Weiss Kreuz Fan Fiction ❯ Ways Of Your Desire ❯ Part Two: I Love You ( Chapter 2 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

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*Isa walks into a room and sees Ken and Schu doing it like bunnies*

Schu: Ack! Close the door!!!

Ken: *blushes*

Isa: O_o Woah...

Ran: ISA-CHAN!!!

Isa: *sighs* See what I mean? *runs away from the redhead with the katana*

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Isa: *is in total shock* Wow! I got such a wonderful reaction to this story, I didn't know that people had such a thing for KenxSchu pairings! *bounces* Everyone who reviewed the first chapter, THANK YOU so much. I was so nervous about this story and all the wonderful reviews I got made me feel so much better!!

*Ken and Schu look at all the reviews*

Ken: *happy sighs* Wow, I'm really loved!!

Schu: -We- are really loved, Kitten! ^_^

Ken: Yeah, we! *blushes* Guess we do make a cute couple! *Schu grins cuddling his kitten*

Isa: Awww, well you two are just so kawaii together!! *grins* I don't know but I think I am liking this pair a lot. Of course KenxRan will always be my favorite but this coupling is soooo very cute!

Schu: Oh oh, look someone asked if that last chapter was all there was going to be?

Isa: Well obviously since I am writing this, it isn't. No, this should be a few chapters. Maybe three or four, depending on how inspired I become.

*Ken and Schu both grin, cuddling together*

Isa: Well I have to give credit where credit is due, this whole story wouldn't even exist if it wasn't for Inno! She gave me the idea and then begged me to write it, thanks!! *glomps Inno*

Schu: Yeah! Thanks Inno, if it wasn't for you I wouldn't have this sexy Kitten here!!

Ken: ^_^ Woohoo, I'm Schu's sexy Kitten!

Isa: *giggles and bounces* And YES, to those who noticed. I am using the same name for Schu in this fic that I gave him in Mea Culpa. Its just such a nice name and it fits him really well!!

Schu: But the name means 'chatter'?

Isa & Ken: *look at one another and laugh* Yeah, it fits!

Schu: -_____-;

Isa: Well anyway, on with the story!! *bounces and grins*

Ken: Wow, I'm surprised Ran didn't have anything to say about all of this.

Schu: Yeah really, where is he?

Isa: *innocent look*

Ken: Isa-chan, what did you do?

Isa: Well... *points over in a corner, Ran is tied to a chair with a gag in his mouth looking like he's ready to kill* I'm sorry KenKen, but he was chasing me around with that stupid sword of his and trying to kill me! *puppy eyes*

Schu: ^_^ Wicked!!

Ken: O_o Ahh...well lets leave him like that for a bit till he calms down.

*Isa-chan, Schu and Ken run out of the room leaving a very pissed Ran alone*

Ran: *thinking* I am going to kill them all...

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Isa: As my muse, you must do this warning!

Schu: Hell yeah!!! WOOHOO!!! HEY YOU, yeah you reading this! If you have a problem with me getting the SEXY Ken in my bed and us having sex then DON'T Read this chapter! Got it?

Isa: Ahh you could have been nicer about it Schu! -____-;

Schu: What? You said to warn them there was sex in this chapter and I did!

Isa: *sighs* Please don't read this chapter if M/M sex offends...

Schu: ^_^ YAY!!!!! Well I wanna read it!

Isa: You are NOT helping!

Schu: I'm your muse, I'm not supposed to help! ^_^

Isa: Ok, on with the story...

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"Ways Of Your Desire"

-Part Two-

Ran sat on the stool glaring at the windows while Yohji helped the one customer they had. The redhead should have been off work, even Yohji told him to go but Ken wasn't there yet. `Going out with some guy we don't even know! Not coming home at all last night, I'm going to kill him!' But those thoughts only made him feel worse. Ken wasn't his anymore, he didn't have any right to say a word about what the brunette chose to do. That is why he just sat there, staring out the window while he waited for his ex-lover to show up so he could leave.

"It's your own fault." Ran looked up at the playboy, then frowned. "If you hadn't been such a bitch about everything you could still be with him." The redhead didn't respond, once again violet eyes fell on the glass. "So now you're just going to ignore me? Look, maybe you two breaking up was the best possible thing that could happen? Now Ken has the chance at a normal life and normal love. He's no longer restricted on who he can open his heart too, we aren't assassins anymore Ran."

He thought that over for a moment, then sighed. "We weren't in love."

