Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Obsession Confession ❯ Chapter 6 ( Chapter 6 )

Obsession Confession

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: R/NC-17 (it's going up).

Disclaimers: Weiss is not mine! Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me owns it.

Pairings: Coming soon..

Notes: Anything written in Italic are thoughts.

This fic can be read mediaminer.org and ff.net.

And today… I'm giving my reviewers a Mini-Youji!! ^^ Sadly, mediaminer.org is down again, so I can't thank you properly by your names and all, but consider yourselves glomped and thanked as enthusiastically as always!! *glares at mm.org*

WARNING: To make up for how long it took me to update, in this chapter you get Aya at the shower (even if I'm not too thrilled with the idea of writing those type of scenes with Aya involved). Nothing graphic, but you've been warned!

Chapter 6

Drained physical and emotionally, Omi, Aya and Youji entered into the Weiss' house. Almost immediately after they closed the door and went into the kitchen, there was a crash and a curse, and a sleepy but worried Ken appeared under the kitchen's doorframe. "How was the mission? Is everybody okay?" he looked at all his teammates, waiting for the answers that didn't come.

"Aya-kun didn't get hurt, I have a few scratches and Youji-kun has some knife wounds from Farfello."

"You okay Youji?" the brunette asked his best friend anxiously but exhaled in relief when the blonde grinned tiredly, approaching him to take a closer look. "I'm going to take the first aid kit and fix you." He said and left, only to arrive a minute later with the medicines.

Omi took his gloves off and sat on a chair. "Aya-kun? You sure you didn't get hurt?"

"Hn." The redhead didn't even look at him, instead he opened the fridge and took a bottle of water out. As he poured himself a glass, he glanced at Youji, who had taken his coat off and was silently disinfecting the wounds at his chest and arms with Ken's help.

Bored of the sight of his teammates, he turned his purple eyes towards Omi, who had his gaze fixed on Ken, eyes narrowed and fist clenching in anger as he glared daggers at the brunette.

The reason for the usually cheerful kid to act like that? He didn't know and he certainly didn't care, not even a little bit.

Aya left the glass on the table and put the bottle back into the fridge. He had nothing else to do in there, so he decided to leave the kitchen and saw Youji and Ken move out of there too and head downstairs to the mission room.

The redhead ignored them and went in the opposite direction, upstairs, to take the hot shower his body was screaming for.

Omi sighed and went to open the fridge, taking a bottle of orange juice out and pouring himself a glass of the orange liquid in the same glass Aya had been drinking. He was a little more calmed now that Ken had abandoned the room. He felt like throwing one of his darts at the brunette. How could he act like that and pretend nothing was going on? Now everything made sense to him.

All the things his 'supposed' friend had told him… were just a way to cover what he had with Aya.

His friend had lied to him. Ken, who claimed he hated liars.

How was Omi going to suspect anything when Ken had told him something very different, when he had even offered his help to him to get to Aya? How could he still act like that, not caring for any injures his lover might have, and instead of doing that had gone downstairs to take care of Youji.

How could Ken be such an hypocrite? He was going to hear him.

He was.

The small blonde brought the glass to his lips and sipped at the juice.

"Indirect kiss.." he murmured. "Pathetic."

A few minutes later, when he finished the drink, he washed the glass and put the bottle back into the fridge and left the kitchen, going downstairs. Ken was going to hear him.

.::.::.::.::.

"I'm bored Braaaad." Schuldig whined as he zipped through the different channels. "Do we have work today? There's nothing on tv. And I'm tired of talk shows and porn."

The American smirked, not taking his eyes away from the computer's screen. "Go annoy Nagi."

"Go annoy Nagi, go annoy Nagi. You always say the same!" he pouted, but his eyes gleamed with mischief. "It's not fair you get all the fun, I had to watch Farfie cutting the slut." He said faking a shudder.

"Talking about sluts…" Brad gave him an amused look.

The redhead pouted at him. "I'm not a slut! Even you and that kitty obsessed with you are more sluts than I am." He said trying to look innocent.

The older man looked back at the computer. "You're just jealous because I got to play with Abyssinian and you couldn't play with your kitty. Anyway, I don't know why you had to chose such a boring kitten. If you had chosen Balinese he would be fucking you in some hotel right now. But since you never limit yourself to follow with the plans…"

Schuldig shrugged. "I don't like sluts. Besides, I don't like to be uke."

