Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Forgotten Memories ❯ Opportunities and Circumstances ( Chapter 2 )

Title: Forgotten Memories

Author: Sardius

Category: Angst/Romance

Warnings: PG-13

Pairings: Ken/Aya and Yohji/Aya

Disclaimer: I don't own Weiss Kreuz otherwise I won t be sitting here sharing with you my entertaining stories. O.o; *sweatdrops*

Author s Note: YAY! I m back! Woo me! After no sleep last nite and handed my project into studio finally I FEEL GOOD! Yes I just wanted everyone to know that. *grin* hehehehe .I m scared now. All these shin-ne glares I m getting from everyone. Hmmm .maybe I should be nice to Ken for a little while can t let Yohji take advantage of poor Ayan~~

Hope you enjoy this part too. Aya would be OOC cos Ran gonna take his place. Thanks for all your lovely comments. You see, I dropping everything aside to continue this. *smiles* Onto the fic~~~

//Character's thoughts//

[Flashbacks]

Chapter Two: Opportunities and Circumstances

You seem so strange

In my eyes

This feeling within

Deep inside

I cannot remember

Who you are

Maybe some day

Maybe never

I haven t really spoken to Ken ever since well ever since whatever happened in my room. He hasn't spoken to me for a few days now and somehow I felt terrible for ignoring him. During dinner we will make eye contacts but then he'll quickly look away and mumbled something that I couldn't hear.

// We used to be lovers //

I was shocked when he told me we were lovers. I thought we were just very close friends. No wonder he was taking care of me so much after I got back from the hospital. Yet when I told him I couldn't remember anything about us, he got so upset.

I tried to remember anything about us but every time I did, all I see is this white fog and then my head starts to hurt. Yohji told me not to think too much and rest as much as I should. He always comes into my room after his shift in the flower shop just to check how I was. Sometimes he will bring me tea or one of my favourite pastries from the local store.

// Yohji is very nice to you isn't he? //

I blushed at remembering when he kissed me the last time he was in my room. Some how I knew he won t hurt me and I felt so safe whenever he s around. But then when Ken comes into the room, he just kinda stops this closeness and shifts away.

I don t understand any of this.

Part of me likes the company of Yohji. I mean, he does look very handsome with his long blond hair and beautiful jade eyes. His body was slender and muscular, slightly tone and he always has that smile on his face whenever he sees me.

I really like Yohji a lot.

Then something tells me its wrong. That there is this feeling towards Ken I can t describe. Its like I know there is something between us but I m not sure what it is. I know I really care about him. He doesn't say much anymore and I hardly see him smile. And I know he is like this because of me.

// We used to be lovers //

I'm so confused.

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I haven t spoken to Aya for days. Days! Can you believe it? I don t even think he want to speak to me again after the way I had acted to him that night.

// Damn you Ken! Can t you do anything right for once? //

He had been so scared. He was terrified! And I had caused that. I saw the tears on his lashes, his amethyst eyes widened in fear. He had ran away from me. I had made Aya hate me.

// I m a monster //

I wanted to tell him I didn't mean to hurt him. It was just I couldn't accept this sudden change so soon, I I guess I just lost it. God! I want to tell him how sorry I was, wrap him up in my arms and promised to never hurt him again.

// Aya? //

I didn t realised I was upstairs in the living room, standing outside the balcony when I saw Aya. He was sitting on the railing; the wind blew softly against his crimson hair, his cheek slightly pink from the chilly air.

Then he looked at me.

Our eyes were just locked to one another for so long, neither of us had moved where we were. My hands were shaking slightly; trying to control these burning emotions inside my body as I fight the urge to just kissed him breathless and run my fingers through his hair.

He shifted his eyes, and I could tell he was as nervous as I was. Finally after an eternity I spoked.

"I m sorry."

He looks up at me again, his amethyst eyes searching for the words I have just said. I didn't know what else to say to him to make everything okay again, when I know nothing is never going to be all right.

