Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Don't Cry ❯ Give me a whisper ( Chapter 13 )

Don't Cry

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: NC-17.

Disclaimers: Weiss is not mine! It belongs to Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me (even if I want to own SchuSchu... and KenKen... and Yo-tan... and Brad-chan... and RanRan... well I want to own 'em all! ). The song 'Don't Cry' belongs to Guns N' Roses, and I don't own it either nor own Guns N' Roses.

Warnings: Shounen-ai/Yaoi, OCC, angst, torture, Youji/Ken fluff in this chapter. If you don't like that, then you can go to read my other fics or search for others you prefer.

Notes: Anything written in Italic are thoughts. Things /written this way/ are mental talk.

This fic can be read in my page, mediaminer.org and ff.net.

Now is time to thank my dear reviewers! ^^ Today's thanks go to: Eriol (Are you Todou Higiri? If you are, I've tried to contact you a lot of times and there was no answer, so I had to find another beta reader for the fic. Sorry.), wingedkitten (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* glad ya like it and hope you like this chapter! ^^), Silent Cherub (Arigato for reviewing!!! *glomps* Yoo! I am the one that has to thank you for taking your time in commenting my fic. ^^ And keep your reviews as long as ya want them, I love long reviews! And feel free to comment anything ya forgot, you know where to find me! About the sex… I'm still working on it, I always end up deleting the scene I write, but hope it's up some day. Anyway I promise you that the BradSchu sex will be up before the next lemon. Aya? Make him happy? Hnn… dunno, I like to make him suffer… but who knows? Everything is possible, even me making Aya happy. ^^ knife shop… *giggles* that would be fun.. *dreamy sigh* it's normal that Ken doesn't want Schu around, ne? the foot scene had me grinning like a maniac for hours when I wrote it, and am glad ya liked it ^^ About with WHO is Ken going to be at the end, I have to tell ya that I've finally decided the end of the fic, and I think nobody's expecting what will happen ^^ I hope you put up your fic soon! ^^ About the pic, now that I'm completely done with my manga, I can pay it some time, but it will be in b&w, cuz my tablet is dead and I can't color until I get one. Well, until the next review and thank u!! Hope you like the new chappie *hugs*), Prodigy_Angel (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* Yeah, poor Nagi… *hands her a chibi-Nagi* thank u and hope ya like the chappie! ^^).

Chapter 13: Give me a whisper.

"NANI?!?!" Youji couldn't believe what he had heard. "They're paying us for protecting that kid? And you knew him from before?"

Omi nodded twice.

"But are you crazy?! How could you agree to keep an Schwarz member here? Don't you see this is dangerous?"

"Nagi-kun and Schuldig would never betray us!"

"You really are innocent, aren't you? If you didn't notice something as simple as Ken and I being together, how are you going to know if they use you for their evil plans?"

Omi knew that what Youji was saying was true, but he trusted Nagi. He wasn't too fond of Schuldig, but he had to trust him. If Nagi did, then he could trust him too.

There was also this air on the German, when he wasn't being a smug bastard, he looked lost, hurt. He looked like he was just looking fo-

/Like I'm just looking for nothing. Bring the first aid kit, I want to take a look at his wounds./

Omi nodded, forgetting that the telepath was looking at him and told Youji that he had to go back to his bedroom.

"Ne, Omi! Have you decided what movie you want to watch? KenKen and I are gonna pick it later."

The younger boy shook his head. "Nagi-kun wants a classic, or at least something that's not the typical cliché for teenagers. Guess you can chose whichever you want."

Youji rubbed his chin absently, lost in thought. "Uhhmm… have you seen 'The Raven'? It's quite a good film, and KenKen's wanted to watch it for the longest time."

Omi smiled happily. "You're going to watch it with us?"

"Yeah." He answered with a grin.

The smaller blonde gave him a little hug. "That's great Youji-kun!! Ken-kun's gonna be so happy…"

His grin widened. "That's the reason I'm gonna do it."

