Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Revenge ❯ Part 13 ( Chapter 14 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

My Revenge

By: Anna Hibiki

Rating: R.

Disclaimers: Weiss is not mine! Koyasu-sama and other people with much more money than me owns it

Warnings: Shounen-ai/Yaoi, evil plans.

Notes: Anything written in Italic are thoughts. |Whatever comes like this is what someone's saying from the other side of the phone|

This fic can be read in my page, mediaminer.org and ff.net.

Today's thanks go to: AolaniDathomir (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* If you put it that way… then yeah, it's all a cliffhanger that seems to not have an end, but it does now, 'cuz I finally decided the END *inserts mysterious music*. ^^ Ken is dense, ne? *giggles* it was fun to write that part *drools* fanservice is fanservice, ne? - Yeah! We're really close to the end of this fic! I'm not sure of the exact number of chapters it will have at the end, but it'll be something between 20 or twenty-something. No more than that, I promise. *laughs* I can SO see Schu kissing Ken's bruises… Gackt-sama… one just has to love them... I wasn't too fast with this update, BUT, the chappie is extra-longer so it levels things, ne?), Schu (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* ff.net does that all the time, but there's a little trick I learned some time ago. If it doesn't show the last chapter uploaded, just type one or two letters at the end of the link and it will show the new chapter [or just type the number of the new chappie instead and works the same]. Hn… this KenKen… he's such a baka I don't know if I'll ever be able to make him use his head of his for something else than making holes on the soccer field… *sighs* hope ya like this chappie *hugs*), Wildfire2 (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* I didn't understand your review very well *tries to remain awake as she types this* but anyway, hope you like the new chapter! ^^ ), Jenken (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* Sadly the YoujiSchuKen won't be possible for this fic, but it's an option I just love. *drools at the thought of the three bishies together* I kinda agree with you about Yo-tan. He's evil… Well, there are rumors that Youji bought a few pics of Schu naked, so yeah, they exist… [Funny thing is that they REALLY existed, in the Sims game and with Ken naked too but that's another story… *sweatdrop*] Oi… do you think Harley and Mik will get married at the end? *doubles over with laughing at the thought of all the things that could happen at their wedding*), Hikari12 (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* Glad you liked it! ^__^ Well, I can't tell you to read or not to read the side story, maybe you might want to read it once the fic is finished or something like that. Anyway, daijobu, there was nothing that would confuse later or spoilers of what will happen later on the fic. Here you have the new chappie, hope you like it! *hentai grin*it's ALWAYS necessary to have Schu naked! ^^ ), Lady Kickass (Arigato for reviewing!! *glomps* Oi… have to admit, I really liked your review ^^ thank u for the compliments, one just gets her energies renewed to continue writing when she reads things like the ones you say. So all I can say it's that I'm glad you like the fic and thank u *hugs* You'll have to wait a little to see what happens when the truth about Yo-tan is revealed, but not too much! Schu's and Ken's relationship is always being tested, but this time things will go a little too far.. Ken just keeps on coming out like a fucking baka *sighs* 'bout Youji… they say hope is the last thing one loses ne? ^^)

Part Fourteen

Ken glared at his reflection in the mirror. He was nearly hysterical.

He had never gone in a date before, and his first date was with Kudou, the sexy bastard.

He passed the comb through his hair again and shook his head angrily. He was trying to look at least slightly presentable, but in his eyes he always looked ugly.

At the end the brunette settled for raking his fingers through his hair and ruffling it a little, that was what he did every day before going out.

"So fucking great… forty five minutes trying to look good and I end up looking like always.."

Well, at least his attire was a little better. He was wearing a pair of comfortable black jeans that fit him perfectly and a black sleeveless tee shirt Ran had lent him.

In his feet he was using his boots, now almost spotlessly clean.

Ken's parents were watching tv at the living room when he was ready to leave. His father looked up at him when he entered there to ask him for money.

"Where are you going?" he asked as he took some money from his wallet for his son.

"We're going to hang out for a while." He said taking the money his father gave him.

"Ah, so you're going out with Axl-kun tonight?" his father asked curiously.