"Really? I though you liked them slutty like you. But cute and innocent? You're joking."

"No. Abyssinian's funny too, don't you think so?" he lifted an eyebrow questioningly. "So virginal, so confused, so obsessed, but too grumpy for my liking. He's not cute. It's a bad thing I don't like obsessive people ne?"

"Whatever." Brad murmured and continued writing. "Just do your thing and let me do mine." He closed his eyes as a vision hit him.

"Something interesting?" Schuldig asked when the older man opened his eyes again.

"Yeah. I've seen we're going to need lots of rolls of bandages soon."

"Who's going to need them?"

Crawford smirked. "I'm not telling you."

"Oi!! Brad! I wanna knooow!!" the German pouted and switched the channel to a particularly annoying talk show.

"Well, two members of Weiss are going to fight, and let's just say that you are going to have to bandage your kitty up because he will be a little too distracted in their next mission."

Schuldig blinked at him stupidly. "I don't understand a thing."

"Better for you then."

The younger man yawned. "Bah, I'm going to sleep." He got up and left towards his bedroom.

Brad sighed contently when he was left alone and finished his report. He didn't write it for Estet, he just liked to keep track of what happened at the missions. After all, one never knew what could happen.

When he finished and saved the file, he turned the computer off.

He found his mind going back to the events of that same night. What happened with Abyssinian.

He really hoped they destroyed Weiss soon, because he abhorred the redheaded icicle. He had felt like throwing up when the younger assassin had touched his face, that look of adoration and guilt in those amethyst eyes. The surrender.

But he enjoyed the power, the domination over the other man.

The fact that with only one word, he could get whatever he wanted from Aya.

Well, he was going to play with the kitten in a few days. And the American had to admit that he was curious to see how the kitty reacted that time.

.::.::.::.::.

Aya threw his clothes to the floor and entered into the shower, wincing when the hot water touched his skin but quickly getting used to it.

His mind inevitably went back to Brad and what happened before.

He had done it again. He had let Crawford touch him.

And this was the second time.

What made him feel all the worse was that he had gone to him willingly. He wanted him then and he wanted him now, and he couldn't help it.

He wondered… what would happen next time they met? Would Brad do more things to him? He better stopped thinking about that and continue washing his hair.

Wondering, wondering, always wondering and daydreaming of what the American would do to him.

Kami-sama, his skin… it had felt so good against his, so warm, so in contrast with the cold man Oracle was, the cold man Aya forced himself to be.

He took the bottle of gel, poured some on the sponge and started to scrub at his arms, watching the water take the bubbles away when it touched the skin. The skin of his arms was rough and scarred, marked in the last years of fights, but since it was so pale, they were almost unnoticeable.

He tried to imagine Brad's arm, how would his skin be in there? He supposed that more than the skin, one would have to look at his muscles and touch them, feel them if those arms embraced him.

He continued scrubbing at his legs, feeling the hot water hit against his back.

How many times had he dreamed of Crawford to hold him while the water poured over them?

How many times had he dreamed of Crawford taking him under the hot stream of water?

Too many to count, too many times for someone with a pride like his.

It was ironic. Someone with his pride but that humiliated himself like that.

He stopped for a moment when the sponge touched his cock, thinking about what to do.

Already regretting it before it even happened, he started to stroke his flesh like he would like Brad to touch him, imagining the hand he had touched before was the one there.

He felt guilty, but that didn't stop his hand.

Why would he? He had humiliated himself so much that day that he felt like he had no dignity left.

At some point the sponge fell to the floor, but that didn't stop him.

He pressed his back against the wall and draped an arm over his eyes, trying to wipe at the tears threatening to fall. With or without dignity, he was hurting inside.

His hand sped up while he remembered the cold way Brad had looked at him but how his lips continued being warm and soft.

Contradictions, life was full of them.

He himself was the biggest contradiction of all, claiming to be cold and unbreakable, but there he was, crying like a little baby as he jerked off.

And before he realized it, he was coming, the sound of the water muffling his sounds, the same water that was taking away any evidence of what he had done.

He slid to the floor and buried his face on his hands, and continued crying for a few minutes with the only company of the hot water.

He was crazy, he was losing it.

And now there was something else scaring him. He had tried to resist until then, but he mew he couldn't do it anymore.

He didn't have the strength.