"It's okay Youji-kun, just make sure you make him happy all the time." He said seriously before entering into his bedroom.

.::.::.::.::.

Schuldig looked up at him when he entered the room. "The wounds are okay, nothing is getting infected." He said smiling slightly.

"That's great!" he beamed at them. "Nagi-kun you'll be okay soon!"

Nagi gave him a little smile of his own. "Hope so."

"Ah! You know what? Youji-kun says he and Ken-kun are going to pick 'The Raven', and they're going to watch it with us!!" he giggled. "And remember what I told you before about Youji-kun kissing Ken-kun this morning? Well I've asked Youji-kun and he said that he and Ken-kun are together! And I thought he was mocking Ken-kun! Don't you think they make a cute couple?"

Nagi pondered about it for a moment and looked at Schuldig before he said anything. The redhead looked uneasy. The Japanese boy sighed and gave his friend an understanding look. "Dunno, guess they're fine to me." He said trying not to cause the redhead more discomfort.

Omi turned bright blue eyes to the German. "What do you think, Schuldig-kun? Don't you think they are perfect for each other?"

Schuldig paled and gulped. It was a very cruel question towards him. How could Omi ask him if he thought that Ken, the man he loved more than anything on this world, made a cute couple with another man? NO! Of course not?! Instead of saying that, he shrugged and gave him an empty look. "I wouldn't know." He said curtly.

Omi suddenly felt like he had said something very wrong, but he didn't know why. He saw both Schwarz members exchange a look, but didn't dare to ask what he'd said wrong.

"Eto… Schuldig-kun?"

The German turned his eyes from Nagi to Omi. "Nani?"

"Do you want to watch 'The Raven' with us?"

He startled Omi with a glare he couldn't dissimulate.

"What? Did I say something wrong?"

"Hn?"

"I.. well, you know, I've noticed that you don't seem to dislike Ken-kun too much, so I thought that maybe if you were in good terms with him then it would be easier for the others to accept you're around. I don't know what's wrong with-"

"Nothing." Schuldig cut him. "I just have something else to do."

"Nn.." the blonde murmured looking at him suspiciously. He was sure there was something else, but what?

He had the feeling that it was something big, but didn't dare ask the German. Perhaps I could ask Nagi-kun later…

"Well, I'm going for the rest of Nagi's things." Schuldig said getting up off the bed. He gave Nagi a kiss on the forehead. "Have fun meanwhile kids." He said with a grin and leaving the two boys alone.

"Nagi-kun?" the blonde said when Schuldig was out.

"Nani?" Nagi asked quietly, flushing a little because his friend had seen Schuldig kiss him.

"I think something's very wrong with that guy." He said softly.

"I understand him." His friend replied closing his eyes briefly. "He suffers, especially when he…" he bit his lip, if he had said that Schuldig suffered when he was there, Omi would guess it was because of Ken. "Let's see how I tell you this.. He has a difficult life, and well… when he's around here he's affected because he lov- sorry Omi, I think I shouldn't tell you about this. It's too intimate."

"Daijobu." Omi smiled shyly. "I shouldn't have said that, it's none of my business. It's just that… well you seem to care a lot for him, and if you care so much for Schuldig…" he blushed. "Then he can't be as bad as I thought he was."

"He's not a bad guy, he's actually very nice… He's always taken care of me since Brad found me." He said softly, lowering his gaze to look at his hands.

"Nagi-kun…" he whispered leaning forward to hug his friend.

.::.::.::.::.

Schuldig went downstairs, a little relieved that Nagi hadn't told Omi, BUT he was somehow anxious because Omi had his suspicions about him, and he was close to know that he loved Ken.

God, he was so fucking obvious that if Ken weren't so dense he would have noticed a long time ago!

He entered again into the flower shop and saw Ken wasn't alone anymore. Kudou was there, sitting on a chair as Ken sat on the counter, the first aid kit on his lap.