"What?" That had been the last thing Yohji had expected to hear from the silent man across from him. "Ken and I, we weren't in love. I can't really tell you what it was that we were doing. It was…a thing like love. We used one another to fill something that was missing in our lives."

Yohji just stood there completely astounded. He had never heard the redhead say some much at once in all the time they had known one another. `Well unless he is bitching at one of us, but that doesn't count.'

"I care about him deeply." He finally looked up at the longhaired brunette. "You don't have to tell me I fucked up, I know I did. It would have been so easy for me to take that extra step and fall for him, but I pushed him away instead." Once again he paused, violet eyes looking back towards the windows. "I'm not mad at him for finding someone, I'm mad at myself for letting him get away."

Yohji nodded, understanding. "I figured as much." The two just stood there for a while, no customers came in to bother their musings. Finally, Yohji sat down on the stool beside the redhead. "You know, out of the four of us he deserves to be happy. I think the assassin life kinda fucked him up in the head, you know?"

"Yeah." Breathing out, Ran pushed away from the counter. "Yohji?"

"Hmm?" There was silence, he just let it be. Yohji knew well enough that if Ran wanted to say something he would get around to it sooner or later. `I just hope it is sooner than later. It drives me crazy when he does that kinda shit.' One time they had been talking and Ran had gone to ask him a question, at that moment Omi decided to come in. The redhead had just walked out of the room, leaving the conversation in the air. At the time the playboy had thought nothing about it till Ran had come back three days later picking up the conversation where it had left off.

"Are you and Omi happy?"

Once again the eldest ex-assassin was shocked. "What? Ah, I mean…yeah him and I are fine." He paused, looking down at the redhead. "Why you ask?"

He just shrugged. "Omi deserves to be happy too."

"Well damn." Ran looked up meeting the deep green of Yohji's eyes. "Are you sick or something?" The redhead frowned. "Sorry, you just don't usually concern yourself with our happiness."

Pale features relaxed at those words, Ran looked back out the window. "You are all I have left." He then answered. "My parents are dead and so is my sister, I'm the only one still alive. So the three of you are the only family I got. I guess I'm realizing that ever since I lost Ken. All I want is to know I'm cared for."

This was a side of the silent ex-leader that he had never seen before. "You know we all care for you. I know for a fact that Ken cares about you, don't worry about that type of thing." Ran nodded. "Look I'll give you some advice, you can take it or leave it.

"What would that be?" He asked.

"No matter what, always support the people closest to you because in the end they will be all you have." Yohji saw the redhead nod. "I guess we all make mistakes, but as long as we have each other there will always be someone there for us."

A faint smile crossed Ran's lips, then he looked back up at Yohji. "If Kritiker came back and wanted to reactivate us what would you say to them?"

"I think that would be a family decision, remember that we are in this together Kitten." Ran didn't respond but he knew that the man accepted that answer. Looking back up, he couldn't help but smile. "Well, look who finally showed up." The redhead looked out the window seeing the red car parked out front. After a moment the side door opened and Ken jumped out, looking back in for a moment then closed the door.

Pushing open the door, the bell rang signaling his arrival. "I know, I'm late for my shift and I am really really sorry!" Dark brown met the violet of Ran's eyes. "Are you angry?"

Ran shook his head, pulling off his apron. "I'm just glad you're safe." He whispered, then walked out of the shop and up the stairs. Ken just stood there, stunned that he had actually been courteous to him.

"Yeah, he's been acting like that all day." Yohji said, pulling the brunette out of his shock. "You know he actually asked how Omi and I were doing?"

Ken couldn't help but smile. "That is different."

"You're telling me? You know I think he talked more today than I have ever heard him say in the past four years!" He teased, watching as Ken pulled on his apron. "I swear I was about to have a heart attack."

"Sure Yohji!" Hopping up on the stool that Ran had left vacant, he looked at the man beside him. "How is he doing?"

Deep green looked down meeting Ken's own brown. "He has accepted that he's lost you, but he doesn't want to loose you completely. He told me he's afraid that no one will care about him. It was a short, yet different look at the self proclaimed Ice Prince. Odd fact is I think I liked it, reminded me that Ran is still human after everything."

"He's human, we just didn't work."

Yohji didn't respond, he knew that Ran and Ken would have to work this out on their own. He was just glad that Ran seemed to be willing to work things out with the ex-soccer player. "So, are you going to tell me why you never came home last night or do I have to force it out of you?" He grinned, waggling his eyes brows at the younger man beside him. "Did something happen that Uncle Yohji should know about?"

