Yu-Gi-Oh! Fan Fiction ❯ Brotherly Love? ❯ Carried away by obsession ( Chapter 3 )
**Warning: A bit of Yaoi lemon and mild rape, if you are not comfortable with this please don't read this. Thank you.*
Chapter 3: Carried away by obsession
"I fell in love with him! I fell in love with my own stepbrother!"
Tatsuya's words continued to echo through Yugi's mind. His friends had gone home after the moment of silence and he retired to his room before Tatsuya could speak to him. He was now lying on his bed with his eyes glued to the ceiling.
"After the way he has treated me he had the nerve to say he loves me," Yugi though bitterly. "But then again……………….."
He closed his eyes and shook his head slightly. "I think I was rushing a little with Jounouchi………………..I now don't know who I am in love with…………………….This is turning into a horrible love triangle."
He remembered how Jounouchi looked when he left with Anzu and Honda. He looked rather depressed and heart broken after Tatsuya confessed his true feelings to everyone. Yugi has a feeling that Jounouchi thinks he will go into Tatsuya's arms now that he knows the truth. But Yugi doesn't really know what he should do.
He then thought of how it would be wrong if something did happen between him and Tatsuya. They were both stepbrothers and it would be like incest even though they are not blood related. It still wouldn't be right.
His eyes opened and he softly sighed and turned onto his side. His eyes stared out towards his window, watching the rain spitting at his window and sliding down like miniature rivers. He started to close his eyes when he felt drowsy, but a knock on his door stopped him from closing them fully.
"Yugi?" he heard Tatsuya call.
Yugi froze; he was hoping to avoid Tatsuya for awhile by hiding in his room but it seems that Tatsuya doesn't feel the same way he does. He fell silent in hopes of making Tatsuya think he was asleep. His heart jerked in his chest when he heard the knob of his door turning and the door being pushed open; Tatsuya is very persistent.
"Oh please go away," Yugi thought in his mind. "Now is not the time."
Footsteps approached his bed and Yugi clutched the covers close to his body. He could see Tatsuya's shoes in the dark but dared not to lift his head up to look at him. He shut his eyes quickly but knew that Tatsuya saw that he was fully awake.
"Yugi," he heard Tatsuya whisper. "I meant what I said and I don't plan to back out on it. I know I was a bastard but I want to make it up to you and show you how loving I can be."
Yugi tensed sharply when he felt his mattress sink; Tatsuya was crawling onto his bed. He turned onto his back and his eyes widened when he looked up into his stepbrother's scarlet red eyes. Tatsuya returned his gaze as he rested his hands near Yugi's shoulders.
"Yugi………………" he whispered to him. "Your mine. You will belong to me only. Jounouchi can take a hike and look else where."
Tatsuya moved his head down for a kiss back Yugi quickly scrambled upward until he was sitting up. He pressed his back into the wall as Tatsuya lifted his head up to frown at him.
"Ta-Ta-Tatsuya," stuttered Yugi. "We can't…………………..We are stepbrothers! I mean…………………….it was wrong of me to think that we could be………………………… 230;…you know. And I am sort of involved with Jou-"
Tatsuya cut him off by hooking his finger around the black collar on his neck; Yugi likes to wear collars all the time, and jerking him towards him. Yugi cried out softly as he fell towards Tatsuya. Tatsuya landed on his back and Yugi landed right on top of him. He locked an arm around Yugi's waist and looked up into his eyes.
"Yugi…………………I love you. Jounouchi doesn't deserve you."
"Tatsuya, don't."
"Hush, I'll be gentle."
Tatsuya moved his free hand down to gently caress Yugi's stomach. Yugi tensed up when he felt Tatsuya tugging his shirt up and saw his face moving close for a kiss. Yugi panicked and began to squirm downwards to get away from Tatsuya; and that was big mistake in his case.
Tatsuya growled at him and stopped what he was doing. He quickly rolled them on the bed till Yugi was flat on his back and he was on top. Yugi began to struggle upwards and Tatsuya was trying to grab his wrists to pin them down.
It took Tatsuya a few minutes to finally grab Yugi's wrist and pressed them into the mattress of the bed. Yugi looked up at Tatsuya and harshly panted from his futile struggles. Tatsuya returned the look and was lightly panting since it wasn't hard to pin him down once he got hold of his small hands.
"Don't fight me, Yugi," Tatsuya whispered softly. "You know you want this as much as I do. You know that you are mine."
"Your wrong!" cried Yugi. "I don't know what I want but I know I don't want this."
"Then why were you having a wet dream of me last night? I know you were because you said my name and I saw the stain on your pants. I just pretended not to notice because I was being ignorant."