Balinese had Ken's foot onto his own lap and was bandaging it.

Just as Schuldig passed by their side Ken bent forward to kiss the blonde lightly on the cheek. "KenKen!" Youji protested playfully. "I can't put the bandage on if you keep on distracting me!"

"Then don't put it on.." he said softly smiling at his lover, but his expression changed when he saw Schuldig. "You still here." He said dryly looking at the redhead.

Gott, it hurts too much… The German didn't do anything, he just continued out of the shop and towards his car, taking the rest of Nagi's things.

When he entered into the shop, Balinese was laughing at something his lover had said, probably something embarrassing because poor Ken was blushing bright red and pouting in that cute way of his.

The laughing stopped when they noticed him. "You better get out of here before I kill you." Youji menaced as Schuldig approached the stairs.

"Yeah. Whatever you say." He said with a glare and turned to look at Ken, his expression softening a little. "Make sure Abyssinian doesn't get anywhere near Nagi." Was all he said before he went upstairs.

.::.::.::.::.

A few hours later Ken closed the flower shop and went upstairs to look for Youji.

The blonde was sprawled out on the couch at the living room, half sleep as he watched some chick interview Dir En Grey.

Ken sat on the edge of the couch, reaching with his hand to caress Youji's face. "Oi…" he mumbled sleepily. "Is it lunchtime already KenKen?"

"Hai." Ken said with a grin.

"Well… guess than I'll have to treat you to lunch then, ne?" he said sitting up and yawning loudly.

The brunette rolled his eyes. "Lazy."

"I'm not lazy, I just got up too early!" he complained sliding his arms around Ken and pulling him down with him on the couch. "Why don't we stay here for awhile? It's not late." He whispered playfully, nuzzling his jaw lazily as he tightened his arms around him.

"But I'm hungr-" Youji cut him with a kiss, gently closing his lips over Ken's.

Ken pulled away, chuckling. "Baka." He said softly, trying to sit up, but Youji held him tight against his body.

Youji pouted. "Who's the baka?"

"Mmm… dunno." Ken whispered against his lips, his eyes closed as he held the playboy's face in his hands. "You?" he followed his question with a kiss.

"Whatever…" the blonde murmured parting his lips slightly, waiting for Ken to deepen the kiss if he wanted to.

The corners of his lips lifted upwards when Ken's tonguetip slowly, almost hesitantly, touched his upper lip, moist against his lover's dry yet still soft lips.

Youji parted his lips a little wider as he met the brunette's tongue with his own, melting into the kiss, lips moving and hands roaming down Ken's back.

It was delicious. Ken was delicious. How long had it been since they were so relaxed? How long since the last time they were together, with no alcohol, no problems, no tears?

It felt so right, so good. Ken tasted so sweet… The kiss was soft, caress after caress as their tongues slid over each other's, warmth spreading all over their bodies, and love. Pure and raw love running through their veins as they savoured each other, as they pressed their bodies together, just feeling.

After a while, Ken broke the kiss, his breath ragged as he tried to get some air back into his lungs, his forehead against Youji's. He looked down into those emerald eyes through half-lidded eyes, smiling at the way those beautiful eyes gleamed as they stared at him.

"Love ya.." Youji said softly, his arms tightening a little more around the brunette as he lifted his head to place a soft kiss on his moist lips.

"Mmm.. I love you too Yo-tan." Ken whispered threading his fingers through blonde curls and letting his hands rest under the older man's head, effectively bringing his head up to meet his lips again in a passionate but still rather gentle kiss.

"E-etoo…" Omi's voice made them break the kiss.

They looked up at the blushing chibi, who had probably heard and seen everything if the look on his face and his dropped jaw were any indication.

Ken's already flushed cheeks tinted darker when he realized that, quickly sitting up onto his lover's lap. Youji's body went tense, but he managed to grin at the boy, arching a brow questioningly.