"Ack, no! Only you would think I slept with him." The elder man just grinned. "We were watching TV and we fell asleep, nothing else happened but that." He answered, smiling as he thought back on it. "But it was really nice, I felt so loved and cared for. He cooked for me then let me pick the movie, we talked and Callan kissed me." The brunette paused. "No, that's wrong. I kissed him, then he kissed me." A slight pinking covered his cheeks. "When I fell asleep he carried me into the bedroom so I would be more comfortable."

"I'm impressed." He responded, smiling at his dark haired friend. "This guy seems to truly care about you, he's even taking it slow! I would have pounced you by now, Ken."

"Yohji!" He just laughed, shoving the younger man a bit. "That isn't funny, Callan is a really good person!" Ken looked down, playing with the end of his apron. "Yohji, I think I've fallen in love with him."

Green eyes darted over to look at the smaller man beside him. "So you're really serious about this whole thing?" Ken nodded, looking up at him. "Like how serious?" He could see how nervous the brunette was, that made him concerned. "Ken, what's the matter?"

"If I told you something do you swear not to tell anyone?" He whispered, rich brown eyes full of confusion and fear. "I don't want to loose any of you, but I don't want to loose him!"

"Callan?" Ken nodded, still playing with the end of his apron. "You know you can tell me anything Ken, but if this is something that could hurt Weiss then you need to tell everyone."

Ken didn't know what to say to that. `Could Callan and my relationship hurt Weiss? No! We aren't assassins anymore, that life doesn't matter. Callan said that we are just two people in love, our past has nothing to do with our future!' He once again met Yohji's eyes. "He said our past…what we are now has nothing to do with what we were!"

An uneasy feeling came to the eldest man as he looked down at his friend. "Ken, why do I have a feeling you're going to tell me something I don't really wanna hear?" The brunette looked away. "I didn't mean it like that, damn it. Ken please tell me what is happening?" He whispered something but Yohji could barely hear when he had said. "What?"

"I said, Callan…you know who he is." His hands tightened on the apron as Ken looked down at the floor. "Yohji, Callan…he is Schuldich."

"Is that it?" He asked, breathing out in relief. "So Callan is Schul…" Then it hit him as Yohji looked down at Ken. "You mean that telepathic freak that almost killed us -many- times? Mastermind? Are you insane!" The brunette looked away, tears filling up the deep chocolate eyes. "Oh Ken, please don't cry!" Pulling the smaller man to him, Yohji breathed out. "You know Ran is going to freak."

"I know."

The longhaired ex-assassin just sighed, rubbing his friend's back. "How in the hell did you get involved with him?" He whispered.

"The night I went out, he saw me and we started talking." Shrugging, he pushed away from Yohji. "I didn't mean for this to happen! I was just so lonely and he was there, we got along so well. Oh Yohji, he's so alone!" He arched a brow at that comment. "Schwarz…they are like us. They aren't active anymore and so they had to separate. He's all alone here, Callan doesn't even know where his teammates are at!"

"Good, at least we know they won't be causing problems." He answered, running a hand though long hair in a nervous gesture.

Ken simply frowned, arms folded across his chest. "That isn't fair Yohji! How would you feel if we were separated?" Green eyes fell closed as he shook his head. "Exactly! Oh Yohji, please can't you understand! I love him…"

"He's our enemy Ken." He replied, sitting back down on the stool. "He is Schwarz, we are Weiss!"

The ex-soccer player shook his head. "He is Callan and I am Ken, we are happy together."

"How can you be?"

"Because we are!" He yelled, then sighed as he leaned back against the wall. "Gods, Yohji I love him! Do you understand that? I am -in- love with him; I won't leave him alone! Not again…" He could tell that his oldest friend was confused and shocked by this news. Pushing away from the wall, he walked up to him meeting his eyes. "Please Yohji, out of everyone I thought you would understand! Don't hate me, don't push me away!" When he didn't respond a tear fell down his cheek. "Please…I didn't choose to fall in love with him." He whispered. "But I can't stop what I feel for him, say you understand! I am begging you to understand!" Ken ended, almost desperately.

That shook Yohji out of his shocked. "Oh Ken, yeah I understand. The new is just…odd. I never thought you would get involved with a Schwarz member."

