Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Downfall of Sin and Guilt ❯ Mind Games ( Chapter 2 )

I like to play mind-games and loud music. That's why I'm here, in this definitely overcrowded Rave-Club. Lights flash and the bass-line rocks my body in a steady rhythm. Sounds get under my skin. It's makes me feel disintegrated, free.

I like to play mind-games. It's my job anyway. Seldom one can say one made one's hobby to ones job. I did, not really by choice, but hey ... It's fun now. Now that I know how to make the best of it. And as long as the Sounds get under my skin I can bear the buzzing of foreign voices around me and in my head.

I like to play mind-games, marvelling in the abilities I once hated. That once threatened to drive me insane. But here, I can just revel in the power-rush it gives me. XTC and mind-reading go together very well. I can see through their eyes. Can feel what they feel, dive into their minds completely. I get under their skin just as the techno-Sounds get under my skin

I'm flirting with madness, ever since I can remember I saw this thin line at the horizon of my mind. Ever since I try to imagine how it would be to cross that line. How it would be if I make my brain spin

I like to play mind-games now that I know how to play this game. I'm a master in it. I'm the best, I'm on top, no one can challenge me. And it makes me lonely. But I don't want to waste a thought to my loneliness. It's lonely on the top but I can cope with that. After all, so I can bask in all the glory and don't have to share it. Since there is no one to share it with. Let it be Schuldig, focus on your game. And that I do, focus at Sounds get under my skin.

Yes, I'm flirting with madness, and why not, madness is something I haven't submitted to my will. It is definitely a challenge. And by flirting with it I make my brain spin.

I like to play mind-games so I'm searching for a new diversion to still my gambling fever. There is a couple siting across the dance-floor, snuggling and groping each other. I sink into her mind while Sounds get under my skin

I'm flirting with madness when I succumb myself completely to someone else's mind. Now I'm her. Lying in the blondes arms, feeling his hard on at my rear just as she does. How delicious. She quite enjoys his kisses, his hands on her breasts as I do, being her, sitting here and watching them with half lidded eyes. But what is that, she might enjoy this but he isn't as good as his best friend. Let's see, what's her boy-friends name. Uhhh ... he prefers to be called Shion, sure enough, his real name sounds like shit. I would change my name if it was Mamoru, too. I make my brain spin being so closely connected to Akiko.

I like to play mind-games so I dive deeper into her mind. Oh what a little greedy slut she is. I start to quite like her. Not only did she let Genjo fuck her, no she even did it on a party when her beloved Shion was cold out drunk. Isn't she a lovely girl. Even now she isn't waisting a thought about her boy-friend. The guy on the dance-floor with a dragon tattoo on his back makes her all wet. The way he rolls his hips. Naughty little girl. I sight as Shion's hand slides between my thighs. Wait, her thighs. Delicious, just like the Sounds that get under my skin

I'm flirting with madness and hopefully we'll have a good time together. I shudder as Shion starts to caress the bare skin of my flesh, I don't wear panties, naughty me. Naughty Akiko. I laugh and giggle to mirror the girl across the dance-floor as Shion licks our throat. I can feel the moist cooling in the stifling air of the club. My skin crawls, not in the unpleasant way. Pressure builds up in my lap, makes me moan as I rock my hips to the beat. I'm still the perfect mirror image of Akiko, the only difference that I'm not sitting on Shion's lab, at least not physically. I close my eyes completely, I make my brain spin

I like to play mind-games and to be honest being Akiko only gets me that far. Aroused but unable to proceed to the next level. So I disentangle myself from Akiko's mind, to shake of the lingering droplets of her essence from my mind like a dog shaking off water after a cooling bath. Then I dive headlong into Shion's mind. Let's see if I can get my kicks out of his mind. Sounds get under my skin as I adjust myself in Shion's mind. His arousal hit's me and catapults me to the next level. How could I miss the fact that I'm already fucking her. Shion you bastard. I sigh and bug on my seat, try to get enough real friction to go with the mental stimulation.

I know, I'm flirting with madness and it gets me high. I can see the thin line at the horizon coming nearer. I don't care whom Akiko is thinking of as long as she keeps the rhythm. As long as her moist pussy massages my dick in this hypnotising way. I don't think of her for certain, well Shion doesn't. He still thinks her breast are to small, her hips to boyish. So we see the image of the two hot lesbians he crossed on his way to the bar. They where just the right thing. Lush lips, feminine bodies, well shaped curves. We fantasise about what we saw, the two of them going down at each other on a bar-stool. Their half opened mouth and their sighs that where swallowed by the loud music. They should have swallowed our dicks, sucked and licked at us, me and Shion. Akiko knows what she's doing and I revel in that feeling she gives us. Push me a little further, let me reach the line. I make my brain spin in anticipation of the release but it never comes. I'm coming and I'm not. I need more, I need to touch the horizon, something my hosts don't even know of. Frustrated I retreat, not caring if I hurt them in the process. It was nice, but it wasn't enough.

