Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Don't Cry ❯ Talk to me softly ( Chapter 1 )

Don't Cry

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: R, demo it could change in later chapters.

Disclaimers : Weiss is not mine! It belongs to Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me (even if I want to own SchuSchu... and KenKen... and Yo-tan... and Brad-chan... and RanRan... well I want to own 'em all! ). The song 'Don't Cry' belongs to Guns N' Roses, and I don't own it either nor own Guns N' Roses.

Warnings : Shounen-ai/Yaoi, OCC, angst, torture, kawaii Crawford. If you don't like that, then you can go to read my other WK fic "...Lies Bleeding in my arms" (I love to make publicity of anything I write or draw ^.^; ).

Notes : Anything written in Italic are thoughts. Things /written this way/ are mental talk.

This fic can be read in mediaminer.org and ff.net.

Before I forget, if any of ya are Guns N' Roses fans, you'll notice that the names of the chapters are going to be lyrics of the song 'Don't Cry'. ^o^

Ohhhhh!!! Arigatou minna for the reviews!! I'm happy! Thanks to the reviews Teteiyus *bows*, Verie (I don't understand Schu either. Brad's being so kawaii...), Eriol-sama *snifs* (what a long review! It has been a lot of time since I receive one longer than that one! Dunno yet how Ken is gonna react, but we have to consider he has Yo-tan. We have to make suffer the ones who dare to hurt Schwarz!!), G (Ken? He hasn't appeared yet. Anyway, the ages are the same of the anime.)

And to finish, thanks to all the people who has read (or at least entered) on the prologue.

Chapter 1: Talk to me softly

Not Ken... the redhead of Schwarz thought again, stopping the sobs and trying to compose himself a little.

Then he pulled out of Brad's embrace, and noticed that his new shirt was soaked and dirty with soap and his blood. "S-sorry, Brad," he whispered averting his eyes.

Brad just ignored it and started to rinse his lover's body. He had to do it slowly to avoid hurting Schuldig. The bruises he had this time were deeper than any other he had seen on him before.

So, he's being more violent to him... Well, that's logical since he has gotten more violent with me too. I think he has also been worse with Nagi, but the kid doesn't want me near him so I can't know, but the way he screams at nights when his mind's plagued with nightmares... At least Farf doesn't have to suffer that, since our boss is so afraid of him. But Schu…

.::.::.::.::.

The redhead was a little more relaxed now that he was clean and had put on more comfortable clothes, his old grey sweatpants and a white t-shirt. Brad had also changed his now dirty clothes and had his black cotton pyjamas on. He had changed after he fixed Schu's wounds and taken care of his own.

They weren't hungry. They couldn't be after the day they had had. So, they just turned the TV on and went to bed. Schuldig ignored the TV because he wanted to sleep. Close his eyes and start dreaming. It was the only thing he wanted.

Because he knew that Ken was going to be there.

Not Crawford.

Not Nagi.

Not Farfarello.

Not his fucking boss.

It was just him. And Ken.

His innocent, sweet, naive, clumsy Ken.

His hot-headed, passionate Ken.

The dreams were so real. Ken felt very real, too. The German could smell him, feel his skin under his touch, hear his laughs and his soft words telling him how much he loved him. Man, he could even feel the taste of his soft moist lips against his!

But then again, he knew that it was just an illusion, that he wasn't the one in the brunette's dreams.

He wasn't the one in his heart. He could have manipulated Ken to make him fall in love for him, but he never even considered that.

He wanted Ken to love him sincerely, not to make him think he was in love with him.

He knew that in those moments, when he was sleeping peacefully dreaming of his brunette that said man was not there. Ken was in one of the rooms next to a flower shop, cuddling in bed with his teammate and lover after their lovemaking.

Nobody knew how much he hated him. How he hated the way his Ken loved Balinese, and the worse was that Balinese made the soccer player suffer.

And he couldn't tolerate that.

He wasn't going to let anyone hurt him. Not physically, not emotionally. Not even when they were on missions. He had saved Ken's ass more than once when he had been almost killed by Farfarello.

But of course, nobody knew that. ALMOST nobody.

Only Nagi knew, but that wasn't a problem. Their situation was very alike; the two of them were in love with one of the Weiss assassins.

But there was a big difference between them.

Omi and Nagi were in the same school and were very good friends. They didn't dare to be more than that, even if it was obvious that they loved each other.

But they couldn't be together? What would their team-mates do if they knew? Abyssinian would kill Omi for sure and then wouldn't stop until he found Nagi and killed him.

If Brad ever knew, he would kill Nagi, then Omi, then the whole Weiss team, and then Schuldig, for not telling him before.

But it was something he was going to respect. And since nobody knew about his feelings for Ken, nobody was going to know about Nagi's feelings for Bombay.

Not even Brad.

But he wanted to concentrate on his dream and not wake up ever.

There were the only moments when he felt good. No killing, no Takatori, no nothing... Just he and Ken.

Resting in a comfortable bed, the blankets covering them gently. Ken sleeping quietly with a big smile in his slightly opened mouth drooling over the redhead's chest.

Schuldig groaned. Well, not everything was going to be perfect. But he didn't care for the drools; Ken was just too cute to care about something like that.

At this moment in his dream, it was when he usually kissed him goodnight and he also fell asleep until next morning. But something disturbed him and sent him awake.

A horror-filled scream.

And it wasn't his.

tsu zu ku...

uuhh... I'm bad! I'm making poor SchuSchu suffer and by making him suffer I'm hurting Brad-chan too! And to make things worse I'm hurting my little Nagi-chan and Omi-chan!

And I think I'm gonna have to hurt them more.. (can't help it, I love to write angst) But don't worry, they'll have to smile again someday, ne?

Right now I'm really sad for Brad-chan. The poor thing is being so sweet to Schu and how does he pay it? Dreaming of KenKen (but hey, who doesn't dream of KenKen?)!

Next chappie we'll see Weiss, but before we'll have to know who screamed, and why...

So, having nothing more to say 'til next chapter, I only tell ya that if you want to leave any comment, ideas or just to tell me how you think that things are going to happen, just leave a review please!!

Hasta luego!