"He isn't Schwarz, Yohji. We are not Weiss, Kritiker left us and told us to live a normal life. That is what I am doing, I love Callan!"

"Oh Kitten…" Yohji didn't have anything to say to that. Ken seemed to truly love the old enemy of Weiss and there was nothing he could say to make him change his mind.`But would I want to? It's obvious that Callan, or whoever he is; does love Ken. He hasn't hurt him and as far as I have seen he only makes him happy.' A hand waving in front of his face brought the playboy out of his thoughts. "If he does anything to hurt you, I'll kill him. Do you understand Ken?"

The brunette breathed out, smiling at his friend. "Yes." Pausing, he looked towards the back room. "What about Omi and Ran?" He asked.

"I won't lie to them Ken, you are going to have to tell them." The ex-soccer player breathed out. "We are a team, with or without Kritiker. How can we trust one another if we have secrets?"

Ken nodded. "I'll tell them."

"Ok, now how about you tell me more?" The confusion on Ken's face was classic. "Come on, I've kinda accepted you got a thing for the freak; now tell me what you guy have been doing?" The smile that broke out a moment later was even better. Ken started talking, telling Yohji about everything they had done since they met one another and he just listened. Once in a while tossing in an idea here and there. Neither of them noticed the figure in the back room as he walked away from the door.

*

Ken was in a rush and his boyfriend would be there any time. It seemed that every time he was supposed to be ready he found himself running late once again. It didn't help that he had finally made up his mind about Callan and his relationship and he was ready to take this to the next level. Dashing over to the door, he opened it seeing Omi about to walk down the stairs. "Oi! Omi, please tell me when Callan gets here? He should be honking!"

"No problem!" The blond replied; smiling at his friend then disappeared down the stairs.

Closing the door, he grabbed his shirt and pulled it on. "Why do I always run late…" He growled, trying to find where he had tossed his wallet the night before.

"I guess I got used to it." Ken jumped, looking behind him at the man in his doorway. "I was just happy you showed up on time for missions." He then said, shaking his head as he looked up. When the brunette said nothing Ran just sighed. "I have no chance with you do I?"

"What?"

Walking into the room the rest of the way, Ran closed the door. "I said, I have no chance with you."

The brunette breathed out, leaning back against the wall. "What do you want me to say to that Ran?" He whispered, running a hand though his hair. "You are the one who left me, I tried to make you come back. Truth is I wanted you back, but you just kept pushing!" Ken's hand fell to his side as he looked up at the redhead in defeat. "Now you say that you don't have a chance with me? How many fucking chances was I supposed to give you?"

"I fucked up." Ran replied. "I don't know what to say, all I know is that I did love you…I still do." The brunette shook his head as dark eyes closed. This was not what he wanted to be hearing right now, but he also knew he couldn't stop the redhead from finishing. "I was scared, I gave you everything. I gave you my body and my mind…but I never fully gave you my love."

"Neither did I." Ken whispered, his eyes opening to meet violet. "But I could have…I would have if you had just stayed with me." They both stood there, neither saying a word then Ran walked up to his ex-lover meeting his eyes. "What do you want from me?"

"Just say you still love me? Please?" He responded, taking another step towards the man before him. "Just say I haven't lost you."

Shaking his head, the brunette sighed. "Ran, I'm sorry but…" He cut off as the redhead's mouth claimed his. Ken stood there in complete shock, dark brown eyes wide from the unexpected action. `No! Oh gods…Ran please don't do this too me! Not now, not like this…please!'Ran deepened the kiss, pulling Ken closer to him.

"Ken!" Ran pulled away as the blond pounded on the door. "Callan is here, better hurry!"

"T-thank you Omi! I'll be down in a minute." He responded, his eyes never leaving Ran's. "I'm sorry, he's waiting and I have to go." Pushing away from the wall, Ken walked past his old lover for the door. A hand on his arm stopped him.

"You really do love that Schwarz, don't you?"

Ken looked back to Ran, confused. "How did you…"

"I over heard your conversation with Yohji." The brunette was about to speak when Ran held up his hand. "I was coming down to see if you could talk to me and I over heard. I wasn't spying on you…or whatever." Ken just nodded, accepting that answer. He knew Ran would never lie to him; it was just too weird that he had known. "Anyway, you really do love him?"

"Yes."

The redhead breathed out, releasing Ken's arm. "If he hurts you I'll kill him."

Ken stepped up to him, cupping on pale cheek in his hand. "Ran?"