Before Ken could say anything, his mother, nosy and insufferable as always, was faster than her son. "No dear, he's going with Kudou, a new boy from the soccer team. Shu-chan is at work, though he should be back soon if he isn't home yet."

Ken blushed brightly at the knowing look his parents gave him. Even if he had never talked about his preferences (mostly because he wasn't sure himself), his parents weren't stupid and knew what was obvious, as anyone who knew him a little knew.

After quickly saying goodbye to his parents before his mother could say anything that would embarrass him further he left his house.

Once outside, he had to get out of the urbanization he lived in, where Youji was supposed to be waiting for him since only the people who lived in there could enter the urbanization with their cars.

.::.::.::.::.

Youji laughed as he drove towards the place where he had to meet with Ken.

He was late, in purpose. There was no way he was going to be early or wait for Ken. No, let the bastard wait for him.

The playboy smirked when he saw Ken waiting for him. Nearly twenty minutes late, good. He stopped the car but didn't turn off the engine while Ken opened the door and sat on the passenger seat.

"Hey," he greeted the smaller boy "did I make you wait too much?"

The brunette looked at him for the first time and blushed slightly. "No, I just arrived." He said grinning shyly. Fucking jerk… I've been here waiting for you to come for half an hour, of course you did make me wait too much!!

"That's good." He said starting to drive again. "Where do you want to go?"

Ken shrugged. "Anywhere is fine for me."

Youji glanced sideways at the goalkeeper. "I was thinking of this place… what's the name- 'Perfect Blue' or something like that.. Yeah, 'Perfect Blue' like the L'Arc~en~Ciel song. Brad says it's cool. Have you been there before?"

"No. My friends are always insisting that they want me to go with them, but at the end I never go. You know, I'm not very comfortable with clubs and dancing and all that stuff."

Youji chuckled. "Really? If I had known that I wouldn't have told you about going there for our first date." Of course I knew and that's the reason I'm taking you there, or did you thought that I was going to do whatever you wanted to do?.

Ken blushed brightly when he heard 'our first date', it sounded so.. so… so serious? It scared him.

"What's it now?"

"N-nothing!" he looked away and took a deep breath. "It's just… dunno, after all the nasty things you've said to me since we met… I can't believe we're going out I a date."

The blonde laughed and shook his head in amusement, then he reached up to brush a long curl away from his face. "Well, you can believe it now, 'cause we're actually on a date. Hnn…" he frowned slightly for a moment. "I think this is the place where Brad said I should leave the car parked. How much will it take us to reach the 'Perfect Blue'?"

"Etoo… five minutes or so." Ken said after thinking about it for a while.

"Then let's go, ne?" Youji said opening the door and getting out.

Ken just did the same and closed the car's door.

The chocolate haired boy stood by the taller one's side as they walked in silence, and jumped in surprise when he felt an arm slid around his waist. He was about to do the usual, scream hentai and kick the other, but he blushed when he realized it was Youji and he'd just had one of his usual reactions to those kind of things.

But he didn't find it uncomfortable like he always did when it was Schu who did it. No, this felt nice, having Kudou so close…

The brunette didn't want to admit it, not even to himself, but he knew that since he met Youji he had felt somewhat attracted to the blonde, and that now that he was being so nice to him...

He couldn't help it, but he liked Youji more than he should. He liked Youji so much he thought he might fall for him, and that scared him. Love…

He didn't exactly know what it was, how it felt to be in love, but he had heard about it from Omi and Schuldig (Ran was more secretive about that kind of things and never said more than his usual 'Hn' or a 'Sore wa himitsu desu' when he was feeling talkative) and they said that he'd know it when he fell in love because he'd want to spend his time with that person, make sure that the one he loved was happy, and because it would hurt if he couldn't be with that person, or if the other suffered.

Sometimes he wondered how it would feel and imagined how it'd be to be with someone who cared about him, how it'd feel to be in a relationship.

And lately he had been thinking- no, fantasizing about Youji, and how it would feel to be with him, but he'd never admit it.

But no matter what he thought of Youji, there was something… something he couldn't quite name, but it was there. It's like there was something that the blonde knew but Ken didn't.

