Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Forgotten Memories ❯ The Game Begins ( Chapter 1 )

Title: Forgotten Memories

Author: Sardius

Category: Angst/Romance

Warnings: PG-13

Pairings: Ken/Aya and Yohji/Aya

Disclaimer: I don't own Weiss Kreuz otherwise I wouldn't be sitting here sharing with you my entertaining stories. O.o; *sweatdrops*

Author's Note: Thank you for such a big response! I am totally amazed at the feedback I got. I actually hv ppl that sent me emails saying get Aya and Yohji together and the other half Aya and Ken. So what should I do??? O.o; I'm really a Yohji/Aya fan here ppls…so please don't kill me. However I am drifting more to the Ken/Aya section too. It's because I read Marsupial's fic! She got me liking that pairing. *Grumbles* lol….anyway this is the first part. Enjoy and don't kill me whichever sides you are on k.

Character's Thoughts

Chapter One: The Game Begins

He's looking at me as if I'm a complete stranger. He couldn't even remember my name. Damn him! Why are you doing this to me Aya? Don't you…don't you remember anything at all.

…. Anything?

"So you're Ken." His voice broke into my thoughts. I turned and looked towards Aya that was currently sitting on his bed. I mean…our bed. He flashed me a stunning smile, his violet eyes scanning the room.

He's so beautiful. Oh God! How I just want to wake up and realise it was all a dream.

"…This room is very nice. Is it your room?"

I stopped putting his clothes in the cupboard and gazed at him sadly. "Actually this is your room but I moved in about a year ago."

He stopped looking around the room and rested his innocent eyes on mine. "Our room? We must have been very good friends then." He smiled again and brushed the bangs out of his eyes.

"Aya…. I."

"Ran….Aya is my imouto's name." He laughed. "You keep forgetting that Ken."

"Look Ran I…." How could I tell him? Would Aya even want to be with me any more? I sat down next to him on the bed, the afternoon sunlight shining onto his crimson hair as he looked curiously at me.

What can I say?

"Ran…before any of this happened…" I didn't realise I was digging my fingernails into my hand. I felt his gaze on my face as his body brushed up beside me and asked.

"Ken what's wrong? Are you sick? Maybe I should get Yohji."

He began to hop off the bed when I suddenly grabbed onto his wrist and pulled him down again.

"No! Don't go. I'm okay." His eyes widened at my sudden actions and I quickly removed my hands from him. " Ay…I mean Ran. Before the car accident we used to live together."

His brows furrowed in confusion. If I wasn't so fucked up at the moment I would have found that extremely cute.

"We used to be lovers." I blurted.

Ken you baka!

"Oh…I…we were?" Aya looked away from me. His hands seemed to be fidgeting around with his sweater. "Then how come I don't remember you then?"

I looked away from him. God! That hurt.

"I don't know Ran. I don't know." I whispered sadly to myself.

Silence settled over us. The only noise that could be heard was a bird's chirping in the afternoon sun. I smiled. I remembered how Aya and I used to sit outside on the balcony and watch the sunset together. He would tell me stories about himself as I leaned back against his chest, breathing in his scent. It has been sheer perfection being in his embrace then. We always seemed to find time to be together ever since we had stopped killing as assassins.

Then the images shattered in my mind when Aya spoke again. "Ken I…. I'm sorry. I really can't seem to remember anything at all between us."

I clenched my hands tightly together. How could he not remember? After everything I'd been through to get him to open up to me. For giving his trust and showing him how to love himself again. All the times when he had pushed me away, because he was afraid to love me and I had just kept coming back. And now he said he couldn't remember me!

Anger burnt so deep inside of me that I grabbed Ran's wrist and pushed him onto the mattress. He gasped and I pinned both his hands on either side of his head.

"Ken…let go of me! What are you doing?"

But I could hardly hear his voice. My anger was burning so strongly I didn't realise I was hurting him at all.

"How can you not remember me Aya!? After everything we've been through? After I fucking helped you out of that goddamn hole you'd been living in the past years. And now that's all you can say to me? You don't fucking remember me?! No! I won't listen to what the fuck you're saying,"

I crushed our lips together, forcing his lips apart. Aya was squirming under me, pushing me away as I trapped his legs with my thigh. He gasped as I slid my hand under his shirt and touched his smooth pale chest, thrusting my tongue deeply into the warm cavern of his mouth. God! How I have missed this. I removed my mouth from his; he panted, his breath coming in quick short pants as I sucked onto his neck harshly.