"I love you Ken and I am so sorry I couldn't admit it. But if he makes you happy then who am I to hate you because of it? I was the one who pushed you away, now I am the one who has to deal with that." Ken just stood there; too shocked to really say anything in response to the words he spoke. "Just know that if you need me I'll always be here for you."

Ken smiled, hugging the redhead before him and exhaled. "Thank you so much Ran."

"You better get going."

Nodding, he was about to walk out the door when he paused. "Ran?" He looked up. "I care about you too."

"I know." He whispered, then watched as the brunette disappeared from his view. Breathing out, he walked out of Ken's room. Closing the door behind him Ran looked down the hall then started for the living room. `I want to believe that Ken is right, that Callan is a good person. Thing happen sometimes that are out of our control, what if something happens with us? Would Ken stay with us or would he leave Weiss to be with him?' Ran sighed; walking into the living room then leaned against the wall. Yohji was standing by the window looking out towards the alley. "Is he gone?"

"Yeah." He answered, looking over at the man. "He was happy, what did you say to him?"

He shrugged. "Told him I knew about the Schwarz then said it's his life." Looking up he met the deep green eyes of the eldest man. "Told him I would always be here for him."

"That was really nice of you." Yohji replied, walking away from the window. "So tell me, how do you really feel about all of this?"

Ran shook his head. "I don't know but I have a bad feeling about this relationship." Yohji nodded in agreement. "But there is nothing we can do, Ken has to live and learn. I think he's going to realize none of this will work."

Green eyes narrowed as he looked at the redhead. "What do you know that we don't?" He asked, seeing that look he hated so much. It was that look Abyssinian would get on missions when he knew something was about to go down. It wasn't a good sign in the least.

Ran looked up at the ex-assassin, meeting his eyes. "Why don't you go down and ask your lover, he is the one that told me." With that, the redhead walked out of the room and into the kitchen. It took Yohji and moment to realize what, exactly, his old leader had said.

"Omi?"

*

Callan looked up as the passenger door opened and Ken got into the car. "What took you so long baby?" The brunette didn't respond, after a moment he looked up meeting the clear blue eyes across from him. "Is something wrong Ken?"

"They know about you." He whispered, leaning over to lay his head on the German's shoulder. "I told Yohji and Ran overheard…I'll assume that Omi knows as well." Callan said nothing in response to that, his hand moving up to gently stroke the soft dark hair. "I don't know what to do now, they seem so supportive…but there is something that's is underlying it. It's almost as if they know something and they aren't telling me. No, I change that, it's almost like Ran knows something and isn't telling me!"

The redhead frowned at the mention of Ken's ex-lover. "Something else happened between you and Ran, I can hear it in your voice." The brunette blushed, burring his face further into Callan's neck and shoulder. "Sweetie, please tell me what happened?"

Rubbing his face against the soft fabric of the German's shirt, he shrugged. "He came to talk to me, told me he was still in love with me." Ken didn't see the blue eyes narrow at those words. "He asked if he still had a chance with me, I went to tell him no and he kissed me." When Callan said nothing Ken began to worry. "I wanted you to know…I don't love him Callan, I love you!"

Nodding, he turned on the car. "Lets go to my place, I rented some movies and thought I could cook for you again."

Ken sighed, pulling away from the telepath and looked out the passenger window. The trip to Callan's apartment was silent; neither man said a word to the other. He began to worry that maybe he had pissed the redhead off. If that were the fact then his grand idea for the evening would really be ruined. When they pulled into the parking space Ken looked over at the man beside him, Callan was looking down at his hand in his lap. "I made you angry?"

"No." He answered, looking up to meet the dark eyes with his own. "You didn't baby, I was just…I'm kinda possessive I guess." Those words made the brunette feel better. "So he really kissed you?" The younger man nodded, a frown appearing. "Did you like it?"

"I love you." He whispered; a slight smile crossed the redhead's lips. "Callan?"

"Yeah?"

"Can we please go upstairs?" The two men stepped out of the car walking hand in hand to the German's apartment.

Once they were inside, Callan started for the kitchen. "So what should I make for you tonight?" He asked, slightly shocked as two arms wrapped around his waist from behind. "Ken?"

"I'm not really hungry for food." He whispered, resting his cheek against his back. "Thought I could show you what I would like to do?" The telepath was completely shocked by this, turning in the smaller man's arms he looked in Ken's eyes. `Are you here?' The ex-assassin asked as Callan simply nodded. `What would you say if I wanted to take you, right here and right now?'