"Heeey… where are you?" a purr in his ear startled the goalie.

He looked up at Youji, confused. "Nani?"

Youji smirked at him. "I was talking but you were somewhere else."

Ken blushed brightly. "Sorry about that Youji." He said softly, ashamed of himself.

"Bah, Daijobu." He waved a hand nonchalantly. "So, what were you thinking about?"

The brunette shrugged. "Nothing important."

"Whatever you say KenKen. But it'd better be something big because I don't lnow what else could catch your attention more than I can."

Ken frowned at him. "You have a high opinion of yourself, don't you?"

"Of course. It's good to love and respect oneself. Don't you love yourself?" Of course you don't love yourself, you don't even know what love and respect mean aho.

"I do have self respect, but I don't think I'm more than the others."

A chuckle. "Well, since I am so great I have the right to say whatever I want to say. Don't you think so?"

"Hnn… baka." Ken pouted. "You really are a self-centered bastard."

Youji dropped the arm he had around the other boy. "Wouldn't you be like that if you were as good-looking and sexy as I am?"

"No!"

"No that you wouldn't or no that I'm not?"

"No that I wouldn'- I mean- no that you're not ho- etoo… shut up baka!!" he said with a blush darker than what seemed possible and pointing at Youji, in what we could call the 'when KenKen doesn't know what to say or do' reaction.

The blonde sweatdropped. "Sometimes I wonder why I like you."

Ken stared at him for a moment. He'd heard that before, but not from Youji. For a brief moment an image of Schuldig with his hands on his hips, glaring at him and saying the same thing crossed his mind.

"And what's it now?"

"Hehe… gomen, I kinda spaced out."

Youji smacked him on the head. "KenKen no baka."

"Oi!!"

The playboy laughed in triumph. "Look, we arrived."

"Hn?" Ken looked up confusedly and realized that the 'Perfect Blue' was in front of them.

"It looks cool. C'mon, I wanna enter." He grabbed Ken's wrist and they passed the gorilla controlling the entrance without any problem.

The loud music hit Ken the moment they entered, it was annoying and he couldn't hear Youji unless the blonde spoke loudly into his hear (which wasn't a bad thing anyway).

The club was crowded and people danced, made out and drank all around them, all the time bathed in blue lights.

Youji leaned in until his lips brushed against Ken's ear. "You can dance?"

Ken hesitated for a moment but nodded. Yes, he could dance and actually wasn't bad at it, but he was nothing great either.

The blonde started to move to the beat of the song. The guys were right when they said the PB was a great place; the music was good, not too pop-ish and not that horrible thing called techno. The people in there was really cool and the gorgeous one guessed he'd be coming there often.

Ken tried to follow the rhythm, it wasn't easy at first, but he slowly took cue of how he had to move and was trying his best to impress his companion (and when he meant impress it wasn't with the intention of impressing it with his great skills, no, he meant to NOT impressing him badly for the lack of them).

Youji moved like he had the music injected into his veins, like every pulse of the music was done to match the sway of his hips, the movement of his arm, like the music was meant only to caress his hair that reflected the blue lights so perfectly, and those long legs that seemed to be directing everything.

As you've probably guessed by now, Ken was drooling at the sight and Youji wanted to point at him and laugh like crazy, but both kept dancing to dissimulate a little, each one for their own reasons.

To escape the hands of a chick that kept on groping him, Ken scooted closer to his teammate, which only made things worse for him.

There was the occasional touch of their bodies as they danced, but since that wasn't a club where guys could dance too close, Youji settled for that. And anyway, he didn't want to touch Ken, so the less contact between them, the smaller the urge to throw up and disinfect himself would be.

.::.::.::.::.

He ran towards the younger but still taller boy. "Ken-kun!! Ken-kun! Ke- oii…" he stopped for a moment to catch his breath, something understandable since he had never made any physical activity and his excessive weight didn't help either. "Ken-kuuuuuuun!"

The ten year old boy finally turned to look at the eleven year old one. "Hey Yo-ball!" he said with a boyish grin.