Yugi's mouth formed an O and his cheeks began to glow red. Tatsuya smirked softly and leaned down to kiss him once again. Yugi turned his head to the side to avoid him. Tatsuya's eyes narrowed dangerously.
"No more games, Yugi," he growled. "I had enough of your teasing. Your father took away my mother and now I am going to take you away from him."
"I wasn't teasing you!" cried Yugi who had a hint of anger in his voice. "And you can never take me away from my dad! I'd never allow it!"
"Be quiet! You can make me so angry sometimes and you'll make me hurt you if you do."
Tatsuya took hold of Yugi's chin with his teeth and nipped him slightly hard. Yugi winced and turned his head to glare at him but Tatsuya's mouth covered his own in a harsh kiss and caused his glare to turn into a surprised look.
The two teens both had their eyes open as they kissed. Yugi was looking at his eyes with a horrified look in his eyes. Tatsuya was looking down into his eyes with a dangerous, passionate look in his own. Tatsuya softened the kiss and then tore his mouth away.
"I love you," he mumbled as his mouth moved down and softly latched onto the skin connecting Yugi's shoulders and neck.
"Ngh," Yugi softly moaned. "Tatsuya……………………….."< /div>
"Yes, Yugi?" purred Tatsuya against his flesh.
"Stop it."
Tatsuya growled. He moved Yugi's hands close together and took one hand away. Since his fingers are longer then Yugi's, he managed to hold his wrists together. He lifted Yugi's hands into the air with one hand while his other moved to Yugi's shirt.
Yugi threw his head back and whimpered when he heard the sound of cloth being torn; Tatsuya was using his free hand and his teeth to tear Yugi's t-shirt off.
"Tatsuya!"
"That's right, Yugi. Call for me, scream my name out, and tell me that you want me. I know that this excites you."
Tatsuya moved his free hand up and grasped Yugi's other wrist. He once again pinned his wrists down; but near his head, and moved his head forward.
"No!" cried Yugi. "You got it all wrong! I want you to stop!"
Yugi's protests were silenced when Tatsuya's mouth came in contact with his right peck. Yugi couldn't help but admit a shuddering moan. Tatsuya smiled in sastifaction and opened his mouth. His tongue began to flicker and swirl softly against Yugi's swollen peck. Yugi sucked in his breath and shook his head rapidly to stop himself from moaning.
"Let it out," mumbled Tatsuya. "Don't hold it back."
Tatsuya moved forward and gently engulfed Yugi's nipple into his mouth. Yugi let out a small gasp of pleasure and felt his cheeks beginning to burn from pleasure and embarrassment. He then admitted a moan when Tatsuya mouth began to suckle softly.
Yugi let his both relax on the bed and his eyes close. He had a blissful look on his face and his mouth was opened slightly to let out tiny pants of pleasure. Tatsuya felt Yugi's body calm and continued the gentle assault. The tip of his tongue toyed and poked at the tip of Yugi's peck to encourage his sounds of pleasure. Yugi responded with a moan.
"Ta………….Tatsuya………R 30;…."
Tatsuya mmmed and moved his head back. He pulled the nipple in his mouth upward until it popped out of his mouth. Yugi gasped from the pull and his body jerked softly when his now pebble like nipple was released from the luscious warmth of Tatsuya's mouth.
"I just want to kiss and touch you forever," whispered Tatsuya. "Your body is so perfect and soft."
Yugi opened his eyes and gazed drunk like at Tatsuya. Tatsuya smiled down at him and moved his hands off of Yugi's wrists and down his adomen. Yugi's eyes filled with panic once again.
"Tatsuya!" he cried. "No more! Please no more! This is wrong."
"I can't stop now. I love you."
"Don't!"
Tatsuya began to fondle Yugi's belt buckle but Yugi sat up and tried to pry his hands away. Tatsuya's eyes narrowed and he moved one of his free hands upward. He slapped Yugi across the face as hard as he could. Yugi cried in pain and fell onto his back from the slap.
"Ta……..Ta…….Tatsuya……… ….." whimpered Yugi.
Tatsuya seemed to have an obsessed and demonic look in his eyes. His mouth formed a twisted grin as he pulled off Yugi's belt and chucked it away. He moved his hands back and started to unbutton his jeans.
"All mine," he chuckled evilly. "I am taking Mr.Moto's most precious thing since he took away mine."
"STOP IT YOU RAPIST!" Yugi screamed out suddenly.
Tatsuya froze; his hands still on Yugi's jeans. His eyes lifted up and he gasped. He had slapped the same cheek like he did the other night. He could see that Yugi's cheek was swelling and there were tears in those beautiful violet eyes he had. This caused Tatsuya's heart to ache and his body to move back. His head lowered; Tatsuya always had a horrible temper and has never been able to control it.