When the tears didn't come to his eyes anymore, they took away the pain and the guilt, leaving him just feeling empty. It was time to leave the shower and dry his body. Right then he only wanted to sleep. But he knew that next day, when he woke up, he would be hurting and swallowing in his guilt.

.::.::.::.::.

When Omi descended the stairs to the mission room, he saw that, as he had expected, Ken was still there, sitting on the couch with a sleeping Youji, who was using the brunette's lap as a pillow, one of Ken's hands buried in the playboy's hair, his fingers absently playing with long blonde curls.

The youngest member of Weiss noticed the small bottle of painkillers and the glass of water at the table.

Ken looked up at him when he realized the boy's presence. "What's it Omi?" he asked with a smile. He supposed Omi wanted to know about Youji's state and that was the reason for him to be so tense, so he smiled even wider. "Don't worry about Yo-tan, he's okay." He tried to reassure his friend.

"How can y-!!"

The brunette brought a finger over his lips. "Shh…" he hushed. "He needs rest, and so do you. Why don't you take a shower and go to sleep? You look drained."

There was something in his teammate's tone that made him shut up and go upstairs.

"Oyasumi Omi."

The insult that left the younger boy's lips when he heard those words went luckily unnoticed to Ken's ears.

The next day, when Omi entered the kitchen, it was almost noon. Ken was the only one there, but he guessed Aya was still on his bedroom and Youji hadn't moved from the couch (if the tired look at Ken's face was any indication), they would come downstairs soon to have lunch, after all, the four of them had to work that afternoon.

At least Ken had had the decency to let them sleep.

The ex-soccer player greeted him with a smile. "Ohayo!"

Omi glared at him. "Are you feeling happy this morning Ken-kun?"

"Why shouldn't I? You all came back safe yesterday, if that doesn't make me happy, I don't know what will."

"Hn.. So when you made sure I was sleeping you went upstairs with Aya-kun, didn't you?"

Ken gave him a confused look. "What are you talking about Omi? I've been down at the mission room the whole night."

A snort. "You can't fool me. I know what's going on Ken-kun." The 'kun' was almost spit.

"What's going on?" the other asked clueless.

"You thought I wouldn't notice? And Youji-kun said it too. I didn't thought you could do that to me Ken-kun."

"Do what?" ken wasn't trying to infuriate Omi, he honestly didn't know what was happening to the kid.

"You betrayed me."

"I don't get you."

"You don't get me?! You're with Aya-kun!"

"NANI?!" Ken was really surprised. "Where did you get that idea?"

"I heard you and Youji-kun talk!"

"You didn't hear everything then, because I told him I'm not with Aya, and that nothing happened with him in there."

"Are you going to deny it?! There's evidence of it! How could you- You lied to me!"

"When?! I've never lied to anyone Omi!" he was starting to lose his temper.

"The fuck you didn't! YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVE YOUJI-KUN!!" he yelled, his voice sure being heard all around the street.

"OMI!!" A hard slap and Ken stormed out of the kitchen and the house, ignoring Aya and Youji, who were about to enter the kitchen, and their jaws, that had fallen to the floor.

When they entered the kitchen, they saw Omi glaring at the floor, eyes teary and a hand print on his cheek.

"What happened here?" Aya asked quietly. Youji, who looked rather shocked, sat on a chair and started to eat the food Ken had left before it got cold.

Omi sighed, but refused to look at the redhead. "How much did you hear?"

"Since the 'You lied to me'."

"Etoo… I-"

"You're wrong Omi. It didn't happen." Youji said calmly before he took a sip at his beer.

"N-nani? D- Do you mean..?"

A nod.

Just then Omi realized all he had said to Ken. "Kami-sama.. I'm so sorry… I-" he didn't know what to say or do. Ken hadn't betrayed him. HE had betrayed his friend by screaming the only thing that could hurt the brunette. But what scared him was that he hadn't felt bad when he said it. He had wanted to hurt Ken.

And he had succeeded.

Omi slowly turned his gaze towards Aya. "Aya-kun?"

"Hn?"

"Should I follow Ken-kun and apologize?"

The redhead just shrugged.

"No. He'll come back when he feels he has to." Youji mused.

Then only thing that comforted Omi was that Aya didn't seem to know about his feelings.

.::.::.::.::.