Youji stopped running when he approached the brunette and waited until he regained his breath and his cheeks, reddened with the effort of running turned to their usual Heidi-like pink. "I've been looking for you Ken-kun. I wanted to say goodby-"

"Ah! I've heard about that! You're moving out of the city, ne?"

The blonde nodded.

"That's cool! Aren't you happy with it?"

He shrugged and stared at the smiling face of his tormentor. "Why?"

Ken rolled his eyes. "Baka. You can make new friends in your new school now that you know what you don't have to do. If you don't act like the stupid baka you've been in here you'll make lots of friends and you won't need me anymore either Yo-ball." he said matter of fact.

Youji wanted to wipe that grin off the brunette's face, but didn't dare try, he was too much in awe of the taller boy to even think of trying. "Ken-kun? I've always wondered…"

"Nani?" the other asked curiously.

"Why have you been around me for three years if you hate me so much and treat me so badly?" he asked, feeling his whole body trembling as he waited for an answer.

Ken's expression softened into a little smile as he spoke honestly. "Well, our teachers told me to take care of you and be your friend because everybody hated you, I had to scare the other boys off so they wouldn't bully you again." He took a little rectangle from his uniform's pocket and started to chew on the pinkish gum after throwing the paper away. "It worked well, ne? I'm not like that with other people, but I guess I roughened you up. The teachers promised to make my grades better if I did it so I end up winning too."

Youji felt like crying. "Ken-kun? Then you were my friend only because the teachers…"

The brunette nodded and grinned again. Then he seemed to remember something because he looked at his Dragon Ball watch and nearly panicked. "I'm late for soccer!!" then he turned to smile at the fat boy for the last time. "See ya Yo-ball!" he said and immediately ran towards the soccer field without giving Youji a chance to say anything else..

"See you Ken-kun…" he glared at the retreating boy's back. "But next time…"

.::.::.::.::.

After more than an hour of non-stop dancing, Youji was starting to get thirsty. "Hey KenKen! I wanna have a drink! Let's go to the bar." He dragged his date towards the bar where the random whore barman smiled, shook her ass and grinned at the customers in a "c'mon buy more and put the money in my bra" way.

"But I don't drink!"

"Well then get something without alcohol."

"But you shouldn't drive if you dr-"

"Don't you trust me?"

"Sincerely?"

The blonde glared at him. "Aho."

Ken sighed exaggeratedly but followed the other. He saw Youji talk with one barman, but was distracted when another one asked him what he wanted. The brunette wanted to glare at the woman, who was ogling at him like he was something comestible (when we all know little Ken-chan IS 'comestible' ^_~ *points to Part 3*), but he guessed it was not the moment to do that. "A coke."

"Just that, sweetie? You know, I can put som-"

"No, thanks." He took the glass and paid before she could slip something weird on it and turned to look at Youji, who was sipping at a bright yellow liquid.

He was about to ask him about what he was drinking, but a mature and wise, even if most of the time absent, voice in his mind told him not to even look at it.

The blonde looked at Ken's coke and rolled his eyes. "I'm ashamed of you." He pointed out.

"Well, you drink that shit and I don't say anything, so don't give me any shit about mine." The younger boy pouted.

"Yeah, whatever you say KenKen."

Ken sulked. "Don't treat me like a kid."

"Don't act like one?" he said with a smirk and then took another sip at his drink.

"Bakayarou…"

Youji laughed at Ken for the nth time that night. "Whatever you say Ken-CHAN."

He knew he had won the 'argument', to give it a name, when Ken's cheeks turned impossibly red and he pointed a trembling finger at him. "Don't. You. Ever. Call. Me. THAT!!"

"What, Ken-CHAN?"

"I'm not a chan!!"

"Hey, calm down Hidaka, everybody's looking at us."

"Nani?" he looked around and that time his cheeks reddened in embarrassment instead of anger when he realized that all the people around them (well, only the ones that weren't too drunk to even move). "Oh shit."

Youji leaned in close to the brunette. "I wanna leave."

Ken nodded. "Me too."

They quietly finished their drinks and made their way out of the club.

Once they were outside Ken stopped walking and turned around to glare at Youji. "You bastard! Did you ask me in a date to make fun of me or what? I thought this was a date, not the 'let's laugh at Hidaka Ken' day."

