Yami No Matsuei Fan Fiction ❯ Desire ❯ Demon Desires ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Disclaimer: I do not own Yami No Matsuei. I so wished I did because I would have the two sexiest guys together in a heart beat.
Warning: Foul language, angst, and yaoi.
Summary: The demon desires are strong and all this time Tsuzuki has fought them for the sake of his friends. But when he is tired of them yelling at him, Tsuzuki unleashes those desires and finds himself betraying the ones who cares for the most. What will happen when everyone learns whom he has been seeing?
Notes: Hello, another Muraki/Tsuzuki story. To my surprise, it is a longer chapter than my other stories. Oh, please tell me what you think of this story. I couldn't think about my other stories at this moment, but wanted to write. Well, here is the result. Good or Bad? I hope you enjoy the story and please review.
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Chapter One: Demon Desires

The soft breeze relaxes his sore body. After fighting a demon, he decided to walk around the streets of Nagasaki. With the mad man out of the way for now, Tsuzuki is left with small cases and a lot of free time. While leaning against the rails over looking the city, Tsuzuki mumbles, "If it isn't one person, than it is something else." The day went horrible wrong for him. The shadow master, his best friend, yelled at him for being late. Then his partner called him a baka a million times that day. His boss took all his sweets. The final straw was the case they had against a demon. After everything that happened today, Tsuzuki somewhat desired the pale doctor to attack him again. Shaking his head in shame, Tsuzuki whimpers out with a sad voice, "I must be a baka." Maybe it is because he secretly worries for the psycho doctor. As he feels, something hit his head, Tsuzuki whimpers, "Ouch." While falling to the ground, Tsuzuki black outs. An hour later, Tsuzuki slowly opens his eyes to a warm room. Observing the area, Tsuzuki finds himself tied to a bed. With fear in his eyes, Tsuzuki checks over his body. Sighing with relief that his clothes are still on except his shoes and coat, Tsuzuki notices a sitting figure in the dark corner. Unable to see who kidnaped him, Tsuzuki asks with a glare, "Who are you?"

A small smirk plays itself on his rosy lips. Chuckling at Tsuzuki's glare, a silk voice answers, "Tsk, tsk. After all this time, I was sure you would know who I am, Tsuzuki-san."

With all his might, Tsuzuki struggles against the bonds. As he watches the pale doctor make his way to the bed, Tsuzuki clenches out, "What do you want, Muraki?" He should have known the doctor would come after him again. It is strange that Muraki didn't bring any innocent people into this.

Shaking his head in disappointment, Muraki resorts, "I thought by now you would know what I want. What I desire. How rude of you not to remember."

Still glaring at the pale man, Tsuzuki yells, "Let me go!"

As he sits on the edge of the bed, Muraki replies, "No." To his amusement, Tsuzuki's eyes widen with that answer. Did he really believe that Muraki would let him go? When Tsuzuki struggles once again, Muraki orders, "Stay still or I will give you something to make you stay still."

That was all Tsuzuki needed to hear. As he freezes, Tsuzuki stares at the man who drove him insane. What does he want this time? "Well that is stupid to ask. Muraki wants my body," Tsuzuki silently thinks. For the first time, Tsuzuki looks over Muraki to see him missing his coat as well.

Pleased with Tsuzuki, Muraki explains, "I only wanted to talk, Tsuzuki-san." This only makes Tsuzuki glare more at him. As he smirks at his guardian, Muraki resorts, "I want you. I desire you."

With fear in his eyes, Tsuzuki screams, "You're insane!" To his surprise, Muraki smacks him in the face. As he stares at Muraki with disbelief in his eyes, Tsuzuki thinks, "I didn't think Muraki would do that." The sad part is that no one knows where he went to. After the day he had, Tsuzuki didn't tell anyone he was going to the mortal world.

Rubbing his hand over Tsuzuki's cheek, Muraki states, "I am not in a good mood, Tsuzuki-san. I do not want to have to hurt you. After I talk to you, then you can leave. Will you listen?" As Tsuzuki nods his head with fear in his beautiful purple eyes, Muraki grins and resorts, "Good." First, Muraki cuts the bonds on Tsuzuki. While watching Tsuzuki sit up in bed, Muraki asks, "Why were you wondering around alone?"

With a raised eyebrow, Tsuzuki mumbles, "It's none of your business." As he observes a pale hand raises, Tsuzuki covers his face to protect himself.

