Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction / Fan Fiction ❯ Lover's Phoenix ❯ Fear of Heart -Unfinished- ( Chapter 10 )

When we draw a bucket of water from the ocean, the ocean will still be there. Giving yourself unselfishly is equivalent to drawing ocean water: no matter how much water you draw, the water level remains the same. The ocean's water level is not going to rise if you do not draw water from it.

-Dharma Master Chang Yen, Still Thoughts, Volume Two

-hides- Please don't kill me! I had MAJOR writer's block and I still do here… I HAVE upped the rating, mainly due to some MAJOR language… I strongly suggest if you dislike strong, vulgar language, then you skip through the beginning of this chapter or don't read anything in italics.

Disclaimer: -_-U Take a guess on whether or not I own Yugioh or Harry Potter.

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I'm praying that you already know I don't own either.

Pairings: Yami/Yugi Bakura/Ryou Marik/Malik Possible future Ron/Hermione or Remus/Sirius hints (even though I said earlier that there wouldn't be any HP romance…)

One-Sided/Side Pairings aka what Harry Potter character wants each hikari:Harry/Yugi Draco/Yugi Ron/Ryou ??/Yugi (^_^; It's a secret… for now.) Slight Draco/Malik

Warnings: Slight OOC-ness, language, lime, cross-dressing hikaris, and YAOI/SLASH! Meaning in graphic MalexMale relationship. Don't like? Get out! Some Shounen-ai, but mostly Yaoi.

I'll cut straight to the story since I've used up all my excuses on Those Two Years already… Oh yeah, I think I'm going to just call Professor Tyler, Sirius just to make it easier, kk?

Lovers' Phoenix

Chapter 11

Yugi chatted idly with Ryou and Malik as they entered their Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom. Their teacher, Professor Tyler, was already there, waiting for the rest of the class to come in. A large suitcase sat on the dark oak desk, the clasped firmly locked.

Harry smiled at 'Professor Tyler' which was returned with a wink from the sparkling blue eyes. Sirius smiled as the class settled down and turned their attention to the umm… -cough- 'former' prankster. -falls over laughing-

Sirius continued to smile as he started to talk, "Hello there. I'm sure everyone already knows who I am so, there is no need to introduce myself. Unless of course, you weren't paying attention at the Sorting which, I really don't blame you. Such a bore sometimes huh?"

The class was silent as Sirius rolled his eyes. "No sense of humor these days," Sirius joked. "What is this world coming to?"

Harry smiled slightly as his godfather's antics, refraining himself from laughing.

"Anyway, down to the important stuff," Sirius started. "I'd thought I'd just have a quick practice review from the last years just to see where I should start seeing as you've all had less than wonderful past teacher. Well, of course that doesn't include our dearest Professor Lupin, know does it?" Sirius said, stressing out a few words to make his point while trying to refrain from laughing himself.

"Anyway, we're getting off track now aren't we? Now, I'd thought we'd start out with a boggart. Anyone want to tell my what a boggart is?"

Unsurprisingly, like always, Hermione was the first to raise her hand, along with Yugi and Ryou. Malik's eyes were slightly glazed, as he paid no attention obviously a little umm… 'preoccupied.' -cough-Marik-cough--

Sirius pointed to Yugi, even though he knew Hermione would have the answer. 'Time to see how much these transfers know.'

Yugi smiled sweetly and blushed when he remembered the incident earlier before he answered the professor, "I boggart is a shape-shifter which takes the shape of whatever it believes frightens its victim most. Laughter is the only thing that can permanently destroy one."

Sirius smiled, 'Someone has obviously been studying. Do I see another Hermione coming along?' "Very good, ten points to Gryffindor."

//Yes, very good indeed, my little Yu-chan. I'll have to 'reward' you later, no?// Yami sent slyly through their link, causing an adorable blush to spread lightly across Yugi's pale skin.

/Shoo, Yami. How many times have I told you not to bother me during class?/

Yugi could already see Yami's smirk as he replied, //Hmm… Not sure, stop counting after awhile. Why don't you remind me later… in private perhaps?//

Yugi rolled his eyes as he turned his attention bad to Professor Tyler, who presently getting the correct incantation from Dean (Riddikulus) before he explained about the boggart he had in the suitcase that was placed on the front desk. He quickly instructed the class to get up and arrange themselves in a semi-circle around the desk.