"Yugi……………….." he said in a very small voice. "I-"
"Tat…………………suya… ……………………….." Yugi managed to say. Please…………………go away…..………………."
Yugi didn't look up at him because his head was lowered at well. Tatsuya looked longingly at him and sighed. He cursed at himself for what he just did as he got off Yugi's bed and headed towards the door. He stopped when he approached it and turned to look at Yugi. For the first time he felt a tear trickle down from his right eye when he saw how Yugi looked from his abuse.
"I'm sorry…………………..Yugi……& #8230;……….." he said in a raspy voice. "I won't hurt you ever…………………………. .again. I'll make sure that…………………………y ou won't cry because of me."
Yugi lifted his head just as Tatsuya closed the door. His tears had become tears of emotion and physical pain; he is regretting calling Tatsuya a rapist.
"Tatsuya………………I…… ;I'm so……………………..sorry… 230;…………"
Yugi's hands moved up and he covered them over his eyes. He began to softly sob into his hands.
"I'm sorry………………..…..I'm sorry……………………..I shouldn't have said that horrible word to you………………….I didn't mean to."
Outside Yugi's room, Tatsuya was leaning against the wall with his ear pressed against the door. He heard what Yugi said and lowered his eyes to the floor. He whispered something to himself and moved away from the door. He turned and strolled towards his room. He flicked the hall light off and went into his room.
"Yugi……………." he said to himself as he closed his bedroom door behind him.
***
Around five in the morning there was a dark figure walking down the stairs and entering the kitchen. The figure walked towards the fridge and placed a hand upon it. A dark hand moved towards a drawer and pulled out a long object from it.
The once silent kitchen filled with the sound of a slice, fluid dripping to the floor, a groan, a thump, and metal scarping against the marble floor. All was silent again in the dark kitchen.
***
Sunlight poured into Yugi's room. The light shined down on Yugi and the warmth of the sun caressed his face like his mother's soft hand whenever she'd wake him up for breakfast. Yugi mumbled softly and opened his eyes. He made a small sound when the light blinded him. He tumbled out of bed and began to rub at his eyes.
"I should ask dad to buy some curtain for my room," he said sleepily. "Or else the sun will blind me."
He moved his hands away from his eyes and blinked them open. He smiled slightly when he saw clearly. His smile faded when he saw his torn shirt lying on the floor right in front of him. His head lowered as he pictured Tatsuya's face in his mind.
"I guess I'll go and apologize to him," he said to himself. "Perhaps we can talk things over and finally try to become brothers instead of enemies."
He looked towards his clock. His clock read quarter to eight.
"He should be up by now."
He smiled and got to his feet. He rushed towards his dressed and grabbed a freshly washed shirt. He pulled it down his head and rushed out of his room.
"I'll check his room first to see if he is asleep."
Yugi approached Tatsuya's room and softly knocked. There was no answer.
"Tatsuya? You awake?"
He opened the door and pushed it open. He blinked when he saw that Tatsuya's bed was made as if he didn't come to his room to sleep.
"Maybe he is having breakfast," Yugi thought to himself.
He ran from Tatsuya's bedroom, forgetting to close the door, and fled down the stairs.
"Morning Tatsuya!" he softly called as he reached the bottom of the stairs. "If you are here please don't leave, we really need to talk."
He entered the kitchen. "I mean, we can't just keep avoiding each other and continue to be enemies. Mom and dad will not be-"
He stopped when he didn't see Tatsuya anywhere. His eyes caught something red on the floor behind the island counter and he blinked to look at the color properly. His let out a gasp when he saw it was red liquid, red liquid that appeared to be blood.
"It……………………̷ 0;….it can't…………………..be…… 230;……….." thought Yugi as he body began to tremble. "Tatsuya!"
He approached the pool of red fluid with caution. He then caught site of a hand as he got closer and gasped. He rushed around the counter and fell gently onto a limp body; Tatsuya's limp body.
"TATSUYA!" screamed Yugi.
Tatsuya was lying on the floor with his wrists cut and a long kitchen knife beside him. He was deadly pale and looked as though he was dead.
"Tatsuya!" sobbed Yugi. "Why did you do this to yourself?! Why! Tatsuya!!!!"
To be continued
**Don't kill me please! I just thought this would be a good place to end the chapter so that you will come back for more. I just hope you are all enjoying this story. This is actually my first angst story and I hope I am doing well on it.
I am sorry that it took so long for me to write this but my mom's computer crashed and I had to use my dad's to write this out. Also I had to think of how I should write this chapter and came up with something ^-^.
I am so sorry for writing slow on my stories and I'd like to thank you all for reviewing this fic. It makes me so happy to know that you are enjoying it. I'll try to bring out the next chapter as soon as I can.**
Ja, Minna-san!
Kitty-Ryuuichi (aka ChibiChanLain)