The playboy shrugged. "Nani? It was you the one who started yelling at me for no reason."

"I didn't!"

"Yeah you did and you'll ruin our date if you continue acting like a eight year old."

"But I…" guilt overtook the brunette's features. "I only wanted…"

"You wanted what, Hidaka?" Youji asked calmly, taking Ken's hand in his as they started walking towards the car.

"Dunno…" He looked at his feet while he walked and that prevented him from seeing the cruel and full of hatred look the taller boy was giving him. "I just, I don't know what happened to me, sorry."

Youji was about to make a snide remark about Hidaka Ken saying he was sorry, but controlled his tongue in time to compose his expression into the fake grinning one. "Daijobu! I was just joking." He said giving the tan hand he was holding a light squeeze.

Ken pouted. "I didn't find it funny Kudou."

The blonde frowned. "Forget about it already." He said annoyed. "Do you want to go anywhere else?" he asked when they reached his Seven.

Chocolate brown eyes blinked in confusion. "Anywhere else? Dunno, do you?"

Youji faked sadness. "I'd love to spend more time with you KenKen, but I have family visiting me and want to go back home to see them before they go to sleep and leave in the morning before I wake up."

A little unconscious smile appeared on Ken's lips. "That's really nice Youji."

"Honto?" he asked in a whisper, taking a step forward so Ken's back leaned against his car.

Ken nodded, breathless.

Youji chuckled softly. "You know what else would be nice?"

"What?"

"That you'd shut up.." he whispered and pressed his lips against Ken's.

The goalkeeper's eyes widened in surprise at the contact. It was the first time anyone that wasn't Schuldig or Crawford, who kissed him once in a 'Spin the bottle' game, had kissed him. But soon his eyes closed when cold hands (oi, you know what they say, 'cold hands, warm heart', but that can't be applied to Youji in this fic anyway, ne?) cupped his face.

Youji sighed into the kiss and parted his lips slightly, peering at Ken's face through half lidded eyes and feeling the mixture of the nasty smirk he knew was on his lips and the strong urge to throw up he was feeling.

He closed his eyes and thought of someone else, namely his dear Ullrich (because if he thought of Brad who knows what he would have done) as he parted his lips and caressed Ken's with his tongue to urge him to open his mouth.

Ken's heart wanted to jump out of his body as he remembered the previous kisses he'd received before, but he'd never felt like that… it felt so good… he wanted more if Youji could make him feel like that. He tried to remember what he had to do from what little experience he had and hesitantly separated his lips to let a velvet soft tongue take the entrance and brush lightly against his.

As soon as the brunette started to respond to the kiss the Youji deepened and roughened it.

It was kinda curious, while Youji's lips and actions were rather rough, his tongue still felt soft and nice…

Ken's hands held onto the playboy's waist as they kissed. He let out a little moan when the blonde's teeth caught his upper lip and playfully nibbled at it.

So that's what my meant when they said it feels good to be with the one you liked… Yes they were right. This was different from when he kissed Brad or from all the times Schuldig had kissed him.

He was enjoying this kiss, he wanted it, wanted Youji, wanted… fuck he didn't know what he wanted but he knew he didn't want Youji's mouth away from his.

Ken had never felt his body melting like that before… and he had never been so afraid in his whole life either because he didn't want to feel like that.

The brunette had to break the kiss to gasp for breath.

Youji opened his eyes and looked down at him. He had to turn around quickly so Ken wouldn't see that he was about to throw up.

But he willed the sickness down and composed himself a little.

That had been the worst experience of his life.

Turn around Kudou, don't fuck it out now. He thought before he turned to look at the flushed boy. "How was that?"

Ken's cheek only got redder. "-ow."

Youji started to laugh. "Well, that's not a bad thing, ne?"

Ken grinned back shyly. "I guess it's not."

"C'mon, it's getting late, I'll drive you home."

The other nodded and entered into the car as soon as the blonde unlocked the doors.

Youji entered too and turned the engine on. "Well KenKen, did you have a good time?"

"Yeah.."