Yugi tried to act passive as each student was called up to test the boggart, turning anywhere from spiders to banshees. Actually, Yugi was quite nervous about the boggart. He knew what his worst fear was and he sure as hell didn't want the rest of the class to know it, not to mention Yami. Ryou bedside looked as though the same though crossed his mind; meanwhile Malik was still in his own little world.

Yugi backed away, as Ron's now legless spider rolled toward the three after he had said the incantation. The class expected the boggart to try change into three different shapes at once, which obviously would not work but surprisingly it didn't.

Yugi, Ryou, and Malik (who was now back to the land of the living) all took a step back and closed their eyes as the boggart changed. It split into three separate figures and then began to change into… Ryou, Yugi, and Malik?

//Hikari… Pretty, pretty hikari…// Yugi shook his head as he tried to rid the voice form his head. /No, no. Yami, stop./

//Yugi!// Yami cried through their link (that Yugi had blocked only seconds ago) as he saw that the creature had transformed into. Yugi was afraid… of him?

//Pretty little aibou. Such a nice little body, how I love to break it. Very pretty little hikari. How pretty my little angel is all hot and bothered though. Such a pretty little slut is the only reason I stay, isn't that right, hikari?// The boggart was fully transformed now, down to the dark crimson eyes and the glowing Sennen Puzzle. The boggart-Yami looked at Yugi; a psychotic grin spread on his face that rivaled Marik's.

Yugi backed himself against the wall, not noticing that Ryou and Malik were in similar states, there own boggart-yami moving forward toward them with a psychotic (well, more than usual) grin adorned their faces. /No, please. Stop./

The boggart-Yami smirked, //Silly hikari. Actually thought that I could love you. Foolish naïve little angel. But my little angel is so pretty in bed no? Such a pretty little whore in bed.//

The boggart backed Yugi up further, pressing himself against the skirt clad boy as he leaned close to his ear. "So sweet also, no? I can just imagine you in bed right now, moaning for me to fuck your cite little ass into the mattress like you want, my pretty little aibou," the boggart whispered cruelly as Yugi tried to block out the voice, shivering at the Yami/boggart's lustful gaze.

/No, no. Leave me the fuck alone./

//Aibou!// Yami said, banging himself again Yugi's soul room door. His hikari had blacked the link but that didn't stop him from hearing the boggart's voice. 'This… this is Yugi's greatest fear? Me?'

//Silly little hikari doesn't deserve to wear the puzzle either, now does he?// the boggart started again, emphasizing that last word.

//No, no, little hikari is much too weak. I would have gotten rid of you, my dear angel, long ago if it weren't for the fact you were such a good little fuck. Yes indeed. The pharaoh's pretty little slut.// The boggart ran it hand over Yugi's body, ignoring all pleas to stop as it slipped a hand under the hikari's black Hogwart's robe.

Yami banged pushed his way through Yugi's mind, as he finally forced Yugi back into his soul room, running toward his now pale koi who was unconscious. Yugi ignored the fact that their body was left unoccupied.

Sirius rushed forward quickly as he finally regained the knowledge of how to use his mind, quickly muttering the spell to move the boggart back into the suitcase when he saw the transfer young student slump over unconscious. He took a glance at the two blondes, both who were looking extremely pale and on the verge of tears.

'What are they so afraid of? The boggart turned into themselves and didn't say a word through the entire time. What could scare those girls into such a state. Perhaps, I should tell Albus about this.' Sirius thought about it for a moment before deciding against it; it was obviously much too personal for all three of the girls.

Sirius ran over, ignoring the rest of the class as he picked Yugi up, wondering idly how the 'girl' could be so light. He looked over at the two other students that were leaning against the wall.

Harry looked at Sirius with a 'Are you serious?' type glance. (No pun intended there.) For goodness sakes, Yugi fainted! Harry felt a slight twinge of protectiveness over Yugi but pushed it back. The rest of the class look over at the three, genuine concern (or curiosity) in almost everyone's eyes. Ron, however, looked to be stopping himself from running to Ryou and helping 'her' to the Hospital Wing. (Which gained him a jealous glare form Hermione, which, he, of course, was oblivious to, as always.)