I drop back in to the semi-reality of my drugged and aroused state. I know I have to find a better way to reach the peak. A little out of breath and still dazed I listen to the unreal robotic voice of Sven Väth.

~ You carry your goal ~

~ Out there is light ~

~ What are you looking for ~

What I am looking for? I search for the limit, the ultimate point of no return but I haven't found it. I haven't found the challenge, the one that can get me there. I can't go there alone, I need a mind to feast on to reach my destiny. But I will find you. I will. I'm tired of this game, I want it to end with me as the winner.

~ Ask yourself ~

~ And get the answer ~

I asked my self a thousand times. And I got the answer. I just have to find my vessel to sail to Valhalla. My glorious ship to go back to my ancestors. Ich komme ihr Urväter und beanspruche meinen Thron. Loki kehrt zurück! 1)

~ Ask yourself ~

~ And get the answer ~

The answer is given, not decipher the message.

I play mind games tonight and I will find out how to achieve my goal. I'm like that, it works my way or it doesn't work at all. I'm everything and I want everything.

I play my game tonight so get ready to be my pawn. Tonight I will reach to limit, and my will is your command. You can't even chose to obey.

I play mind games tonight and you are my puppets. The Master Mind is pulling the strings. You all are so pathetic, not worth my care or consideration. You don't even indulge me as nice little toys should.

I play my game tonight, giving the rules and changing them by the minute. It's fun to see what I can do. See my power spinning you around like mindless guinea-pigs that are.

I play mind games tonight now I'm looking for a new toy to indulge myself with until the inevitable happens. I get bored and move on to another game.

I play my game tonight since I have nothing else to do. Humankind is nothing I care about. I'm not one of them, they made it clear from the beginning that I was different, and now, I don't want to belong to them.

I play mind games tonight because I can. I can and so I do it. It's just to easy. I don't fear you anymore, but you should fear me. But the pity is, you don't know to fear me, I'm a wolf in disguise. You'll only learn to fear me when It's to late. This is my game and you all are worth shit.

I play my game tonight and no one can stop me.

I like to play mind-games so I'm on my way to find my next toy. I have an idea how to get my kicks out of you pathetic amusing lot. I sway across the dance-floor, Sounds get under my skin

I'm flirting with madness sometimes I think we are quite the same, arbitrary picking out our victims. Careless about what happens to them. Don't you want to be my lover? We would make a fine couple. With that I make my brain spin

I like to play mind-games and this cute little boy is just the right person to play with. He's standing at the edge of the dance-floor, eyes closed. His lips moving without talking, his arms waving around him like water. He's mind soaring high like an eagle in the sky, carried by wings of XTC and music. He's feeling the music, breathing it. I know that feeling when Sounds get under my skin

I'm flirting with madness and I want him to dance this mad dance with me. He isn't even old enough to be here but who cares, I certainly don't. I even appreciate that he's here. I plan to have lots of fun with him. By thinking of the amusement he'll give me I make my brain spin

I like to play mind-games and he will like me playing them with him. I come to stand beside him and my hand slides across his back and my mind dives into his. The Sounds get under my skin and I let him feel the same.

I'm flirting with madness and he's flirting with me. Even without manipulating his mind he find's me attractive. Well, thank you. And it is a good thing you don't listen to that little voice of reason, that tells you that you don't like men and that you think my eyes are scary. I lean down to him and mutter his name into his ear, making my voice echoing sultry in his mind. So it is Toru, nice to meet you. I'm Schuldig, your fatal error! His eyes look at me with deluded faith. As he falls for my faked smile I make my brain spin

My hand glides under his flimsy top, caressing his bare skin. I like to play mind-games and I'm good at them. He leans into my touch dropping all barriers. It's almost to easy. He moans softly as I brush his nipple and the Sounds get under my skin

You are flirting with me, aren't you, rolling your hips and rubbing them on my leg. And I'm flirting with madness but that's none of your concern. I capture your sweet little mouth and draw you completely into my spell. You can't escape now. We move in unison into a darker corner of the club. Not that I care if any one see me, but then again I like to have you all alone. Just for me. I explore your mind as I explore your body. So your parent's don't care what you do, and you hope they will when they start to worry. Cute, just cute. I can assure you, they will be very sorry they didn't care. This will be little of consolation to you when I'm done, but I'm not 'Mother Teresa', I'm quite the opposite. You recline on the sofa and bite your hand to not make any sounds. This isn't your room where your Mom and Dad can here you jerking off. This is a fucking Rave-Club, they won't here you scream. I start to suck you off, feeling my on mouth on my dick while lingering in your mind. So I make my brain spin

You start to thrash as you slowly reach the peak, even stopping to bite your hand, moaning and sighing shamelessly. Your thoughts are so exquisite. I know, it's unbelievable this feeling of a mouth around you hot and moist. So it's your first time ever, how sweet. You carry your goal, pumping into my mouth. Yes, my little one, Out there is light. Try to reach it. Isn't it exactly what you want. To dissolve and float. What are you looking for? This is all there is for you. I anchor myself deep in your mind and start to undo the connections that make you Toru.

