the chair, into the air and onto the sofa. Once she'd made sure he was all tucked in and had put the chair back in the kitchen where it belonged. She herself headed up to bed.

Beast Boy woke up a few minutes after Raven had left on the couch and he looked around disconcertedly. W-Where was Raven? He thought. What if she left? Where would she go? Beast Boy was starting to get upset. He had sat there, in that chair all day and most of the night. He...he had been so worried after the "incident" that he barely had time to think about what it meant and now it all hit him all at once...Raven he thought back to her sweet voice. He remembered how he'd assumed in his song that she wouldn't be able to sing, boy had he been wrong! She sang like an Angel even if she had looked like a deer caught in headlights. He wondered if she meant what she saidor in this case had sang? He prayed she hadn't left as he got up from the couch, not bothering to worry about waking the others he raced up the stairs to her door. When he got there he hesitated working up the courage to knock. He stood there asking himself dejectedly W-What i-if there's no answer? He took deep breath, gulped and knocked.

"W-Who is it?" A voice that didn't sound like Raven called to him from behind the door.

"Uhh, Raven i-it's me, Beast Boy." He answered softly.

"I'll be there in a minute." Raven said sounding a little bit more like herself only forced.

"Okay." Beast Boy said quietly. Waiting for her to come to the door he stared at his feet nervously. W-What was he going to say?

Finally she came to the door and Beast Boy started to say "Can -I-" but he stopped when he noticed something seemed off. Raven looked awful. She appeared to have been crying,no way had he thought not Raven and besides why would she be crying? We both feel the same way so, no problem...right? He thought.

He tried again "C-Can -I-"

"Well, spit it out." Raven said coldly. "I haven't got all-night."

"Huh?" Beast Boy said. This wasn't right he thought. This wasn't Raven. He told himself.

"Raven, W-What's the problem?” He asked hurt shone in his green eyes.He'd thought...

"You are!" She said acting angry. Why are you doing this her heart screamed? You know very well why her head argued. I hate this she thought.

Beast Boy just stood there speechless. He didn't know what to do, what was wrong all he knew was. This wasn't Raven.

"Raven i-" He started again, but she slammed the door. "Go Away!" A cold voice said.

An hour later Beast Boy was in his room. What have I done?! He screamed at himself pounding his little green fists into his head beating himself up he kept repeating Stupid, Stupid, Stupid.

In her room Raven could hear what she had done and hated herself for it. "Arwhaaa!" She screamed angrily as she blew up her pillows, cracked her larger mirror and broke her favorite glass figurine that Beast Boy had given her for her 16th birthday. She cried hot tears of hurt and anger as she picked up the pieces cutting herself accidentally as she gathered them up she let silent tears fall.

Beast Boy heard Raven's scream and he could hear things exploding. He couldn't help himself "Raven!" He shouted scared and unable to stop himself, no matter how much she'd hurt him he still loved her. He came running. "Raven!" He screamed her name again pounding against her door he shouted “Let me In!"

"I-I'm fine." Raven said trying to push the tears out of her voice "Go Away!"

"No, Your not! I heard you scream, and something definitely broke!" Beast Boy yelled back to her. "Now open the God Damn Door before I break it down!"

For a moment it was quiet. "Raven!" He tried again "If you don't let me in so help me!"

Suddenly he heard a voice, not again thought Raven as she opened the door singing.

I looked away

But then I looked back at you

You tried to say the things that you can't undo

If I had my way

I'd never get over you

Today's the day

I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall

Make it through it all

What are you saying Raven's head was screaming but her heart was in her throat as she continued. Stop it! her head kept screaming but the terrible case of Tourette's was back and Raven couldn't fight it.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces

I just wanna sit & stare at you

I don't wanna talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just wanna cry in front of you

I don't wanna talk about it

'Cause I'm in love with you

You're doing it again! Her mind screamed you'll never get out this one, pushing him away was hard enough on you the first time and you know the dangers...he doesn't really know you...her head continued to scream but Raven still couldn't stop singing and her eyes were filling with tears because she wanted the words of the song be true she did want him to be with her, she was in love with him, but her head was right even if her heart wasn't in it.

You're the only one

I'd be with till the end

When I come undone

You bring me back again

Back under the stars

Back into your arms

And I don't wanna fall to pieces

I just wanna sit & stare at you

I don't wanna talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just wanna cry in front of you

I don't wanna talk about it

'Cause I'm in love with you

What are you saying; Raven you need to stop this now? Her head repeated louder this time, but it was no use. She couldn't stop it and the tears wouldn't either. She fought for control. She fought to stop the tears her head & hearts cries making it all the worse. The look in her eyes as she sang was killing Beast Boy because although he could see she meant every word, he still saw that something was the matter and that even when the words stopped coming he had no idea if they would be together. He saw her inner struggle to fight the truth and it hurt him to know that there was part of her that obviously didn't want to be with him for some reason. Why doesn't she want to be with me, if she says she in love with me... Beast Boy was more confused than ever as Raven continued to pour her heart out.

Wanna know who you are

Wanna know where to start

I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel

Wanna know what is real

I wanna know everything

Everything

And I don't wanna fall to pieces

I just wanna sit & stare at you

I don't wanna talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just wanna cry in front of you

I don't wanna talk about it

And I don't wanna fall to pieces

I just wanna sit & stare at you

I don't wanna talk about it

And I don't want a conversation

I just wanna cry in front of you

I don't wanna talk about it

'Cause I'm in love with you

I'm in Love with You

I'm in love with you. Her last words were just hanging in the air between them. These words that should have brought them closer together were what kept them apart in Raven's mind. Beast Boy stood there frozen for the second time that day in her doorway. The words he would say next would significantly alter their lives forever.

"Okay, Rae I'm going to kiss you now." Beast Boy stated simply.

"Y-You -C-Can't." Raven started to stammer but Beast Boy cut her off.

"R-Raven you c-can't say something like that and expect me not to kiss you. So, that's exactly what I'm going to do. In about 10 seconds, I'm going to kiss you and...And if you don't want me to well, then your just going to have to stop me."