Muraki grabs a lighter and a cigarette from the drawer. Shaking his head, Muraki tells, "You can put your hands down, Tsuzuki-san. I am not going to lay a hand on you again." When Tsuzuki does as told, Muraki stares out the window.

This is insane to Tsuzuki. While looking over Muraki again, Tsuzuki wonders if the doctor is all right. The last time they met, Tsuzuki put a knife in his side. No signs of the doctor suffering from injure appear before Tsuzuki. As he sighs, Tsuzuki relaxes in front of his enemy. For some weird reason, Tsuzuki feels no fear being alone with the person who almost took his life. Then again, it might have something to do with how his friends have been treating him lately. With Muraki, Tsuzuki doesn't need to show an act. He can show himself.

Exhaling grey smoke from his lips, Muraki tells, "I was going to take you tonight. I was going to make you, mine." As he looks over to find Tsuzuki not surprise at all, Muraki chuckles. He should have known this guardian would not be surprise by anything anymore. After putting his half-gone cigarette out, Muraki pushes Tsuzuki onto the bed and whispers into Tsuzuki's ear with a husky voice, "Let us forget that we are enemies for one night, Tsuzuki-san."

As he feels the sweet lips against his neck and the warm breath, Tsuzuki mutters, "We are enemies, Muraki." Even denying his desire for the man in all white does nothing to stop Muraki unbuttoning his shirt. Maybe it is because Tsuzuki wants this as much as Muraki does. Will it be all right to forget they are enemies for one night? Will it only be for one night? Knowing Muraki, Tsuzuki doubts this will be the last time. When he feels a wet warmth around his nipple, Tsuzuki forgets everything. All morals out the door and the only thing Tsuzuki wants is the man who is sending waves of pleasure through his body. When he feels his pants being pulled off, Tsuzuki shakes his head to over come his clouded mind. Tsuzuki yells, "Stop, Muraki!"

Leaning up to over look the perfect body below him, Muraki resorts with a grin on his face, "I believe you want this, Tsuzuki-san." While running a finger up Tsuzuki's length, Muraki purrs out, "You desire someone to touch you like this. Tell me who would give you this pleasure besides me."

As he buckles his hips up to Muraki's touches, Tsuzuki realizes he is right. He can never go to any of his friends. They would blush him off and it would be strange between them afterwards. There is Hisoka, but Tsuzuki can only see his younger partner has a little brother. Watari has been pinning after Tatsumi for as long as he knew the man. With Tatsumi, Tsuzuki knows the shadow master would feel to guilty and so would he. Muraki is the only one who can fill his desires. Blinking his eyes up at the pale doctor, Tsuzuki asks himself, "When did Muraki lose his clothes?" When Muraki grids his groin against Tsuzuki's, he buckles up and moans, "Oh, god."

Knowing Tsuzuki is his for the night, Muraki whispers, "Kazutaka will do." Slowly working his way down the perfect body he has craved for almost all his life, Muraki teases Tsuzuki by avoiding his groin. As he hears the beautiful moans, Muraki mumbles against the Tsuzuki's skin, "So, this is what a guardian of death sounds like when making love."

Tossing his back and forth, Tsuzuki begs, "Please, Kazutaka." His body feels like it is on fire. As he feels a warmth around his manhood, Tsuzuki tries to scream out his pleasure, to only feel his throat close up.

Using his tongue, Muraki licks around Tsuzuki's length. As he hears the final scream of pleasure, Muraki swallows. While leaning up, Muraki licks his lips and resorts with lust in his voice, "You taste so sweet, Asato." To prove his point, Muraki leans down and kisses Tsuzuki with passion and lust.

Grasping for air, Tsuzuki pants out, "Kazu . . . taka." As he looks into mixed eyes, Tsuzuki sees lust and something else in those eyes.

As he feels Tsuzuki's hands tremble over his body, Muraki whispers next to Tsuzuki's ear, "Explore this body as much as you like, Asato. No one is here to tell you it is wrong." Wrapping his arms around Tsuzuki, Muraki turns them around for him to be on the bottom and Tsuzuki to be on top.

The hidden desire is within those cursed purple eyes. This will be the only time for Tsuzuki to be free to taste his hidden desires. Never doing this before, Tsuzuki is scared what to do to please his partner in bed. What if he does something wrong? What if Muraki does not enjoy this?