"Aya I mean Ran. I m sorry for what happened that night. I didn't know why I had acted like I did. It was very inconsiderate of me I." I looked towards the street below us as I made my way closer to the where he was sitting. "I just couldn t accept this change so quickly. I guess I just...lost control."

I gripped the cold railing with my hands, letting the cold chill seeping into my skin. Silence has stretched over us, the winds blowing the autumn leaves around, the sound of the traffic below

This was the balcony where Aya and me spent most of our time together. Funny how everything has changed now. God he must really hate me if he is not talking to me. I decided to leave him alone in peace when he finally spoke. His voice was so soft I barely had to lean over to catch the words upon his lips

"Ken, I m sorry as well."

His eyes momentarily shifted to mine and quickly darted away again. I stood watching how he fidgets with his fingers, like a small child knowing he had done something wrong. I smiled. Is this how Aya used to be like before everything happened in Weiss? Ran was so innocent. So trusting. I longed to explore this new Aya but I somehow I wished he were the old Aya instead.

I walked closer to his shivering body and fight the urge to just wrap him up in my arms. "Why are you saying sorry? It wasn't your fault."

He cuts me sharply and for some reasons it brought my hopes up that Aya was back. "No! I mean I we were you said we were lovers." I saw the hesitation when he breathed out the word as I looked sadly at his beautiful eyes.

"I really tried. I want to remember but it seems so hard then my head hurts and I didn't know if you hated me because you were so upset "

"Ran! No I would never hate you. This is hard for both of us. I know I shouldn't have acted like I did that day. It was unforgivable for me." I glanced guilty away from him and looked out onto the streets.

"It s okay Ken." He pauses and his entrancing eyes met mine again. "I just don t want you to be upset about anything. We are still friends right?"

// Friends //

I tried not to flinch when I heard the word. Friends? I wanted it so much more to be friends. I wanted what we had before. I tried to smile cheerfully at him, "Sure of course we are."

Ran smiled sweetly at me and I could not stop glazing at the smile lighting upon his face. Then he sneezes and I laughed. He was so adoringly cute.

"Sorry." Tears were formed around his eyes. "It s really cold up here."

I couldn t help myself as I wrapped him in my arms. He stiffened but slowly his body began to relax against mine. "Feel better now?" I whispered softly in his ear.

He blushes deep red and tried to hide his face at the crook of my shoulder. "Yeah "

We remained locking like this for a long time. I buried my face against his soft crimson hair, the smell of lavender and roses drifted into my senses. Ran continues to lean against me but his soft voice broke the silence we were sharing.

"I feel strange when you hold me like this. Like you will hold me like that forever."

A smile was formed as I tightened my hold around my beautiful redhead. "I made that promise to you remember? I will never let you go."

He didn t say anything, but I guess no words were needed as we continue to hold onto each other. I only hope I can fulfil my promise and hold onto him forever.

* * * * * * *

I had found every opportunity to be near Aya whenever the chance was possible. I tried to even wake up earlier for my morning shifts just so I get to spend more time with him. I notice Aya and Ken hadn t being talking to each other for days now. The silence around the dinner table was deafening each night. The chibi had asked me what was wrong and I could only blink innocently and shake my head.

I should get an acting award for this.

I had tried to get Aya to open up to me a bit more whenever Ken is not around. No point of letting him find out that I m gonna steal Aya right under his nose.

Aya seems to be very accepting to my advances. Not saying it was a bad thing. I flustered around him like a good caring friend, finding any possible excuses to be in his room. Of course he would always smile sweetly at me as I made myself comfortable sitting next to him on his bed. I had almost had my chance if that chibi didn't ruins it all.

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[Flashback]

"Thanks Yohji for taking care of me and all." I smiled as I moved the glass of water away from the bed. Aya still had to take a few meds to heal his injuries but that s not a problem to me. It gives me an excuse to get him to loosen up.

"No probs. Wouldn t want you to work so hard after you only got back a few days from the hospital." I used this advantage to slid closer to Aya until my back was leaning against the headboard and pulling him up onto my lap.

