Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Revenge ❯ Part 18 ( Chapter 20 )

My Revenge

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: R.

Disclaimers: Weiss is not mine! Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me owns it

Warnings: Shounen-ai/Yaoi, evil plans.

Notes: Anything written in Italic are thoughts. |Whatever comes like this is what someone's saying from the other side of the phone|. 'Anything written like this is the content of a note a bishie sends to another bishie'

This fic can be read in my page, mediaminer.org and ff.net.

Time for the usual review thanking.. I don't have time for going one by one today, but thanks everybody!!

Part Nineteen

"Whaaaat?! Why didn't you call me Omi?" Ken's voice filtered through Youji's door. "Hn. That's true. B- but you could at least, you know what I mean!"

Youjichuckled and waited until his boyfriend reached the door and the irritating sound of the doorbell invaded his ears.

When the blonde opened the door he found Ken glaring at his cell phone. He lifted an eyebrow in amusement. "What's the matter KenKen?"

Ken offered a low grunt and stomped into Youji's house. "Omi is stupid." He commented dryly.

The taller boy waited for a more detailed explanation that didn't come. "And why do you say that?"

"Because he is!" Ken dropped his bag onto the floor before he sat on the couch.

"Oi! Don't pay it on me." Youji said trying to dissuade the goalkeeper from saying anything else.

Ken blushed and looked away from the blonde.

"Why don't we start studying? You'll relax more than glaring at the floor."

Ken shrugged and rose to his feet.

Youji had prepared everything, so the table with his books and other stuff was ready. After all, the sooner they started the sooner they would finish.

Ken sat opposite to him and took a book out of his bag.

"Do you think you'll pass it?" Youji looked up briefly at the frowning brunette.

"No." Ken shook his head. "I really want to finish with the studying thing so I don't have to do it again EVER."

Youjicouldn't repress a chuckle. "Well, I see that with your brains alone you will go really far in this life! Nn?" He blinked at Ken's puzzled expression.

"Should I take that it as a compliment or an insult?"

The blonde shrugged. "Take it however you want. That's your problem."

"Hn." Ken frowned. "You are a real bastard when you want."

"You'll have to live with it or find a new boyfriend." Youji smirked widely. "And I don't think you will find anyone better than me. And with this tender way you have to scare people, but especially really hot people off… I believe it's nearly impossible."

"Hey! Don't start with that again! I don't scare people off and you should worry about being with me and not about figuring out who I should or should not go out with."

"Oh… can't help it."

"Man, I really hate you sometimes."

"Really? And the rest of the time, when you don't hate me?" Youji's smirk widened in a barely perceptible way.

"The rest of the time?" Ken pondered about it for a moment. "The rest of the time I feel that I should really hate you." He said calmly.

"Why?"

Ken shrugged. "There's something about you… I don't know, but there is something I definitively don't like about you, besides the obvious." The student hesitated for a moment, like he wanted to add something, but didn't. A playful grin broke his previously serious expression. "Ne, Youji, what do you like about me?"

The question caught Youji by surprise. What was he going to say? "What I like about you? Uh… well, I don't know." It was a good thing that he had a quick mind. "You know, it doesn't have to be 'I like this thing or the other'. I just like you, it's that simple."

"…" Ken looked down at his book. "You either really like me or are the best liar I've ever seen."

Youjichuckled. "You wound me."

"No, I don't."

Youjidecided to concentrate on his book for a while, distracting his mind from his problems as he did so.

After some time, he looked up when he heard Ken yawn. "Tired already? I was hoping your brain would resist at least until you read half of the book, but what's that?" Youji kneeled onto his chair and leaned across the table to look at the number of the page Ken had stopped at, not being able to repress a snicker. "Thirty-seven?"

"Hey!" Ken slapped Youji's hand away from the book. "Do you think I can concentrate with you distracting me every fucking second?! At this rate I will start making the exercises when I'm thirty four!" he shot angrily.

Youjishrugged. "Calm down KenKen. You just need to relax so when you start studying again your mind will be clear and it will be easier to concentrate."

Ken tilted his head to the side, confused by both the mock and something he couldn't quite name that he perceived from Youji's eyes.

It felt weird.

Every time he looked at Youji, Ken got the feeling that there was much more to his boyfriend than he let on. True that he wasn't sure of what the problem was, but it was kinda obvious and that unnerved the brunette.

"Is there something in my face?" Youji's voice dragged Ken out of his thoughts.

"Nani?"

The playboy looked quite amused, surprised even. "Didn't know you knew how to think."

Ken rolled his eyes. "Youji!"

Youjidragged his chair towards Ken's, the smirk never leaving his face. Ken tried to melt against his chair, anticipating what was about to happen.

Youji'shand held onto the back of the chair Ken was sitting in as he bent forward until his warm breath tickled at the shorter boy's nose. "Ken?" he whispered huskily.

"Hm?" Ken asked absentmindedly, more focused in staring at Youji's lips than in whatever the blonde had to say.