(( Sweetie? )) One dark brow arched as he continued to look at the German. (( You…I thought I would have to make the first move. ))

`Figured I should tell you what I wanted; after all I do want to take you. Would you allow that love? Would you let me do that?'He sent into the man's mind, his tongue popping out of his mouth to wet his lips. Callan practically groaned as he leaned forward to let the brunette kiss him. Two mouths meeting in an age-old dance, one tanned hand moved up to grab the rich red hair. Pulling the German closer, Ken deepened the kiss. `Mmm, you taste wonderful my love.' He purred into the older man's mind, pulling away from his mouth. "Does the rest of you taste that good?" He asked, nipping at the man's palm.

"Rowr, the Kitten has claws…" Callan whispered back, shocked when his lover pulled him to the bedroom, pushing him down on the bed. "Ken?"

Growling, the brunette crawled onto the bed and straddled him. "How many times have I told you not to call me Kitten, my lover?" He purred, nipping at his skin. "Mmm, it reminds me of cream." Ken murmured into his ear, sucking on the lobe a moment later. "But you do taste very good…a little too good. I might become even more possessive than you and not want to share."

"Oh baby…baby I would never share you with anyone." He answered, hands running up to bury themselves into his lover's hair. "You are all I want…everything I desire."

That made Ken look up, a mild shock in his eyes. He knew that Callan loved him, the man had told him that himself. But he never thought the telepath would want to be that committed to him, he wanted tonight for his own reasons. He wanted to make love to the German to show himself that he was cared for. Ken really didn't know what to say now that Callan had clamed he was all that was needed.

(( You don't have to say anything baby, I see it all here in your mind. )) The answer came like a soft caress into his head. (( I see that you love me, and that is why I give myself you to willingly. Ken, I want you to make love to me. ))

Ken just looked down at the man lying below him for a moment, and then slowly nodded his head. "I would do anything you asked of me." He answered, his hands moving down to undo the buttons to his lover's shirt. "I really do love you Callan."

"I know." He whispered. "Why else would I give my body to you."

Ken purred, removing his lover's clothes. He didn't care about the foreplay; he just wanted to be inside of the telepath's body. He needed to feel the man surrounding him as he pushed deeper and deeper into his lover. "Callan…please I don't…I can't…"

He simply nodded, helping his younger lover remove his clothes quickly. Once there was nothing keeping their bodies apart, Callan pulled him down kissing him once again. He knew that Ken had done this before, it seemed that Ken had also been the dominate in his relationship with Ran. But with all things sometimes people changed. He could tell Ken still wanted to be the dominate in any relationship, but the brunette couldn't tell where he stood in this one. New relationships tended to lead to confusion, especially when two people had sex for the first time. (( My lover, just take me. Don't worry about anything; I want this and so do you. We both need what this union will bring. ))

"But I should…we need to…"

Callan shook his head. "Just take me Ken, please just do it. Don't worry about anything just take your pleasure and in doing so I will gain mine.." He whispered, running one hand down the soft tanned cheek.

`I'll hurt you if I do this, I don't want to hurt you…' Blue eyes opened, looking up at the man above him. "I love you Callan." The German simply nodded, pulling tanned fingers into his mouth as he sucked on them. Ken shivered at the feeling, purring as he slipped the fingers away from the telepath. "You're turning me on baby." Ken breathed, slipping one and then another finger into the redhead.

Callan's whole body shuttered at the intrusion as he let out a soft moan. (( Oh…love…my love. ))

"Always." He responded, pulling out the fingers a moment later. "Promise that you will always be mine, tell me that you love me again!" He asked, kissing the man.

"Yes, forever yours!" He cried as Ken pushed into him, slowly entering his body.

The brunette paused, allowing his lover's body to get used to the intrusion. After a moment Callan nodded, watching as Ken began to slowly pull out before pushing back into his body. A low moan escaped his lover's lips and he once again pushed back into the willing body below him. "Oh baby…" He purred, capturing the German's mouth with his once again. `You feel perfect…I love you so much.' He thought, feeling the man's body shudder below him.