He gasped at the sudden position but I held him firmly. God how I would love to hear him gasping my name and squirming underneath me. "Yohji?" he asked me confusingly.

Oh how I loved that voice of his. So soft and so damn sexy. I don t think he knows what he does to me. "What?" I replied huskily. I wrapped one arm around his waist and the other on his thigh. "Just wanted to get comfortable you know."

"But ." He started to shift away from my grasp as I tightened my hold onto him.

"Hey just relax. I m not going to hurt you. Aren't you going to take some rest." As I whispered on his ear. He stops moving and simply leaned back against my warmth, burying his head at the crook of my neck. "Yeah ." He mumbles tiredly. I can tell the meds were working already as his eyes slowly drooped, his lashes fluttering on his pale cheek. I brushed his bangs slowly with my fingers and touched his soft smooth skin.

"Yohji " Aya mumbled beside me. I smiled and took the opportunity to kiss him on the lips. He responses back to me too willingly and I had the sudden urge to just screw him silly on this bed.

"YOHJI!!!! IT S YOUR TURN FOR YOUR SHIFTS!"

I can hear the chibi already walking upstairs towards Aya s room, knowing where I most probably am.

"Fuck it!" I swore softly. I gently laid the sleeping Aya on the pillow and walked towards the door, my pants extremely tight and uncomfortable.

"This bloody hell be worth it."

[End flashback]

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God how I hate afternoon shifts, all these school girls screaming across the room, not that Yohji Kudou is complaining, its just these days I have some other things preoccupied. How could you resist a very tempting and innocent redhead waiting to be unwrapped in your bed upstairs?

"I'm gonna go and check up on Aya." I ruffled the chibi's hair as he glared at me. I chuckled. It was almost the same as Aya's shin-ne glare.

"Yohji-kun you know I hate it when you do that." He smiled cheerily at me. "Don't worry I'll close the shop up then." After awhile he asked, "Aya is very different now isn't he?"

Try to put your acting skill together now Kudou.

"Yeah. He sure scared the hell outta me."

"I'm glad he is like this now. He's more friendly. Today he even dropped me off to school and Aya never could have done that. But I wished he sorted out his problems with Ken-kun. They haven't being speaking to each other for a while. Are they fighting or something?"

I shrugged innocently. "Dunno kiddo. I doubt that in Aya's state he would be fighting with Ken. Anyway gonna head up now. Don t work to hard chibi."

I made my way upstairs to Aya's room. The chibi had no idea what Ken did to Aya that day. Aya had being running out of his room in fear; tears were matted in his eyes. It was not after I calmed him down did he felt asleep on me on the couch that it was such a beautiful sight to see his relaxed face in deep slumber. And it had taken all my self-control to be a perfect gentleman and not to ravish my kitten right then.

Ken had better not hurt him again.

I walked past the balcony hoping to see Aya soon in his room when a spark of crimson hair caught my attention. I made my way softly against the wall and peered outside.

// That bastard! //

He had his arms wrapped around my kitten. How dares he?! And Aya is returning this closeness. A sudden fear swept through my body. What if Aya remembered and decided to be with Ken again? What would I do then? I didn't realised I clutched my hands into tight fists as I glared dangerously at Hidaka.

Aya finally broke the closeness and mumbled something I couldn't quite catch. Ken smiled and kissed my kitten on the lips. Aya blushed and I couldn't bear to stay and watched this anymore. I stormed into my room and slammed the door, locking it in the process. How I want to strangle Hidaka and made him dies a painful death. As I leaned against the wall and tried to calm myself down, a plan began to formulate in my head.

I smirked

I am not going to let him get away with this.

// Hidaka is not going to get him back this easily. I will make certain of that. //

~TBC~~~

Damn it!!!!!!! I lost all of this and had to write it out again! Bloody computer and freaking floppy disks!!!!! So this chapter probably turned out bad cos I couldn't remember what I wrote before!!! Humph! Anyway hope u like this. Wonder what plan Yohji has eh? Wink wink ..hehehhe. Give me a word or too. I craved for REVIEWS!! *faints* Ja for now~~~