A smirk was adorning those lips Ken was so eager to kiss. "I think it's time to take a little break, don't you?"

Ken nodded slowly, lifting his gaze so his eyes met Youji's emerald ones.

"Then let's go to my bedroom."

The goalkeeper nodded again and followed Youji obediently.

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"Don't you guys think that Ken-kun is maturing?"

Five pairs of eyes turned towards Omi after he finished the sentence.

"Omi?What did you put in your food? I thought it was cheese, but I'm starting to doubt it."

Omi frowned. "Schu-kun! I'm serious!"

"So are we." Brad spoke for everyone, not needing to ask them since there was no doubt that they all were of the same opinion.

"I think that being with Youji will help him to see life in a different way." Omi said staring at Schuldig, somehow letting him know that he knew everything, or at least that's what he thought.

"You're right in one thing." Ran said quietly. "When he realizes everything, he's going to finally mature, but because he won't have another remedy than to accept the way life goes."

Naginodded, remaining silent as usually but agreeing with Ran.

"Well, I think that facing Youji's problems will be good for him. It's time for him to see that life is much more than soccer and all that stuff." There was no way to change Omi's mind about it.

"More than Youji's problems, what he will have to face is Youji himself." Farfello stated.

Schuldigchuckled before taking a long sip at his beer. "I couldn't say it clearer if I tried."

"You could be a little less cruel Schu-kun."

"Where's the cruelty?"

"Things aren't as easy as they look Omi." Nagi cut in before Omi could reply the German. "It's better to leave them alone. At the end the mistakes won't be yours, but theirs. And Ken has to realize things himself."

Omi looked exasperated. "Am I the only one who believes in their relationship and wants them to be happy together?!"

Five heads nodded in unison.

"I see… Well, that won't stop me from trying to help them."

"Do as you wish." Ran concluded the argument with his harsh words. He knew Omi didn't know the whole story and didn't want to spoil the illusion his boyfriend had. Not this soon.

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Youjiforced his mind to go blank as he pinned Ken onto his bed and kissed him roughly. It was his rage, the hate he felt towards the younger boy what made him continue with it instead of just going to grab a knife from the kitchen to kill Ken, which was what he really felt like doing.

Just don't think. He reminded himself, trying to stop the nausea he was feeling.

Youjitried not to think, and succeeded for a while until he had to put away for breath.

Even though Ken had been somewhat hesitant at first, after a few minutes he lost himself into his boyfriend's kisses, into his touch. Never complaining about Youji being a little too rough.

He knew that it was what he wanted, and for once in his life, was going to go through it. Not to say that he was also going to lose his virginity, which wasn't a bad thing either.

The brunette's mind vaguely registered that Youji's kisses were cold, kinda mechanic, but he brushed that thought aside as soon as it appeared and concentrated in more interesting things.

When Youji bent down again for another kiss, deeper than the previous one, he was just happy to comply.

At some moment Youji's hands helped the brunette to get rid of his shirt, but that happened too quickly for them to notice. For Youji because he was just trying to get through it as quickly as possible and had his mind somewhere else and for Ken because he was overhelmed by the sensations.

Ken moaned softly when Youji broke the kiss and moved his mouth towards his hear, his neck, taking the opportunity to take the playboy's shirt off almost completely and for the first time touching his body. "God Youji…" he whispered, feeling a little dizzy as he ran his hands up Youji's sides, caressing his chest absently before running his fingers down the blonde's back.

In his try to finish with it as soon as possible, Youji rubbed himself against Ken, but his body wasn't responding, while the brunette's was, and a little too eagerly by the way.

When he realized that he wasn't going to be able to do it without thinking of Brad or Axl, something he was certainly not going to do, Youji stopped.

Ken looked up at him, breathless. "Youji? Why did you stop?"

"…"

"What's the matter Youji?"

THAT I CAN'T FUCKING GET IT UP!!! Youji wanted to scream, but had to content himself with grinning stupidly. "It's just that I'm not feeling well, and just remembered than my parents are about to come home."

"Hn?" Ken didn't look very convinced, but accepted the excuse anyway.

"I think you better leave before they arrive."

"Well, I-"

"Yeah, it will be the best, I'll help you get your things."

"Look Youji, I-"

Youjididn't let Ken continue, and just shoved him outside once he was fully clothed again and had his stuff ready to leave.

As soon as the front door closed, Youji ran towards the bathroom to empty what little his stomach had left.

Tsu zu ku…

Sorry for the delay! I thought I had uploaded this but hadn't. I put it in ff.net, but not into the fic. Again sorry.

Since I'm really busy preparing a REALLY IMPORTANT exam I have to do in June (that's why I wanted to finish the fic as soon as possible), I can't say when the next update will come, but can assure you that there are ONLY three chapters left, and that I hope you enjoy them!

In the next chapter, while his plans go well, Youji's problems get worse and he gets some much needed comfort. And Ken? He will realize something.

As always, for opinions, comments, or anything you want to say or ask, leave a review! They're free and my stressed self needs them too.

Hasta luego!