Callan couldn't reply, it had been so long since he had felt anything like this. The emotions were overcoming his senses as Ken continued to slide in and out of his body, each time going deeper than he thought possible. It felt perfect, it felt better than he could have ever wished and it made him feel complete. In Ken's arms he wasn't alone, the brunette made him feel loved and needed. He knew Ken felt much in the same way; that is why he was doing this. `He needs this as much as I do, he needs to feel this connection to know he's alive.' The telepath knew this; he could feel it every time he entered his lover's mind. That overcoming need to be accepted by someone. As they lay there in the bed, their body moving together in a perfect rhythm he knew he could never give this man up. `I will die before any other man takes him from me.'

"Callan?" The brunette whispered as blue eyes opened to meet his. Ken cried out as he reached between their bodies to stoke his lover. "My love…"

The telepath couldn't help but let out a cry as the heat surrounded him. He was close and knew he wouldn't last much longer, but he could also see that Ken close as well. (( Baby…lover, so close. I don't know… )) His thought where blown away as he let out a cry, a sticky warmth covering his chest. Callan's body shuttered as Ken continued to slam into him. A moment later the younger man cried out, pushing himself in one last time as he released himself into the redhead's body. His tanned body collapsed, his head burying into the telepath's neck.

They just lay there for a moment, then Ken pulled himself out of the German's body and fell down beside him on the bed. "How are you? " He whispered.

"Perfect." Ken smiled, his arm tightening around Callan's waist. "That felt…perfect."

"I'm glad." He answered. They just laid together in comfortable silence for a time, the telepath's hand gently stroking his lover's back. The action began to relax Ken as he began to purr gently.

Breathing out, Callan stopped the action, pulling the smaller man into his arms. "Maybe next time we can have more foreplay, not so much of a hit and run?"

"Hmm maybe…" He purred, cuddling deeper into the German's hold. "I love you."

"I love you too." He answered, kissing his forehead. "Who would have known all those years ago we would end up like this?"

Ken couldn't help but smile. "I sure didn't, I thought you were annoying as hell."

"You wound me."

"Whatever." He answered, reaching up to kiss the telepath one last time. "Mmm, I think I'm a little hungry now. How about we take a shower then you can cook me something to eat?"

Rich brown puppy eyes were in place and Callan never had a chance. Not that he would have said no, he would have done anything for the man lying beside him in bed. Obviously Ken felt he was taking too long in answering the question. Straddling the German's naked body with his own, he grinned down at his lover. "What?"

"I'm about to die from hunger!!" The younger man complained. "Please…feed me?"

Arching a brow, he poked the tanned ex-assassin in the stomach. "I doubt you are starving, but you are becoming spoiled!"

Ken couldn't help but pout. "Not my fault that you cook good food!" The German just smiled. "I'll make you a deal?" He whispered, grinning down at the redhead. "If you cook for me and feed me we can come back in here again…"

"And?"

"And what?" He snapped, pushing away from his lover. "What do you think we are going to do, play scrabble?"

"I love that game!"

"Oh, you are so annoying!" Ken fumed, pushing himself off Callan's body. Before he could make it out of the bed, two arms grabbed him pulling him back down and into his lover's arms. "What?"

The telepath just smiled at him, holding the younger man for a moment before he spoke. "I'll cook for you, but only because I love you more than anything." Ken shook his head, laughing at the redhead then kissed him deeply. When they pulled away from one another the German smiled once again. "So what do you want?"

"I don't know, but whatever you cook can you make a lot?" Callan just shook his head. "What? Sex makes me hungry, especially when it's good sex." Ken winked, pulling his lover out of the bed. "To the kitchen!"

*

Ken: O_O

Schu: ^_^

Isa: -____-; I think I could have done better, but FFN sucks. I had to make it -nice- so I wouldn't go above an R rating!

Schu: Hell, all I know is that I got to have sex with Ken and he's damn good!

Ran: *growls*

Ken: Heehee.. *blushes*

Isa: Ran! It is just a -story-!! Gods, get over it!

Ran: *glares*

Schu: *singsong* I got to sleep with KenKen I got to sleep with KenKen!! *bounces around*

Kami: BOO!

Schu, Ran, Ken: GYAH!

Kami: *faints* Oh no...I...c-can't breathe!

Ken: Kami-chan! *rushes over to give CPR*

Ran and Schu: NOT HAPPENING! *bop Kami-chan*

Kami: ;_; *sticks tongue out* It worked last time ^.~ Isa-chan! *glomp*

Isa: *Looks over at Kami-chan wondering how she got here then laughs* Anyway, please review this chapter and I'll put up more soon!!*bounces*

Kami: *Grabs the guys and makes em bounce too*

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