"Etoo… sorry for… interrupting you guys." He said grabbing the hem of his tee shirt and touching it nervously. "It's just that the pizza will arrive in a few minutes and I don't have any cash to pay for it.. Could you…"

"Dunno, it has to be in my wallet." Youji pointed to his jacket, that was draped over a chair. "Look, it's there."

Ken leaned forward again when Omi gave them his back as he looked for the wallet, kissing Youji softly and murmuring a 'daijobu' before he rose to his feet.

The blonde sighed loudly and sat up, stretching out his limbs and already missing the feeling of Ken's body over his.

.::.::.::.::.

"The pasta was delicious Yo-tan!" Ken beamed when they got out of the Italian restaurant. "We have to come back someday, hnn… we could even bring Omi with us, and the Schwarz brat, Nagi, maybe even Aya!"

The blonde laughed at his boyfriend's excessive energy, taking a deep breath before he took his hand in his, smiling when the brunette's tightened the hold, reassuring him. "If THEY pay, then there'll be no problem baby. I think you are going to have to pay for the movie, I hadn't thought you would try so many kinds of pasta!"

Ken blushed and looked down. "Gomen… I know! Next time we go wherever you wanna go and I'll pay, 'kay?" He asked hopefully, turning his best puppy eyes on him.

"Yeah, whatever." He replied with a chuckle. "Is your foot better? You're still limping a little."

"Da-i-jo-bu." Ken said playfully. "I will be okay soon, it's nothing serious."

They stopped in front of Youji's car.

The older assassin sighed deeply. They had done it.

It's true that they had just walked a few metres, but he they had walked them together, and nothing bad had happened.

They had walked five metres together, holding hands, and nothing had happened to Ken, and not to him.

He hadn't felt anxious, instead of shame, he felt warm. And happy.

And Asuka hadn't threatened him as they walked those five metres.

He smiled fondly when Ken sat onto the passenger's seat, putting the seatbelt on and waiting for him.

He sat on his seat and closed the door, leaning towards Ken for a brief kiss before he turned the engine on.

"Did you have a good time?" Youji asked glancing at his lover as he drove.

"Yeah.." he said with a little smile. "It's the first time we've gone out, you know, like a date."

The playboy nodded.

"And you?" Ken asked softly. "Did you have a good time too?"

"No."

The brunette blinked at him, a flash of hurt in his chocolate eyes.

"What? Don't look at me like that baby. It wasn't good, it was great!" he said with a gin, then relaxed. "You know, I never thought it would feel so nice, to go out. I though I would feel guilty about making it public and all, but it felt good…" he admitted seriously.

"That's a good thing Youji."

"Yeah.." he murmured as he turned the radio on. A second later Pierrot's music was the only sound into the car.

Ken reached forward to turn the volume lower. "Ne, Yo-tan, where are we going to pick the movie?"

"I thought we could pick it at the DVD shop at Takenouchi's Street, the DVD's are cheap there."

"Yeah…" he sighed. "Are you angry at me?"

"For not telling me about the Schwarz boy?"

Ken nodded. He was startled by his lover's chuckle. "What's so funny?"

Youji placed his hand on Ken's thigh patting the material of Ken's pants lightly, an amused expression in his eyes. "You think I'm angry? When we get home I'm gonna show you just how angry I am." He said taking his hand back to driving.

.::.::.::.::.

"You're crazy." Brad murmured as Farfello bounced around in Schuldig's room.

The Irishman pouted at him. "I'm not. You're the one looking for answers in the guilty one's bedroom, not me." The corners of his lips twitched upwards in an insane smirk. "Sneaking into Schu's bedroom while he isn't here hurts God. Why are you hurting God?" he asked curiously as he dropped himself onto the German's bed.

Brad continued looking through Schuldig's files. The redhead didn't protect his computer with a password, so there were no problems to have access to his files. "Because I want to know one thing." He said absently as he went through different folders until something called his attention. There was a folder called 'HK'. He double clicked on it and was surprised when a small window appeared, asking for a password. "Do you know his password?"