Moving Tsuzuki's hands over his pale body, Muraki mumbles with lust clearly in his voice, "Do want you feel comfortable. Anything you do will please me." As he feels Tsuzuki's hands rub over his body in pleasing ways, Muraki purrs out his pleasure, "That is right, Asato." When he feels the warm mouth, explore his body, Muraki buckles his hips to rub against Tsuzuki's groin. Hearing the grunt from Tsuzuki, Muraki smirks. With warmth around his hardened cock, Muraki moans out, "Asato." While running his fingers in brown locks, Muraki feels his body on fire. They are the same with the same dark desire. They want each other. Before he gives into his body's demands, Muraki pushes Tsuzuki on the bottom again. As he throws Tsuzuki's legs over his shoulder, Muraki mumbles, "This will hurt, but it will hurt more if you do not relax." When Tsuzuki nods, Muraki thrusts into Tsuzuki's tight entrance.

With tears his eyes, Tsuzuki tries to relax to stop the pain. While feeling Muraki lick around his earlobe, the pain dulls to an arch that needs to be filled. Moving his hips with impatience, Tsuzuki moans out his lover slash enemy's name, "Kazutaka."

Taking the hint, Muraki pulls almost all the way to only thrust right back inside. While thrusting into his lover, Muraki moans, "So, tight, Asato." As he hears the beautiful screams from the perfect man below him, Muraki knows he is almost there. Moving his hand between their sweaty bodies to pump Tsuzuki's cock, Muraki mutters against Tsuzuki's neck, "Scream for me. Cum for me."

Tossing his head back, Tsuzuki screams when he cums over their stomachs, "Kazutaka!" Within a few more thrusts, Tsuzuki feels the warm wet seed release inside of him. Now, he belongs to Muraki. How could he let his desires get the better of him? What would his friends say if they ever found out? Right here, Tsuzuki swears they will never find out. Watching Muraki grab a cloth to clean them up, Tsuzuki asks, "Will you tell?" When Muraki shakes his head to answer, Tsuzuki relaxes more. It is strange to be this calm around your enemy, but then again Tsuzuki just let Muraki fuck him. The sad part is that Tsuzuki would let Muraki do it again. No one knows the hidden desire, to be touched like this, but Muraki knew.

As he lights up another cigarette, Muraki asks, "Care to have one, Tsuzuki-san?"

In slow movements, Tsuzuki sits up next to Muraki and answers, "Can I have some of yours instead of having a whole one?" When Muraki hands him the cigarette, Tsuzuki inhales the cancer stick. It doesn't matter to him. After all, he is already dead. The immortal body will heal itself. As he exhales the grey smoke, Tsuzuki asks, "How did you know?" No one ever knew of Tsuzuki's hidden desire. No one cared enough to know.

Taking the cigarette back, Muraki inhales the flumes. After exhaling the smoke from his mouth, Muraki answers, "Because we are the same with the same dark desire. Even if you had someone else, you would never feel complete. We are descendants of darkness. We were born of darkness and it will follow us everywhere."

Meanwhile, in Meifu, everyone is looking for their missing guardian. As Hisoka flops onto the chair, he asks, "Any luck?" When everyone in the meeting room shakes their head, Hisoka states what is on everyone's mind, "Then Muraki is back." With one look at the shadow master, Hisoka knows the hatred within those blue eyes. What could Muraki want with Tsuzuki now? Everything in the lab was destroyed. Could Muraki want revenge against Tsuzuki? When he hears his cell phone ring, Hisoka jumps to answer it, "Hello. Tsuzuki?"

Sighing over the phone, Tsuzuki answers, "Yeah. Sorry for worrying everyone. I needed some time alone."

Without looking at Tatsumi's concern eyes, Hisoka asks, "Did Muraki go after you?"

Tsuzuki replies, "No. And I don't want to hear about him any more unless he is at it again."

With this news, Hisoka sighs with relief. As he smiles at everyone to tell them Muraki didn't go after their friend, Hisoka resorts, "Baka. You should have told one of us where you were going."

Sighing once again, Tsuzuki explains, "I wanted to get away for a while. I'm not some damn kid. I can take care of myself."

This surprises Hisoka and he replies with a small voice, "Sorry. We don't think that about you, Tsuzuki. We were worried."

Tsuzuki resorts, "Well, I'm fine and I'm not coming back for a while. I'll see everyone at work tomorrow."

As the phone goes dead, Hisoka looks up and explains, "I think Tsuzuki is upset with us. He thinks we see him as a kid or something."

Sighing out loud, Konoe responds, "Well, he acts like one, but Tsuzuki is strong enough to handle his own. After Kyoto, everyone here is more careful to watch out for him."