"Aargghhh! Stop…Ken! Please stop…please!"

And then I felt it. His tears sliding down his cheeks and onto my fingers as his body shook against me.

Oh god…what have I done?

"Oh God Ran! Are you okay? I'm so…."

What could I say? I'd totally ruin everything I had with him. He pushed past me and stumbled to the door. I grabbed his arm, as his legs gave way. He flinched and backed away from me, his amethyst eyes widening in fear.

"Ran I…"

He didn't say anything just opened the door and rushed out leaving me alone in the cold empty room.

"…I'm sorry." I whispered.

* * * * * * *

They had been in the room for so long, it began to irritate me. I flicked the lighter on and drew a cigarette out of my pocket, hoping to distract myself from the passing of time. It had been a few days since Aya had woken up from the car accident and forgotten who Ken and the others were.

Except for you

I smirked and blew circle of smoke into the air. Even now when I thought about it I laughed at how ridiculous this situation was. Now that he had forgotten about Ken, it would be easy to gain his trust.

Poor Ken. He was so upset when Aya looked at me and said my name instead of his. Oh yeah the jealously leaking in his eyes as I met his innocently. Wouldn't want him and the chibi to suspect a thing right?

Fuck. How long have they been in there?

I flicked the remaining cigarette into the ashtray and began another one. It was Aya's first day back from the hospital and of course Ken being the mother hen he is, was helping him with all of his belongings.

Wonder if Aya's going to let Ken sleep in his room now.

I couldn't help a smile forming on my face. Indeed this would be interesting to watch.

Suddenly I heard footsteps running down the steps and a flash of red caught my eye.

Aya?

I grabbed onto his thin wrist and spun him around to face me. He looked up at me; fear filling his beautiful eyes as he struggled against my grip. It was then that I realised he had been crying. His cheeks were pink and stained with dried tears.

"Hey hey. What's wrong?" I asked.

I think he barely knew where he was, but it took a while for him to recognise me.

"Yohji? Yohji! I was so scared! I don't know what happened! I didn't do anything wrong. It wasn't my fault. It hurt. He was hurting me Yohji."

Now is your chance

What the hell did Ken do to him?

I hugged his slim body close, my arms wrapping around his slender waist. He took hold of my shoulders, his body still shaking from fear.

"Shhhh…it's okay. I won't let anything hurt you. Everything is okay." I breathed beside his ear.

His body began to relax as he sagged against me. I continued to stroke his back, whispering soothing words in his ear. After awhile he broke away from my warmth and looked up at me, his eyes still were glistening with tears.

"Sorry…I acted like that. I was just scared and didn't know…"

I placed my finger on his lips and smiled gently at him. God I could spend forever just gazing into his eyes.

"It's okay. Are you alright?"

"Yes…I think I am." He smiled shyly at me and whispered, "Thank you."

"Anything to make my kitten feel better." I brushed my fingers through his soft crimson hair.

Finally I can touch what should be mine.

"Can I…. Can I stay here with you?" I could barley hear the words that were spoken from those soft pink lips. I stopped myself from giving into the urge to just ravish this beauty standing here beside me.

"Sure." I smiled sweetly at him. I led him onto the couch and patted the spot next to me. He smiled at me and settled himself comfortably at my side. I wrapped one arm around his shoulder as he leaned against me. After a while I could hear his soft breathing tickling on my neck as he fell asleep.

So vulnerable. So beautiful. So achingly sweet.

Soon Ran. Soon you will be completely mine.

~~TBC~~~

Are you all so shocked that I suddenly posted so soon? Oh crap…I really need to be doing something else rather than this. See what u all do to me? *laughs* But don't worry I am not ignoring my other fics if that's what u r thinking….just my muse is agreeing with me on the evil Yohji now. *evil laughs* Okay….what u think? Any suggestion? Let me a word or two! Ja!

Thanks again to Lilla for beta-reading for me! Don't worry I'll just have to keep dishing out your name in every chapter. *L*