"No-o." The white haired man chanted, rolling around and chuckling madly.

Crawford decided to ignore his teammate and started writing all the possible passwords he could think of, but nothing worked.

"God likes to preserve the privacy of everybody, even if he hates them." Farfello said stopping the rolling. "He's laughing at you." He said angrily.

The American turned to look at the psycho, noticing his mood swing. "Laughing at me?"

Farfello sat up and nodded. "He laughs at your frustration." Then he lowered his voice to a whisper. "I don't like that. He has to suffer."

"And you know how to make him suffer?" he asked trying to sound patient, but just because a brief vision told him that the Irishman knew the password of the folder that would give him the information he wanted.

"Ye-ah." He said crawling towards the end of the bed that was nearest to Brad. "I'm going to help you make God cry." He threw his legs off the bed. "I don't like it when he laughs at you. You should hurt him all you can."

"You think so?" Brad asked arching an eyebrow questioningly.

The white haired psycho nodded. "You look happy when you hurt God, so if I help you hurt him a lot, then you'll be a lot happier." He said very seriously.

Brad wanted to laugh, but he had a feeling that if he did that his teammate wouldn't help him, so he just smirked. "Well, if you're going to help me, you better do it before Schuldig comes back."

Farfello shrugged, but a few seconds later he rose to his feet and approached the computer. "Don't look." He ordered.

"Nani?" That had surprised Crawford.

"Not sharing information disappoints God."

The older man snorted. "Whatever." He muttered turning his head away from the computer.

The Irishman typed six letters and pressed the 'Enter' button. "Here you have it." He announced.

"Didn't you say you didn't know the password?"

"I didn't, but it wasn't hard to guess. I was just lucky that I chose the correct one at the first try."

Brad quickly grabbed the mouse and stopped when he saw there were four folders in the HK folder. Which one should he open first? Rosenkreuz, kttn, Ken or schuldig?

Ken, without any doubt. After all, that was what he had been looking for.

He double clicked the 'Ken' folder and snorted at the quantity of files in there. There were a few txt files, but the rest were all image files.

The dark haired man heard Farfello chuckle, but he ignored it and double clicked on the first picture, hoping to find the answers he needed in there.

The ACDSee program opened and the black screen started to take color.

And just when he thought that he was going to see something, a long arm reached out and turned the computer off.

"Wh-" he turned to look at the intruder and found himself staring into a pair of angry green eyes.

Tsu zu ku…

*glares at ff.net* I decided to take this fic out of ff.net. They deleted FOUR fics of mine without apparent reason (only one of them had some foreplay, but nothing too explicit). I guess someone really hates me in there, because it's not normal that ff.net deletes so many stories from a writer and there are lots of lemons that aren't. The worst is that three of the stories they deleted didn't have any explicit content! So, whoever hates me that much, I really hope she/he enjoyed doing it and ends up having Koyasu-san's teeth.

Anyway, gomen nasai minna-san! I'm sorry this took me so long (again *glares at herself*) and that the chapter doesn't go as far as I promised (again *glares at herself even more*).

Actually, I've had to cut a part of this chapter (that had reached 9 pages so far and was almost finished) because I wanted to rewrite the Schreint part and it would take me too long.

So the rest of the chappie, that is, the guys watching the movie, whatever happens into the Schwarz house, the appearance of Schreint AND a few surprises will come in next chapter, that I hope will be up soon.

Talking about another thing, when I was writing this chappie, I realized that it's the first time I've written a fluffy Youji/Ken scene ^^

Oh! A last thing! I've gotten a beta reader for the fic *hugs Patti*. She's a really nice girl that's doing a great work and I hope that all the chapters are corrected and up soon. ^^

Don't forget to leave me comments with opinions, ideas or anything ya wanna say! You know that any criticism, suggestions or predictions will always be welcome ^^

Hasta luego!