Ask yourself if this is all you deserve And get the answer.

Ask yourself if you wanted this And get the answer.

Ask yourself if it is right And get the answer.

Ask yourself if it wouldn't have been better not to go here while you can. Go on And get the answer.

Ask yourself if it is real And get the answer

Ask yourself if you'll regret it And I get you the answer

I play mind games tonight and you won't have to ask anymore. Slowly you forget that you ever had parents, what are parents anyway. You don't even know where you are, who you are anymore. You only breath, you aren't you anymore as I tear your mind apart. I see your synapses snap like twigs in a raging fire, the fire of my game. You only feel now, you are nothing more than a feeling twitching cock being sucked.

I play my game tonight and you host me. I slowly approach the fine line of my horizon with every unimportant detail you forget. Just a little bit now. Just some more steps and I reach my goal.

I play mind games tonight. Isn't it fun. I enjoy myself greatly. At least I did. But you aren't the right one, are you. You have nothing more to give me, empty as you are now in your head. What a disappointment. I'm sorry Toru, I really would have liked to go the whole way with you, but you are not my vessel.

I play my game tonight and I end it now. Your seed spurts into the empty air as I snap the last connection in your mind. Now you don't even know how to keep your heart pumping blood. I'm so sorry my dear. Armer Schatz! 2)

I play mind games tonight and again I'm searching for the one to give me the kicks I need. The Boy was nice but he wasn't enough to capture me completely. I need someone stronger and weaker all the same. I need an antagonist that can challenge me. But I forget, I'm unchallenged. So will I search forever.

I play my game tonight. What is this fucking world that gives me no opponents. I need something, I do need it and I need it badly. I want to play my game, and I want to play it right, not just a child's-game but the real thing.

I play mind games tonight. So what now. I scan the club for an appropriate mind to mess with. I search for the dark structures, the morbid lust to play a game only I can win.

I play my game tonight but it seems that destiny is dealing the hand now. It can't be. Or can it. I have to blink, unable to comprehend my luck. A kitten, here, what a nice turn.

I play mind games tonight and here is my chance to play it to the end. I cross the room to see if my mind only fooled me or if it's for real.

I play my game tonight and Lady Fortune is on my side. I smirk and my gaze travels over the sight that presents itself to me.

Clad in a pair of hip-hugging jeans, wide towards the feet he stands there. His hair stirred by the soft breeze of the air-conditioning. A well chiselled torso hidden underneath a black top that shows of a muscular stomach. Well, well, nice stuff you are wearing, my friend and foe. I especially like the top you are wearing. Is there really written 'used' on it. So you don't fool yourself. That's perfect for I play mind games tonight

I play my game tonight and you will join me. You see me, I don't know how you did it, not in this darkness, only illuminated by flashing light. But then again, you are a hunter.

I play mind games tonight and you are, too, in your own ways. Now you and I realise, you where looking for me, as I was looking for you.

You cross the floor to come over. Standing in front of me you smile. So you don't fear me, although you know me. You came here to play your game and I play my game tonight. Let's play together.

You walk on toward the bar, not looking back. So you know that I will follow you. Can it be that we understand each other just by looking into one's eyes. I think I like that. And I like what I read in your mind as I brush across your thoughts. So Red-Head fucked up big time, and you are sick of his mind-games, but I play mind games tonight, are you sure you are ok with that.

You buy me a drink and I take that as 'yes'. You have a cute smile, but I know that you know that, but the one you longed to hear it from never said it. It would be sad if you try to escape just because of him. He isn't worth all the pain. But it doesn't matter for I play my game tonight

I know, I shouldn't be surprised when you lean towards me to kiss me, deep and passionately. But to be honest I am. So you want to dance with the devil, that's fine with me, just as you I play mind games tonight

I play my game tonight and you are with me. The rules are simple, there are no rules and you like it that way. The stakes are clear.

I play mind games tonight so let's begin. We both know what we are getting ourselves into and I'm looking forward to it. It will be fun. Real fun. You've made the right decision. We leave the club in search for a place that is worth our game. You always had style, we'll have a good time, the two of us. Our show will put any playwriter to shame. When Sin and Guilt set their Mind's on something it will be perfect.

You'll get what you long for, therefore you'll bring me to my limit. That's why I play my game tonight

1) I'm coming, you my progenitors and I lay claim on my throne. Loki is coming home. ~ This is a reference to the German mythology. If you want to know more about it ask me or search the net ~

2) Poor darling.