Harry watched as Malik nodded slowly, 'her' hand in a robe pocket, gripping something roughly. Ryou nodded also but leaned himself against the wall for support, one of her pale hands over her chest, almost as though searching for something to grip. They both nodded slowly, but it was obvious to everyone that both of them were lying.

"Harry," Sirius's voice brought him out of his daze. "You and Hermione keep the class under control. I'm taking these three to the Hospital Wing."

He and Hermione nodded quickly as Sirius motioned for the other two 'girls' to follow him, Ryou leaning against Malik for support as Malik wrapped an arm around Ryou's waist comfortingly.

The class fell silent after the four left, most with a form of, "What the hell just happened?' type question left in their head.

Yami cradled a crying Yugi in their soul rooms; both sitting on a small bed that was covered with bright colors. Random toys were scattered here and there leaving the room dripping with innocence.

//Hush, little one. Everything is okay,// Yami said through the link, gently running his hands through Yugi's bright tri-colored hair in an effort to comfort his lover.

Yugi's sobbing ceased after a few minutes, only leaving soft sniffles coming from the hikari as Yugi nuzzled his head in the hollow of his yami's neck. /I'm sorry…/

Yami petted his light's hair softly, confusion written easily on his tan Egyptian features. //For what, angel? You have nothing to apologize for, aibou.//

You kept his eyes closed, trying not to look at Yami. /I know your wondering why the boggart turned into you…/ he said softly through their bond, trailing off as he nervously looked up at his darkness.

//Shush, angel. You don't need to explain,// Yami said soothingly, even though he did want to know, but now wasn't the time. //It's not important, hikari.//

Yugi shook his head, /Yes it is, Yami. You deserves to know./ Yugi looked at him in the eye, his light violet eyes meeting his yami's dark crimson ones. Yugi pushed his lips onto Yami's, giving his lover a delicate kiss. /My greatest fear, Mi-chan, is that… is that you'd hate me. That you never really cared about and you just- just…/

Yugi stopped, more tears threatening to spill. Yugi blinked them away. Yami's arms wrapped around Yugi tighter as the holder of the Sennen Puzzle spoke.

/I love you, Yami. That's why I'm so scared that you'd hate me. I'd rather loose you forever knowing that you still loved me than seeing you everyday know that you don't even care about me. It reminds me of… of how you were before. When I didn't know you existed and- and…/ Yugi stopped again, more tears coming. This time not being able to stop them, Yugi hugged Yami closer, tears soaking Yami shirt as Yami rubbed soft circles into his back.

Yami winced at the mention of how he used to be; psychotic and a murderer.

//It's okay angel, I'm right here. I'm not going to change into that.// Yami gently grabbed Yugi's chin, pushing his face up so their eyes met. Yami kissed Yugi softly, slipping his tongue gently into Yugi mouth, tasting his hikari with as much passion as he could muster.

//I love you, my little Yugi-chan.// Yami said, his voice laced with affection.

Yugi mewled into the kiss, kissing back as shyly as always. Yugi broke the kiss, coming up for air, before placing his lips over his darkness' again.

Yugi hissed in pleasure as Yami flipped them over, Yami gently pinning Yugi down to the mattress as he kissed Yugi deeper. They parted, Yami latching his hot lips onto Yugi's thin pale neck, sucking and nipping at the flesh.

Yugi moaned in pleasure, wrapping his arms around Yami neck as the older's lips lifted from its focus, gently blowing over the wet skin, causing Yugi to shiver form pleasure.

Yami began to gently suck his angel's neck again, leaving a nice little hickey there. //Mine,// Yami whispered possessively.

/Yes, yours,/ Yugi said, needing to be with Yami now. Needing to know that Yami loved him. /Love you./

Yami smiled again, pushing their mouths back together for another passionate kiss. //I love you too, angel.//

This is unfinished, ya hear me? Unfinished! I'll be adding more as soon as I can but I know a lot of people are waiting for an update so…

There will be a bit more lime-y goodness added, a possible lemon (I'll give the link), and some more stuff on Ryou and Malik, kk?

I also rewrote Chapter Two on this story so go check it out! -Pushes Yugi in front of her- Review for a kiss?