"Then you might want to repeat it someday again?"

Ken nodded.

The taller soccer player smirked at him. "Great." His gaze was focused on the road, but he glanced at Ken from time to time. "You know what? At first I wasn't going to ask you out or anything."

"Why?"

"Well, I thought you and Ullrich-chan were together. I was going to back off, it's not nice to try to steal another guy's boyfriend."

Ken glared at him. "I'm not with Schu! I don't EVEN like him!!"

"But he seems to like you, and everybody thinks you're taken already."

"But I'm not!! Just because that jerk is always draped over me doesn't mean I agree with that or anything!"

"Calm down Ken. If it annoys you so much, why don't you tell him?"

"Dunno…" he sighed. "It's just that I…"

"You don't know how to say it?"

"Yeah, it's not that easy to go to the guys and say 'hey Schu I want to have a love life but I can't because you're a hentai freak that scares off everyone who tries to get near me'."

"That's kinda harsh man."

Ken shrugged. "It's the truth."

Youji wanted to kill Ken right there for talking about the German like that, but again had to control himself and grin. "Don't worry about that, just leave things clear to him."

"I will…" the brunette murmured, mostly to himself.

Ken would have liked the drive home to be longer, but Kudou had to go back home so he'd have to wait for next time to see how things went.

Next time… Would there be a next time?

He really hoped the answer was yes.

"This is were I picked you before, ne?"

"Yeah."

Youji stopped the car and grinned at Ken. "Then I'll see you at school this Monday, 'kay?"

The brunette nodded and opened the car's door. "Good night Youji." He said softly. Surprisingly, his cheeks colored suddenly.

"Good night KenK-" he couldn't finish because Ken gave him a quick, clumsy kiss and got out of the car.

Youji started it again and drove away, but he had to stop at the following street to leave out the sickness he had been containing while the other boy was present.

Another thing that Ken didn't know was that Youji's true reason for dropping him home so early was that he had another date that night and had to go home to get dressed more properly for it.

.::.::.::.::.

Everything seemed to be okay that Monday. Ken hadn't seen his friends after his date with Youji so they weren't prepared for the BEAMING brunette.

"Why are you so happy today Ken-kun?" Omi asked him when they met at the bus stop.

"Hn…" Ran gave him a weird look but didn't say anything else.

"Kami-sama.. Ken-chan, did you lost your virginity?"

"HENTAIIIII!!!!" he blushed brightly. "No!"

"Then what happened Ken-kun?"

"I went on a date."

"With?" Schuldig asked with a frown.

"Kudouuuu." [1]

"And what happened in your date Ken-kun?"

"He got laid."

"Ran!"

"How could you do this to me Ken-chan? You went in a date with another guy!" the German half joked and went in chibi mode himself.

But Ken, instead of following the joke, turned dead serious brown eyes to look at him. "Don't you think it's enough already Schuldig?"

The redhead blinked at him.

"It's all your fault!"

Tsu zu ku…

[1] If you have watched the Gravitation anime, then you probably laughed as much as I did if not more with that scene when Shuuichi goes all chibi and kawaii and tells Hiro about his night with Yuki. I can't remember the dialogue (just my horrible memory) but it was just too cute

*insert insane laugh* I thought I would never finish this chapter! It's the longest so far for this fic and probably will stay as the longest 'cuz this is stressing.

Well, I don't know what to say 'bout the chappie, as always I'm not happy with it but I've written worse.

Before I forget, I dunno if any of the readers of this fic were/are readers from one of my other fics, "Cat's In The Cradle", but well, just in case you followed it or want to read it, it's in mediaminer.org only after ff.net deleted it, and it was updated with a new chappie a few days ago, so if ya wanna read it, you know where it is! ^__^

But going back to the chappie, what do you think? And I know it's evil, but there is the evil cliffhanger I warned you about.

In next chapter… Schuldig and Ken's relationship will change drastically and someone will get hurt. Oh, and Ken now can talk about his first boyfriend. Wanne see what happens? Then don't miss next chappie!!

Until my next update… you already know how this works. You review, I write. The more you respond, the more Anna will work to keep you people happy, so…

Hasta luego!