In the mortal world, Tsuzuki throws the phone across the room with force. As he watches it break, Tsuzuki thinks, "They will never understand."

Embracing Tsuzuki from behind, Muraki whispers, "It is time to sleep, Tsuzuki-san." When Tsuzuki nods, Muraki lays down with Tsuzuki in his arms.

The next day, Tsuzuki wakes to find himself in the arms of his enemy. Careful not to wake Muraki, Tsuzuki looks around the room for his cloths. When he feels a hand grab his arm, Tsuzuki jumps. Turning around, Tsuzuki finds his coat and shoes in Muraki hands. As he takes the rest of his cloths, Tsuzuki realizes that everyone will know what happened if he goes into work like this. Looking up, Tsuzuki asks, "Can I shower here?"

Pointing to the bathroom, Muraki replies, "Of course, Tsuzuki-san. I cannot see you off, but I do hope to see you again." Before Tsuzuki walks into the bathroom, Muraki states, "My desire has not disappeared for you, Asato. Remember that." He walks out the room before Tsuzuki can respond to him.

After cleaning himself off, Tsuzuki dresses and leaves. Already two hours late for work, Tsuzuki knows Tatsumi will have a fit. As he walks into Tatsumi's office, Tsuzuki resorts with his head bowed, "Sorry, I'm late."

With his shadows, Tatsumi shuts the door. As he looks over Tsuzuki, Tatsumi asks, "Where were you last night?"

Looking up to see concern blue eyes, Tsuzuki lies to his friend, "Went out and got drunk. That's the reason I'm late today. Hang over."

Standing up with anger in his blue eyes, Tatsumi yells, "I am not stupid Tsuzuki-san! Your clothes smell like smoke and him!" There is no reason to say who he is since they both know who Tatsumi is talking about.

With narrowed purple eyes, Tsuzuki responds, "It is not your business whom I see in my free time. There was no case for me last night. Do not treat me like I'm some kind of kid."

Without realizing what he is saying, Tatsumi screams, "You are a kid!" When he sees the sadness in Tsuzuki's eyes, Tatsumi feels the guilt inside of him raise for his hurtful words.

Punching the wall, Tsuzuki yells, "I act like that for all of you, bastards! The person I am, no one wants to know!" As he walks out, Tsuzuki slams the door behind him with force that breaks the door window. Not caring at all. No one here knows his true self. Walking into the chief's office, Tsuzuki requests, "I need a day off, boss."

As he looks up ready to yell at Tsuzuki, Konoe stops and replies, "Shut the door." After Tsuzuki shuts the door, Konoe asks, "Will you be able to handle working today?" When Tsuzuki shakes his head to answer, Konoe resorts, "All right. Go home and get some rest. I'll tell everyone you are sick."

While looking out the window to see the same thing, he has seen for almost eighty years, Tsuzuki explains, "They might want more than that. They heard me and Tatsumi yelling." When Konoe nods in understanding, Tsuzuki walks out to only to run into his blonde hair partner.

As he feels the high emotions, Hisoka asks, "Is everything all right, Tsuzuki?"

Tatsumi answers for Tsuzuki, "Tsuzuki-san is not feeling good because of a hang over. I am going to walk him home." Before Tsuzuki can fight him on this, Tatsumi glares at him. This stops any protests. After Tsuzuki gets everything, Tatsumi walks him out the office building. When they are far enough away from work, Tatsumi asks, "What do you see in him, Tsuzuki-san?" The pain rises within him for not having Tsuzuki.

Sighing to the cold wind, Tsuzuki explains, "I'm not in love with Muraki." When Tatsumi looks over him with surprise written on his face, Tsuzuki tells Tatsumi part of the truth, "We both desire each other. It's difficult to explain. So let's leave it there and don't ask."

Nodding his head, Tatsumi thinks, "What are you hiding from us, Tsuzuki-san? Why would you go to a man who killed than anyone here?"

Like reading Tatsumi's mind, Tsuzuki responds to the questions to himself, "Because we are both demons. Because this is our nature."

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Notes: Well, here is another Muraki/Tsuzuki story. I hope you enjoyed the story so far and please review this. I would love to know what you think of my new story. The next chapter shows more of Tsuzuki going to Muraki. Will everyone learn about Tsuzuki's affair? Can he really keep that secret between Tatsumi and himself? What will Hisoka do if he finds out? Wait until the next chapter. Please review and tell me what you think. Thanks for reading.