Eight days later, Omi jumped in surprise when Manx dragged Ken into the mission room, where they were waiting for her to arrive with the new mission.

She had probably picked Ken who knows where, because the brunette hadn't appeared around the Koneko since the problem with Omi. And he certainly didn't look like he wanted to be there.

It was also very obvious that Ken was avoiding looking at Youji and Omi. He just glanced at Aya for an instant and turned to look at Manx.

"Ken-kun? I… I'm sorry I-"

Surprisingly, Ken ignored him and sat on the couch, the look in his eyes was weird. It was so that nobody dared to say anything to him (well, in Aya's case he just had nothing to say to his teammate), Omi because he felt guilty and Youji because he didn't know how to react.

"The mission." Aya said simply, alleviating slightly the obvious tension between his teammates.

Manx nodded and they watched the video.

After they heard Persia, Manx proceed to explain what they had to do. "Everyone is in. You'll have to be extremely careful. The reason we're giving you this mission is that Schwarz will be there. They've been hired as the target's bodyguards." She turned the tv off. "All the additional info you might need is in this folder. Good luck." She said and left upstairs.

Ken left after she did so and locked himself into his bedroom.

The other three remained in the mission room.

Omi sighed and hung his head. "It's a good thing that Ken-kun came back safe ne?" he said to no one in particular.

"Yeah." Youji murmured and rose to his feet. "The chicken will arrive soon, we better prepare to eat."

Aya didn't say anything, but he headed upstairs.

Omi caught Youji's sleeve before the playboy could also leave. "What's it chibi?"

"Youji-kun… do you think Ken-kun will forgive me?"

"I don't know.." The older man winked at him. "Why don't you go tell him to come down to lunch? You can ask him that yourself. I can't answer to that."

He continued upstairs. "Youji-kun?" Omi called him when he was halfway upstairs.

Youji turned to look at him and arched a brow in question.

"Sorry." He whispered.

His friend just shrugged.

But before Omi could go to the brunette's room, he heard a door unlock and watched how Aya dragged Ken towards the kitchen.

When he entered the kitchen, the others were already eating, silently.

It was a very awkward situation.

The young blonde sat on a chair and started eating his lunch, trying not to move too much or say something that would change the tense air of the room.

"Etoo.. I- I'm sorry Ken-kun. I-" he gaped when Ken got up and emptied his practically untouched dish into the trash can, leaving the kitchen to lock himself into his room again.

Ken was confused and didn't know what to do, how to act.

Omi… he didn't want to see the boy because he was sure he would punch him. It was a good thing that he didn't have the bugnuks there.

Youji… he would throw himself out of the window if the blonde said anything to him. He couldn't face him now that his friend knew he loved him.

And about Aya… well he didn't give a shit about what he did or said so he wasn't a problem.

.::.::.::.::.

The offices for Omi, the corridors were assigned to Youji and Ken, and the target to Aya.

When he made sure Omi was safe into the offices, the redhead ran through the now free of bodyguards corridors, noticing that Youji was currently fighting Schuldig and Farfello was stabbing Ken with no mercy. It was obvious that Siberian wasn't at his best physical moment, and he still had his arm bandaged so he could use only one claw, but he was distracted, so Farfello could cut him every now and then and his leather jacket was already stained with blood.

But he continued forth, his teammates would have to fight Schwarz alone. "Bombay, status." He ordered through his earpiece when he got another floor up and stopped to catch his breath.

"I'm fine, I've already hacked into three computers." Came the boy's answer a few seconds later.

"Siberian, status."

There were some curses but finally, Ken answered. "I'm trying to- k'so!" he could hear his teammate insulting the Irishman and the sound of the claws against his enemy's knives.

"Balinese, status."

"I'm trying to catch Mastermind. Siberian and the psycho boy are out of sight." That was Youji's worried answer.

He turned the mic of his earpiece off and unsheathed his katana.

"Ran, status." That was Crawford's low whisper on his ear.

Tsu zu ku…

Hee… gomen ne for taking me so long to update!! I wanted the chapter to include the whole mission, but this chappie was too long already (the longest so far for this fic) so I left the end of the mission for next chapter.

I'm in a bad mood today so the notes won't be too long (my tablet has died which means I can't color anything on the computer until I get another one, and I don't have a fucking mouse so I can't do anything on my computer [it0s a miracle I can use word and internet explorer, but it's very limited])

But, did you like the chapter?

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